A/N: This is a general announcement that starting next non-note chapter, some chapters will include varying degrees of g!p content, both smut and other. We are unable to separate the content because plot is weaved in and out of it, applicable to the non-g!p universe as well. Chapters that contain g!p content will be clearly marked, both in the chapter title and the author's note, so read at your own discretion. Thank you.

Once again, I am in italics, pupofstuff is in bold, each new paragraph is a new text, and the line breaks mean a sudden change in the general subject.

Her fingers are trailing lazily up and down Rachel's back, not enough to look like anything to anyone looking, but because Dani knows all of Rachel's sweet spots, it isn't too fair. "After that blow job," Dani whisper, fingers ghosting along Rachel's lower back, "You deserve a hard pounding. Notice how much thicker it is than the normal ones?" Swallowing, smiling at the photographers looking at them, Rachel answers, "I did." "Think you can take it?" Santana turns back towards them, and Rachel takes Dani's hand to "lead her" to her girlfriend, scraping her fingernails along Dani's palm, "Well, you'll just have to make sure I'm wet enough to take you, won't you?" Rachel's almost convinced that night is going to end up with her between Dantana, both filling her, and she's ready. She wants it. They've done it once before, and she loves how it feels getting completely dominated by them. Besides, it's Santana's night, and she'd been hinting at it for weeks now. Looking up, Santana smirks at her, eyes dark. Oh. Yes.

When they finally sit down in the theater, Rachel is sitting between Dani and Santana. When the lights go down and the film starts playing, Rachel feels hands starting to move. The theater is too full and they're between too many people for fingers to journey underneath her dress. That doesn't stop the two from brushing over every single sensitive and sweet spot, tracing lines along her veins, digging nails in behind her knees. By the time the credits roll, Rachel is a puddle in her seat.

Wobbly for a second after she stands up, her training kicking in soon enough that it's not noticeable, Rachel takes Dantana's arms into her own, crushing them into her sides as soon as they're free of the aisles, flushing at their knowing, suggestive grins. "It's your night," she husks to Santana, lips brushing platonically against her cheek as she lets her go to accept her accolades, sliding under Dani's arm again, "You're in control. It's up to you how long we're going to stay out and schmooze."

Santana affectionately kisses the top of Rachel's head. "Not too long darling," she whispers. "We just need to go into the after party, and then we can leave out the back. After that well… You aren't moving for quite some time." This time, Rachel couldn't hide her blush. They head into the party, pose for a few more cameras, and then casually head out the back entrance. When they finally sit back down inside the limo, Santana pulls something out of her clutch. "Put this on," tossing it to Rachel. She catches it. Inspecting it, she finds it to be a brand new collar. Jewels stud the material forming, to Rachel's surprise, her name. A large d ring is on one side, and when Rachel glances at both Dani and Santana, the looks on their faces let her know she's in for a wonderful night. "You are OURS tonight, Rache."

Do you want to continue this scene or put it on ice and start continuing the temperature play one?

Up to you. :)

Well, I feel like it's Santana's turn to get concentrated on particularly, and right now she's been kind of left hanging. :D

Alright, then temperature play it is. :)

Cool fingers rub up and down Santana's pussy, and she gasps, twisting, arm muscles contracting as her body moves even as she tries to stay holding onto the bed. Dunking her hand back into the ice, Rachel pulls a dripping ice cube out, settling more of her weight onto Santana's thighs as she brings it to just above Santana's clit, her teeth nipping one of her nipples, tugging it into her mouth as she presses the ice DIRECTLY onto her clit. Santana screams, bucking, both humping into and trying to get away from it.

Rachel pounds her fingers into Santana, furiously pushing in and out. Santana is crying out, so many sensations running through her body. Rachel takes what remains of the ice cube on Santana's clit and places it in her mouth. Sucking on each nipple harshly, dragging another cry, and then kissing her mouth, swallowing every sound she makes.

Spreading her fingers, Rachel urges Santana to wrap her legs around her thighs as she slides down between them, now crouched over her, her free hand supporting herself next to Santana's shoulder, wanting better leverage. Continuing to kiss Santana, the ice long since melted, she thrusts deeper into Santana, screwing her fingers back and forth. Only pulling back to dribble more hot wax down her neck and chest, growling as Santana humps against her waist and hand, making her fingers sink even further into her slick walls, Rachel rubs her clit with her thumb, helping to rock Santana back and forth, still kissing her deeply and roughly. Succeeding in making Santana start to feel light headed from less than needed air, it only makes the sensations of Rachel fucking her intensify. She's close. So close. Watching them, now dipping her fingers into herself and curling them, Dani can barely make herself wait - because the moment Santana cums, she's going to be there, climbing in to tongue fuck Santana into another round of screaming orgasms. She pants as she pushes deeper into herself.

