Hiya everyone. I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry that it took so long for me to update. I feel really bad about it. I actually had most of this stuff written down in my notebook but it didn't sound right so I had to rewrite it. I'm sorry the chapters so short. I'm still pretty sick so I haven't been able to write as much as I like. But hey at least it leaves me with a good place to start the next chapter. Sweatdrop. Well I did do some humor in this chapter so I hope you enjoy it.
Also I wanted to thank you all for being patient, and well...impatient too I guess cause your death threats sure as hell got me writing again. I really need to update quicker. Now that I am once again unemployed I should have more time to update. Ah the wonderful things of being broke and single. Nyahahahahaha. Okay so here's your chapter you threatened to maim me for.
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Kane-chan: Yeah I thought that scene was kinda cute too. Wish a guy would do that for me though the idea of me running out in front of a moving vehicle is highly unlikely.
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Disclaimer- DAMN IT YUSUKE IS NOT DEAD AND I DO NOT OWN YU YU HAKUSHO.
Yusuke's P.O.V.
Kurama continued to hold me as we just stood there. It felt kinda nice you know, that even though he couldn't see me, he still knew I was there...wait one damn minute, how the hell did he know I was here?
"K-Kurama?" I whispered, and as I looked up at him I almost started crying. Kurama was completely covered in bandages, even his forehead. Slowly I lifted up my hand and touched his forehead.
"It does not hurt too much Yusuke, don't worry about it." Kurama said while softly stroking my back. How was it that Kurama could always tell what I was feeling, even when he couldn't see me? I sighed before hiding my face back in the crook of his neck.
"I suppose your wondering what happened, why you're a ghost, and of course what happened at my house right." Kurama said, still massaging my back. Since he couldn't hear me, I just nodded, though I wondered if he really felt me either, heh no use worrying about that I guess.
Kurama made what sounded like a sigh before he began speaking again.
"Well you see, after you left I ran after you and let Kuronue take over the fighting for me. Soon though Kiryu caught up with me in his car so I began to run faster, trying to catch up with you, so when you crossed that road Kiryu tried to run you over so I...I got in front of you and you were unconscious after that. The stress from the ordeal had sent you into a coma and I suppose you somehow removed your spirit from your body for awhile. That happens sometimes." Kurama explained while softly petting my hair.
My eyes must be twice their size by now. HE WAS HIT BY A FUCKING CAR! HELL I WAS HIT BY A CAR! I thought in shock. Then thought of something else. He did it... he jumped in front of a car... for me. I smiled slightly at the thought. He jumped in front of a car... just for me. So he really does care! My smile grew at the thought but then I blinked in realization.
If he was hit by a car... THEN HOW THE FUCK IS HE STILL STANDING! I decided just not to ask about that, not that he could hear me anyways even if I did ask. I sighed again.
"Are you still mad at me?" I heard Kurama mutter, who was now obviously holding me tighter.
I blinked for what seemed like the millionth time in the last ten minutes. Then again thats not entirely impossible... never mind.
Wait... why would I be mad at him. Oh he means when I ran away. I smiled and shook my head against his chest so he knew I was not mad at him. I could see Kurama smile at that. Man it really is a pain in the ass to not be able to talk to him, especially at a moment like this. I kinda feel sorry for the mute now since well... I really am one now, well for the time being anyways.
Then again I'm not really mute...Its just that no one can hear me. God this sucks, but hey, here I am stuck in a mushy sappy love moment with Kurama, what more could a horny teenage delinquent ask for when he's got a hot sexy art teacher wrapped around his finger, or rather body at the moment. I smirked. Yes I am evil. VERY evil. Well anyways, lets get out of my little happy go lucky fantasy world and back to reality.
I kinda wanted to tell him sorry right now. I mean, he risked his life for me, even when I thought he didn't even want me anymore, well at least now I know his love means no bounds. I rolled my eyes in exasperation. But do I really have to be in a coma to find all this out.
Also I kinda wanted to know how exactly he knew where I was, I mean, I can hardly feel myself so how the hell could he feel me? Maybe he really is as smart as he looks.
"Yusuke, do you know that we can actually communicate, even though you're a ghost right now." Kurama asked. I shook my head no. Bastard, why didn't he tell me sooner, that little asshole is so dead, god not telling me something so important. I bet he made me think we couldn't speak to each other just so that he could have a little peace of quiet. Man will there be hell to pay when I KNOW he can hear me.
"Well anyways, when a person is sleeping or unconscious, then their spirit is closer to spirit world. This is a way for other spirits can communicate with people, through their dreams." Kurama said slowly to me. I blinked. Seriously, people can do that? Wow...damn it how does he know so much?
"When I fall asleep Yusuke, enter my body and we communicate until my body decides its appropriate for me to wake up. There is something we really need to um...talk about. Plus I...I want to see you and hear your voice. I am sorry it has to be like this." Kurama said, his voice light, like a whisper and yet to me he could be screaming and I could still understand what he was saying.
I just nodded. Kurama, he must really be depressed about this. I can't even really imagine what he's going through. He has to talk to someone he can't see or hear or even possibly can't even feel. The fact that he has to see me like this, well sorta anyways, it really made me feel terrible about myself. He was always getting in trouble for me. Always trying his hardest to be there for me and when he needed me the most, I ran away and almost got both him and myself killed.
I guess I really can be stupid at times. It only took an hour or so for Kurama to fall asleep, his body place right next to mine, ready and willing to have me enter it, NOT THAT WAY, and be able to actually see and hear me again. I sighed. Life really is a complicated mess. I took in a deep breath and I floated over so I was right next to Kurama's body.
