(Original a/n) A/N: disclaimer again!! This is also gonna be sorta mature. Maybe I should put this on M. Anyways here you go!!
A/N: Like I said, this chapter was the reason why I rated it M. Here you have Smitchie's climax. (Wow, a play on words xD)
Alex was still staring at Nate, not believing what he just asked her. Nate looked at Alex hopefully in return. He was smiling softly and his eyes were sparkling, not one look of cruelty or mischief anywhere. Heart looked at her friend, eagerly waiting her answer. Alex simply looked completely speechless, not knowing what to say.
"I don't think I can…" Alex finally answered.
Nate looked at her, confused. That was definitely not the answer he wanted. "What do you mean you can't?" he asked.
"As in…I don't…think I'm allowed to date guys like you." Alex muttered embarrassingly.
"Guys like me?" Nate asked, feeling a tad offended.
"Guys who only want…that one thing…" Alex explained, trying her very best not to sound affronting.
Nate couldn't argue with that. He folded his arms across his chest and let out a sigh. For once in his life, Nate regretted about loosing her virginity earlier. He scratched the back of his head as he stood there awkwardly.
"So…you don't want to go out with me?"
"Well…I don't hate you anymore." Alex never thought she would see the day that she would stop hating Nate Gray. And Nate couldn't be any happier than hearing those words escape Alex's mouth. Though, still, she still wasn't his.
"But you don't like me." Nate mumbled.
"I can…but I don't really…" Alex was having a really hard time saying the right thing she wanted to tell. Just seeing Nate that sad and confused sort of made her feel guilty—more than guilty actually. "I'm just not allowed to. My parents never let me have a boyfriend, heck neither will my brothers." Alex said with a frown.
Nate nodded. "So in Alex language that means that you don't like me." He said, looking down.
"No, it doesn't. It means that I'm not allowed to date" Alex said sincerely.
"Do me one favor though." Nate said, his frown twisting in a lopsided smile.
"What?" Alex asked, knowing that she'd do anything for him by now. She felt too sorry to say no. To her surprise, Nate leaned down and gave her one simple kiss. He hasn't done kisses like that since he was in middle school, and he had to admit, it felt…amazing. Nate pulled away with a content smile. Alex blushed while Nate smirked. "I'm not giving up." He promised.
Alex smiled a little. "You never do, don't you?"
Nate shook his head and winked at her before he left, just like the same scene from freshman year. It was like replaying in their heads over and over. Nate finally walked away into another room and out of sight, leaving Alex confused about her new feelings for the boy she once hated so dearly.
Heart was just standing there for the past two and a half minutes, screaming so many things in her mind. It was a wonder how she managed to stay quiet without exploding. "Why didn't you say yes?!" Heart demanded.
Alex put her hands up in defense. "I'm not allowed to date. Didn't I make that clear?"
"That's the point of sneaking behind your parents!"
"I could never do that." Heat groaned, causing Alex to chuckle. "Relax. I think…I sorta like him after all. Maybe my disgust before covered it up. I mean, I'm not gonna lie, I have a soft spot for Nate even if he was a prick to me before." Heart looked back at Alex.
"Do you sorta like him or really like him?"
"Sorta. It's not I could forget what he did to me in the closet." Alex said with a small glare.
"What…did…what did he do?" Heart asked uncomfortably. Alex just shook her head no, signaling that she would never talk about it in her lifetime. Heart managed to smile amusedly. Suddenly, Alex's phone started vibrating. It was a call from her dad that she had to be home now.
"I gotta go. See ya later Heart" Alex said waving and exiting the mansion. Heart sighed as she watched her friend leave. She was all bored all over again. And she didn't have her cell phone either.
Heart was walking upstairs to Steve's room to retrieve her cell phone. She might as well get it now before it gets stolen or broken (she knew that Jason would murder her if one or the other happens). The door was locked though. Heart groaned in frustration as stomped back downstairs in defeat.
Ugh! Why would you wanna have sex in another person's house anyways?! She thought angrily.
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By now it was completely past 12:00, and Heart somehow managed to sleep through the noise. She was snoozing on the couch when Nate saw her. He looked at the time. It wasn't normal for someone to fall asleep at a party—unless they passed out of course.
"Oh shit!" he yelled in worry.