A final tweak, a last turn of her fingers, and Santana begins to unravel underneath Rachel. Her hips buck erratically, almost flinging the smaller girl off. As soon as Dani realizes what is happening, she launches from her chair, diving into Santana's pussy. She pulls Santana's legs over her shoulders. Licking and sucking, her tongue collecting all her cum, drinking it in, pulling out more and more orgasms.

Santana's hands, finally free of the bed, shove and tangle into Dani's hair, and she's barely able to make a sound, how many multiple orgasms she's having. Dani's mouth and tongue is everywhere, sucking and curling and pushing into her. "Uh - oh! FUCK!" Keening, as concentrated as she is on what Dani's doing to her, she's not surprised when a perky tit gets pressed into her mouth, Rachel's body settling on her midriff, Rachel's hair settling around her head like a curtain. Moving her hand to Rachel's hips and ass, she immediately sucks and chews on Rachel's nipple and breast, opening and closing her hands up and down her body. When her fingers slip down, jerking from another aftershock turned orgasm, Rachel's pussy practically burns her, she's so wet and hot.

Rachel is so wet that Santana has no trouble slipping inside Rachel. Her walls are slick, but Santana knows her girlfriend well, and has no trouble finding Rachel's most sensitive spots. Dani has finally calmed on eating her out, knowing when Santana starts becoming too sensitive to enjoy cumming. Rachel is still practically lying on top of Santana, unable to change position due to Santana refusing to let her breast away from her mouth.

Grinding down, practically coming apart as the pads of Santana's fingers perfectly fill and slide and rub against her g-spot, over and over, Rachel's almost squeaking, shuddering as she widens her legs, pushing Santana harder into her as best she can. And, abruptly, with Santana's teeth clamping on Rachel's nipple and tweaking it, her bicep flexing as she POUNDS up into Rachel, her other hand stimulating her lower back, Rachel cums, moaning and shaking, dropping bonelessly onto her. Laughing affectionately, Dani kisses Santana's inner thigh and sits up, unceremoniously draping herself onto Rachel's back to make it even more of a dogpile. She nuzzles Rachel's neck, grinning as Santana huffs, Rachel in turn nuzzling into the side of Santana's neck.

Dani nips a few times at Rachel's neck, not enough to leave a mark but enough to rouse the girl. She tucked her arms underneath Rachel's waist, between the two bodies, and rolled just enough so all of their weight isn't on Santana. As soon as they are moved though, arms draped over them and another set of legs tangled with theirs. "Just give us a few minutes babe," Santana mumbled. "And then we're gonna rock your world."

Back to the double penetration - you think they'd both be in her v or v and a or one and mouth or more than one of those (anal always last though! XD)?

I think a whole bunch, the last being v and a. Starting out vag and mouth, then double teaming her v, while working on opening up her ass, then both.

Mmm… I like. Who's the ass girl, though? I keep on thinking Santana, for some reason. I can see her getting off on fucking Rachel anally. Some kind of "...stick in your ass," comment(s) getting made, but I can see Dani trying it at least once. Or maybe more. One second I think it would be Santana, and then I think it would be Dani. XD Got an idea?

I think for tonight Dani would get her ready, but Santana fucks her. Rachel can take getting fucked in her pussy multiple times, but once they take her ass, she has passed out before. So maybe like, when Santana is fucking Rachel's mouth (Rachel is the one being fucked tonight, in complete submission mode), Dani is fucking her pussy and starts with the lube and getting the hole ready. And then after they both fuck her cunt, Santana gets in behind, and they both fill Rachel at the same time. I also know I want the new collar to be used somehow, maybe with additional restraints or something.

Sarah I got bored so I started looking up toys and laughing at the thought of Dani buying this [ultimate fantasy kit] with that stupid smug smirk.

I'll look that up in a bit. I was thinking, first, Rachel also having soft wrist restraints with d rings, too, and in the middle of the headboard there's a place they've attached a carabineer or something, and what they like to do is run a chain through one wrist cuff, her collar, then her other wrist cuff, and then attach it to the headboard. Or just the wrist cuffs and someone else is controlling her collar. Works with her being on her back or knees, but Santana loves it most when she's on her knees because that's when she has the most control over fucking her senseless.

