A/N: Hello! I'm so sorry this took so long. My life is so busy this past few days and i don't have any time to write. Also, I had what they called "writer's block". I know how the story will go. I just got stuck with the details.
This one is a bit short. I just want to post this so you guys won't stop reading this. I can't promise when is the next chapter. I have still a lot of school works to do and my girlfriend (yes, I'm a straight guy :D) is distracting me from writing ;P
This one is not that eventful. Just sayin' Enjoy reading !
Sorry for the mistakes. I don't have a beta anymore.
Also the song that I included in this chapter is sung by the Leighton Meester. One of my crushes :D
Disclaimer: Glee is not mine. A bit excited for season 5.
Finn's POV
She still stood there, her arms still clasped around my neck, staring back at me. I honestly didn't know what she's thinking, and it's freaking me out. It was dumb move, saying those three words all of a sudden. And now I'm facing the consequences.
"Um, look, I was just – "
"Y-you love me?" she whispered, her voice almost breaking.
"I do, and I know it's too early to say such things like this but it's true. I really love you, Rachel, and – "
"Finn," she said, stopping me from my rambling again. "It means a lot to me that you said that but um, I guess I'm just a little surprised about that." She unclasped her arms around my neck and step back a little, making me worried.
"Look, I didn't mean to scare you, Rachel, I just want you to know how much you mean to me." Even if you don't say it back. I thought to myself. Is it bad that I feel a little disappointed because I was waiting for her to say it?
"You know how much you mean to me, right?" she asked.
"Of course."
"I'm sorry if I won't be able to say it back. I'm just a little scared. I don't want to rush things because I don't want to end up hurt. I've been brokenhearted before and I don't want that to happen again. So, if you could just understand me right now, I'd –"
"You don't have to apologize, Rachel. I understand." This time, I'm the one who stop her from her rambling. "It won't change anything, Rachel, I promise you. I will still show you how much I love you every day until I heard those three little words come out from your beautiful lips." I traced her lips, loving how soft they are in my fingers. She smiled at me and step closer and pull me down for a kiss.
"Soon, I promise." She whispered when she broke the kiss.
"I know." I whispered back.
"C'mon, you must be starving." I grasped her hand, leading her to the table.
"You ordered?"
"Well, yeah. I decided it will be nice if we could enjoy lunch without everyone watching." I grinned. "Makes me do whatever I want." I added, sending her my devilish looks.
"Oh, really? Then I guess I can do whatever I want to."
"And what exactly do you want, Miss Berry?"
"I guess you're just going to wait and see for yourself." She sends me flirtatious wink before sitting down at the chair across mine.
"Maybe we should skip lunch then?" I suggested, controlling myself from taking her to the table.
"No, Mr. Hudson. You made me wait earlier so you have to wait too." That made me pout, which make her giggle. Damn, I'm a lucky man.
So the lunch came down fast, as in really fast. I didn't even know I can eat that fast. The way Rachel eat her meal, which is a Caesar salad because I found out that she was actually a vegan, makes me want to take her back to my place and make love until the sun come down. I didn't even know she had it in her to seduce me. I thought she was prim and proper and all that but boy, I was wrong. The way she opens her mouth while she eats makes my manhood twitch and make me so hard in my pants.
The whole lunch break which is exactly an hour was spent by us making out in the couch while she was on top of me. Good thing about her attire today is that I can pull up her skirt up to her waist while she grinds to my throbbing manhood. This girl is just surprisingly sexy!
"God, I want you so bad!" I groaned as I caressed her thighs as she kept on grinding on me.
"I – should – really – go – back – to – work." She said after every kiss.
I made a half groan and a half whine when she pushes back up. I watched her for a minute while she still keeps on grinding on me. I moaned before I pulled her down again for a kiss. I actually never did this with a woman before. Making out for me is boring and no woman can make me made out with her this long. But doing this with her is just so addictive. I actually can do this for hours, just knowing that she's the one I'm making out with. Of course I want to explore more with her but this is fine for now. I can wait forever just to make sure that she's ready for that. Even if it means I have to take care of myself in the shower just to pleasure myself every time, then so be it.
I continue to peppering her with my kisses. I kissed every part of her face, wanting to remember every single detail. The moans she made is like music to my ears. I just want to hear it every day, knowing that I'm the one behind it.
My hands went up from her thighs to her back, making sure that I'm not touching her somewhere that she's not comfortable with. She's a virgin, obviously and it's a little difficult for me because it's my first time dating someone like that. Every movement is calculated and controlled, just to make sure I'm not crossing some lines. See, I could be a gentleman!
I caressed her back, her shoulders and her arms, wanting to make sure that I remember them all. What sound she did every time I did something and what does she want me to do base on her movements. Making out with her is just so intense. So intense that I didn't even hear my office door opening.
