Chapter 10
Umm…sorry? Well, enjoy! ;)
~Sara
"You-you killed Sebastian. You killed him? You freaking killed him!" I gasp, trying not to believe it, telling myself that this was a nightmare, and I was going to wake up. "I-it isn't possible!" I cried, reaching for Heosphoros. Sobbing, I lunged at Jace with all of my rage and sadness. "You bitch. You liar, traitor, idiot, MURDERER." I hissed, every time I said something, slapping him.
Jace smirked. "You think I care?" He asked, "I don't, and now if you'll excuse me, I need to get home."
"Oh, really?" I asked, grabbing his wrist. "You have one more chance to surrender."
"You think I'm weak, Clary?" He asked, trying to get me to let go of his wrist. Ugh. I held on to his wrist harder and twisted it. I heard a crack, and saw Jace clutching his wrist. "YOU...YOU broke my wrist? I expected much better from you, Clary." He said, still smiling.
"What happened to you Jace? You used to be the kindest, sweetest person I knew. B-but after Glorius hurt you, you started pulling away from me. You were rude to me. I tried, Jace. I tried so hard to be your girlfriend. It didn't work out. But now, now you freaking killed MY BOYFRIEND." I heard my voice get louder, "He didn't deserve it. I think I should be the one who expects more from you. Do you think he knew that he was going to die today? Do you even think that he has some good in him? Did you ever stop to think that this freaking universe doesn't belong to you?!" I screamed.
"I was loyal to you Clary. I was nothing but loyal to you. But after seeing you with that-with that monster, I realized that you're a monster too. I did love you. I'm trying to see the old Clary I knew in you, but I don't get the sense o-of anything. I don't feel anything about you anymore."
"Do you ever think that you're the monster? The one that's destroying lives?" I asked.
"There's no proof!" Jade said, raising his arms.
"Want proof? YOU WANT FUCKING PROOF? LOOK DOWN AT THE GROUND. LOOK AT HIM. LOOK. YOU MURDERED A 17 YEAR OLD BOY. Who on earth would be so cruel? Even your own parabatai doesn't trust you anymore." I yelled.
"What?" He said, looking right at me. "You liar!"
"That's right. Your parabatai thinks that you're a dirty rotten idiot."
"I-I didn't know."
"Well, now you do. Please go." I said. I didn't look back up. I fell to my knees. "Ave Atque Vale, Jonathan Christopher Morgenstern." I say, stroking his cheek, "I'm so sorry."
