I didn't know how to react. My heart started to beat really fast, and my breathing became shallower. The heart monitor began to beep really fast. Esme held my hand and started to brush my hair away. It felt really good. I squeezed her hand.

"Calm down Anna," She said. After being called Andromeda for so long I forgot that Anna was my name. I shook my head. It was his fault. He knew they were dangerous. He knew I was right. But he didn't go back. He might as well have killed my dad him self. He is as evil as the Cullens said he was. He needs to pay! I threw the blankets off my body and got off the bed. I ignored how dizzy I was and Carlisle telling me I needed to rest and went to find the murdering ass hole Alec.

He was talking to Jane and I walked over to him and shoved him. He looked shocked and Jane glared at me. I felt pain go threw me but I channeled it into anger.

"You killed him!" I said threw my teeth since the pain was getting stronger. I felt warm hands on my arm, I wiggled out of their grip and folded my arms.

"I don't know what your talking about," Alec said with the same emotionless expression. Jane looked suddenly interested, but the pain she was causing was still present.

"The hell you don't," I got into his face. I was so close that if either of us moved an inch or two we would be touching. "I told you to go back that something didn't feel right but you wouldn't listen! You would rather someone be killed then you doing the grown up thing and go back even if that met running into the two guys that killed them! Because you guys are enemies and want to kill each other!" He jabbed his finger into my shoulder.

"You don't know anything about it so keep your mouth shut," He said warningly. I laughed. God I was being such a bitch lately. What the hell? I use to hate arguments and would try to play the peace maker all the time....Oh well he deserved it.

"It's a little to late for that don't you think? Why did you do that huh? We could have saved him!"

"No we couldn't, you could though I wasn't stopping you. I just said I wouldn't go back. So really the fault is all on you! You killed him not me," Alec said I winced. That was true. I could have gone back. I felt the tears I was holding back falling slowly. I dug my finger nails into the palm of my hand and relaxed them. Alec leaned in and whispered into my ear. "How does it feel to know you killed your dad? That your a murderer?"

"UGHHH," I screamed and hit him in the stomach. I burst out crying but I didn't go up stairs I glared at Alec who had a smug little look on his face. "I hate you! I hope you burn in hell," I said and walked up the stairs, when I knew no one was watching I ran into my room and closed the door. I threw my lamp across the room. But that wasn't enough. I threw my chair across the room, I grabbed my desk and flipped it up side down. I was panting and walked to my closet and took out my bat that I used to play base ball with the Cullen's and walked into the bathroom. I looked at my reflection. My long brown hair was down like it always was but a little messier then usual. There was a bandage above my left eye were I fell, and my eyes were red from crying. My jaw was clenched and anger was clearly there in my blue eyes. I couldn't recognize myself. I was always smiling and never this angry. I guess I kept a lot of stuff locked up that it all came out like an atomic bomb.

I lifted the bat up and smashed my reflection with a warrior girl scream. I turned around and smashed my walls in. The door opened up and Felix and Jake ran in. I didn't care I still smashed everything in sight. Someone touched my arm and I swung around and Felix grabbed the bat that would have hit his face. I let go and burst out crying. I walked back and hit the wall and slid down. I brought my knees to my body and ran my hand threw my hair.

Felix and Jake sat on either side of me and didn't say anything. I didn't want them to, I hated Felix's musical voice that hid how evil they truly were. And Jacob didn't deserve to be my friend. He deserved a lot better. I was horrible. To not only Jacob but to everyone else, I was so selfish. It was all about me, me, me lately that I didn't even notice that Jake and Nessie were fighting. I know they imprinted and all but that doesn't mean every things all rainbows and butterflies all the time. And I know that they will patch things up but I mean they were my friends. I should have noticed.

Someone touched my hands and I got up and walked to the farthest corner from them.

"Go away," neither of them moved. I sighed. "Please I want to be alone," They didn't budge. "Fine, then I will," I stood up and opened the door. Jake was faster and closed it before it opened all the way. Jake was looking at me in the eyes. I smiled and looked back into his brown ones. "Please, Jake, please just leave," I didn't like doing that. I felt horrible but I wasn't in the mood and wanted him gone. I wanted them both gone.

"Sure thing, come on Felix," I blinked wow that worked. Felix looked at him curiously.

"You go I think I'm going to stay here," Jacob shrugged and left. I glared at Felix.

"Fine if you wont leave I will," I said and walked out. I walked downstairs everyone looked up and saw me pity in there eyes. Ugh. I could hear someone walking behind me. I turned around. "Go away,"

"Anna you just trashed your room your bedroom. You are not in a good state of mind to go and be by your self," Felix said. I shrugged.

"You guys will know if anything will happen," I said thinking of Demetri's, Alice's, and Edward's gift. I glanced at Alec who was staring out the window. He glanced at me, smiled, and waved. I looked back at them and started bend and unbend my knee. "See you guys later," I said and walked out. No one followed me.

A/N: God Alec's mean isn't he? I bet you thought he was getting nicer huh? Nope not yet. God I'm so mean. Anna's life sucks. But don't worry it will get better. It may not be all Rainbows and butterflies, but it will get better. Slowly.

Questions I would love to see answered in the reviews as the story goes on. I know theres not a lot to answer but if you can answer one please do so: (will be put at the end of every ch.

Who's your favorite character?

Who do you think Anna will fall for? (vampires, Werewolf, or Human?)

Which member of the Volturi do you think will find out that she knows about them first?

Who would you like to see more of?

What do you think will happen on the Volturi's first day at school? (Answer this cause it will be in the next next chapter. And tell me I'm really curious.)