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Lemon Warning!


Their first week in Europe was spent entirely in the room of a very expensive, very extravagant hotel. Kyouya would order room service for every meal in perfect French and when it would arrive they would eat quickly and then get back to bed. They only had 2 nights left in France before moving on to Italy and they still had yet to so much as see the inside of a restaurant. Kana realized this as Kyouya rolled off of her, onto his side, panting to catch his breath as he reached for her hand. Once he found it, he brought it up to his lips and gave it a tender kiss. Kana smiled at him and once she caught her breath, she spoke.

"Kyouya." She stated as he rolled onto his side and began to gently stroke her side and plant kisses on her shoulders. He trailed them up her neck while mumbling an 'mm-hmm'. Kana continued. "Don't you think we should get out of this room? You know maybe see some of that great art your father was talking about?" Kyouya was now on all fours again, hovering over her, his mouth pressed permanently against her neck and his hands running down her body to grip her hips. Kana just lay there, waiting for an answer. She didn't want to contribute to what he was trying to start until she got an answer. But when he ignored her question by slipping a hand between her legs to gently stroke her, she couldn't help but close her eyes and let out a soft sigh. He dipped his head lower to capture a rosy nipple in his mouth and began to suck gently. Kana hitched her breath and started to open up but then realized he was ignoring her. She immediately pushed his head and hands away and sat up; he sat back on his knees and smiled. "Kyouya, don't ignore me, I asked you a question." She couldn't help but laugh at herself as she crossed her arms and tried to be mad, but it was hard when he wore that smile. He just sat their smiling. "Kyouya!" Finally he sighed and gave up.

"Kana, are you trying to tell me that you want to go out?" He stood up then and grabbed a few glasses of water for them, when he returned he handed a glass to Kana and sat back down, took a sip and looked at her with an expressionless face. Kana looked down in her cup and spoke.

"Well yeah. Its my first time in France, I would like to do SOMETHING before leaving." She looked up at him through her lashes and tried to read his face, but it was blank. Finally he cleared his throat and stood up, he set his glass of water down and walked to the bathroom, but before entering he turned back to Kana and nudged his head, indicating her to follow. She stood up, set down her glass and followed him to the bathroom. Kyouya started a shower and took her hand and got in.

"Kyouya what are you doing?" she asked as he picked up the soap and started to wash himself.

"You said you wanted to go out, we should probably shower and get dressed, don't you agree?"

Kana stared at him for a moment and then smiled and started to wash herself.

An hour later they were in a limo and on their way to a fancy restaurant whose name Kana couldn't pronounce. Kyouya ordered their meals for them and a bottle of wine. They talked silently as they ate their dinner and enjoyed the wine. Kana was glad that they got out for a bit, she started to feel like they were spending too much time having sex, then getting to know each other. And when she voiced that to Kyouya he got a weird look on his face that told her he didn't want her to get to know him but at the same time he did, so he stayed silent.

"Kyouya, I think I want you to tell me more about yourself. Why are you so serious? Did you really want to take over your fathers company?" she asked while taking another bite of the food in front of her, she wasn't quite sure what it was but it was delicious so she didn't complain. Kyouya took a long sip of his wine before he decided to answer.

"I'm not entirely sure that I wanted his job exactly, but I always knew that I was jealous of my brothers for being the eldest and therefore had the right to have the company handed to them, they would've had it much easier, they wouldn't have to work up to the top, it would just be handed to them and I knew if I was to live that way then I would have to work my way there. So in that sense I would say yes, I did always want to take over the company, but another part of me wanted to pursue my own career and do my own thing, but I have a feeling I'll still be able to do that a little bit." He paused and took another long drink of his wine and then the waiter came around and poured us both some more. Kyouya continued. "I'm serious all the time because I had to be growing up. My father made it extremely clear to me that if I was to ever impress him I was to outshine my brothers by exceeded in anything and everything. My brothers had it easy, I would have to do much more than them to impress my father, and so I never had time to have fun or cut loose. In fact, I'm pretty sure this honeymoon has been the most fun I've ever had in my life. Even when I was in the host club, we had a lot of costumes and parties and we played a lot of games, hell, even entertaining the ladies was entertaining to us as well, but I always wore a mask, never truly myself, I wasn't really sure who myself was. I don't think I still know." He looked down as Kana stared and clung to every word he said as if she would wake up from a dream if she missed a single one. She felt somehow proud of him.

