There isn't anything to say, apart from apoligising a million times for never being capable of finishing this thing. I really hope you can forgive me for this. WARNING! contains yaoi (boyxboy pr0n), so don't like don't read, it's that simple folks.
I combined the last three parts together as one, since I for once wanted fo create a chapter longer that a gew hundred words.
I really do sincerely apoligise it's so darn late, I hope you can still forgive me XD.
disclaimer: do not own tha characters, if only if only *smirk*
ENJOY!
VOLTAIRE POV
I can't believe it's really happening, it's really going to end this way. There is nothing I can do to stop this. my experiments, all I worked for so hard, it's slipping through my fingers like sand in the sea. This devastating morning, one of those foolish good-for-nothing, so called scientists informed me that that useless piece of human, lying on this metal slab in front of me, is not going to wake up anymore.
Well so be it then, if I cannot have it my way Kai, I needn't keep you here either. You know what happens with people who cross me kai, you know what will overcome them.
They dissapear from my sight, and I cannot help but to fall in love with their cries of agony and pain, their final gasping, shuddering breath before they die a horrible death.
And you know Kai, you know what is going to happen? Of course you don't, you are in this far away world, which should have been within my power already a long, a very long time ago.
You failed to serve the purpose I created for your futile existence. Such a waist of the effort and the money to keep you alive, don't you agree?
No of course you don't, you never agreed with anything I told you, oh you always where a pain in the ass.
Be happy I am granting you your final wish fool.
Soon, very soon, you'll see them again. Oh yes you will.
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Come now, lost child of the night.
Let not his darkness keep you, let not your fears bind you,
To this rotten and lonely life.
Come to me now, leave it all behind.
Let my embrace smother the last life within you.
So that untill eternity we can be together in my frozen paradise.
Come to me, Come to me and forget.
Forget how to live, unite with your ending, don't be afraid.
I'll be waiting on the other side of the veil of molten sand.
To love and care, because death won't part us any longer.
KAI POV:
Last night I had this dream as well, I suddenly remember now. The same darkness without an end, the same lonely scared feeling.
It's suffocating me, the cold air is so hard to breathe. I feel so small, so insignificant. Those who cared about me, they died such a long time ago. this darkness around me, it's forcing me to relive all these rotten memories over and over again. I wish I could just let go, if only I could wake up.
even that windowless room is better than this. At least I am not so terribly lonely there. I still have him around to look at, to fool around with, if only he where here now.
I have to sit down, my legs are so tired from carrying me all the way within this nothingness. I feel so tired. When I would fall asleep now, would I ever wake up again? Why can't I just cross over? I'm feeling so heavy, so cold and empty.
I have enough of this shit, I want to get away from here, away from this empty darkness of a dead man's dream world.
Hahahaha and I'm not even dead yet, how now, what about this bit of irony?
I can feel everything slipping away. Come then, come for me, you can have me all the way you wish. Why do you wait any longer to claim my restless soul?
Suddenly, I can see a little light from within this darkness, so idiotic, I don't even believe in a god.
The light's a warm, fuzzy red color. Drawn like a moth to a flame I get up to my tired feet again. Staggering I walk closer and closer to the light, until I realize this isn't my long awaited salvation. It's even better I would say.
It's him.
He's standing there, just standing, seemingly waiting for something to come. This feeling, I don't know what to do with it, I don't know what it means at all. Everything is tingly and my body feels like it's no longer mine, as he approaches me, his iced eyes stuck to me in a longing gaze.
Somehow it entrances me, I'm drawn deeper and deeper in this cool blue. I fear it, and yet I desire it, with every step he takes I wish more for those eyes to me mine, and mine only to look upon.
A wild craving invades me, and I realize that his self-containtment, alike with mine, is as flaming as his fiery hair. Only inches apart, I again feel this fear, because I simply cannot understand this feeling. I never felt like this before, ever in my miserable empty life. The fact it is such an unknown thing, makes me uncomfortable and I start to back off a bit.
It's too late, there is no turning back now. I have fallen too far for his entrancing beauty.
My mind suddenly fills itself with images, from another life or so it seems. He and I, we're sharing not the same faith as we met with Voltaire. We share whole lifetimes together. All that happened is that he went before me, and waited for me to come. We are one and the same, two sides of one coin. Memories from past lifetimes, as far back as ancient civilisations, we share.
I no longer feel any fear or regret and simply succumb to his touch on my body.
As our lips meet, it is as if a fire is light within me. I can feel passion and desire course through my veins like a inflammable burning liquid. At first the gentle touch is overwhelming, however so soon, the craving for intensity overwhelms me. I need more, I need him more.
No more barriers to hold us back, I surrender.
