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C/N: Welcome to chapter 10.

A/N: Wow! let me just say the reaction I got to the last chapter was across the board! So here I am in the middle of packing for our vacation updating for you guys hoping it makes those who were disappointed in the last chapters ending happier this time... Major thanks to my lovely beta MizMandy! Follow me on twitter punkfox825

I woke up the next morning still giggling. I was gonna have to get my act together if I was even going to make it out of bed. I looked over at my alarm clock.

8:32am

I stared up at my ceiling and thought it out. Ok it takes 30 minutes to get to their house from here. Which means I have five hours till I need to leave. That's easy I can keep myself occupied for that long.

I looked around my bedroom and figured I had some cleaning and laundry to do before I left that should help.

Ok lets start.

I swung my legs off the bed shivering as my bare feet hit the cold wood floors in my bedroom. I scurried to the bathroom to empty my bladder. I washed my hands and then face before throwing my hair up into a messy bun. I took a moment too look at myself in the mirror. I turned my head side to side as I checked myself out from head to toe. I had a light glow of happiness surrounding me. It was amazing that this man could have this sort of effect on me the morning after just kissing me. God only knows what would happen if we actually slept together.

You will probably spontaneously combust at the nearest sign of an 'O'.

I shook my head at my reflection as I giggled to myself. Edward's talking about going slow and here I am already thinking about that 'O' coming. I glanced at the clock next to my bed as I left the bathroom headed into my bedroom.

8:45am

I collected all the dirty clothes in the hamper next to my closet and headed to the laundry room. I started a load and headed to the kitchen. I loaded the dishwasher and cleaned off all my counters. I glanced at the clock on the microwave.

9:13am

Doing ok there. I swept all the hard wood floors and vacuumed the carpets. I sorted through the stack of mail on the dining table, took out the half full trash can before looking at the clock again.

9:35am

Are you fucking serious? I began to wonder if I would be able to do this.

By the time I had dusted every surface in the condo, wiped floorboards and window sills, started another load of laundry, scrubbed my bathroom from top to bottom, and changed the sheets on my bed out I was damn near exhausted.

11:55am

Oh thank god.

I jumped in my now sparkling clean shower and cleaned my self up. Once I emerged from the steam filled bathroom I peaked out the window of my bedroom and noticed the slight overcast and breeze. I decided on a simple shirt and jeans for this "play date" I was venturing on.

By the time I was dressed with my hair dried I looked at the clock again.

1:22pm

Crap!

I scurried around throwing on my chucks and grabbing everything I would need before rushing out the door. I realized as I got in my car I was rushing so much I didn't even give myself time to think. I had forgotten all about my nerves thank god.

As I pulled up to the house I had been to so many times before the nerves returned. So much had changed in such a short amount of time. I was trying to wrap my head around it all as I got out of the car.

Do I just walk in like normal? Or should I ring the door bell now? How do I greet Edward? Would it be too forward to kiss him? Hughim? Shake his hand?

Shake his hand Swan? Really?

My inner monologue was threatening to revolt and run away.

I took a deep breath and tucked my hair behind my ears as I began the walk up to the front door. Most of my questions were answered as I hit the bottom of the stairs and was swept up in a whirlwind of man. Edward swung me slightly around as I gasped and then giggled. He sat me on my feet and his hands slipped to cup my face. I was able to breath him in shortly before he tugged me closer and his lips were crushed to mine.

His hands swept up into the back of my hair as he tilted to the side and deepened the kiss for a split second. Before I could even comprehend what was going on he was pulling back with one last chaste whisper of a kiss to my lips. He pulled back to the point I could see his eyes. His right hand raised up to my temple and he brushed the back of his fingers down to my chin.

"I've been thinking of doing that since last night." He murmured.

I couldn't help the grin that raised up on one side of my face. "Hi."

He chuckled under his breath "Hi beautiful."