What if instead for the collar, they just have like a leash? Direct her head and neck wherever they want.

That was what I had in mind when I said her neck being controlled separately. I can see Rachel enjoying that as long as they do NOT try to treat her like a dog. She won't have that, ever.

Never ever. It's simply for control.

Yup. But she still worries, especially the first time the other two had brought it up (but she didn't say anything because this was when they were kind of new-ish and she still worried that if she said something, Dantana would think she wasn't good enough sexually - not that she never said no before, and didn't think she could say no, but that she was curious and intrigued enough that she did want to explore this and didn't want to jeopardize it - instead, she only asked the least amount of questions and her other concerns about it, like hurting her throat and vocal chords and if she said stop, they stop right away). Not that she really thought they would, but it still bothered her enough that the first time they put it on her, she was stiff and apprehensive, enough so that Dani and Santana stopped almost right away to ask her what was wrong. She was so overwhelmed that she actually started to cry, telling them what she was worried about, and, thankfully not insulted and understanding completely, the two gently unhooked the leash and gathered her up in their arms, cuddling and reassuring her. Eventually, they tried again, taking it slow, and Rachel was shocked at how much she enjoyed it. It just made it better with her girls' being so understanding. And yes. That kit, yes. Dani so would. :D

I feel like this position needs to be drawn because I'm having a hard time imagining it.

Which position?

Just how they have Rachel tied up.

[sends a quick, sketched with thumb on the phone pic] Okay, so, Rachel's knees are bent and her back is leant down so it's easier for her to place her face onto the bed. The wrist cuffs can move up and down the chain, making it easier for her to be comfortable. (The circles are her hands, and the outer lines are her arms. It's the stereotypical hands chained to the bed in a triangle shape except it continues back in to through her collar so she's restrained but she still has movement, although dependent on her arms, too, so a limited position of comfortably.) This help?

A lot. I think I was just mostly confused on if she would be face down or not. Though unless she's on top of someone, this doesn't really allow for DP does it?

She could be either face up or face down, but have less control herself face down, which is why Santana prefers it when she's dominating her. And no, probably not for DP, but you had mentioned wanting to use the collar for something, so that's what came to mind. XD

Ah yes. XD I was thinking also, if they turned the collar around, so the ring is on the back of her neck, and then thread a cord through it to clip her wrists behind her back.

Mmm… Yes. I can see Santana liking that a lot, when she's wearing a strap-on, while Dani doesn't mind Rachel also using her hands on the strap-on as well. I think Dani gets off on knowing she's being dominant, and Santana gets off on the visual cues of her being dominant. What do you think?

That sounds about right. I think Dani is more… Aware of her dominant nature than Santana is.

Exactly. It seems to be more of their personalities - Dani knows, and Santana needs reminders to make herself truly know.

Sliding into the limo, Rachel last as Santana and Dani uphold their image of young lovers, giggling and sticking close to each other, piling in, and after Santana has given Rachel the collar, the three barely wait the requisite five minutes to make sure they're far enough away before Santana is dragging Rachel onto her lap, slipping under dress and pushing two fingers steadily into her, suddenly filling her. Gasping, her subsequent moan getting cut off by Dani kissing her, her hands cupping her breasts through her dress and helping steady her for the slow, deep thrusts Santana is doing inside her, Rachel can only grip the silken material of Dani's jacket. She's been wet, has been for hours, ever since Dani had come out in that tux and not helped at all by sucking her off, and the teasing her girls had given her, that Rachel had been surprised it hadn't soaked through her dress or down her legs, but this, as Santana slips another finger inside of her, then another, it's going to happen regardless of how many wipes she uses. Her first orgasm happens when Dani bites down on the tip of her tongue, squeezing her breasts at the same moment Santana grips her arm around her waist, shoves into her, and growls out, "Cum. Cum at least once, and I'll push my whole fucking hand into you. You're wet enough. So fucking wet." She knows Rachel's gonna have to be prepared to take them both later that night, and this is a perfect way to get it started, "CUM."

It's a good thing Dani is kissing her, because the scream Rachel gives may have startled the driver off the road. She gushes around Santana's hand, cum flowing down her wrist. Rachel's hips nearly break Santana's grasp, and clamp down so hard on her fingers that Santana would later say it cut off all blood flow. Dani has basically scrunched Rachel's dress so it was wrapped around her midriff.

