LUCIFERS ANGEL: Well, guys this is the last chapter of my story I know it's not exactly how things happened but hey unleash your imagination as it says, besides I wanted a special end, anyway thank you for your good reviews and I'm really glad you liked it love you all
Around 7am, we were in Rome we rent a motel room and crushed waiting for the night. Dean slept for a couple of hours while Sam was cleaning the guns I was feeling sick since this morning.
SAM: '' Are you alright?'' he asked as I got out of the bathroom.
ME: '' I don't know I've been feeling weird since this morning'' I confessed
SAM: '' Did you throw up?''
ME: '' No, I don't think it's the pregnancy thing. I, cough blood most of the time and I feel weak'' I explained. There was worry in his eyes.
SAM: '' You wanna go see a doctor?''
ME: '' No, I'm sure it's nothing serious don't worry'' I tried to reassure him.
SAM: ''What about the blood?'' he asked.
ME: '' Maybe I bite my tongue by mistake'' I said. When Dean woke up Sammy went out for a walk I was awfully silent since he left. Dean came beside me placing his hand on my belly sending spines all over my body.
DEAN: '' When this little guy comes out we're leaving'' he whispered in my ear.
ME: ''What?'' I asked confused.
DEAN: '' What..? We can't keep on doing this Selene there's a bigger picture here'' he explained pointing at my belly. I kept staring in his gorgeous eyes.
ME: '' Don't be silly you can't just leave like that'' I commented.
DEAN: '' Who can stop me?'' he argued.
ME: ''Everyone. You can't escape from your fate Dean'' I replied.
DEAN: '' Are you serious? I don't give a shit about my fate. I wanna have a family, I want to live a normal life for once'' he snapped back.
ME: '' You know we can't have that''
He leaned back, hurted by my words.
DEAN: '' So, what you think you can just raise him by yourself?'' he yelled
ME: '' I won't be by myself'' I said raising my voice a bit.
DEAN: '' Oh, really and who do you think will help you Cass, or your Angel pals that by the way want you dead..?'' he continued I was getting tired by this conversation but I don't think he would let it go so easy.
He touched my hand softly playing with my fingers.
DEAN: '' You don't want us to have a family?'' he asked then.
ME: '' Of course I do, in a perfect world. But Dean this isn't a perfect world in fact this is the opposite of perfect it's a hole filled with shit. I don't know what to do and now with the babe I'm..'' he placed his finger on my lips.
DEAN: '' We'll find a way, I know we will because we're meant to be babe, I've never felt like this before and I didn't even believe in Angels. You fill me, you're the reason why I still live otherwise I don't know probably I would kill myself'' he replied and then his lips touched mine. So this is it? Is this what love feels like…? I was whole I knew my heart was complete even if we die it will be worth it because I won't die alone.
Many hours later I hold the sword in my hands as Bobby tries to trace Lucifer.
DEAN: '' How are you..?'' he asks kissing my cheek
ME: '' I'm complete'' I reply kissing him passionately.
BOBBY: '' Bingo'' he shouts and we both saunter at his place
ME: '' Did you find him?''
BOBBY: '' Yeap! Minnessota'' he informs us.
DEAN: '' Great so let's get going'' he says and with that we live.
My heart was pounding and my whole body was shaking and for a moment the babe kicked.
But that feeling I had since this morning wouldn't let go.
DEAN: ''Babe, are you alright? Your face is pale'' he asks worried.
ME: '' Yeah, I'm good. I'm just afraid'' I lied as better as I could.
He hugged me and I was trying hard to stand at my feet.
DEAN: '' We'll fight this together'' he comforted me while kissing my forehead.
BOBBY: '' Okay, guys ready?'' he asked as we stood outside the church Lucifer was in.
We nodded and start sauntering inside. The end was close but I had Dean and no matter what we would be together.
The main hall was empty at least no one else would have to face this.
SAM: ''There must be a basement'' he whispered, Bobby nodded
DEAN: '' Why don't we separate? If you find it call us'' he suggested.
SAM: ''Ok, just be careful'' he replied and we took the right side.
After a while before we take the stairs I stopped him and we were face to face.
I was trying to memorize his piercing green eyes and the feeling they were giving me anytime I was looking in them.
I could hear his heart beating.
ME: '' There's something I want to tell you don't interrupt me until I'm done'' I began trying to fight back the coming tears.
ME:'' I love you more than anything I too never felt this way in my life I was cold, I was a nothing, a so called Angel you gave me everything, you made me an Angel a real Angel you are all I ever wished I can't see you fading so….'' I took Michael's grace out of my pocket.