"Kyouya, I doubt you know who you are, I don't even know who I am, but," she reached a hand out to grab his and smiled warmly at him when his eyes met his. "I'm sure we can find out together."

Kyouya stared at her in disbelief. How could she be so lighthearted about not knowing herself? She seemed so put together and sure of herself most of the time, how could she understand when he felt so lost?

"Kana, I said that this honeymoon has been the most fun I've ever had, but, knowing you has also been the most confusing time of my life. Before I had no idea I didn't know who I was, ever since we started to get closer I have been in a sea of turmoil. I feel like I should hate you for causing this, but, I don't." and with that he fell into silence and nothing Kana did brought him back onto that topic. They silently finished dinner and left.

They visited a park and decided to walk through it as the moon started to rise in the sky, it wasn't too cold out so they were comfortable. They walked slowly, hand in hand, Kana staring straight up at the full moon, while Kyouya stared at her, silently thinking to himself. They made their way back to the room and removed their shoes. Kyouya watched Kana walk into the bathroom and after she closed the door he went to the bed and plopped ungracefully down. With his legs hanging off the edge, he layed back with his arms spread out and stared up at the ceiling. Kyouya, get yourself together. You don't get stuck in ruts, so don't start now.

Kyouya was so lost in thought that he didn't notice when Kana emerged from the bathroom. She looked at him, obviously having a heated argument in his head, and smiled while shaking her head. Kana walked up to him and stood at his feet and when he didn't do anything to acknowledge her presence she frowned and gently placed her hand on his chest. Kyouya looked at her, coming out of his trance, and sat up, brushing her hand gently away. Kana blinked and sat next to him.

"What's wrong?" she asked. Kyouya stood up and started to unbutton his shirt while walking to a chair. He removed his shirt and layed it across the chair and then worked on removing his pants.

"It's nothing, Kana. I just have a lot on my mind." He looked at her and gave her a fake smile and when she didn't return the smile, he knew she knew it was false. He sighed and gave up. Once he was done undressing he walked to the bathroom, placing his glasses down on a table on the way, and turned back to speak again. "I could really use a hot bath, would you like to join me?" he gave her his sly smirk and noticed her smile and walk to him. Once Kana reached him she gently stood up on her toes and placed a light kiss on his lips, when she pulled away she smiled and grabbed his hands and pulled him into the bathroom and started a hot bubble bath, where she massaged his shoulders and held him in her arms, taking away every negative thought in his head.

Kyouya sighed, feeling contentment as he sank lower and lower in the bathwater, his head resting on Kanas chest as she gently rubbed his shoulders, neck and hair. He closed his eyes and gently stroked Kanas legs, which were on either side of his torso, she gave a small giggle when he got to her toes, and then brought his hands back up to rest them on her knees.

Suddenly Kyouya sat straight up, causing Kana to jump, and turned around to face her, he stood on all fours and looked into Kanas eyes with a serious expression. Kana stared back, slightly nervous, and reached a hand out to touch his cheek. Kyouya turned his head and kissed the palm of her hand gently, then leaned forward and kissed her lips. He traced small, simple kisses down her neck until he reached her breasts where he carefully trapped a rosy nipple into his mouth and began to nimbly suckle. She wrapped her arms around him as he situated himself to lie down more comfortably, Kana saw how stretched out he was and was glad the tub was so huge, they could probably sleep comfortably in there.

Kyouya continued suckling gently as one arm wrapped around her lower back to pull her close, his other hand reaching up to rest atop her other breast, softly brushing his thumb across it. Kana closed her eyes and sighed, leaning her head back and running a hand through his soft hair; she wrapped her legs loosely around him and started to drift off in contempt relaxation.

Once Kyouya noticed her slow even breathing he looked up at her, she didn't move when he did. He ran his eyes down her body and soon his hand was doing the same. He gently stroked her skin, which felt like silk to his touch, until he reached the juncture of her legs, and there he lightly stroked, from front to back as he watched her chest rise and fall with the quickening pace of her breathing. Kyouya looked down and slowly pushed a finger inside her passage, he felt the walls of muscle clench around his finger suddenly and he looked up directly into the curious eyes of his wife, and without any excuse as to what he was doing, he decided to go forward, he leaned in close and kissed her passionately. He removed his finger and stood up, stepping out of the tub and pulling her into his arms.

Kyouya set Kana down on the bed and then climbed on top of her, without saying a word, he captured a nipple into his mouth as his hands found the juncture of her legs once again, and started to stroke her alive.

