Rachel flew up the stairs to her apartment faster than anyone probably in the history of the world. She needed to get to her best friend. She needed to get to her fast and tell her the little tidbit of info their roommate dropped about her at the club. Why the hell would Jordan just randomly assume she was pregnant? That is just not something you come up with out of nowhere.

"Where is it?" Rachel asked storming in her best friend's room and into her bathroom.

"What?" Brooke asked confused as she laid on her bed flipping through a magazine, "Rach what are you looking for?"

"The test! Did we throw it away? I mean we did throw it away right or did we leave it on the counter? What did we do with it?" she freaked digging under the sink for the little box.

"Rachel we throw it away. God what has got you so crazy?" Brooke asked completely confused as she walked into the bathroom finding her somewhat tipsy friend in freak out mode.

"Then why isn't it in the trash?"

"Because we took the trash out." Brooke told her in a duh tone, "Garbage comes Fridays which was the other day and I just figured you took out my trash." She shrugged not getting the big deal.

"Brooke I didn't take out your trash." Rachel tells her slowly getting the whole random comment of Jordan.

"What?" Brooke asked nervously as her hand fell to her stomach, "What do you mean you didn't take it out? Who did?" she asked and watched as the red head stood still giving her an 'I'm sorry look' "Rachel why aren't you at the club? Why did you rush home so quickly like that and why would you just randomly think about my test?"

"Brooke…" Rachel sighs taking a step closer to the freaked look brunette.

"Don't Brooke me tell me why you freaked like that?" Brooke ordered feeling her heart race faster by the second.

"While we were sitting there Jordan randomly asked. She asked if you were pregnant." She told her and watched her best friend crumble.

"She asked what?"

"Brooke I'm sorry." Rachel apologized.

"Was he there?" she questioned and Rachel again stood still, "Was he Rachel?! Was Lucas there?!" she yelled and with a deep breath and a frown told her,

"Yeah."

Lucas was freaking. His foot was bouncing, his head was spinning and right now he couldn't figure out what was happening. How could this happen? How did his life get so messed up? All he wanted was to be with Brooke not get her pregnant and for his stupidity he did. He wasn't thinking and ruined her whole life and couldn't do a thing to fix it.

Of course she didn't want to be with him she probably hated him.

"You ok?" Jordan asked her boyfriend resting her hand on his thigh, "You seem a little out of it."

"I'm fine." He barley mutters pulling his leg away from his girlfriends touch. He didn't want to be touch right now, he didn't want to be bothered, everything in his head was spinning and he wasn't sure how to handle any of it. Brooke was pregnant, or she might be pregnant and on top of thinking all that he couldn't help but think why hadn't she told him? "I'm going home." Lucas said standing up from the table, "You want a ride or stay here with Nathan and Haley?"

"I'll go home with you?" she grinned standing up giving him a sneaky smile.

"No thanks. Not tonight I just want to be alone." He told her. He felt bad, it wasn't Jordan's fault and he also felt annoyed which made him feel worse. This was his girlfriend, other than the telling him not to talk to Brooke she has never done nothing wrong. She has always been great to him, had his back, and treated him great. At one time they were great friends, he was the one who cheated, he was the one to mess up, yet as they stood in this bar her smiling and wanting to go home with him all he could think was he just wanted her to leave him alone.

"Oh ok do you feel ok?" she asked and deciding not to hurt her feelings more he lied.

"No I don't feel so great. I have a bad headache and my body is pretty sore from practice all week so I think I am just going to go home and sleep."

"Ok well we have Rachel's car so I will just stay so I can drop it back off at the house. You want me to take you to your apartment and then come back?" she offered and Lucas felt a sinking feeling in his chest making him feel sick.

"No I will take a cab or just walk it really isn't that far and maybe ease my headache some. I'll call you tomorrow." He promised and when she leaned in to give him a kiss goodbye he turned quick kissing her cheek, "Bye." He smiled walking past real quick to head home.

The walk really wasn't that far and when he got back to his dorm he fell on his bed with a sigh. What was he going to do? He couldn't have a kid he was not ready for a kid. What was he going to say to Brooke? He knew she must be freaking out, she must be so scared and then he felt terrible. He was slowly screwing up all the lives of the people he claimed to care about. Brooke was having a baby; Jordan was not even realizing he was trying to get with her roommate. He was only keeping his relationship with her at the time just because he wanted to get close to Brooke. What was wrong with him?

