Bella/Rosalie

Rated M

Bella

Watching Rosalie read her magazine, I couldn't help but cursed at my dumbass behaviour a couple of nights ago. I haven't mustered the courage to leave my room quite yet. I didn't want my family to see me like this, Rosalie was different...she seen me at my worse well other than Edward. I wasn't comfortable yet to really open up to them, I still haven't figured out what the hell I was going to do with the Sam situation...hell even the damn Rosalie situation. Just staring at her, she have grown a lot. She looked much older than she was, must be the stress and drugs she use to do. I still can't fathom Rosalie doing drugs, my Rosalie on the brink of killing her self because I wasn't in her life anymore. I want to hate Kim but how could I? I wouldn't even trip if they ended up loving each other.

Even though her heart would forever be mine...arrogant I know but it's the truth

Rosalie and I both know where her heart lies but the real question is where do mine lay? If for a second I did give us a second chance, She lives in Florida and that's a long ass gap between us. Plus I wouldn't trust her or anything that came out of her mouth.

Once a cheater...Always a cheater

With Sam I didn't to worry, just like Rosalie I had her locked and chained...anything I wanted I got, her heart was mine and only mine. Sam was easier to control than Rosalie, might be because Rosalie was older than both me and Sam but I knew I couldn't have gotten away with the shit I did with Sam with Rosalie. They were so much a like but so different, I think that was the reason I took claim to Sam when I first saw her...because she reminded me of Rosalie with her blond hair and smart ass mouth. Then I finally found myself falling and now I'm barely fucking breathing because yet another slipped through my fingers. Rosalie told me I was a diamond among mere crystals, Sam told me I was a Rose that grew through concrete.

But yet there both gone

I know I can still wrap Rosalie in my web if I chose to but she isn't the one I wanted...I fucking want my Samantha back! Is that too much to fucking ask.

"You know if think any harder...you might burst that little brain of yours" She smirked at me, flipping her off I laid down on my stomach and put my hands under my chin.

I wanted to talk

"You know Sam was a shy little thing until I got my hands on her, she was quiet but a fucking screamer I tell you" I saw her knuckles turn white as she balled the end of the magazine up in her death grip. Rolling onto my back, I smiled at the late memory.

"She loved it when I would suck her spot behind her neck...almost like the spot under your chin, her body would stiffen and she would give this sexy ass whimper" Rosalie growled and threw the book on the floor.

"I'm not about to sit here and listen to this" I glared her

"You want to be my fucking wanna be therapist than you will...sit ass back down, I'm actually going somewhere with this" I said breathing through my nose. She looked at me, her eyes bored through mine as she sat back down. I flipped back over on my stomach and spoke.

"Any who...back to my story, Sam wasn't very sexual...I was actually her first everything. Just knowing that she trusted and loved me enough to give her heart and body to me. We were joined at the hips after that, three years together in college in love and ready to take the world by storm together. On our Anniversary she asked me to marry her, and for that second her face changed. Her blond hair was darker, her lips were bigger and this scar appeared out of nowhere on her face. Her face changed into yours, the pain... it brought me to my knees. I sobbed until she drove us back home and stripped us both of our clothes. She sung me to sleep telling me she loved me even if I said no, I told her yes before The pain took over and I passed out" Quickly looking away from her teary eyed pained face, I wiped at my eyes. Staring at the ceiling of my bedroom, I turned my head at her. She was staring at the floor.

"To be blunt fucking honest...I said yes because at that time she was my cure of you, you were pain and she was my salvation against your pain and hurt" Watching her bite her lip trying to keep the whimper from escaping her mouth...Yes! Make her feel the pain you felt for all these years.

"But it didn't matter because you would never just leave me alone in my mind, I was always measuring her up to you and honestly she wouldn't meet but she was close and I was ready to settle down but again...Rosalie fucking Hale! Queen of fucking pain had to come and piss on her territory. I know Alice came to you but why? Why did you think after five years, I would have just ran in your arms and everything would be fine? Why cause more pain than you did already" I looked right in her eyes wanting the answer to that question...

Rosalie

When I said I wanted her to open up...fuck I didn't mean like this, she could've of kept that shit to her self. I won't lie to you I do feel like shit...She really loved that girl and I fucked up her little happily ever after. Would I do it again? You fucking right I will. Bella was mine...I can feel it deep in my fucking bones and I wasn't letting some fucking preppy blond bitch take her from me...even if I cheated, broke her heart and hit her with my car.

