That Friday was horrible. Top five, no, top three worst days of my life. Just under Jordon, and Rick.
It started with me finding Jay and Alex making out right in front of me. Okay, I know they are the ones going out, I'm not delusional, but normally Jay would spare my feelings and not do it in front of me. Then, we had someone come to our class to talk about a mine outbreak of gonorrhea. But what really takes the cake, was what happened at dress rehearsal. Alex came storming in, ready to punch Amy in the face, which she does quite well if I might add. Now ordinarily, I would care less, but it was because of Jay, more importantly, Amy going down on Jay.
I went to talk to Jay after rehearsal; we had an hour before we had to be back at school for the play. I found him sitting in his car by the ravine.
"Jay?" I called as I got in the car with him. "Jay, what's wrong?" I asked him when I saw his expression.
"In case you haven't noticed Blondie, I had a really shitty day." He told me, looking really pissed.
"Anything I could do to help?" I looked at him with pleading eyes.
"Yeah, you could get out of my face." He opened up the car door and waited for me to leave. "Go!"
For me to say I was heartbroken, would be an understatement, all I wanted to do was be with him.
I started to get dressed for my role as Mina when I got back to school. Darcy was being, well, Darcy, so JT casted me as her replacement. I decided to talk to Dracula to get my mind off Jay. I couldn't talk to Manny, because she was mad at me for what I said to her the other day about getting pregnant.
"So Dracula, you ready for our big scene tonight?"
"Emma, there isn't enough antibiotic in the world for me to kiss you."
He walked away, and I stood there like an idiot. The play started, and Dracula didn't kiss me, he just pretended to. After my scene, Jay came up from behind me.
"Hey Emma." I didn't say anything to him, I couldn't. "Look, I'm sorry about earlier…"
"Don't talk to me."
"Emma…" Jay pleaded.
"Jay, you gave me a social disease." I said with my voice dripping with venom as I spun around to face him.
"Oh Emma, come on, at least I didn't tell Alex about us." I just stood there, glaring at him and shaking my head. 'Emma, I liked how you had virtue or whatever, that's why I didn't tell her."
"You're wrong; I don't have any of that."
"Oh come on, who are you trying to fool?"
"Jay, don't you get it? I never had any of that. Never! Not since…" my voice drifted as Jordon came into my mind, and I did my best not to flinch.
"Since what, me?"
"No, not you. For once not everything is about you." I was not going to cry, not here, not now.
"Then what?"
I sighed. "Just forget it, okay." And with that I walked away from Jay Hogart. I watched Manny get killed by JT and Danny, to end the play, and hopefully this horrible nightmare.