"Wow, I can watch you two do that all night." a female voice, a very familiar one, startled us both and made us stop what we're doing. Rachel quickly climbed of off me and sat back on the couch, while I glared daggers to that someone who just intruded our make out session, who is none other than Santana.
"Oh, please don't stop! I'm actually like watching you two. I'm surprisingly turned on right now." she cocked her head to the side as gazes at me and Rachel."
"What are you doing here, Santana?" I growled at her, buttoning my shirt and adjusted my pants to hide my throbbing hard on.
"I texted you, Grey. I didn't wait anymore for a reply since I know you're such a busy man, in every aspect of your life," she smirked, winking at Rachel, who is now ducking her head low, hiding her flushed face.
"I – I should go," Rachel stood quickly and took her purse at the table where she left it.
"Rachel – "
"I'll talk to you later," Rachel cuts me and gives me a kiss before walking out of the room.
"Sorry, Grey." Santana shrugs but I can tell that she's not really sorry.
"This better be important, Santana," I growled at her then stood up from the couch to go back to my table.
"Well, it's a bit important since tomorrow is your birthday." She winks.
"I don't celebrate my birthday," I muttered while getting myself focus at the files that I'm looking at. Well, it's really difficult since I still had a hard on from my situation with Rachel earlier.
"Is that why you're having a party tomorrow night? And not just any birthday party but with all of the richest people that knew you are going to be there, including your mother."
"Well, it's her way of showing to all the people that we're still a happy family while she still avoids me everytime I talk to her." I said mournfully, not even looking up from the table.
"That's why they serve drinks, Grey. At least it was for me." She said, staring at the couch "You should really not let your guest sit where you do your fornicating, Grey. It's really unprofessional." She commented where she earned a glare from me.
"Wait, does Thumbelina knows about your birthday?" she asked. It made me went still for a moment. I forgot about talking to her about it!
"Let me guess, you didn't. Why did I even ask?" she said dryly, talking to herself now.
"I'm going to talk to her about it later."
"Well, you better. I have a good feeling about what her reaction will be if you didn't. And it's going to be bad, Grey."
"Thanks for making me worried, Santana." I said sarcastically.
"I have to go. Sam's waiting for me at his office. Tell Rachel I'll pick her up later for shopping."
"What?" that made me looks up from the table to her retreating figure.
"A girl needs a dress for a party like that and I know Rachel should really need a makeover," she shuddered.
"Santana, that's –"
"Oh, fuck off, Grey. I'm trying to help you here. Don't rain on my parade."
I sighed and thought about it. Santana really has a point. Rachel needs to have a dress for the party if she's going with me and I'm not really good at shopping. Kurt is the one who shops for me. I can't ask Kurt since he doesn't know Rachel yet and I'm just going to heard a lot of scolding from him about me not minding that he's my brother and keeping secrets from him will make us distant to each other. I don't want to experience one of his drama moments like that again. I guess I have no choice then.
"I'll tell Thomas to be there at 5." She grinned at me. "Be good to her Santana, I mean it." I called out to her before she entirely walks out of my office. Maybe I should be a little worried about this. Santana can sometimes be a blabbermouth and Rachel may find out something that I should be telling her myself. I just hope Santana will behave herself.
My phone buzzed all of a sudden. I took it out of my pocket and I read the message. It's from Sam.
We nid to talk. U hav some explaining to do.
This is not going to be good.
Rachel's POV
As I made my way back to my office, with the help of Finn's driver, Thomas, I can't stop myself from blushing. We just had been caught by Santana and I don't think I can ever face her again after that. Just knowing that every time she sees me, she will remember me grinding myself to Finn.
I don't know what has gotten into me but I just can't help myself when I'm around him. He's like my all time favorite dessert that I can eat whenever I want. But of course, I should control myself. I can't let anyone know that a girl like me, have some wild Amazonian-type-Rachel in me. It's really difficult though, knowing that Finn is my boyfriend and he looks edible every time I see him.
When I went back to my desk, ignoring every whispers and leers that Kitty and Sugar sent in my way, I manage to get back to my job that is needed to finish and focus on it, well, maybe not so much. My phone kept buzzing in my bag and I'm itching to get it and see who's sending me a lot of text messages. The buzzing stop for a little while and I sighed in relief. My relief was cut early when Your Love Is My Drug song, Finn's ringtone, echoes throughout the entire floor. I panicked and quickly took out my phone to shut it off.
I look up and saw Marley and Sebastian looking at me, wearing curious faces. I shrugged and smiled apologetically before I turn my phone again and read the messages. All of it was from Finn.
Hey, wat r u doin?
U know its ok for you to txt me even if ur workin
Txt me, baby
Cmon! I miss you :(
I never thought a guy like Finn can be cute and sweet at sending text messages. I could have replied to him quickly if I just wasn't working. I know he said I can do whatever I want because it's his company, but I shouldn't. This is my job and I want to be a role model to others, not the one who will be hated because I'm dating the boss of all the bosses.
