The cold breeze made him shiver. It hit his back and he once again moved a bit! This time he moved a bit front and inhaled the fragrance. He knew it, it's her female fragrance. He opened his eyes slowly. There she was in front of his eyes close to him ,he slid his other arm around her and pulled her close and that's when he realized. He now understood why he is feeling that cold. The comforter is a bit down covering till his waist only and his bare back had to face the whole cold breeze. He looked at her lovingly, who is in her naked form in his arms just like him. Seeing her calm face he is all over loosing his control. But she is sleeping peacefully after the very tiring make out session they had. Having her like this in his arms, becoming all hers made him feel that even the slightest dirt of his soul is washed away. He smiled and frowned seeing her shiver. She moved more closer to him as the whether outside is a bit cold. He pulled the comforter and covered both and pulled her more close. He shivered as her cold hands traveled on his back and stayed there. She is so fragile. He fell more for her every second. He cupped her face and was about to take her in a kiss but stopped. He just can't wake her up . His princess's sleep can't be disturbed. He just kissed her forehead and his gaze fell on the clock. Its about to strike 4!But soon realization dawned upon him. They are for God's sake cuddling into each other all naked. Gosh that would be embarrassing if anyone got to know about what happened between them at night. He carefully sat up and looked around on what to do. Finally he quickly got into a pair of shorts and tee and slipped one of his tee on her and carried her to her room and covered her with the comforter . He was about to leave when he was stopped by her grip . She held his palm in her's tight sleeping. He smiled and sat beside the bed making a comfortable position for both and slipped into a deep sleep.
Smriti thought of waking Kriya up and opened the door. She stopped seeing Kriya sleeping peacefully at the edge and Rey's head right beside her's but he is sitting on the floor. She walked to them and caressed his hair. Rey opened his eyes still sleepy.
"Good morning mom! "he spoke still with half opened eyes.
"Good morning beta! Utho jaake apne bed pe aaram se soja! " she said as Rey remembered smriti is not supposed to see Kriya in his tee.
"nahi mom mai Kriya ko bhi uthadunga ! aap jayiye."he said normally.
Smriti agreed and left. He walked back of her and closed the door and walked to his princess.
"baatcutter? "he shook he sitting beside her ,
"hmm "was all he got in reply from her deep sleep.
She grabbed onto his waist and slept. He couldn't help himself but slide beside her gathering her in his arms. How he wished he could have her in arms all night and with no tension of others finding. He sighed but his face lit up as the thought struck his brain. He smiled naughtily seeing her face.
"I will make sure baatcutter thode din mei tum officially meri hojao "he smiled as the sudden feeling filled his heart. He can hold her in his arms in front of anyone with all pride and full rights. He caressed her cheek thinking how would be the feeling when his day ends with her in his arms and day starts with the same. She felt her cheek warm up and she slowly opened her eyes and smiled in her sleepy eyes seeing him. Seeing her smile just couldn't stop himself from kissing her. She responded equally .
"baatcutter ab jaldi uthke fresh hojao, sab tumhe meri tee mei dekhenge toh acha thodi lagega "he winked when she realized . Before she can start blabbering because of her hyper nature he sealed her lips in a deep kiss. Once when he felt she is calm he pulled back and left the room giving one last kiss on her forehead . She blushed thinking about the night and the kiss few moments back and walked into the washroom to freshen up.
"Rey its high time we go out" sharon whined.
"haa dude kaisa boyfriend hai ! ek hafta hogaya Kriya ko aaye hue abhi tak usse bahar ghumane leke nahi gaya " vicky mocked him.
Rey glared at him.
"usse kya aankhein dikha raha hai? Kriya ko ghar mei hi baand ke rakha hai tune tab se "swayam said bluntly.
" arey.. theek hai ! kal disc jaate hai? " rey said not at all liking the idea.
At home he is getting all the time to spend with her or with her around him. But he sighed, he just can't really lock her up in the home just to have her beside him always.
"arey yaar isiliye mujhe kahi nahi aana" Rey again cribbed.
"stop cribbing dude! bas do ghante paas nahi hai teri " swayam said irritated.
