YOU'RE POV
I looked at everyone's faces to find sorrow but on Rosalie's face I saw hurt, slight happiness and jealously.
"Ok so now onto the other part" I said rolling my eyes not really wanting to tell them about my and Carlisle's mistake.
"So it was about a hundred years after I turned Abby that we ran into three other vampires Samantha, crystal and Nathan. At first we were weary of them but after a while Nathan became my mate" Carlisle said awkwardly I looked at everyone's shocked faces, so I decided to continue. He-he I guess they didn't think that Carlisle had it in him to be gay well not with the way he acts around Esme.
"Shortly after they became mates both of the girls wanted me for my looks and power, they fought daily about who I was going to be with. But I didn't want them, but as time went on I got lonely so I got with crystal, Samantha was furious she left saying she was going to kill crystal and some other things. Both Carlisle and I started to get fed up with them and the way they did things, we were thinking about leaving them but when they tried to get us to feed off of humans well that was it, we left and soon after that we came across Edward" I said and walked over to my rose, I could tell she was hurting right now. Taking her hand I lead her up into our room.
"I'm sorry" I said with my head hanging looking at the floor I was disgusted with myself.
"It's ok, you're with me and you love me just like I love you" she said taking my marble facing into her delicate hands making me look at her.
"Thank you princess" I said kissing her lips.
It is the night of prom and I got roped into going so here I am bored out of my head waiting for Alice and Rosalie to finish getting ready, when I tackled Emmett to the floor starting a wrestling match between us.
"Abby" screeched Alice; I jumped away from Emmett looking innocent while dusting myself off. I looked at Alice to see her in a dark blue dress, looking down at my self I was wearing black jeans, my black converse, grey wrist band, white dress shirt with a blood red tie. My makeup was what I usually wore and my hair was down and straight.
"What?" I asked irritated knowing that she didn't like what I was wearing.
"You can't wear that!"
"Watch me" I said with a smirk making her huff and pout.
"Come on Alice give me my woman!" I shouted at the pixy when I heard a giggle from the top of the stairs, looking up I froze in aw my goddess was standing at the top of the stair her golden hair lightly curled and makeup was natural. Walking down the stairs in her black heels as the bottom of her purple dress swished around her legs. I was finally snapped out of my daze when Emmett slapped me on the back.
"Beautiful" was the only word that escaped my lips, smiling I took her hand in mine leading her over to my car. During the drive to school I just couldn't take my eyes off of her, I wasn't looking forward to walking through the stupid school doors. I was going to beat down anyone who looked at my rose lustfully.
Arriving at the school I sighed opening Rosalie's door, she looked at me concerned but I just shrugged it off. Walking closer to my second hell, I wrapped my arms protectively around her waist, glaring at the horny males eyeing my mate.
"lets dance" my rose gushed as her favourite slow song came on, rolling my eyes I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her closer to me while we swayed to the music.
"Thank you" she whispered into my ear while draping her arms around my neck.
"For what?" I asked placing my lips to her forehead.
"For everything. I love you" I smiled happily and carried on dancing with the love of my dead life in my arms.
The song changed to don't trust me by 3oh3! Rosalie unwound her arms from around my neck and turned around while I slid my hands down to her hips when she startled to grind into me but before I could do anything else I was pulled away by Alice.
"What!" I asked angrily and slightly confused by the look on her face.
"You wouldn't have controlled yourself if it carried on" she said calmly looking away from me. I only nodded my head looking at Rosalie sadly. I want to give her everything, I want her to grow old with her love and have children but I can't give her those things, even if I was human I couldn't give her the thing she wanted the most. I felt Alice rub my back in a comforting way while watching my expression.
"Alice, I can't give her everything she wants" I said torn not taking my eyes off of my rose. She was sitting next to Edward twirling her golden hair around with a slight frown on her face.
"Abby she loves you don't worry, things will turn your way" Alice said trying to sooth me but I knew from the tone of her voice that she was hiding something from me. I just gave her a look before sighing and walking back over to my Rosalie, her eyes light up and a real smile stretched her lips at the sight of me walking over to her, I am so lucky to have her. Standing up she ran into my waiting arms.
"please don't leave me like that again" she muttered into my white shirt upset, I rubbed her back softly while I laid my head on top of hers smelling her sweet and intoxicating scent.
"I'm sorry. But my control isn't the best" I said sadly ashamed of my lack of control.
I could feel everyone's eyes on us but it didn't matter, I just ignored them and started to sway back and forth slowly not caring that the song playing at the moment was fast and upbeat.
"I love you so much" I whispered into her hair laying a light kiss on the top of her head.
"Can we go home?" Rosalie asked tracing invisible patterns onto my tie, I smiled happily when she said home. Nodding my head I removed my arms hearing her whimper slightly I took her hand leading her outside to my car, I didn't bother telling anyone that we were going as Alice would have seen it anyway.
Once at home I looked over to my quiet rose to see her fast asleep leaning against the window, I smiled softly at her opening her door catching her before she hit the floor. I carried her up to our room bridle style and lay her down on the bed that Alice had ordered a while ago. Kissing her cheek I got up to walk out of the room when a warm and fragile hand grabbed my marble arm.
"Abby, can we talk" Rosalie asked softly. I nodded my head confused sitting next to her on the bed while she climbed onto my lap resting her head on my shoulder getting comfortable.
"Abby… have you thought about… well me being a vampire?" I froze letting the haunting words register into my mind, anger boiled inside me, removing Rosalie from my lap I stood up walking over to the window looking at the forest.
"Abby please" no I wasn't having any of it; I wasn't going to take her life.
"No Rosalie, I'll never turn you" I said not showing any emotion just staring out of the window.
"Abby I won't live forever" she shouted making me flinch at the mention of her dying. I was going to be by her side as a lover or friend as she grows older and when she does… then I would follow straight after and hope that I would meet her in heaven.
"I said no. Rosalie I want you to live your life to the fullest, to get married, have children and grow old" I said feeling her arms wrap around my waist from behind.
"I could never give you a child" I said softly turning around, cupping her face in my hands. I looked at her hurt as she stepped away from me looking at the floor.
"Rosalie, I love you so much. I know how much you want one and I just want you to be happy… and I know that you would be happier holding and loving a child of your own then being a vampire with me" I said looking away from her eyes as sadness echoed through my voice and we both knew it was true. It doesn't matter how much she loves me she will always want a child of her own more.
ROSALIE'S POV
I knew everything Abby was saying is true, no matter how much I love her I will always long for a child of my own more. Looking at the floor I walked out of the room I didn't want anyone to see me this weak and what upset me even more then the harsh truth was that no one stopped me from leaving the house. I sighed sadly realising that I didn't have a car so I walked to Charlie's hoping he would take me in.
Tired and sore I walked into the house to heard two sets of laughter, one was Charlie's but the other one sounded like wind chimes, like one of the Cullen's.
Confused I was about to talk into the kitchen where the laughter was loudest when a cold hard arm wrapped around my waist making me slightly jump in fright.
"I'm sorry love" I heard Abby whisper into my ear making me blush lightly and melt further into her arms. We both walked into the kitchen when I felt Abby tense and pulled me behind her, confused I looked around her to see Charlie laughing and smiling at… BELLA!