A throat clearing behind us broke us from our little bubble. I tilted to the side and peaked over Edward's shoulder. I was greeted with the sight of Esme on the porch above us. Her hands were on her hips and a small tight lipped smile was gracing her face. She had her lips pressed so tightly together it looked like she was about to burst. I noticed her eyes were all glassed over. Edward sighed so loudly his breath washed over me in a huge wave. My knees threatened to give out from the simple dizzying result.

"Yes mother..." I could hear the slight humor in Edward's voice as he responded to his mother without even turning around.

The grin split open on Esme's face. Her hands fluttered in front of her like she was trying to hold in tears. "Oh don't mind me. I just came to see what the hold up was, you have a very jumpy toddler in the house. But I'll just take her down to the basement and keep her busy. You two...just...yeah." With that she turned around and we could hear her yell "Carlisle!" as the door slammed shut.

My forehead hit Edward's shoulder as we both fell into a fit of laughter.

"Don't mind her...she's...well...you know" Edward seemed to be at a loss for words.

I smiled at the thought as I slipped my arms around Edward's neck and his arms came to rest on my lower back. I knew exactly how Esme was . She could be the most fiercely protective mama bear on earth, but at the end of the day she was a hopeless romantic who just wanted all her kids, biological and surrogate, to be happy at the end of the day. So I nodded in the affirmative.

"Yeah, believe me I know." Apparently I must have said something wrong cause Edwards face changed.

"Hey." He bit gently into his lower lip like he was searching for his words. "Don't let anything come between this kay? I mean I want us to get to know one another and I know how my family can...meddle..."

I had to smile as that nervousness I rarely saw come out in him was rearing its head.

"What?" He looked at me confused.

"Me and you. That's all that matters in this. Well Nessa too, but that's separate. If we're going to try this and figure it out, I wont let anything separate affect it if you won't." I promised him.

A sly crooked grin reflected at me before he kissed the tip of my nose. "Thank you Bella. You don't know how much that means to me." He whispered.

"Ok if we're through here we should probably move on inside before a certain little girl gets upset." I teased him.

I wasn't really trying to cut down his fear he seemed to be expressing. I, myself, needed to have a moment to wrap my head around all that had transpired. Ten minutes ago I was freaking out how to greet the man before me and now here I was wrapped up in his arms discussing the ins and outs of people meddling in our...our what? Our relationship?

My head slightly spun by itself at the complexity of it all. I decided to re-take my oath to "let whatever may come, come".

Maybe some carefree time with a two year old is what you need little birdie...

Miss Inner Monologue was beginning to question my sanity. I couldn't blame her.

Edward's arm trailed down mine as he let go of his grasp on me, until he took my hand and intertwined my fingers within his. He brought the mixture up to his mouth and laid a kiss on it. I grinned back at him at the sweet subtly in the gesture. This man was definitely going to be my own personal heaven and hell. I tugged him up the stairs. "Come on dazzler lets go."

The Cullen's had apparently transformed half of their playroom basement into a separate "Nessa space". It had everything a little girl could ever dream of. I had to look around in wonderment for a while. I mean seriously she was two. Of course then I realized this was the Cullen's we were speaking of here and they never did anything small. Jasper was the only one who did anything low key. As I looked around and took in the corner with the full length mirror piled high with dress up clothes, the mini plastic play kitchen, the piles of books and blocks, and of course the corner dedicated to all things Barbie I found myself jealous of this precious little girl. I realized right then what Edward was saying about bringing her to live around people who loved her.

I stood back and watched for a moment as she placed a big pink floppy hat on her grandma's head and giggled. She herself was decked out in a purple matching hat and feather boa, big huge movie star glasses and white gloves that were so big on her they must have been her grandmothers.

How could anyone abandon this little girl?

I had no experience with kids and yet even I couldn't help wanting to be near this angel. I thanked my lucky stars once again that the things that had happened like they did. They brought these two human beings into my life, both to love I realized. I hoped that even if Edward and I fell through I would always be able to have this girl in my life. Something about her just lit up the room. I looked over at Edward who was still holding my hand and saw him laugh at the silliness in front of us. He seemed to have a whole other smile dedicated just to his daughter. Of course watching him be so free suddenly, like he didn't have a care in the world other then the 3 foot person in front of him seriously made me want to jump his bones even more.