Rey gave a whatever look and looked back at his watch.
"excuse me? " All the boys turned around to see who it is. All gave a what ? look to the girl standing there.
"can you dance with me ? " the girl asked nervously to Rey.
"me? " He asked quite surprised.
She nodded a yes.
"No ! " he said hesitatingly.
"please please please.. waha dekh rahe hai? wo mere friends hai aur mujhe dare mila hai aapke sath do minute dance karne ka " she made a pleading face.
" par mere saath hi kyun? "he was simply uncomfortable.
" dekhiye kisiko toh choose karna padega na isiliye unn logon ne aapko choose kiya ! please, bas do min ki toh baat hai" she pleaded again.
"karle na bhai karle "the boys pushed him from back.
"guys shut up I am committed. "Rey made a face at them and looked at swayam for help, but he shrugged not knowing what to do.
" please!bas do minute" she pleaded .
"karle waise bhi free haina " swayam gave approval too.
Rey once again looked at the door waiting for Kriya. He felt a hand on his shoulder and looked front shocked. The girl already made her move holding him. He hesitantly placed his hands slightly touching her and gave a fake smile when she looked and smiled at him. He is feeling more restless now. After two steps he pulled back.
" Fine? "he faked a smile again and asked.
"ek aur cheez hai " she pleaded.
"kya? " he asked surprised and was shocked when the girl cupped his face and gave a kiss on his cheek and stepped back.
Rey looked shocked at her. Anger was welling up in his eyes.
"sorry ! I had to "she apologized and ran to her friends before he could shout. He gritted his teeth and rubbed his cheek.
"Rey! "all the boys gasped and Rey frowned and followed their gaze. There stood his girl-friend highly shocked.
what a timing universe ji! aap hamesha aisa hi karte ho
He cried in heart and walked front to her quickly.
"baatcutter"she stopped him by stopping him showing her palm and dashed out as tears made their way out.
"Rey I didn't expect this ! "sharon fumed.
"mai bhi "rey said tensed.
"kya Kriya seeing you romancing another ladki? "this time neha fumed.
"What? woah ..girls... easy , dude samjhana"Rey looked at swayam.
"tu jaa we will handle"all the boys assured and Rey ran out to find his love.
"kya handle karoge? "simmi asked raising her eyebrows .
"guys tum jaisa soch rahe ho waisa nahi hai, actually...ye hua hai " boys explained to them.
"ohh no! bechara Rey" and the girls burst out into laugh.
" Kriya! " he called a furious Kriya who is walking away to find a taxi. He grabbed her arm and pulled her to a side into the small garden.
"baatcutter tum jaisa soch rahi ho waisa" he was cut.
"mai soch nahi rahi hun Rey maine khud apni aankhon se dekha, " she snapped.
He sighed . She never changes right? always hyper and misunderstands everything. He replied patiently.
" Kriya tum jo soch rahi ho wo sach nahi hai "he tried to calm her .
"kya sach nahi? aap usske saath dance nahi kar rahe the?"she asked narrowing her eyes.
"hmm..kar raha tha par "
"usne aapko kiss nahi kiya? " he sighed again.
"haa kiya par Kriya try to understand, I will explain, ye itna important baat bhi nahi hai ki " he was cut.
"Kyun hogi? aapko important kyun hogi? aapkeliye toh ye common haina! mai hi jhalli thi ki ye soch rahi thi ki mai hi aapkeliye sabse jyaada important hun "
"Kriya kaha ki baat kaha leke jaa rahi ho? Ofcourse you are the most important person in my life "
" bas Rey bohut hogaya! waise maine ye soch bhi kaise liya, I am already used right? toh important kaise hosakti hun abhi aapkeliye "she blurted out not even thinking what she is speaking. He is froze. Something hard hit his head. Everything blanked out for a second. He looked at her shocked. Suddenly he felt his head very heavy, His breathing went difficult, he took a deep breathe not able to digest what she just said.
"Wa..wait.. what did you just say? "he almost choked. Kriya felt her earth slip away. What had she spoken. But the anger took over again and not wanting to accept her mistake she spoke.
