Hey guys! I am so, so, so, so sorry that I haven't updated in forever! School has started and teachers have been relentless when it comes to homework. It's like they enjoy making us sufer! Anyway I've got into a routine now so i can update more! Sorry again and could you please review? XD Here is the new chapter, I hope you enjoy!
'Slipin' on my little black dress,
5 inches I'm bound to impress,
Turn it up I'm a little temptress,
Munroe's got nothin' on me,
Read my curves like poetry,
Tonight we rule the world,
Beware 'cause here comes the girls.'
Sugababes – Girls
Aunt Alice and Aunt Rose strutted around the mall as if they owned the place. They could probably afford it if they wanted to. Mum and I walked more timidly. Alice hadn't made me wear heels which I was grateful for and she let me pick out my own outfit which I found weird. I didn't argue though as it's once in a blue moon that I can wear what I want. I had on my favourite red skinny jeans, my converse and my 'Don't hit kiss,' t-shirt. I was really surprised when I realised that Alice hadn't played Barbie with anyone which was unusual. The people working in the shop looked like they would kiss the ground Aunt Alice and Rose walked on. It was kind of funny to see grown men and women treating the two of them like Queens. Men stared at us as we walked past which made me feel really self conscious. Most of their stares were aimed at Aunt Rose, Alice and mum until they, subtly, flashed their wedding rings which left me to be stared at.
I hid behind my hair which I had left down and had straightened it slightly so that it was wavy and not curly. I hated attention, it just wasn't my thing.
Aunt Alice dragged us into a shop that I would be scared to go into by myself. Of course everyone who worked at the shop stopped what they were doing and I could hear a chorus of 'Good afternoon Miss Cullen,' and 'how are you Miss Cullen?' Alice and Rose smiled at them and started looking through clothe racks. It was so embarrassing!
People just stared at us before the manager came and made them all get back to their work. The manager was slim to the extreme, tall, she had long black hair and a fake smile plastered on her face. Her smile was a be-nice-to-these-people-they-give-tips kind of smile. It annoyed me so much when people did that and when she opened her mouth I liked her even less.
'Alice and Rosalie, darlings,' they air kissed. 'It is so lovely to see you.' She had a look on her face that plainly said I-need-to-smile-even-though-I-don't-like-them. 'It has been to long!' She exclaimed in a sickly sweet voice.
I rolled my eyes. The manager, Kayla, ignored me. Rude much!
'Do you know what you're looking for?' She asked, pretending to be helpful. My Aunts nodded and smiled. 'All right then. I'll leave it to you.' She walked away, finally.
Alice and Rose began flicking through the racks again and talking animatedly about what they were looking for. Mum and I began to walk slowly away from them. They were so engrossed in their shopping that they didn't notice us leave.
We left the shop and headed towards the food court. Even though mum doesn't eat and most human food repulses me, we could still sit down and talk. Some pig whistled at us as we walked past. Mum rolled her eyes at me, she was used to it.
We sat down – across from one other – at one of the tables.
I watched the shoppers walk by and saw a little girl run ahead of her mum then stop and wait for her to catch up. The girl let out a high pitch squeal when her mum caught her and tickled her. I smiled and sighed.
'What's wrong sweetie?' I pointed my head at the mum and her daughter. 'I don't get it.'
'It's just that, I don't know if I can ever have that. Mum, I want kids. A girl and a boy that I can watch grow up and look after and love because they are my children.' I hadn't really told anyone that I wanted children; I didn't want to freak Jake out. 'Mum, I want to be normal sometimes I just wish that you and dad weren't who you are. I love you but because of who we are I can't have that life.' I gestured to the small family again.
It felt good to get all this off of my chest and I didn't want to stop.
'I want to watch my kids go to school for the first time, be with them when they lose their first tooth, their first school dance, their first date, first kiss, graduation, collage. I want to grow old and watch everything repeat with my Grandchildren and I don't think that I can have that life.' My mum looked at me and smiled which confused me.
'Ness, I have had those exact thoughts. I want to see my Grandkids and my Great Grandkids so I asked Carlisle if it was possible for you and Jake to have children and he said yes. He said that since you are half human as is Jake that it is possible. It might be hard but you can have children.' She smiled and took my hand.
I smiled back at her. I was so glad that I could talk to her and that she wasn't one of those mothers whose daughters couldn't talk to.
'Thanks, we'd better go find Alice and Rose they are probably looking for us.' We stood up and headed back into the posh shop.
Both Alice and Rose were paying for their clothes and they had about ten bags, each. How someone could buy that much in one shop was beyond me. Though it was Alice and Rose.
'We're done.' Alice danced up to us with a huge smile on her face. 'We bought things for the two of you as well. I bought you a pair shoes, a dress, accessories and make up.' She said to me.
'I bought the same for you Bella.' Aunt Rose said to mum; the two of them had gotten close when mum became pregnant with me.
'Thanks.' We said together and smiled.
'We have everything we need and the guys want us back anyway. They wouldn't tell me why though.' Alice shrugged her shoulders.
Mum linked arms with me and Alice while Rose took my other arm and we walked out of the mall feeling elated. Rose and Alice because of their shopping, Mum because she would see Dad again and me, well I had gotten all my worries off of my chest and I had gotten great answers to everything that I needed to know. Things were going great.
We climbed into Alice's car and 'Girls' blared out the radio. Everything was great.
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