Sadly I was blocked from my thoughts as said person took notice of us.

"Daddy! Bwella! Granmie funny! Play! Play!" Edward kneeled down as she ran to him and promptly placed a green hat with a huge flower on his head.

I chuckled at him which promptly was responded to with a side eye from my green eyed devil.

"Baby, I think Bella needs a hat too" He conspired with his daughter.

To show him I wasn't scared of what the little girl could do I plopped down right next to Esme. "Can I have a hat too and some cool glasses like you Nessa?" Nessa ran over to the box of magic in the corner of the room and returned with a hat and glasses for me.

"Bwella pretty daddy." She commented once I had them on.

"Yeah baby girl she is." We shared a shy smile with one another.

We continued playing with all the clothes for a bit. Becoming human rag dolls as we let Nessa do what ever her heart desired. With all the hustle and bustle of our day to day lives I realized it was nice to just sit and be carefree. Someone once told me "Your not truly living till you look at the world through the eyes of a child." I now saw how true that was. This little human wasn't thinking about bills that needed to be paid, cleaning that needed to be done or work that needed to be attended to. This little human was all giggles and her world revolved around the family that surrounded her.

It was really a sight to see and I couldn't help feeling my connection to this child grow. No matter what developed between me and her daddy I hoped I could be around to see her grow up and develop into an adult. It was crazy but I didn't want to miss a quirky moment of her life. I didn't know where it came from but I was going to hold on to it with everything I had.

Esme disappeared after a bit and it seemed like moments later was calling Nessa to clean up for dinner. Edward kissed her on her head and shooed her to the stairs before making his way across the room to where I sat on a bean bag chair. He maneuvered his way between my knees until his body was touching mine from hip to shoulders. He brushed his nose up my neck, along my jaw till he reached my ear.

"Hi," he whispered against my temple before leaving a kiss.

I couldn't help smiling as I dug my hands into the nape of his neck and pulled him closer to me. "Hi".

His lips met mine for a second. "You did really well ." His breath washed over me in the best way as he talked. I bit my lip slightly and scrunched my nose. "What do you mean?" He chuckled under his breath. "I know you were nervous, I'm just telling you that you did really well with her."

His simple words relaxed any nerves I subconsciously may have had. "Well she's easy. She takes after her daddy. Can't help but wanna play with her." I grinned at his mischievously.

I could tell he took the hint as his eye brows cocked up at me. "You wanna play with me too?"

I just continued to smile at his childlike face as he nuzzled into me.

"Cause I could arrange for a little play time-"

"DINNEEERRRRR" Esme's voice rang out. She was obviously trying to give us forewarning in case something unsafe for child eyes was occurring down here. Edward huffed a laugh as his head fell to my shoulder.

"But first we have to make it through dinner" He mumbled in my neck. Of course his lips moving combined with his breath had goosebumps breaking out all over my skin.

He climbed off of me before holding his hand out to help me out of the chair. He brought me in flush to his body, cupping my face in his hands. Silently he crushed his lips to mine, turning his head slightly, almost begging my mouth to open to his. I of course obliged quite willingly. After a few far too short moments of our tongues tangling he left a chaste kiss to my mouth before parting.

"Till later." He promised in a whisper. Before I could even react his hand was gripping mine, leading me to the stairs out of the basement.

We made it through dinner without any incident. I wasn't sure what I expected to happen. I apparently was preparing myself for the Spanish inquisition when I should have realized Esme and Carlisle wouldn't do that to me over the dinner table. I had known this family for years so it wasn't like they could start in the "what do you do for a living?" line of questioning.

Edward and Carlisle got Nessa set up with a movie and popcorn back down in the basement while Esme and I cleaned up dinner. Everytime I glanced in Esme's direction she was either staring at me or seemed to be lost in her own thoughts. I could only guess what she was thinking about. She probably was planning our wedding and where we were going to live our white picket fence dream life out at for all I knew.