"wahi jo aapne suna" she mocked and walked out. She need to go. She is speaking all nonsense. She need sometime now.
"tell me u didn't say it "he whispered to himself in disbelief.
She rubbed her palms. They are sweating badly. She is stumbling with every step. Something was very badly bothering her. She shouldn't have said that. She knew he loved her and only her, but what can she do now? Her heart is at stake now. All her nightmares seemed to come true to her. She started biting her nails. Her body shivering , tears brimming up. She almost fell in those 4 inched when she felt a hard grip on her arm.
"Guys chale kya? "swayam asked slowly not sure how everyone would react.
"yeah dude! dekhte hai Rey kriya ke peeche peeche kaise ghoomta hai! sabki taang kheechtha tha na ab humari baari " vicky said hi-fying to Nilesh.
All giggled and walked out but their smile vanished with the sight in front of them.
She was harshly turned. And all she stared was into teary red eyes.
" What did you just say? "he gritted his teeth as tears started falling drop by drop but she could feel the heat as the warm tears fell on her wrist. She felt guilty , soo much.
"wo ..mai" she shivered with fear . He came dangerously close to her.
"what did you just say? " he shouted right on her face making her fall back but she banged into his chest hard. His grip pained her. His fingers dug into her waist. She fumed .
" yahi ki I am a used tissue now and why would you bother about me anymore? " she whispered gritting her teeth.
The gang frowned on why they are this angry with each other.
"Guys I think " swayam was cut
" hume jaana chahiye " sharon rushed front and she was on time to catch a pushed Kriya. He pushed her with anger and glared at her. He just couldn't digest that she thinks he is a perv.
"Rey " sharon was about speak when Rey turned and left. Swayam held Kriya and all left to Rey's house. They can't leave them in this state. They need to know what had gone so wrong between them. When they reached home they got to know Rey didn't reach yet.
"hua kya hai Kriya? "swayam asked a sobbing Kriya.
She held her arm and cried more.
"kriya hua kya hai? "smriti raised her voice a bit. Here Kriya is crying and no sign of Rey.
" kriya kuch bologe bhi ?"sharon said in a stern voice.
But all Kriya did was cry harder. She didn't do it. She can't do it. She shouldn't do it. And each second she broke into more tears. But before anyone could speak they heard the door open and there stood Rey.
He raised the speed. His eyes are blurred , his mind stopped working. When he realized he need to stop for a while he found him lost . He has taken the total opposite route. He looked around and switched off the engine. He gripped the steering hard and looked down at it . Slowly broke into tears.
"I truely loved her. " he cried hard.
"I truely loved you , aisa, aisa socha bhi kaise? " he cried felt suffocated inside and got down the car . He was on the highway. He leaned back as tears made its way without any control. He slid down sitting on the road leaning back on the car looking at the vehicles passing in front of him.
"u just can't say that " he said breaking down into loud cries. But none , none noticed him. He cried his heart out. He felt deeply hurt. Not even that day he was this hurt when she said she used him. Just the reversal of words and he felt thousands of swords stabbed into him . When he heard his mobile ring he saw smriti calling. He sighed and wiped his tears and set back to home.
"Rey! " almost everyone said in relief seeing him at the door. Kriya looked up quickly at him. He looked so weak and that broke her more and the reason being only her made her feel more vulnerable. He walked in slowly and gave a small smile which is purely fake and spoke up.
"aap ne khana khaya mom? "
"haa beta"smriti said normally.
"sachi mei? "
"haa thodi der pehle hi khaya "
"mujhe bohut neendh aarahi hai main sone jaa raha hun."he smiled once again and walked front.
"Rey! " swayam sharon and Kriya all called at once. Kriya was on his left and rest two on his right . he plainly ignored Kriya and asked.
"haa swayam ? "he asked and looked at sharon and swayam.
Both are confused as to what to say as they called him just to stop him.
"khana nahi khayega? "vicky came front saving them.