DEAN: ''What's this?'' he asked I lowered my head.
ME: '' That's Michael's grace'' I replied.
DEAN: '' Oh, God you're not asking me to…''
ME: '' I'm asking you to save our babe. Please Dean just think of him. It wasn't a plan to get you to accept Michael I love you, I really do but I want the best for our child'' I explained he was confused.
DEAN: ''Fine'' he answered after a long silence I smiled while I was feeling tears on my cheek.
ME: ''Thank you. Oh, and you should call the others I think we're at the right place'' I said.
We stood there looking at the closed door I was still trembling, Dean never left my hand.
SAM: '' Ok, let's do this'' he said. I took a deep breath and looked at Dean. Sam knocked the door down but Lucifer didn't turn to face us.
Dead silence.
LUCIFER: '' You were late'' he finally said. I could feel Dean's anger growing.
I placed my hand on my tummy.
DEAN: '' Sorry you had to wait'' he replied sarcasticly. He turned around smiling at me.
LUCIFER: '' Oh, look at this the whole family together how moving'' he answered laughing.
He started sauntering at our place closer to me though. Dean pulled me closer in his arms.
Just then he pinned me on the wall as well as the others.
LUCIFER: '' Hello sis, long time no see'' he said grabbing me by my throat.
DEAN: ''Let her go you son of a bitch'' he yelled angrily. It didn't seem to work.
Lucifer smiled at him as I was gasping for breath. He punched me on the face over and over again until I started losing consciousness, Dean was struggling to set free. Lucifer pinned me on the wall once more and stood before me. He raised his hand and start chanting in Latin the light inside me was fading.
DEAN: '' Noooo'' he yelled.
All of a sudden Sam managed to set him self free and threw Lucifer on the ground.
He looked at him shocked.
SAM: '' You stay away from her got it?'' he said
Me, Bobby and Dean were lying on the ground as well Dean was crawling back to me I was shaking and I could taste the blood in my mouth. His hand took my hair away from my face revealing a lake of tears.
DEAN: '' Hey, babe can you hear me? Hey, it's gonna be ok I will make the pain go away'' he comforted me kissing my lips.
ME: '' No Dean it's over for me'' I said while coughing. He softly caressed my cheek
DEAN: '' Don't talk like that nothing it's over yet''
LUCIFER: '' But it is over my friend. She's dying'' he interrupt us
DEAN: '' Shut your mouth asshole'' he snapped back.
LUCIFER: You can't save her Dean, I poisoned her with my blood it's too late'' he continued Sam pinned him on the wall he was stronger than I thought.
LUCIFER: '' Sam, you disappointed me I had better plans for you boy''
BOBBY: '' Selene where's the sword..?'' he asked in a hurry I pointed where it laid.
Dean wouldn't leave my side I could feel his tears on my cheek
Bobby threw the sword to Sam and he put it deep in his heart, Lucifer was gone.
They were all standing beside me as death was surrounding me but most of the pain was gone I opened my eyes to look at them for one last time. Dean was all cried out.
DEAN: Please don't leave me'' he begged I smiled. I looked over at Sam.
ME: ''Thank you'' I whispered
He nodded crying.
Bobby just forced a smile on me
I met Dean's face again.
ME: '' I love you'' I murmured letting a tiny tear escape.
He kissed me softly but I could feel his need and hunger. This was all I was taking with me in Heaven.
DEAN: '' I love you too babe. Please don't leave me'' he replied holding my hand. Just then we heard steps running.
BOBBY: '' They're coming'' he said
I placed my hand on Dean's cheek
ME: '' Close your eyes'' I whispered before they could say a word the light inside me fade out covering the entire room.
I was gone.
My soul was flying filled with mixed feelings. Since I got back in Heaven I was Dean's personal guardian Angel I never took my eyes off of him. I was happy because I knew he could sense my presence and I was happy because he was able to find a new love and the family he always wanted, Sam stayed with Bobby and they opened a service station.
One day I saw them at my grave.
SAM: '' You think she's happy up there..?'' he asked
BOBBY: '' I hope she is'' he replied leaving a flower on.
DEAN: '' I know she is. I can feel it, in my soul'' he answered I couldn't help but cry.
They looked at each other smiling.
SAM: ''You still love her don't you..?'' he asked Dean.
DEAN: '' I will always love her.'' He said.
ME: ''Always'' I repeated the word in my head.