He really was perfect. Like a sleeping angel. I could feel a sad smile twitch onto my face. At least I know no matter what happens, no matter where I am, he can still look drop dead gorgeous even when he's sleeping. Slowly I bent over pressed a kiss on his lips.
I blinked in surprise when my body began getting sucked into his. Talk about making an entrance. So this is what Kurama meant when he said that humans can make contact with spirits. Soon enough I was standing in what looked like a bottomless black pit.
I looked around. Yup really love what Kurama did with the place. Everywhere I looked there was just a vast sea of blackness. I could feel my eyebrow twitch. Man Kurama must seriously be a cold hearted bastard to get his soul THIS dark.
"So anyone here." I called. It felt strange hearing my voice again. It seemed like forever since I last spoke. I looked around. Nope, no mysterious light came on nor did anyone answer my question. Really, come the hell on, Kurama was the one who told me to enter his soul, if I find out he was lying and pulling a joke on me I swear I'll...
But I never got to finish that thought. Want to know why. Funny thing was, a hand came out from behind me and somehow, SOMEHOW FUCKING GRABBED MY DICK.
"WHAT THE FUCK!" I screamed. I felt an arm wrap around me pull me towards someone's chest and keep me still as that damned hand began lightly stroking me, making me let out soft whimpering sounds.
"K-Kurama?" I whispered, sighing when the hand began to rub a bit harder.
"Close, but no cigar Yusuke." I heard a deep voice rumble behind me. My eyes must have widened three times their normal size. That voice...though it sounded slightly like Kurama's, it was quite noticeably different.
I gulped and slowly turned my head to the side. I still couldn't see him all the way because the bastard began nuzzling my neck. What I did notice was suddenly silver strands of hair were cascading down my shoulder. Silver hair. It looks...so familiar.
I blinked as I stared at it. It really was gorgeous, and by the looks of it, was pretty damn long.
"Um...Do you mind...err...telling me who you are." I asked. The only answer I really got was my a hand sliding into my pants and lightly rubbing the base of my cock. I let out a moan and felt my knees buckle under me.
"W-wait, stop, Kurama, yes I love Kurama, stop I-I DON'T KNOW YOU!" I yelled, squirming a little to get the all too inviting hand out of my pants. God what would Kurama say if saw this. Speaking of Kurama, what was some horny bastard doing in his soul? Shouldn't the only horny bastard here be me, not that I would complain if Kurama was horny...actually I wouldn't complain at all, but thats not the point right now.
"My name is Youko Kurama." I finally heard the voice say. I blinked. He had the same name as Kurama, well almost anyways. Okay, does that mean that everyone by the name of Kurama is here or is it just this nutcase.
"Well um...nice to meet you Youko...so uh...nice weather were having huh." I said, feeling like a complete idiot. I could feel the jackass smirk against my neck. Really, what the hell is wrong with me, just letting this guy snuggle all over me like I'm his. Which reminds me...HE STILL HAS HIS FUCKING HAND IN MY PANTS!
"Mm yes, very nice weather indeed, very...warm." he said, and as to prove his point he gave me a slow, torturous squeeze. I let out a gasp and could feel the growl of satisfaction from the male behind me which caused me to bulge a little.
"Oh Yusuke, I'm hurt, seriously, not only are you cheating on me, but in my soul room no less, I thought you loved me." I suddenly heard Kurama's voice say as I opened my eyes which I hadn't even known I had closed.
There he was, a few feet in front of me giving me the saddest most betrayed look I had ever seen. My eyes widened in shock.
"K-Kurama, wait you've got it all wrong, he...he took advantage of me and I...I'm sorry." I said, barely being able to whisper the last two words. I gave him as sad a look as I could come up with and I could feel my bottom lip trembling. Actually now that I thought about it, my entire body was shaking.
Kurama then started laughing. My eyes must have once again bulged twice their size because Kurama just started laughing even harder that it looked like tears were coming out of his eyes. I even heard Youko behind me start chuckling, somehow finding this site amusing.
I could feel my eyebrow twitching again. Really, what the hell was so funny? I was just about to burst into tears thinking I had lost Kurama again and he starts FUCKING LAUGHING. I could already hear a snarl starting to rip from my throat. That...that scheming bastard. I bet he planned this all along.
With the strength I didn't even know I possessed I grabbed Youko arm and flipped him over me and shoved him face first into the floor. The bastard was still laughing. If anything he was now laughing as hard as Kurama was. I then decided a certain red head needed a certain painful death right now. I would deal with the laughing weirdo on the ground in a minute.
Running, and of course making sure to step on Youko EXTRA hard, I ran up to Kurama and punched him right in the stomach. Teach him to laugh at me when I was ACTUALLY feeling SORRY for his fucked up self.
"S-sorry Yusuke, I am so sorry, but..." he never finished that sentence because he fell to the floor laughing, tears streaming down his cheeks. I huffed indignantly. Really, it wasn't that funny. Giving out a sharp growl I gave a good size stomp to his head with my foot, soon doing the same thing with Youko.
It seemed that Youko was a bit more sensitive to those kind of things that he gave out a sharp yelp that even made me feel bad. I blinked when I saw his slowly massage what looked like a dog ear. My eyes widened. This guy had...dog ears. I winced in pity as he let out a soft whimper.
Slowly I keeled down and massaged his injured ear. I watched as he blinked lazily at me before his eyes glossed over and look of complete contentment took over him. It seemed Kurama had finally stopped laughing cause he was now snuggling his face up into my neck as Youko curled up into my lap and basically the only thing I could think of as I stared at them was, how the fuck did this happen?
Hi minna san. Sorry its so short again. I'm still not feeling good. Sigh I have a choir concert to sing for tomorrow too. Wah. Well anyways I hope you enjoyed the story and please review. It always makes me feel better when you do. Bai bai