Pushing in and out, not letting Rachel have much time to relax, Santana smirks into Rachel's hips, "That get you hot, huh? Wanting my whole fist inside you?" Dani strokes and kneads Rachel's breasts, briefly letting Rachel's mouth go so the younger girl can gasp out a needy, "YESSSSS," pushing back against Santana's fingers, trying to hump her deeper into her, trembling and shaking and so so close to exploding again. "Nuh uh, hun," Santana laughs, tightening her hold around Rachel to stop her moving, pulling out of her so she's only barely rubbing against her slick lips, "Not JUST yet. It's going to happen finger. By. Finger."

Rachel whines, which Dani immediately mutes, and Santana slowly teases with another finger, stroking Rachel's outer lip and her clit, then finally working the finger inside. "God Rache," Santana grunts, "You're so fucking tight, I can barely get four fingers in there. You're already stretching so much. Just wait until I get my fist in their baby. Spread your legs." Santana commands.

The limo slows before taking a left turn, and Rachel moans as the centripetal force pushes her harder against Santana's fingers. "Mmmmore…" she babbles against Dani's mouth, fingernails practically cutting into her jacket, "PLEASE." Cooing at her, Dani cups her cheek, softly kissing her. "All in good time, dear." She shares a smile with Santana, who pushes another finger into Rachel. Now three, Rachel's wet walls squeeze against the intrusion, and when Santana briefly slides along her clit, pushing in as deep as she can, Rachel whines. "FffUCK!"

Dani's hands flutter over every sweet spot, timing each touch with Santana's thrusts. Rachel couldn't make anymore noise; the sensory overload choked her up, which was probably for the best. Rachel's body felt looser and looser in Dantana's hands, though her pussy only gripped Santana's fingers tighter still.

Forcing a fourth finger into her again, Santana smirks ferally against the girl's hip, laughing as Rachel's body thrums, her pussy walls clutching and clenching and tightening around her before suddenly slackening, JUST wide enough that Santana has enough space to tuck her thumb in and push in. "You ready?" she husks, slicking back and forth, teasing her thumb pushing in, kissing and sucking along the length of bare hip she can reach, barely able to wait until she can hear Rachel's choked, forceful, "YES!", her hips hunching backwards, her pussy seemingly swallowing Santana's hand as suddenly, forcibly she pushes, filling Rachel completely, her fist, all five fingers curling against her palm pushing even deeper inside Rachel as she keens, shaking, caught between humping back and pulling away, her voice screaming loudly against Dani's mouth and cheek and neck. "FUCK you've got me COMPLETELY inside you," Santana hisses, pulling back and shoving further back in again, never fully leaving the heat and wetness of Rachel's pussy, practically punching deeper and deeper inside of her with each thrust, "GOD you're so. FUCKING. TIGHT."

The rest of Rachel's body is like jello, and her legs are spread in a split. She's perfectly on display, and Dani can't help but reach down and start rough circles on Rachel's clit. Wave after wave of pleasure clash over her, and she can't even tell where one starts and the other ends. It's been a while since she's been stretched so much, and this isn't even the end of the night.

After a countless number of orgasms, Santana slows, gently stroking her hip as she starts pulling back, out of her. "Mmno!" Rachel protests, trying to shove herself back onto Santana's hand, but Santana tightens her arm around her and thwarts it, her own groan getting mixed with Rachel's as, practically with a groan, Santana's hands slides out. "Mmm, fuck…" she stretches her fingers out, "Baby, you're amazing." Agreeing, Dani pulls Rachel more onto her lap, wrapping her arms around her and cuddling her, kissing her forehead as she rests bonelessly against her chest, still trembling with aftershocks. "Good… Good thing we'll have overcoats," Rachel smiles tiredly, laughing as well as she can, panting. Because the bottom of her dress is soaked with cum, Santana's dress and arm is covered with cum, and, perhaps more embarrassing, Dani's jacket has noticeable amounts of her drool on it.

A few minutes later, the limo slowed down, pulling up in front of the apartment building. Pulling their heavy jackets over them, making sure to cover any indicators of bodily fluids on their clothing. Dani and Santana help Rachel into her jacket, smiling at how the girl snuggled deeper into them. Hoisting Rachel between the two of them, they exited the limo quickly, hurrying to the door. Rachel, still a bit shaky from the aftershocks, simply tries to keep one foot in front of the other.

Santana wonders if anyone will label the girl drunk in the magazines, but she doesn't really care. Her hand's aching a little, but it's so good, and she'd never trade the feeling of having been so completely inside the other girl. Letting Dani shoulder most of her weight when they reach their apartment, the second the door is open, she's shimmying out of her coat and dress, helping Rachel to do the same as Dani strips as well. "Shower," she smiles at the other two, "Let's get clean a'fores the dirty. And Dani? Keep it on."