"no vicky! I had enough "he looked away gritting his teeth . Simmi wantedly pushed nilesh on Rey and Rey fell on Kriya. She balanced both, but she was broken with his next step. He flinched back. She looked up at him ,when he realised he is still holding her by shoulders. He in an instant left her and backed off lifting his hands.
"Sorry ! "he said to her and glared at nilesh. All were shocked with his behaviour . Kriya broke into fresh tears.
"Rey !"she called him as he walked towards his room.
She stopped him by arm as he was about to enter into his room. He stopped and looked back and pulled his hand from her grip and walked back into the room. She was about to go to him when he shut the door right on her face. She flinched back and fumed.
"wah! galti aap karo aur ulta gussa mujhpe? "she shouted but flinched back as the door opened the next second. He grabbed her by arm and shouted.
" Galti? haa kiya na! life ki sabse badi galti..I trusted you , I loved you, tumhari zindagi mei aana..wahi meri sabse badi galti hai , and haa mai galat hun na so don't waste your time on me anymore. You are free from me forever. "he left her and went in closing the door.
"kya horaha hai kriya? itni choti si baat keliye baat yaha tak kyun aayi? " swayam asked but all she did was run into her room crying hard. he followed her, she for sure needed him now.
" Kriya kya hua? itni choti baat " he was cut
"ye choti baat nahi swayam "she said still anger in her.
"hai ! choti si baat hi hai, infact bohut choti, and ye sab dekhke I am sure tumne kuch jaan ne ki koshsih nahi ki" he was raising his voice now. This girl needs some brain.
" kya koshish ka"
"chup! meri baat pura hone tak don't open your mouth"he warned her when she frowned at him.
" uss ladki ne kiss kiya, but wo dare tha jo use karna tha aur Rey had no idea about it. " he stated.
" kya bol rahe ho tum? "Kriya clutched the sheet. She had done a large damage.
"haa.. I am sure tumne socha hoga Rey is dancing with her, but wo sirf ek dare ki wajah se Rey ke paas aayi " he said giving a understood? look.
Her fear came true.
"maine hi sab gadbad kardiya "she looked at him helpless.
"Its never late Kriya "he said placing a hand on her shoulder. She nodded and walked out. She was about to move to Rey's room when Smriti spoke.
"wo nahi hai" she said with calm.
"kaha gaya? "swayam walked to her surprised.
"pata nahi , bola hai ki akela rehna hai aur kal aayega"
Swayam knew where he would be when he is upset.
"mai" before he could speak smriti held his hand and stopped him.
"Kriya ! tum bhi jaake rest lo. Kal wo jab wapas aayega tab baat karenge " Kriya silently went into her room crying.
"par aunty mai jaanta hun Rey kaha hoga! They need to talk "swayam said looking at the closed door of Kriya's room.
"nahi " smriti stated simply.
"matlab? "all asked shocked with her reply. Why is she saying they shouldn't talk now.
"aunty par"he was cut
"Kriya Rey se ab baat nahi karegi "she said sternly.
"toh theek mujhe jaana chahiye "he turned but again smriti stopped.
"iss baar nahi swayam "she said as he looked at her confused,
"aunty " all looked at her confused and helpless not understanding why she is saying that.
"come here"she walked to the couch and settled on it when all settled around her.
"They need to go through this! they have to ! donon ke beech understanding honi chahiye ! jo inke beech nahi hai "
Sharon nodded head saying nothing such.
"I know sharon beta. Zindagi mei dekh chuki hun mei ye sab. Jaha tak Rey ne mujhe bola usse mujhe yahi lagta hai ki inn donon ne alag hone baad realise kiya ki they love each other. With time unke beech pyaar toh bada par understanding nahi. Lifelong saath rehne keliye understanding sabse important hai. Ye samajhna zaroori hai ki jo bhi hum bolte hai , karte hai usse doosre pe kya effect padegi. ab in donon ke beech bohut hi serious kuch baat hui hai, and galti kisi ek ki hai"
"kriya ki "swayam spoke looking down. He can just know it that it was Kriya.