Luckily Edward walked in saving me from picking our china patterns or the colors of our future kitchen.

"Hey you ladies about finished up in here?"

"Yup all done. You two have plans?" Esme tried and failed miserably at being nonchalant.

I looked at Edward questioningly wondering if maybe he did have something planned.

"No I was just gonna take her up to my room and show her around. You've never seen my room have you Bella?" Edward directed to me pointedly.

Oh god we are back in high school.

I forced myself to not cover my face in embarrassment and answer Edward's question.

"No, in all the years I've come here your right I haven't seen your room Edward."

Esme ushered me from the room as Edward took my hand and silently led me up the stairs to the one door in the house I had never entered before. He pushed the door open and pulled me into the room before shutting it behind him. I glanced around the room and noticed it wasn't the typical "moved away from home and my parents kept my room exactly the same" type of room. At some point in time Esme must have gotten her hands on it and redone it to a tasteful man style.

"Wow this is reall-"

CLICK

The sound of the lock on the door seemed to echo through the room cutting off the words coming out of my mouth. It was either that or the other mouth that attached itself to it 3.2 seconds after the door was locked. Edward pressed himself to me till I felt I could feel him from my shoulders to my toes. His mouth pulled on mine in the most desperately passionate of ways. As he parted from me my eyes refused to open as I fought to catch my breath that he seemed to have stolen from me.

"I have been dying to do that all night." He whispered as his nose touched mine.

"Hi," Yeah I'm not a genius,it's the only word I could seem to form. It must have been funny to Edward as he chuckled and began apologizing to me.

"I'm so sorry for all this. I just...I have this insane need to ...just touch you...I don't know what it is. I just cant seem to be close enough to you. Sitting through dinner I just-"

I gripped his face in between my hands and cut off his nervous rambling.

"Edward." His eyes focused back on me, bouncing back and forth between my eyes and my lips. "All you had to do was ask. I'm all for touching. You wont hear me complain."

I could see through his eyes as his mind seemed to absorb what I was telling him. I saw as it registered when the crooked grin broke across his face. He thankfully responded by bringing his lips back to mine. I was immediately lost in all things Eduardo. I was brought back to our conversation about never being truly kissed in my life. Now here I was kissing this man in his childhood bedroom and every time we did it seemed to be better then the last.

This man knew how to kiss.

I had all the cliché things occurring in my body, weak knees, butterflys in the belly, fluttering eyelids. Then suddenly his hands were moving from my upper back down...down...down...and all I could thinkwas Edward's grabbing my ass.

I held in the giggle that threatened to erupt making sure I didn't ruin this moment. As his hands cupped my ass and brought me closer to him I failed to keep the moan in my mouth though. It only seemed to spurn him on more. His mouth left mine and his lips trailed over my jaw to behind my ear, down my neck. He brought his hand around to tug the collar of my shirt down until his lips could suck on my collar bone.

I was nearly panting at the feeling as my hands tangled into his hair tugging him harder to me. He took the cue like a good man does and kept at it. I felt as his tongue lashed out and dipped itself down into my cleavage and my knees really did go weak that time. Luckily Edward wasn't as far gone as me apparently and caught me before I hit the ground.

"Whoa there. Let's bring you over here. Put your arms around my neck beautiful." He chuckled before latching himself back to my neck while leading me to the bed at the same time. I thought he would lay me down but instead he cupped his hands behind my knees and lifted me to wrap my legs around his waist. He turned himself around and sat on the bed with me straddling his lap.

He grinned up at me." There that's better." I bit my lip realizing the position we were in and how close my tingling bits were to his hard bits. I was sure he could feel them since I could feel him twitching against me. I tightened my arms slightly around his neck afraid he would inevitably toss me off and run out the door.

What can I say? My head was still spinning from that kiss. I wasn't thinking quite clearly. Blame me?

Inner monologue was cocking an eyebrow wondering what the hell she was gonna do with me.