I'm working. Txt u later ;)
I sent it to him immediately before I went back to my piles of work. After a few seconds, I felt my phone buzzed again in my bag but I still ignored it. After that, my phone became quiet and I relaxed. I went to focus on my work again when suddenly Mr. Daniels stepped outside his office. talking to someone from his phone and weirdly looking at me.
"No problem, Mr. Hudson. It's for you, Rachel." Mr. Daniels passes his phone to me, amused. No, he didn't!
I accepted his phone and muttered thanks to my boss then waited for him to went back to his office before I put the phone to my ear.
"I can't believe you," I hissed, looking around a bit. I heard him chuckle on the other line and I can't help but rolled my eyes at him.
"Well, if you answered my texts and my call, I wouldn't have called my friend Daniels, right?"
I scoffed. "Your friend who you ask too many favors that sometimes isn't reasonable enough. I told you I was working. I can't just take your call while I'm working, Finn!" I said, managing to keep my voice quieter because I could have yelled at him.
"Fine, I'm sorry, a little bit. I just really need to talk to you." He said, his voice apologetic and serious now.
"What is it? Are you okay?" my anger was replaced by worry in instant. Maybe I should have texted him earlier. I didn't know that something was up with him.
"I'm good it's just, I really do miss you and, I have something to tell you." I could have squealed in happiness when I heard what he said, but I can't because I'm in a public area, where people can freak out anytime if I actually squealed.
"I know. I miss you too actually." I mumbled. I can't believe I'm being shy about this.
"That's good to know," he said, knowing that he's smiling.
"What is it you want to tell me?"
"Well, Santana wanted to take you to shopping later when you got off from work."
"Why?" Is this just a plot so she can grill me with too many questions about me and Finn? I really don't want to talk to her right now after she saw what we're doing earlier. I'm still processing that in my mind.
"Don't freak out or get mad, okay?"
"What did you do?" I asked.
"Nothing, it's just – well, it's actually my birthday tomorrow and – "
"What?!" I yelled at him, making me realized where am I and noticing my coworkers standing up from their chairs and looking at me. Okay, that's just embarrassing. I turned my chair to face my back to them.
"I told you not to freak out." Finn said.
"How can I not freak out about that, Finn? I'm your girlfriend and I don't even know when is your birthday and now you're telling me it's tomorrow? I can't believe you." I growled at him, making sure to keep my voice down this time.
"I didn't even know that you don't know. You could have read it in some magazine before, you know" he said, defending himself.
"I don't read any magazine that talk about your whole life Finn. I'm not a fan of yours before."
"So you're saying that you're a fan of me now?" I heard him chuckle.
"Don't change the topic, Finn. I'm really freaking out right now! I didn't have any gift prepared. Hell, I don't even know what to give to you." I panicked. I don't have any idea what to give a guy like him on his birthday.
"Rach, c'mon. You don't have to get me anything. I just – "
"You're not serious, are you? Finn, I'm your girlfriend. I should have a gift on your birthday."
"Look, it's really okay if you don't give me anything, baby. Just go with Santana later, okay? You're going to need something to wear on the party tomorrow."
"Wait, there's a party?" I gasped. Now there are two things that I'm to get worried about. Great!
"Well, it's not that a big deal. I'm not the center of attention to that so don't worry about it."
"I'm going to be humiliated, big time," I mumbled, actually talking to myself. "They're going to know that you're girlfriend didn't get you something on your birthday and they're going to think that I'm the worst girlfriend and –"
"Rach, stop it. You're not going to be humiliated. They are just some rich people who don't know what to do with their money. You don't have to impress everyone. You're perfect for me."
"But Finn – "
"No buts. Just go with Santana, okay? Thomas will be at the front at 5 and you can go to every mall you want, okay?"
"I – okay, fine." I sighed, still worried.
"I'll see you tomorrow, okay?"
"Yeah."
"I love you, Rachel."
"Bye." And then he hangs up.
I went to my boss' office to return his phone and apologize for the long call. I returned to my desk and stared at the computer for god knows how long. I should give him something, right? It's not right to just go to his party tomorrow without having any gift. I have a lot to think about later. First, I have to deal with Santana.
I found Finn's fancy limo outside after I got off from work. Thomas greeted me formally before opening the door for me. I thanked him before climbing inside. I found the sexy Latina girl inside the car, looking straight at me and wearing a smirk.
"Well hello, Tinkerbell. It's nice to see you again, not busy this time." She said then winked at me. Oh boy, what did I get myself into?
A/N: So? What'd you think?
Next chapter: Finn's birthday is coming up and the party is going to be very eventful. Santana will advice Rachel about dating Finn and not just any advice. Finn and Sam will talk and Rachel will have a gift for Finn and it's going to be his favorite. Can you guess what? stay tuned !
