Jude (Valentine's Day weekend, age 17 junior year)

I rolled over the next morning after the party and quietly got out of bed without waking Connor. I grabbed a pair of boxers off the floor and slipped them on. As I stood up I glanced over and saw Jack spooning Taylor on the air mattress on the floor. I was glad Jack had finally seen he belonged with Taylor. I had never liked him with Wilke and now I knew why. I wondered in the back of my mind now if that first night between them had been totally consensual or if Wilke had manipulated him the way he had Connor.

I tiptoed to the bathroom and shut the door. Once I was done I washed my hands and stared at myself in the mirror. When Connor and I had come back to his house we were alone. I had wanted to have sex but I was afraid to push him. He seemed like he wanted to take it as far as I did and he wasn't going to say no. In the end though we ended up just cuddling naked and falling asleep. Connor wasn't ready and I had to respect that like he had me so many times before.

I walked back to the room just as Connor's mom was coming up the stairs. I had to run to Connor's room and shut the door quickly so she didn't see me in just my boxers. When I walked into the room Connor was asleep on his back with one hand over his head. I knew he was still asleep because he did that cute little snore he does when he's sleeping. The covers had redden down so his chest was exposed. I walked over to the bed and ran my hand down his chest. I loved how his muscles felt under my fingers.

I sat on my knees beside him on the bed and pulled the covers down further. I bent over and wrapped my lips around him. He was already semi hard and I had him all the way down my throat in a matter of seconds. I changed my position so I was straddling his legs and looked up at him as I sucked him off. I knew the minute if was all the way awake because he moaned as he bit his lip and bucked his hips towards me. I looked up and our eyes met. He smiled then went back to biting his lip trying to suppress his moans, as he fisted the sheet tightly. I didn't do this very often. I wasn't the king of blow jobs like Connor. He seemed to like it but I was not as confident in my skills as he was.

Jude, you gotta stop! I'm gonna come," he warned me.

I pulled away and replaced my hand where my mouth had been. I was glad he had remembered to warn me. I wasn't a swallower like him. He wasn't afraid at all to suck me dry. Soon he came in my hand. I wiped my hand on the sheet and crawled up next to him. He was smiling ear to ear as I looked at him. He had woken me up like that before and I had never returned the favor until now.

He kissed me and I kissed him back. As we kissed I threaded my leg in his so he could feel my hardness on his hip. He put his hand on my butt and pushed me further into his hip creating friction. It felt so good I said his name against his lips. I pulled away from the kiss and he started kissing my neck. I knew where this was headed and I didn't want to wake Taylor and Jack. It felt so amazing as he sucked my neck and I moaned again a little too loudly. Then we both froze as he heard Jack and Taylor.

Connor looked at me as a muffled whimper came from the other side of the room. I tried not to giggle. Taylor was not being quiet at all like we had tried to be and Jack kept telling her to be quiet. I kinda felt bad because they had literally only been boyfriend and girlfriend a few weeks and they were already having sex. Connor and I had been dating for four years and I still hadn't done it yet. I wondered what I was waiting for all those times I had told him no.

"Jude don't," Connor whispered as if he knew what I was thinking. "You're first time will be extra special because you waited."

I looked at him. "But yours wasn't and I feel like that was my fault for holding out so long."

He kissed me lightly. "Our first time together will be special. I promise."

"I know but it should have been mine and not his," I said trying to hold back tears.

"Jude, don't, please. I can't take it back. I wish like hell I could," Connor reassured me.

"I know," I answered. "I love you."

"I love you too Jude and don't you ever forget it. I'll always love you," Connor said back.

"You guys really need to fuck already and get it over with," Jack said from the floor.

"Excuse me if I don't move as fast as you do asshole!" Connor argued flicking him off.

A/N: Okay so a little sample of Jonnor smut. Coming up will be there first time and then we will make a time jump of a few years. It will explain how Colleen comes into the picture and we may go back to 15 years in the future some so you can see who is who. Sorry this is do short but I didn't want to just leave it with them leaving the party.