Diary of Julziasitey
Monday, August 16, 2010
Diary, when I started this it was because I wanted to keep in words what it was like to have Cody as a slave but today I lost him.
The day started off okay. I went to see him. We held hands and I lay on his chest. I stayed about a half hour but I knew that I had to go home and get ready for work.
While I was at work my phone was blowing up with messages. For some reason unbeknownst to me the King had Cody executed. He apologized to me and I immediately accepted it because it was by the King's orders but still my heart completely sank.
I lost the only man I ever thought I loved.
Immediately, I called Ted.
Ted and I grieved on the phone together. He told me when he got back from Hawaii and Japan that he'd come see me. I'm not going to hold him to that but the thought was nice. Besides how would I get him back in here unseen again?
If you need to know Ted was my distraction. He cared about Cody and that was our connection. Once we realized that he was pretty much gone being in the dungeon we consoled each other.
And well now that he is, here I am, alone.
The exact place that he had come to and changed all that for me.
Now it is just me again and I must go on with my life because that is what he would have wanted me to do.
I put our picture in a frame and it's on the nightstand by the bed. I haven't been able to take my eyes off of him.
I hope Cody knows where ever he is that I love him and he will always be in my heart.
(This story came out of everything that has happened in the kingdom of the dust. If you want to know more information about it….You can follow me on twitter PricelessVoices but def. follow WWEGoldust for daily updates in the kingdom of the dust.)