His presence is everywhere. His lips on my neck, hands under my shirt. I cannot repress a gasp of sheer pleasure, as he caresses the sensitive skin underneath his fingers so skillfully. I fully surrendered to his presence, leaving his imprints in my body. I cannot remember how or when I wrapped my arms around his neck, craving for even more intense contact. Our lips meet once more, catching up in a fiery battle for dominance that I am bound to lose no matter how I look at it. I still try, and muster the courage to fight back. As if in a dream we are all entangled in a mess of limbs, all barriers have disappeared, my mind filled with nothing but desire still has some control after over this insane dream after all. All clothing is gone, vanished within the blink of an eye, as he presses himself flush against me, forcing my on my back without any mercy.
I feel moans in pleasure well up in my throat and bite down in my lip, trying to keep the embarrassing noises in, tasting the blood welling up from the little wounds I created. His hands skillfully make their way lower and lower, touching and feeling, forcing me to surrender the little pride and dignity I still had left within me. I can no longer hold back these moans of pleasure, but with them comes the craving to make him produce the same noise as me.
I can feel his hand wrap around, his slow and teasing strokes driving me completely insane. I manage to produce a snarl in frustration, which only causes him to laugh in a very suggestive manner of speaking. However it did get the message across, as he speeds up the movements.
There is nothing left but sweet sensation, overwhelming pleasure taking complete control over me. Arching my back so far it might snap any moment, I don't care. Twist and thrust my hips, craving for more friction then suddenly he stops.
I snap my head up with an angry frustrated expression, trying to hide my panting, shaky breathing. He leans over me, brushes his lips against the shell of my ear, seductively breathing down my neck. Lips moving down, down, down.
Collarbone, chest, found himself a nipple. I gasp, and shut my eyes tightly, trying to savior this feeling but he's on the move again. Lower and lower his lips trail, down my sides to my thigh I shiver. For a second I can't feel them anymore and as I am about to say something about it, the air gets sucked out of my lungs. I gasp, once twice trying to fill them up again. Stars around me, sparkling blocking my vision.
His skillful tongue, working me all over, soft warm lips, sliding over every inch of length. I can feel this strange pressure building in the pit of my stomach. I can feel how everything is slipping away from underneath me, as I start trembling and shaking all over. The tension is so great it feels as if my veins are popping.
All this strain, an ultimate sensation washes over me, as I come to my final release.
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Fear
Pain
Regret
Revelation
Realize
Accept
Release
Freedom
Ending credits.
I woke up within this windowless room once more, recalling my dream put a spell on my mind. I walk to the desk and sit down, this blank page before. I grab a pen and start writing. The further I get, the more it is starting to shape up as a letter. Last night awakened all sorts of memories in me, of both future and past lives or so it seemed.
As I write and write I realize I don't know who I'm writing too, why I am writing at all. Still I feel I have to, since every life we shared, ended in a similar way. Perhaps it is for a future self, to realize what has happened perhaps I really have lost my mind now. Everything is possible, within this senseless maze.
I scream and drop my pen, a pain like burning knives cutting in my arms. I feel like fainting, it hurts so bad, there is blood everywhere. Frantically I look for the source, why am I bleeding so badly? Staggering to the bed, is this the end? Will I go and die just like this.
Words are echoing in my head:
"You failed to serve the purpose I created for your futile existence.
Such a waist of the effort and the money to keep you alive, don't you agree?
No of course you don't, you never agreed with anything I told you, oh you always
where a pain in the ass."
Realization strikes me, the fag decided to end his gruesome experiment like this them. Just pop the veins and watch the blood flow freely, like some twisted fascinating dinner show. Why does my life end like this? Whole my life I've been a useless, powerless piece of shit, this way seems to fit me. A painful though to regret a life that you never really lived to begin with.
A calm feeling comes over me, I struggle back to my feet again. If I have to go, I'll say goodbye to you. Locked away behind the mirror, trapped within a frozen world of your own, I will say goodbye to you.
I slump to the floor, my last strength leaving me, he is there already, waiting for me. The indescribable sadness on his face, only seems to worsen the pain I feel, as he kneels down and reaches out to me.
And the last breath my lungs took for me passes by, as I rest myself against the mirror and die.
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There is a warmth around me, a presence that can only be of calm and peaceful minds. Two strong arms lifting me to my feet again. I have been given another chance.
Behind this endless window, of mirroring glass. I've overcome the illusions, with my own death. Free my soul shall drift once more, besides the one whom I've come to love.
Allright folks, that's it. I hope you liked it and hey! it's te first time I ever wrote a lemonisch scene so be gentle ok!
perhaps one day I might upload something again, I don't know.
if you have a good idea or a request, I'm happy to comply ^^
best wishes,
Eran