Suddenly the air in the room changed. It went from a lustful fast pace to full of uncertainty. I knew Edward was afraid of doing something wrong and taking this too fast. I really couldn't blame the man after his recent histories. It would have been so simple to just leave him with a kiss and call it a night if he wasn't so damn good at the kissing part of it all.

He swallowed thickly," Is this...is this ok? I mean I know I said I wanted to take this slow but like I said I have this insane need to just...have you...I don't know...close to me...just...have you...here."

I knew he was really scared of scaring me off or something in that brain of his but it was sort of nice to have the slight upper hand in a situation like this. It seemed like it had been so long since I had.

"Edward, I'm going to tell you this once. So listen and listen good. I am more then ok with this. If I wasn't I certainly would not be here straddling your monster cock. But I know this is scary for you so your going to have to be the one to stop us. " I moved my lips to right outside his ear and tried to whisper in my most sexiest voice. "Cause let me tell you now its not gonna be me."

He acknowledged my words with a little nod so I decided to get us back to where we were before he rudely interrupted it. I kissed him softly before blowing a breath out along his jaw until I reached his ear where I took his lobe into my mouth and sucked lightly. I felt a full body shiver rush through his body. His head fell slack on his neck as he let out a growl from deep in his chest that vibrated against my own.

I loosened my arms around his neck as I trailed kisses down his neck. I leaned back away from him so I could slowly undo each of the buttons on his shirt. He looked in my eyes as the last one fell open.

"You trust me?" I whispered as he nodded. "Then let me loosen you up and make you feel good." With that I pushed his shirt off his shoulders revealing every inch of the ink that was hidden away.

I let out my own moan as my hands brushed over all the ink I could reach. Before I could get too lost in it I shimmied my body off of his lap and got on my knees between his legs. Edward watched me intently but didn't say a word. I swiftly unbuckled his belt and tugged his jeans open. I tapped his hips instructing him to raise up so I could tug his pants down. It was then I realized something about Edward.

Dear god Edward goes commando. THUD!

Inner monologue passed out and seemed to be down for the count. I swallowed my own thoughts as I took in the glorious sight before me. Edward was bare...naked...and hard as a rock before me. His cock seemed to be waving at me as I stared at it. I felt the need to reach out and ...pet it. Instead I brought myself back to my duty that was quite literally...at hand. I wrapped my hand around his base gripping him firmly as I pointed my tongue out to swipe once at the head. Edward hissed as I made contact.

I let out a little giggle knowing I was the one doing that to him. I could hear his breathing pick up as I flipped my tongue around the head in a circle. I looked him square in his eyes as I took him in my mouth in one large swoop. I was only able to make it half way before I felt the head tickle the back of my throat. It didn't help as I tucked my teeth and closed my mouth around his girth that his hips jerked pushing him slightly further. Luckily I was able to breath out my nose and control my gag reflex so I could continue.

I sucked up his length using my hand to fill in the spaces I couldn't reach. As I went back down Edward's hands suddenly came to rest on the back of my head. I hummed around him to let him know that was ok. I liked a guy to help out setting the pace. I felt his hands tensing like he was trying to hold back from gripping the shit out of my hair.

"Oh...fuck...Bella...I'm not gonna last...fuck..."He said in that half yelling whisper that really said "I'm trying to stay quiet but damn your killing me and I wanna yell at the top of my lungs". I was pretty proud of myself as I felt Edward's thighs tightening under one of my hands and they began slightly thrusting up at the pace we had set. The moans and curses under his breath were enough to send me into my own sweet cliff fall all by themselves.

I moved my hand down to his balls to begin cupping him slightly and apparently that was all he needed. His hands stilled on my head.

"Fuck...Bell gonna come...don't want...move..." He spluttered out. I tightened everything that was touching him to show I wasn't moving anywhere.

I didn't exactly like the taste that came from a guy spilling down your throat but I'll be damned if I didn't always see a blow job through to the end. Something about that end result was just the icing on the cake to me.

Suddenly his hands cupped my head at my ears holding me in place as his hips thrust once more and he was spilling out.

