AN: Ohh, Bade-ful.
A few hours, and way too many drinks later, the party was coming to an end.
Beck and I were both piss drunk, as we walked out of Tori's, "Can you give me a ride home?" I asked him. He nodded, and I got on his motorcycle, considering I was wearing a skirt. We somehow ended up in front of my house, and I told him Luke wasn't home, and we both ended up inside. I was stumbling everywhere, but Beck seemed alright, just a little foggy.
The next thing I know, we are in my bed, making out. Beck didn't have his shirt on, and he removed mine, and kissed my breasts. I moaned in pleasure, as he kissed his way lower, removing my skirt.
He raised his eyebrows, and gave me a half-smile, as he asked, "No underwear?"
I smiled big and said, "Easier access," making him laugh, before he continued kissing my sex. He put a finger inside me, and I got wet. He licked his fingers, and then continued to remove his pants, he was already erect. I sat up, and removed his boxers, and then wrapped my mouth around his dick, and gave him a blow job.
I had never given him a blow job, but he seemed to like it. After, he started kissing me again, and I leaned back against the headboard. After a few minutes, I pushed him down, and got on top of him, and rode him. Damn, it felt so good. After a few minutes I got off, and Beck started kissing me again, running his fingers through my hair. Then he entered me, and I moaned with pleasure.
When we were done, I felt so tired, I barely heard Beck whisper, "I love you," before falling asleep.
The next morning, my head was pounding again. I had to stop waking up this way. I barely made it to the toilet, before throwing up yet again. Beck came in, wearing his boxers, and grabbed my robe off the wall by the shower, and helped me put it on, because I wasn't wearing anything.
Again, he grabbed my hair, and rubbed my back. When I was done puking, I looked back at him, he looked so tired, and he hadn't said a word. I stood up, and followed him back to the bedroom. We sat the bed, with his arm around me.
"Are you okay?" I finally asked.
"Ya," He said. I could immediately tell he was lying. I removed his arm from my shoulder, and crossed my arms. He sighed.
"Well, Beck, what is it?" I said, a bit harshly.
"Jade, I said I was okay," He said, and I said nothing, "Jade, it's just…"
"Just what, Beck?" I said, staring at him.
"Nothing," He said.
"Beck?" I said.
"I feel like I cheated, okay?" He finally blurted out.
I put my pounding head in my hands, and moaned, "We have to stop doing this," I said.
"No," Beck said. It took me a minute to grasp what he said.
"No?" I looked up at him.
"No, look, I'm going to break it off with Saffire, because I love you Jade," He said, "When I'm with you, everything feels so right."
This was so true, I love him, but what about Luke?
I just stared in the distance, gathering my thoughts. I knew Beck was waiting on me to say something.
"Okay, then," He said, drawing out the word 'Okay'. Then he got up and started getting dressed.
"Beck, I will," I said finally, "I will do that, I'll talk to Luke."
Beck had only put his pants on, and he smiled big, and jumped on the bed, and kissed me, "I gotta go, I'm gonna tell Saffire, right now."
He continued getting dressed, and then left. I pondered how I was going to tell Luke that we were over.