"haa ! toh Kriya ko sochna chahiye tha ki wo kaam karne ke baad Rey kya feel karega and Rey need to think ki usne aisa kiya kyun? Donon ka adjust hoke jaana important hai. This fight was needed , warna aage jaake bohut badi problem hojati "she said lost.
"matlab?" neha asked confused.
"iss baar ye donon apne aapse ek dusre ko samajh ke mile toh lifelong saath chalenge , par agar aisa nahi hua toh hamesha keliye alag hojayenge. Itna door hojayenge ki dusre ko dhoondh bhi na paaye . "She said as tears brimmed in her eyes.
"I wish Kriya meri tarah foolishly act na kare , mere paas toh meri 4 saal ki beti thi to gather myself, par wo toh, "she closed her eyes as a tear rolled down.
"I wish sab theek hojaye"
"hope for the best aunty " vishaka placed a hand on her shoulder and smriti nodded.
The next day passed in a jiffy. Finally late at night Rey returned back from the farm house. He greated all and walked to his room to sulk again in his bed. He just can't digest this whole situation. But as he went in he saw Kriya cuddling up on his bed sleeping deeply.
"swayam Kriya ko uski room shift kardena " he came out and said to swayam
"aahh! mera haath..its paining Rey I can't "he acted. Sharon too ,surprisingly accompained him doing a bit more action .
Rey looked at nilesh
"dude ! I can't lift her khud gir jaunga " he lifted his hands up .
Rey let his gaze on vicky who is tall of all of them.
Vicky looked around struck , he just can't say no to Rey .but to his help neha came in front of him.
"mera babu mere alawa kisi ko touch kare ye mujhe nahi manjoor "neha spoke dramatically.
Rey rolled his eyes in frustration. He knew what these all are trying to do. He sighed and spoke out
" easy guys! mai terrace pe so jata hun "he said grabbing a pillow from the couch.
"uski koi zaroorat nahi "he stood straight listening her.
"mai galti se so gayi aapki room mei.. aap apne room mei jayiyega "she said and looked at him. He walked into his room never glancing at her and closed the door. Kriya looked at all once and went to her room.
It hurt her. He doesn't want to touch her, not even see her. She knew its all her fault .
Its been 3 days but nothing changed. Gang used to call every 2-3 hours to know what is going on. That night Rey walked into the kitchen to have some water when he saw her walk into the garden backyard hugging herself. He followed her back with a distance till she she settled down. She was in her deep thoughts when he felt something black going towards her and immediately pushed it away from her. Kriya looked back with sound. He then realized it was just a piece of paper.
"aap ..yaha? " she said stood up he looked away and said
" bohut raat hogayi hai, and iss time pe garden mei rehna acha nahi hai "he said with a straight face and turned around to walk.
" u care for me na " she asked hoping he would say yes. She had to mend things now.
" itni raat koi bhi ho mai warn karoonga ." he looked at her with a stern face. She felt bad. Extremely bad.
He turned around and started walking away!
"jayiye! " she pouted as he stopped. She is choking already.
"rukh kyun gaye ? jayiye... saari galti toh meri hi haina " she cried.
He turned around and spoke.
" haa uss ladki se kiss lena galat hi hai, but u know what for me it doesn't matter, coz its a lifeless one, but no tum toh aise react hogayi ki I took her to my room. I am glad to know ki tum aaj bhi mujhpe utna hi trust karti ho jitna pehle karti thi. Why am I not surprised? uss din bhi chod ke chaligayi aur aaj I used you , glad to know what you think about me " he narrowed his eyes and turned around irritated.
"maanti hun galat bola hai maine, mujhe wo bolna nahi chahiye tha, par mei kya karoon dar lagta hai mujhe " she sniffed and pulled her legs closer crying. He frowned and stopped in his tracks. He turned around and looked at her. His heart cried out for her, she looked so weak, he wanted to take her in his arms and keep her safe but no he won't even step close to her.
"aap sab ko kya, khush rehte ho , par mai? every second darti hun mai " she sobbed more.
" tumhe kis baat ki darr hai Kriya ? " he is not gonna take any shit as excuse now.