Jesus H that man has a lot in him.

Inner monologue was now awake, blowing on her fingers and rubbing them on her little shirt congratulating us on a job well done. With one last lick from bottom to top for clean up I released his semi and sat back on my haunches wiping the corners of my mouth.

I smiled at the man sprawled out across the bed before me. He looked completely spent. Me and inner monologue gave ourselves mental pats on the back.

Edward's hand raised up and he motioned for me to come closer without raising his head. I climbed up on the bed and laid my body next to his. He looked at me with half closed eyes and a big smile. His hands brought my face closer to his. He laid a languid kiss to my lips that still made my toes curl.

"That was...was...just...thank you. Now its my turn, as soon as I get the feeling back in my legs." I giggled at him as he began to twist his body to lay himself across mine. I laid back to enjoy the moment as his lips and tongue made a hot trail down to my neck going for the zone spilling out of the top of my top. His hands trailed down to the bottom and began a slow torturous trail of skin to skin contact, raising it up. I was wiggling underneath his body desperate for friction only he could provide. The tips of his fingers were brushing the underside of...

KNOCK KNOCK

"Edward?"

We immediately stilled.

"Oh you have GOT to be kidding me." Edward growled into my skin as he nibbled on my collarbone.

Cock blocked by your mom. We really are in high school again.

"Yeah?" He said louder.

"Sorry to bother you but, Nessa's ready for bed and wants you to ready her a story."

A small string of expletives was breathed out against my neck that made me giggle. As much fun as this was I knew I wouldn't be the one to come between Edward and his daughter. That was one of the main things I adored about the man; his wanting to give her anything, even something as small as reading her a story before bed meant the world to both of them.

I cupped his face in between my hands to raise it to look at me. I gave him a smile so he knew it was alright. "I should go anyways. Its fine."

His eyes just stared like he was trying to work out a way in his head for us to have both. "I'll be right there mom." He yelled out loud enough for Esme to hear but continued staring at me.

I stroked the side of his cheek with the back of my hand as he looked at me, wishing I could read his mind. We both sort of grinned at each other until I motioned for him to get up. "Come on big boy. You don't wanna keep princess Nessa waiting. You can walk me out."

We each straighten, buttoned and smoothed our clothes out before he took my hand and led me down the stairs and out the door. Luckily we didn't run into anyone along the way.

I leaned against my car door when we got to it and brought him hip to hip with me. His hand brushed my hair behind my ears.

"Thank you for an...interesting night." I tried to hold back the smile at the wonderment that this day had brought.

He didn't hold back as well. "Is interesting a good word?" He seemed so unsure of himself again. I immediately kissed him to show it was alright.

"Yes interesting is very good." I reassured him.

"Well then in that case, thank you for the most interesting day I've had in a very long time." He punctuated with a kiss on my nose.

"When do I get to see you again?" I knew I wouldn't be able to leave without some sort of confirmation of our next time together.

"I've got some work to do but I should be able to come to the shop sometime this week."

"Good."

He kissed me again a little deeper this time and it took all my will power to pull back knowing Nessa was waiting on him.

"Text me when you get home?"

"Of course."

He kissed me softly a few more times like he was as unwilling to part as I was.

"Good night Bella."

"Good night."

I got in the car and waved to him as I pulled down the driveway. I'm not even sure how I made it home that night I was in such a daze. As I laid my head on my pillow I thought about everything that had happened lately. Just a few weeks ago my life had been a mess. It was now a mess in all of the best ways. I seemed to be getting a second chance now. As I floated off to dreams of Edward I understood what he meant by not messing this up. I wasn't sure what the future held for either of us or us as a couple but I was gonna do everything in my power to see this chance through.

C/N:Better now? Maybe? Or do u still hate me?

A/N: Let me know what u think! I love to get the opinions good or bad. Just a reminder I will NOT be updating probably for two weeks as I will be on vacation until the new year and then recovering. SO for those who celebrate it Merry Christmas! See u in the new year! Punkfox825