[link for a picture from Lea Michele's Glamour UK (April 2014) photo shoot] Just, wow. Makes me want to do more sexy things to Rachel in our story. If that's who Dani and Santana gets under them… God I'm a hornball, and how!

Did you see the pictures of her pulling down the leotard off her hip? I'll see if I can find it because wow… That made me want to do more sexy things to Rachel, to quote.

...But yes. Make sexy things happen to her. Makes me feel sorry for Santana and Rachel… XD [I had meant Santana and Dani, but hadn't caught I'd written Rachel instead. XD]

Why sorry for Santana and Rachel?

I get Santana but Rachel is having a lot of fun. XD

Because Rachel's gettin' all the attention. At least now. :D

Well part of it is also the girls get off on getting Rachel worked up, so more stuff is going to happen to her. :D

I just want to establish that Dani and Santana as a couple were perfectly suited for each other. They didn't NEED (or still don't need) Rachel, but they enjoy her. They love her. Like, I'm saying this badly, but do you get what I mean? That they can still and do enjoy being just them, too.

Oh no I understand! It makes sense.

Good. *smiles, grins* What do you want them to do in the shower?

First I need to stop laughing at how hilarious Dani would be, standing in the middle of the living room, buck naked while in the Superman pose, with a thick ass strap on standing tall in between her legs.

XD You know she'd own it. :D

Oh totally, doesn't mean it's not hilarious to think about it. XD But they would start by rinsing off. Hands roaming around, keeping each other stimulated. Santana would nudge Rachel around and have Dani fill her. "Don't want you getting all tight again." Santana would smirk, and then kiss Dani over Rachel's shoulder. (Or maybe not, I'm not sure if Rachel might still be a little too sensitive…)

Yeah, I think they would only softly fuck her with it, and Rachel would gasp and shudder the whole time through, made even worse because the girls won't let her get off. It's just a placeholder to keep her open and give Dani some stimulation at the same time. She's filled as she gets her hair washed, filled as she tries hard not to grind down onto it.

Dani keeps a consistent steady pace, and while Rachel is sandwiched between them, the pair reach around her and stroke each other. Dani palms Santana's breasts, while Santana strokes Dani's hips, playing with the straps. Rachel leans forward, sucking lightly on Dani's clavicle, moving her hands to touch wherever she can reach.

Leans forward to suck on Dani's clavicle or Santana's? Rachel has her back or front to Dani?

Dani's, since Dani is inside her.

Again, I thought Dani was behind her. She's not?

I think we may have confused each other. XD I think Santana turned Rachel around to face Dani.

Ah! I thought she had turned her around for Dani to fuck from behind. Got it. :D Kay, here I go.

The water's still hot when they decide to get out, Rachel's heavy breathing moaning letting Dantana know she's too stimulated. Pulling out of Rachel, Dani tells Pezberry to adjourn into the bedroom, and she'll be right out; she needs to take the strap-on off and finish up. Quickly toweling off enough to be comfortable, but not completely dry, Santana kissing Rachel deeply when she congratulates her again on the film, and Rachel suddenly finds herself dumped onto her back on the bed, Santana lying top of her. "Now this I like," Santana smirks, sliding her body up and down Rachel's, "Ready for tonight, baby?"

(Why is Dani taking the strap on off? I thought they would be using it again?) "GOD, yes," Rachel whines, trying to catch Santana's mouth to kiss her. Santana was just out of reach though, and kept sliding over Rachel's body, leaving her own wetness all over Rachel's skin. She avoided Rachel's pussy, waiting until Dani could join in. Santana noticed movement out of the corner of her eye. Looking up, she sees Dani leaning against the doorframe, watching her slide over Rachel.

(Because she wants to clean off all of herself, and give herself some relief from having had it on for hours. I'm also assuming that whatever material the straps were made from wouldn't be very water soluble. 'Sides, I'm sure they have other rigs, and Rachel would appreciate the cleanliness of doing so. Also. I think it could be part of the ritual for tonight where Rachel has to buckle up her girlfriends for them.) Dani's holding Rachel's new collar, her bedroom eyes sweeping up and down her girlfriends' bodies. She arches an eyebrow, "Got room for one more?" Smirking, Santana lifts off of Rachel, sliding down to rest on her knees at the foot of the bed; with a squeal, Rachel bucks when Santana pulls her legs over her shoulders, immediately swiping her tongue up, along her pussy. Smirking as well, Dani crawls onto the bed, dangling the collar in Rachel's line of sight. "Ready?" The question is loaded, and Rachel knows it.

