Yuuri's Journal 3
It has been six months since Wolfram has left the palace. I still have not been able to go visit him. I have Gwendal telling me that I cannot go because he refuses to do the work that I miss when I am at school. Then I have school work and all of the work that I do miss when I go too classed. I am still having a hard time getting used to life with out Wolfram. Some mornings I still wake expecting to find him next to me on the bed. I miss him, his constant going around telling people that I am his fiancé and even his constant calling me 'wimp'.
I will admit that Greta seems happier since she got back with the others after Gunter gave birth to Tanner von Christ. Gunter did a lot better once he was away from Blood Pledge. I never knew that he was the one that keeps the castle running as well as it does. I was swamped with his work that Gwendal couldn't do. When I found out that Gunter's stress went down when away from here I gave Conrad and Jozak orders to stay with Wolfram until there child is to be born. I know that Conrad would sacrifice his life to save me and I don't want that. I also don't want him to loose his child because he was stressing about me.
Conrad is due soon within the next month. He said in letters that he would like to stay with Wolfram for a little while after the baby is born. I gave the okay for that. Even Gunter had to wait a week before it was safe for Tanner to be brought here. I think that Tanner is one of the most beautiful babies that I have ever seen. He has Gunter's hair, face, and eyes, but Gwendal's coloring. I will admit that I can't wait to see Conrad's little one.
I am glad that Gwendal and Gunter are back. It was hard staying with only Anissina for the time everyone was away. I found myself running from her to avoid any inventions that she might try to have me test. Apparently I was a replacement for her guinea pig Gwendal. Now that he is back he is running and I am being left alone. I know it is wrong but I am happy about that.
No one will tell me anything about Wolfram. I hope that he is alright.