Nate tried shaking Heart awake, but she wouldn't budge. Nate desperately picked her up and carried her to his car. He went back inside to look for Shane. He looked everywhere but found no avail. Then he came across Steve Harley's room, noticing that it was his last resort. Nate tried to open it, but it was locked. He tried banging on the door. The door slowly opened, and a naked Shane wrapped with blankets opened it. Nate widened his eyes.
"Someone was busy." Nate smirked. Shane rolled his eyes and scrambled his clothes on. Nate looked over to the bed where Mitchie was. Though, neither could even tell who the girl was. Her face and entire body was covered with blankets as she continued to sleep.
"Who's the girl?" Nate asked with interest. Shane was already dressed up now.
"I don't know. All I know is that it's past 12:00, and Jason is going to skin us alive." Shane said pushing his brother out of the house, having not much concern about the fact that he just pulled a one night stand with a nameless girl.
Shane found Heart still sleeping soundly in the backseat as they reached the car. "How did she get here so fast?" he asked.
"I had to carry her." Nate murmured embarrassedly
"Aw! Natey-Watey had to carry his baby cousin." Shane said in a baby voice.
"Shut up, Shane!" Nate started speeding through the streets until the got to their house. Shane was carrying Heart since she wouldn't wake up even to this hour. They tried sneaking through the backdoor connecting to the kitchen. To their terror, though, Jason was in the kitchen waiting for them.
"Do you not know the meaning of 12:00?" Jason asked strictly. Nate and Shane were quiet, not having enough courage to speak up. "It's 4:47 in the morning. You have a fourteen-year-old with you at a no parent party where there's also lots of alcohol. Did you even watch her?!"
"Jason, she's fourteen not ten. She's not stupid!" Nate yelled back.
"Shhh! She's sleeping!" Shane whisper-shouted. Jason sighed while Nate rolled his eyes. Shane walked upstairs to Heart's room and laid her on her bed gently. Then he reluctantly went back downstairs where Jason and Nate were continuing to yell at each other.
"Jason, you were the one who told us to bring Heart!" Nate yelled.
"Yeah, but you were supposed to look after her! Nate, you have to be responsible!"
"Well, I'm not responsible! Why doesn't anyone see that?! They still give me all this shit!"
"Guys, it's, like, five in the morning! Let's just go to sleep!" Shane whined. "Come on." He pleaded.
Jason was fuming and Nate felt like he wanted to punch a wall, but that didn't mean that they were tired either. "Fine, but later I will so kill you two though." Jason said to Nate and Shane. The two shook their heads and went upstairs to their rooms, getting some sleep before they met their dooms.
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Heart woke up in her room hearing Jason disciplining Shane and Nate. She didn't know or care how she got there; she only cared about the fact that she left her cell phone at Steve Harley's house. The poor girl almost had a panic attack but decided that she could retrieve it while Jason was too busy screaming at his brothers. Heart sneaked outside and looked for a bike or skateboard. She found a random skateboard and started boarding to Steve's house.
Steve lived a ten blocks away, so Heart remembered where he lived. (All she had to do was follow the smell of leftover alcohol anyways.) She boarded as fast as she could, knowing that one of her cousins were bound to notice that she wasn't in the house anymore. Then she saw Greg again, distracting her from heading towards to her destination. She almost fell off the skateboard in the process.
"Hey, Heart!" Greg said walking towards her.
Heart halted to a firm stop. "Hey," she smiled.
"Where are you heading?"
"Oh, I left my cell phone at a party, and my cousin will kill me if I don't get it back."
"Oh, that sucks...hey are you doing anything later on?" Greg asked nervously.
Heart shrugged. "I don't know."
"Well, maybe, I don't know…uh, we could hang out or something?" Greg sounded even more timid than he did before.
Heart smiled, thanking God, the universe, and all that is good and whatnot mentally hundreds of times over and over. "Sure."
"I'll meet you at downtown later at 5:00 then." Greg grinned.
"See ya." Heart said, still smiling.
Greg winked at walked away. Heart felt like a billion butterflies were fluttering all over the place. She then remembered that she had to get her cell phone back. Heart immediately boarded back to Steve Harley's house as fast as she could.
She banged on the door impatiently. Surprisingly, everyone was gone and the house was completely neat. Not a single piece of evidence of a huge party was there. And then there was Steve whom was leaning on the door way, smirking that annoying smirk boys tend to wear.
