A/N I didint leave you hanging very long... Thanks in advance...
Harm sat on his bed and waited to see what Sarah would do. His next actions depended on her. He could see her her sitting on the sofa. Part of him wanted to walk down there, but part of him wanted wait.
Mac just sat there looking in the package, she was trying to decide how to go about this. She took a long deep breath, picked up the package and headed up to Harm.When she reached the stairs she saw him sitting on the bed. It looked like he was holding a photo.She walked over to and took a seat.
"Who's in the photo?"
"It's of mom and dad on their wedding day." He handed Mac the photo to look at. She smiled and looked at Harm.
"You really are a carbon copy of your dad."
Harm laughed "You sound like my mom, that's what she says." He looked and noticed that Mac opened the package. "So what does this mean?"
"I'm very confused, part of me wants to and part of me wants to wait. I feel in my heart that I'm already your wife in someways but not in that way. In the past I've jumped right in and slept with men, only to have regretted it later on. But to be clear that's not what I'm saying here. What we share runs deeper then that, at least it does for me. I already know in my heart that once I give myself to you there will be no turning back."
"You know that I feel the same way. I want you, no one but you. I want all of you body, soul, heart and anyone else that comes from our union."
"Your talking about Rosie, from your vision?"
Harm sighed, "She would be icing on the cake."
Mac pulled out the box of condoms first, "When we do make love, I don't want to use these. Nothing will be between us." Then she pulled out the navy blue silk night gown. She got up and walked into the bathroom taking it with her. Harm sat there and waited for her, he felt his throat start going dry and could feel his heart starting to beat faster.
He kept glancing at the door to the bathroom, after what seemed to be an eternity she walked out, and headed over to Harm. She stood in front of him. He stood up and looked at her. She looked so beautiful to him, navy blue was the perfect color on her.
"What do you see when you look at me like that?"
"I see a desirable woman, but I also see my wife the mother of my children, my soulmate, my best friend."
"I'm ready, if you are?"
A few hours later they lay tangled in Harms bed sheets, Mac had her head on Harms chest she was running her hand up and down, she was finding that this is her new favorite thing to to.
Harm was watching her, he couldn't remember the last time he had ever felt so totally at peace after sleeping with a woman, he now knew the difference between sleeping with a woman and making love to a woman. He gussed the old saying was right , when your with the right person nothing else matters.
Mac looked up to meet Harms eyes - "whatcha thinking about Salior?"
"Just how at peace I feel right now, I never want this feeling to end."
"It never will, I'm yours for eternity."
Mac shifted so she was now laying on her back, but still in Harms embrace, she moved his hand to her abdomen. "So what are the odds that your guys hit a target tonight?"
Harm smirked - "Well I've always had good aim! But practice does make perfect."
"Are you saying that we need practice?"
"I'm saying that we need to do this more, so we have better odds in our favor."
"I'm all for that Salior!" Mac said as she climbed on top of Harm ready for round 2."
Next Morning
0620 Zulu
Harm's Apartment
North of Union Station
Harm woke up and smiled at down at Mac, she was still sleeping and he didn't want to wake her. He wiggled out from under her carefully. He quietly got up and headed into the bathroom to take a quick shower. He turned the water on grabbed the soap and started washing his body.
He started thinking back to the night before, nothing could have prepared him for the way it felt to finally be with his Sarah, now she was truly his. No one could take her away from him. He jumped slightly when he felt a pair of arms around his waist.
"I thought we could save time and water by showering together." Harm turned around to face her.
"You have the best ideas."
He moved his soapy hands all over her body relishing in the perfection of her body under his hands. She closed her eyes as she felt him massaging the soap on her. She could feel herself starting to react to his touches. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea after all.
"Harm, we should ...oh... we should really..."
"What should we really..."
"We really need..." Mac felt her loosing control, god she wanted him... What this man could do to her with his hands. Then he suddenly picked her up, allowing her to wrap her legs around his waist, he pushed her up against the wall. And gently slid inside of her, she could feel him growing inside her, her walls began to tighten around him. The harder he thrust the tighter she would get, till finally she reached her climax at the same time as he released in her.
They both stood there for a few more minutes, allowing themselves time to recover. Harm stepped back allowing Mac room to stand on her own. He turned around and shut off the now cold water, reached and grabbed both of them a towel. He wrapped one around Mac, then one around himself. He took her by the hand and led her out of the shower and back into the bedroom.
They both sat down on his bed. "You know that's a very good way to shower."
Mac laughed, "I have to agree, that was the most refreshing shower I've ever had."
Harm looked at her funny. "You've never.."
"No never, you were my first."
"You know what! You were mine as well."
They both smiled at each other,Harm spoke up. "guess we should get dressed, we can't both be late. "
Fifteen minutes later both where dressed in uniform and ready to go, they decided Harm would leave first and Mac would leave shortly after he did, and they would then see each other at Jag.