"har choti cheez ki , mujhse nahi hota, it kills! 5 saal tak akeli rahi , achanak itni saari khushiyan. I fear ki kahi fir se mai akeli.. "she trailed of crying. He softened a bit , she is right, he can understand her feelings.
" Maine socha sabkuch wapas mil raha hai toh sab acha hoga , par I am loosing my self confidence. Mai aapko sabse jyaada khush karna chahti hun par I realize ki except me sab aapko mujhse jyaada happiness dete hai, aapkeliye mai sabse jyaada beautiful hona chahti hun par mere alawa mujhe sab ache lagte hai, it's suffocating rey. "she looked into dark letting her heart out.
He was shocked beyond limits. He never realized when she started getting into her this shell. He kneeled in front of her . She looked up and spoke out
"I am really sorry par"
"shh! " he bent front and slid his hand around her waist and pulled up as she got onto her knees and he slowly took her lips into his. She responded with all passion but she groaned as he is too slow. Sinfully slow. She moved more closer gripping his hairs and caressing them pressing herself more into him. Her every attempt to kiss him hard was blocked by him. She sighed as shivers ran down her spine when he caressed her neck still kissing her lips. She wriggled as his passion heated up the atmosphere. He oh-so-slowly kissed her as his hands on held her waist and caressing it and the other explored her upper body. She felt light, as if her soul separated from her body. She moaned high as he explored her insides . After what felt like eternity he slowly pulled back opening his eyes where as she still had them closed. He caressed her lips with his and caressed his cheek with hers making her open her eyes.
She looked at him breathing hard.
"Can't you see it baatcutter? tumhe dekhne se hi mera din acha ban jaata hai "he whispered against her lips looking deep into her eyes.
She innocently blinked as he groaned taking her into a quick yet strong kiss. She dug her fingers into his back as he crushed her into him and kissed her wildly. As he pulled back both heaved with lack of air.
"mereliye sabse jyaada tum beautiful ho, andar se bhi aur bahar se bhi " he gave a look from her top to bottom making her blush more.
"and agar tumhe sach mei aisa lagta hai ki I used you then lemme tell you I am not yet done with you "he breathed on her face. The intensity in his eyes was unbearable.
She looked down not able to look at his eyes.
" bohut bura laga mujhe , bohut matlab bohut jyaada " he said as tears brimmed in his eyes. She cried hugging him tight chanting sorry. She knew she hurted him a lot . But she never wanted to. Once she is calm he crawled to the nearby tree and sat down leaning on its trunk.
"come here"he opened his arms and she settled beside him as he placed his arm around her keeping her close to him.
"waise wo ladki, jisne kiss kiya, kaafi hot thi "he said with a naughty smile as she narrowed her eyes and smacked him hard on his heart. He laughed hard. She suddenly moved closer.
"kya kar rahi ho? "he asked confused but she paid no heed and got into his lap adjusted herself totally on him lying side wards holding his shirt and placed her head on his heart. He smiled and wrapped his hands around pulling her more close.
"I love you " she whispered as sleep started taking its toll on her.
"Love you too "he kissed her head and pulled her closer as she wrapped arms around him and both drifted into a deep slumber.
The gang arrived early morning saying they will spend the sunday in there . But all along with smriti frowned not finding both Kriya and Rey in their respective rooms. As they searched them they ended up in the garden and were shocked to see the two hugging each other and sleeping Kriya cuddling on Rey and he holding her carefully. Vicky walked front to wake them up and he started irritating Kriya using a small grass strand at her ear as he knew Rey would never react to such small things. Kriya moved irritatedly in sleep. Rey still in deep sleep adjusted himself again pulled her closer holding her tight and still in his deep sleep mumbled a "shh "giving a sleepy kiss on her head and adjusting himself to a comfortable position to sleep.
All smiled at how he was so cautious about Kriya. Smriti signalled all to leave them and let them sleep. They smiled seeing the sleeping couple and went into to have a hearty breakfast .
So here ends this SS :'( I am gonna miss badly!
Hope you like it!
No more speeches.. I am gonna miss this badly! :(