Kana didn't know why he was acting so strangely all day or why he was suddenly in need of her now but she never argued, she never fought against him. She married him willingly; in fact, she was almost sure that if they weren't forced into an arranged marriage she still would have been fond of him and try to get close. Kana arched her back and let out a soft moan as Kyouya suddenly pushed 2 fingers deep inside her, feeling every part of her, he pulled them out and then forcefully shoved them back in again, eliciting another cry from his wife. No, Kana never fought him. She knew he was a man, and he would always have his needs, she wanted to take care of him, because no matter what, she was taken care of as well. She was grateful that her husband was sensitive to her needs as well and he always made it a point to look out for any reaction she may have to anything he did, he never wanted her to be reminded of that horrid day when she was 14, and he was thankful that he could still be rough with her without her being reminded.

Kyouya placed light, whisper kisses along her body and he very slowly, very gently, stroked her passage, until Kana was soon writhing underneath his light touches and panting out soft moans every time his cool lips made contact with her skin, and it gave her goose bumps every time his breath tickled her. Kyouya traced the kisses lower until he was placing small licks on her thighs and every once in a while placing a lick at the sensitive nub of flesh at her juncture. Kana was now gripping the sheets with both of her small fists, and moaning his name very loudly every time she arched her back, until finally she let go, and in one long shiver, she screamed her release.

Kyouya looked up at her body, glistening in the moonlight that shone through the open balcony door, she had a sheen of sweat covering her entire body and a lovely rosy tint to her cheeks and lips, her mouth was gaped open as she panted, her body quivering still, for she had yet to come back down from her high. Kyouya licked his lips and came back up to her level, he kissed her open mouth gently, sliding his tongue inside and running it across the roof of her mouth, earning himself another delicious moan from his trembling bride. He lifted her legs and wrapped them around his hips and aligned himself at her entrance, and before she could come back to reality, he slowly pushed himself inside, letting out a small moan of his own as he felt her walls throbbing tightly around his shaft. Once he was situated inside he returned his mouth to hers and began his agonizingly slow rhythm. He would pull all the way out, and then push slowly all the way in, and then continued that same rhythm until they were both shaking. He tried as hard as he could to keep his mind sane as he continued to go slowly, but every now and then, he would give a hard thrust which would send his wife into a moaning fit. It didn't take long, soon Kana was gripping his back with all the strength she could muster, slowly moving her hips in time with his, until finally she felt her husband thrust in harder than he ever has, and trembling out his own release, he collapsed atop Kana, panting loudly, trying as hard as he could to gain back his ability to breath, Kana wrapped her arms around him, holding him close, and placing kisses on his forehead.

After long minutes, Kyouya finally sat up shakily, and gave her a passionate kiss, staying there for long moments and breathing in her scent. Once he pulled away, he sat at the edge of the bed and started to breathe a little more normally now. Kana smiled while watching his back, her smile quickly vanished when she saw Kyouya lay his head in his hands as he started to shake.

"Kyouya, Kyouya what's wrong?" she sat next to him and wrapped her arms around him but he just shoved her arms away as he held his head in an even tighter grip. Kana stood up and got onto her knees in front of him, placing tentative hands on his knees as she tried to look up into his face to see what the matter was.

"My head." He said. "My head, its killing me." He looked up then and she saw tears start to swell into his eyes. She gasped and jumped up and ran to the bathroom. Once there she grabbed some pain killers and a glass of water, rushing them back to him. He took them but before he had even swallowed the pills his headache broke. Kyouya looked at her confused, then took the pills out of his mouth and set them down, Kana gave him a questioned look, and all he could do was shrug. What the hell was that?

Kana sat next to him and urged him to at least drink the water, which he did. He downed the entire glass and then asked for another, which Kana quickly obliged. Once he finished the second glass he set it down on the table and then looked into the concerned eyes of his wife, he smiled and placed a hand on hers, giving it a gently squeeze, reassuring her that he was alright.

"Kyouya, don't ever scare me like that again." She said sternly, but returning the squeeze.

"I'm sorry Kana, I am not sure what caused that but I don't think it is anything to worry about, I'll do some research when we get home." And with that he gave her another passionate kiss and they settled in to go to sleep, Kyouya was wrapped in her arms, feeling quite comforted for the first time in a very long time, and Kana feeling very concerned and confused.

More to come! comments are appreciated!