Ok I am having issues with this chapter. So I will post it and if you all have any ideas to help me out I will edit it and re-post. I don't know why it's just harder for me. I do not own Twilight I just like doing fun things with the story line. I'm not a writer; I know this so please forgive any mistakes you see. I had this idea in my head for a while, and wanted to finally but the story down. I'm not giving up on my other story BYOM just doing two at once. I hope you all enjoy.

CPOV

NO sooner were we in her home if you can call this hole a home, my mate ran to the bathroom. There were too many here for my liking. I didn't think my mate was safe here, I started growling Keep mate safe. I growled and they all backed up, good they know to keep away. I heard my mate coming back. When she stepped back into the room I was stunned my mate… Mark, Take ….MINE. It was taking everything I had to not take her away right now and make her mine. My cock in tight wet heat. The feeling of making her mine, taking her in every position. Making her scream MY name. Then when she can't take any more biting her and making her mine for eternity. That thought was there till I saw her pick up a bottle and drink from it. That pissed me off. She doesn't see that shit will kill her. I snack the bottle from her. How fucking could she put her life in danger that way. I feel like I'm doing right till she starts yelling.

"What the fucking hell do you think you're doing? I thank you for saving me, but that's where it ends. You all left me, you walked away from me. Left me in the fucking forest, I was saved by the alpha of the pack. You all left me to deal with a vampire after me, left me to deal with my dad's death. And you all just walk right back into my life and think you can change the way I do something. I think fucking not. I didn't even get a good-bye, a kiss my ass, hope you die, nothing just that I wasn't good enough for your family. Well what changed now or are you ready to have your human pet back now. If that's the case get out because I would rather die than play house with you all." My minds racing doesn't want…. Pain…Go away…must protect… MY MATE….Lost, gone, pain…..I can't stop the pain in my chest where my dead heart is. I just hold the bottle back out to her. Her face is hard as stone and unforgiving. I feel like I've lost my world.

As soon as she takes the bottle I move away and slide down the wall to the floor. I don't hear anything else around me. The pain and knowledge that my mate hates me hurts more than the pain from the change. Doesn't want….Hate….Pain….Leave….. I know the others are still there but I don't care anymore. Nothing matters right now. My world is falling apart. I feel her next to me, I know she's close and I want to shrink away from her. I don't want to be the reason for her pain. "Hay, I'm sorry I yelled I've been holding that in for a while. I should not have done that. Please look at me, I'm sorry I missed you." It takes a minuet for me to register what she said before I swing my head around and look at her. She gasps and shrinks back. Stupid fool…. Red eyes…. MY MATE. She only has bad experiences with red eyes. I can't stand the way she's looking at me and I curl back up. She will never want me. The pain in my chest is back.

I was so distracted that I didn't hear the two new vampires that were coming, till they burst through the door. Protect…MY MATE…..Won't take…..Safe….Kill… I'm up and in front of my mate before anything else. No matter how she feels for me I will keep her safe. I crouch down pushing my mate into the corner. I'm growling and daring the two red eyes now standing in front of me. No one will take my mate. "Hay any fighting is done outside" My mate yells and I growl louder. She should just let me kill them now. The male from the two decides now he wants to speak "now we aren't wanting No fighting call him down please. We're friends" I'm having trouble believing him. There two close to my mate. Then I felt her soft warm hand on my back. Oh the feeling, it's like heaven MY MATE. I want to relish in this feeling. Soon I can hear her sweet voice talking to me saying something. It takes a few tries but soon I hear her "Hun they won't hurt us, there friends, please calm down." As soon as I had calmed down I moved away. I'm stunned at how I acted but my minds chanting at me once more Mate…MINE…..take….MINE…. Mate….Mine…Take.

Once I'm able to calm my mind down once more I look up to see my mate in the arms of another male. Someone is trying to tell me that it's ok, but there words are lost in the wind. I could give a fuck less as I grab my mate and take off. I feel her hot little hands running over me. Oh fuck it's like a hotline to my dick. I stumble a little but cover it up as I make my way to the hotel. Once in the room I can't stop myself. I need to keep others away. Let them know she belongs to ME. I start rubbing and licking her getting my sent on her beautiful skin. I find the sweet pulse point on her neck and suck the skin smiling at the mark I left. MY MARK…..MY MATE…. Then I feel her fingers running through my hair and I can't stop the purr that leaves me. I hear her giggle and I purr harder. Oh this is heaven. I continue till I feel her pass out and then I lay her down on the bed curling around her.

I stay like that till I can tell she's about to wake up. I move back to a corner of the room and curl back up. I don't know how she is going to be this morning. I now she drank a lot yesterday, but I also know she doesn't want me. I whimper from that thought, it makes my chest feel like its braking. I know the others are talking I can barely make out what they're saying. Take her…..My mate….Back off…. It's almost impossible to stay here and not go over to my mate…. I'm braking I swear it. She doesn't want me. I growl at that thought. Then look up and see my mate in the arms of another. Kill… MY MATE….Take…mark… Over and over the same thing my growls getting louder till finally he steps away. I'm shaking and curling tighter to keep from going to her. I need to remember she doesn't want me.

I can hear them tell her I'm her mate. I chance a look and she's scared. "No, that can't be right, you're wrong." She's shaking her head and I'm braking. For once my head is silent. "This is some sick joke, I'm not falling for that again. Last time I got fucking left no this is not true." She's moving away from us all her eyes are wide. Then from know where the fucking new male runs out of the room my mater with him. I'm starting to see red as I start to go after them till two set of arms grab me. I snap at them struggling to get lose. Kill… MINE….Bite… Pain…. I'm losing it more till I feel the false calm. My chest is heaving with anger but I don't or cat go….im only in the arms of one now. The calm wearing off and my anger rising. Mate…MINE….Close…others…KILL... They come through the door and she's in the arms of another. I lose it and get free. He crouches down pulling her away. Before he can move any more I'm at him and throw him away. I move my mate to a corner and pull her close. They won't take her No one will. When they all drop I turn to her and check her out. I feel she's ok and I breathe her sent. She smells like others and it sends my mating drive into over time, I start scenting her.

I feel it, a soft warm hand. I close my eyes and can't stop the purr that rises out. It's like heaven, the feeling is beyond anything I have ever felt before. I finally here her softly say to me "its ok I'm here and I'm safe." And my body relaxes more. When I am calm I see how she is and remember my place moving back from her. She's mad I can see it, "stop "she yells. "Will you stop fucking running from me you never have before. I know I was pissed the night you all came, well I was also drinking and it was a long night. But I know a lot more now than I did then. I want many things to happen and I have a lot to fucking say but I'm not scared and I'm not turning you away. They say I'm your mate and well I am staring to see the truth in that." I'm at a loss of words. For the first time in a long time I felt like a lost child. "I'm not going to run from you, we have a lot of fucking shit to talk about and a lot of history to catch up on but I'm here and not leaving." She's trying to be calm and gentle but she's as lost as I am right now. I try to calm down more and it's lost to the wind. "Look there's a lot you need to know and not nearly enough time so let's go with this, I will give you a shot at this entire mate thing, I won't leave you, I don't hate you. I will not get hurt again by your kind and if you do then I will find a way to burn your sparkly ass. We're going to go at this my way and my pace." I nod and can't help the smile I feel make its way.

Ok so now were all caught up and we can more on with more. Let me know how this chapter is. Hope you enjoyed.