She was still mine...atleast she had something right, she was my territory, my property...I own her like the little bitch own me. But fuck! When she told me how when the girl asked Bella to marry her, she saw my face instead of Sam's...That did it as I tried to keep the tears at bay. And now she is looking at me with a look that had my heart clawing at my ribcage.

"I...fuck I don't have any words to even come up with a answer to that question" I told her honestly, She snorted and fell on her back.

"Typical Rosalie...bailing out before she gets too emotional" She said, I glared.

"I'm not scared...I don't know what you want me to say, Do I regret what I did? Hell no, I wasn't gonna lose you forever like that...when you do get married better bet your ass I will be front in center watching you walk to me. Yes it sucks that you think I have ripped your only happiness away but open your fucking eyes! I'm here, I'm not going anywhere"

"You fucked my life up...you won't leave me alone I'm starting to realize that" She mumbles angry, I smirked and nodded.

"Well atleast you got that right...as long as my blood flows through your veins, I'm not going anywhere. You can try and run...even succeed but know that forever I will always be with you. We are connected far beyond this...we are connected by blood. Daddy dearest didn't tell you that huh?" I revealed to her, her eyes went wide with unshed tears as she gasped.

"You gave me blood?" she asked

"Yes...I didn't care if you sucked me dry of all the blood I had...if it meant keeping you alive. Sam wasn't even there when you needed her...so what that say about her"

"She was there when you left me broken in pieces!" she yelled defending her pecious Sam

"Yeah that might be true...but where is she now? That's what I thought. I have suffered through all of your yelling, name calling, and stabs but I sucked that shit up and let it roll off my back because on some level you don't mean it" She scoff and folded her arms.

"Face it baby...You not getting rid of me, so get parpared to fall in love with me all over again...we're two different people than we were in high school. I have seen and did things and you have dealt with so much and I'm tired of not having you in my arms" she was about to speak but I held up my hand "Yes I know...we will never be the same, I love you no matter if we are friends or more...I just want to hug you from time to time. To actually have a nice fun conversation without it turning into a screaming match. So can we try and be civil towards one another...you might not believe me but I have miss my strawberry shortcake" She groaned into her pillow, she always hated that nickname...because of how fucking short she was. I got up from my chair and stuck my hand out to her.

"So what do you say?" she looked at my hand and after a couple of seconds, her soft hand was in mine and we shook on it. I quickly raised it to my mouth and kiss it softly.

"Thank you beautiful" She actually blushed, I was shocked but it was short lived as she yanked her hand away and jumped off the bed towards the door.

"I'm starving...come on my slave, I need food to entertain me because your boring ass hasn't since you been here" She said walking out the door. We made our way downstairs where the family was, they were shocked to see Bella laughing and out of her room. They all looked at me and I smirked following Bella into the kitchen, she was sitting on the counter waiiting as she looked her nails.

"Are you gonna start or do I need to do it myself" I smiled and opened the fridge to see what was in there to feed the grumpy princess. Suddenly my phone vibrated in my pocket, quickly answering it I smiled when Brooke voice came through. Bella saw my attitude perk up at who ever it was on the phone...her expression was confusing to me but I didn't dwell on it.

"Hey baby" I pulled the pickles and meat and cheese out with the mayo, looking up at Bella for her approval...she nodded with a slight glare on her face.

"Hey...not that I'm complaining but why am I now hearing from you?" I asked her, It has been a week since I heard from her or Kim.

"Kim gotten sick and she is a fucking baby when she is sick, sorry if I made you feel a way. I wasn't ignoring you...just with her being sick and work-

""Brooke baby It's okay, how did bumbass get sick...tell Kim she better not be sick when I come back home. I want to see if she really does squirt first hand" We both started to laugh until I heard a plate crashed to the floor, twirling around I saw the back of Bella's back as she flew from the kitchen. Cursing loudly I banged my head on the counter, so much for being friends.

"Rosie you still there?" I dropped the phone and let out a long strings of curses, looking down at my phone and then at the half made sandwhich. I quickly finished the sandwhich and left the phone on the floor...

Looks like Rosalie made her choice...I think

lol...jealous Bella, she can't take the heat when it's thrown at her. What would happen when Rosalie tell her about Brooke and Kim? Would Bella finally crack and go on a friendly date with Rosalie...next time

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