"And you are?" he asked.
"Yeah…uh…I left my cell phone here." Heart said, ignoring his attempt to flirt. She had no intention of staying any longer. Steve gave her the chills. The senior boy picked up her black Sony Ericson from his pocket and waved it in the air.
"This little thing? I would never think that a kid like you would have a sex tape on it."
"What?!" Heart asked, grabbing her phone instantly.
Greg laughed and closed the door in her face. The sound of his laughter was still audible as he distanced himself from Heart. Heart rolled her eyes and put her cell phone in one of her pockets then boarded back home.
She looked at the time, it was 3:04 pm. Heart picked up the skateboard and entered the house. Jason and Shane were watching TV while Nate was in his room, probably sleeping. Heart was relieved to see that her cousins didn't mind that she left without any sort of permission. Then again, they weren't her overprotective parents…
"Where did you go?" Jason asked calmly.
"Around," Heart responded vaguely, too excited for her hang out with Greg later. "Hey, I'll be out at 5:00 okay?"
"Sure whatever. Where are you going?" Shane asked.
"Oh, I'm hanging out with one of my friends at downtown."
"What kind of friend?" Nate yawned. He just came out of his room, rubbing his eyes. After getting yelled at before sunrise, sleeping in for a bit, then getting yelled at again surely made him miss sleeping in his bed.
"Um, m-my k-kind of f-friend," Heart stuttered pathetically. She quickly ran up to her room and locked the door swiftly.
Nate, Shane, and Jason looked at each other weirdly, clearly not understanding their cousin's behavior.
"Do you think she's going on a date?" Jason asked.
"Who knows who cares?" Shane said.
"Uh, I do," Nate said. Jason and Shane looked at him with a look of complete astonishment. "What? She's like a baby, and guys take advantage of babies. They love innocent girls—no matter how sarcastic and verbally vicious they are."
"Dude, you're being hypocritical." Jason said.
"How?"
"You're practically saying that you're keeping Heart away from guys like you. Plus, since when did you become overprotective and responsible?" Shane said, smiling cockily. Nate rolled his eyes and went back into his room, mumbling incoherent things.
Heart was lying on her bed, wondering what Steve told her earlier. At first she thought it was a joke, but she just had to make sure. Heart went to her videos to watch the one she made at the party. She skipped through the parts where the room was just empty. Then Shane and Mitchie came in, hungrily making out—something she did not ever imagine. Heart widened her eyes. She played it so the speed was normal.
Shane pinned Mitchie on the door and locked it. He started kissing her neck, and she moaned throatily. Shane went back up to her lips and started another full make out session again. They made their way onto the bed in no time. Mitchie was on top of Shane, taking his shirt off impatiently. Shane started taking her shirt off as well, having no self-control whatsoever. It wasn't long until both of them were absolutely naked.
Heart felt as if she shouldn't be watching this. She knew that it was wrong, that this was none of her business, and that she shouldn't even know this—but at the same time, she felt like she needed to.
Mitchie stood on her knees as Shane kissed her in places Heart never thought possible. Heart felt as if she was going to barf, but she still couldn't stop watching. She had to know what happened. Then Shane started entering her with ease, apparently not able to wait any longer. Heart covered her mouth as the urge to scream engulfed her.
"I…still…love…you." Shane slurred. Mitchie's eyes were completely closed as Shane thrust inside of her. Her facial expression said that she was in complete pain and pleasure at the same time.
"You…said…you…didn't." Mitchie slurred back. While pumping slowly, Shane nipped on her neck, and Mitchie hugged Shane tightly.
"It's not true what I said before."
Heart couldn't take it any more, she felt as if she was going to hurl for real this time. (She could feel her stomach reacting.) Heart closed her cell phone and threw it across the room. It flew onto her desk, knocking all of her books down. Her cell phone landed on the floor next to the books with a thump.
Seconds later, Shane came into the room. "Are you okay? I heard this big noise." Heart felt as if she would never see Shane the same way again.
"Umm, yeah. I'm fine." Heart said awkwardly with her eyes on her shoes, not capable of looking him in the eyes.
Shane looked at her cell phone that was lying on the floor. "Anger management issues much?" he said, throwing the phone to her gently. Heart caught it with ease before Shane shook his head and closed the door. Heart lay back onto her bed and closed her eyes.
"Oh my God." she whispered.