Grabbing his phone of the night stand he scrolled down his contact list finding the number to the person that he needed to talk to right now. He may not be able to fix Brooke being pregnant but he could fix the fact he was slowly breaking Jordan and he needed to fix that one.

"Hey…" he frowned into the phone as he laid on the bed, "Yeah I'm home, but I was wondering if you would come over. I just…I need to talk to you." he told her and heard her tell him ok. Closing his phone on the night stand he rolled over in his bed closing his eye waiting for her to get there.

He didn't plan on falling asleep, but he did and when he opened his eyes he smiled. She looked like perfection laying there next to him asleep, but then again when did she not look like perfection. She looked so peaceful asleep with her hands tucked under her head, her top lips parted barely from her bottom one, her legs are cuddled up close to her body and she looks so peaceful her feels bad waking her up.

He reached his hand up brushing her fallen curl out of her face then let his hand rest on her cheek, "Hey…" she smiled flickering her eyes open to look at him.

"Hey…" he smiled back rubbing his thumb gently over her bottom lip, "I'm glad you came."

"Yeah…I just thought I would be here this time when you woke up." She shrugged a little making him smile more.

"I definitely love waking up to you." he tells her and she nods sliding her body a little more on the bed so she is closer, "I'm so sorry Brooke." He told her after a long silence of them just staring at each other, "God I'm sorry." he apologized running his stomach down her body and placing it on her flat stomach.

"Lucas…" she sighed resting her forehead against his shoulder closing her eyes and placing her hand on top of his.

"I get it if you hate me." he whispers to her swallowing hard nervous for her responds.

"No…" she tells him quickly pulling her head of his arm, "God no…" she says placing both her hands on his cheeks pulling him close to her resting her forehead against his, "I don't hate you…I could never hate you." she whispers slowly pushing her lips against his giving him a few soft kisses then pulling rubbing her thumb under his eye, "I'm scared." She confesses as he pulls her into him.

"I know Pretty Girl. I know you are." He tried to sooth wrapping his arms tight around her and resting his chin on the top of her head, "It's going to be ok. God I swear I will make sure everything is ok."

"I didn't mean too. I swear I didn't mean too." She cried into his chest.

"No, I know you didn't. God baby believe I know you didn't." he said pulling her off his chest to look at him, "This is my fault. This is all my fault. None of it was yours." He told her holding her face in his hands, "Don't ever think this was your fault."

"I was going to tell you. I swear I was but I didn't know how and I didn't want you to resent me for anything. I didn't want you to think I wasn't going to tell you because I was. I wouldn't have kept it from you. I was just scared. God I was so scared what you would say, that you would leave me alone. That-" and her rambling got cut off by him giving her a tender kiss.

"I swear to everything if you let me, I won't go anywhere. I will be there for you with whatever you choose. That I will be there for this baby…" he smiled a little placing his hand on her stomach, "For our baby."

"Yeah…" she nodded as a tear slipped off her cheek dropping on her hand that she placed back on his, "Our baby." She whispered, "I promise its yours." She tells him quickly, "Since I have been here I haven't been with anyone else but you but I understand if you want a test or something." she told him hoping he wouldn't ask for one and believe her but knew she had to understand if he did.

"I believe you Brooke. I don't need a test or anything to tell me that this is my baby."

"It is." she reassures and he just nodded not needing any convincing.

"I almost broke up with Jordan tonight." He told her and her head shot up to look at him, "When I came to pick her up, after I kissed you I almost did. Yet then I got afraid if I did that I would not get to see you again and never get the chance to talk to you again."

"What are you saying Lucas?"

"I am saying what I have been saying the past week." He smiled taking her hand in his, "Don't give me all the reasons why it's wrong. Don't give me that we are two different, that it's not fair to Jordan, just tell me that you want to be with me too."

"Luke…I…"

"Just say you want to be with me Brooke. Don't think about it just close your eyes and do what you want. Do what you want to do and don't think about everyone else, just yourself. Just tell me you want to be with me." he begged. He knew she couldn't use the excuse that she couldn't because of Jordan anymore since she was having his baby. And he refused to sit around while she was pregnant and pretend it wasn't his, he was going to be with her, he was going to be there for her and honestly even if she wanted to stop him he would be there.

Brooke sat looking at him. He was really trying, he was trying so hard and she couldn't help but nod ok and lean in kissing him whispering, "I want to be with you."

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