(Okay. :D Just wanted to make sure.) Rachel nods, unable to verbally answer. She's stunned by how beautiful her two girlfriends are, and when Dani leans over her, securing the collar around her neck, the shift in the room is palpable. For the rest of the night, Dani and Santana own her body, and she is so completely okay with that. Calling out Santana's name, Dani starts to palm her breasts, tweaking them into hard points. Dani leans down to kiss Rachel, soft and sweet, but still clearly the one in control of it. Hands leave her chest, and Dani backs away for a second. Dani motions to Santana, showing her something that she doesn't quite catch. She can tell though that Santana approves of whatever is in Dani's hands, since the licking at her clit gets faster and harsher. Dani lifts the top half of Rachel's body up, placing her in between her legs and resting her head on her chest. Rachel feels Dani lift her arms, and looks over to see the wrist cuffs being buckled around her wrists. Her hips buck again, from a combination of Santana biting her clit and the thought of what those cuffs mean.

Closing her eyes, Rachel opens them again when Dani kisses her, whispering for her to move up, and to watch. She nods, and Santana pushes her legs up so she's closer to the headboard, now fully supported on the bed. First one, then the second of her wrists are attached to the d ring in the middle of the bed instead of nearer the sides as she's used to, and Rachel's breath hitches in anticipation. Dani strokes and kisses her forearms as it's happening, and when they're attached, she places a toe curling, passionate kiss on her mouth. "Not done yet," she whispers, smiling, as Santana appears on her other side, Rachel's leash in her hands, and Rachel's eyes widen. "Oh," she whispers, but arches her neck so Santana can easily attach it. "Just - " Santana shushes her, stroking her cheek. "Well be gentle. No damaging those pipes of yours." Rachel smiles, "Thank you."

Wanna do some lazy non-sex headcanoning?

Sure. XD What's going on in your head?

I'm trying to think about the time right after Santana doesn't really say anything in therapy. After hearing that, how much would Rachel try to explain everything? Would she bother or be too angry and hurt?

I mean, she's already written down how she feels, but would she bother reading all of it?

I think she would, because at least at this point, she'll think that the best way to just finish this and get some closure.

True. Considering how over she is with the whole thing. After she speaks, the office's quiet, and Dani and Santana are staring at Rachel, who's sat back in her chair, staring in turn at the counselor. Nodding, the counselor turns to Dantana. "Do you think those were valid concerns?" they ask.

Dantana is kind of stunned, because it's been the first time they have had a chance to look at things from Rachel's perspective. Rachel would be sitting there, wrapping her arms around herself to protect herself.

Yeah, I was thinking that she'd have her arms wrapped around herself, eyebrows scrunched as she did her best not to cry. She didn't want to do that in front of them. She'd already given them too much.

They both have the urge to hug Rachel, to pull her into their arms to get rid of the pain. But at the same time, they don't want to, because at the same time, they still have some sour feelings towards her. (Did we decide what Rachel actually said in her note?)

(No, we had not. I don't have the brainpower to think of it today, but you can if you want. :}) Dani, her hand shaking, reaches out towards Rachel, "Can I… Can I read it? Please?" She needs to digest the words.

(Ah, okay, I wasn't sure, and if I had just forgotten. XD) Rachel looks at her, almost suspiciously, but holds the paper out anyway for Dani to take carefully.

Stony silent as Dani reads, Santana snatches the letter out of Dani's hands as soon as she's done. It looks like an impending storm on her face as she reads, and Dani, crying again after reading, pushes her hand onto Santana's knee, WILLING her not to do anything insane. Instead, Santana violently crumples the paper, bursts out sobbing, and yells hoarsely, barely legible, "You bitch, you bitch, how can you DO this? NOW? Why not when it could have - " Her voice dies, and she tries again, whispering roughly, "When it could have done something?"

"When could I have said something?! When you two… You two were so happy. How, how could I destroy that?"

"We were only happy with you," Dani butts in, "And we're not over, are we? There's still time to do this. We can FIX this!" "Can we?" Rachel asks, now crying, almost begging, "You didn't even know what was happening!"

"Every event, every outing, it was you two, and then me. I know… I know we have to keep up appearances, and that's what makes me wonder. Can we have the careers we want and think we won't go through this again?"