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Gwen was proud of herself. For once the cards were in her hands. Gwen always found herself at the beach when she wanted to think. She liked the calm that the waves brought her. She loved to sit there and listen to the noises of people, the happy normal families. She wished she was part of a normal family. She would give anything to not have to worry about crazy shit like if he is alive, arrested, or messing around with other women. She wasn't sure if he would come or not, she wasn't sure if he even cared. She knew she was standing on thin ice. She felt like the ice she was standing on was cracking, and he wasn't up for the figurative swan dive to jump in and save her.

"What is going on?" She whispered and looked down at the puppy. She decided to name her Sparkle after all. She didn't give a shit what he said or what he thought. She was finally going to stand on her own two feet. She looked down at her phone. It has been about twenty minutes since she spoke to him. Everything that she wanted to say, she didn't say it to him. "What is going on with us?" She said and picked the puppy up. She had on a floppy white hat, and her aviator sunglasses. She took the puppy in her arms and walked toward the water. She left her cell phone wrapped up in her towel and her flip flops thrown on top, she walked toward the ocean to wade in the water. She held on to the puppy and walked through the water.

She loved the feeling of the water on her feet. The cool wet sand under her toes. The feeling of being so small against such a large ocean. She enjoyed thinking and she thought about a lot of things. She set the dog down and watched as she splashed in the water. She unwrapped the leash that was around her wrist and clicked it to the dogs collar. She felt the dog splashing water up around her legs. She loved it. The water was beautiful. She smiled down at her puppy and started walking down the beach. She looked at the families building sand castles and the parents sharing ice-cream with their children. She watched the young lovers walk hand in hand down the beach, stopping to kiss in the water. Splashing each other laughing like they had no care in the world. She smiled at them as she passed by. She looked around and realized she has walked pretty far. Turning around, water splashing around her toes, she walked back to where her towel is.

*******Red Sun Down Across The Western Sky*******

Happy didn't need to be told twice. He needed to work this out with his wife. He wanted everything that she had to offer him. She was the one he wanted to be with. She was the one that he wanted to wake up wrapped around. She was the one that he loved more than anything. He was head over heels for her. He never let anyone see this side of him. Hell his own mother didn't even know it existed. He just wanted her to be there with him. The stupid shit that was going on, they still couldn't figure out what it was. The stupid shit that he wanted to fix, he didn't know how to fix it. He was respected. He was feared. Then they found out that he was married, and he had a nice girl at home waiting on him, they found out she taught kindergarten. They didn't think any less of him. They still respected him, they still feared him. He liked that, he didn't think that he could possibly have the best of both words.

Knowing that he could have the best of both words was the easy part. Making them work out for the better, that was where it was going to be the hard part.

He knew what to do when he was home. He was a husband. He was the one that she turned to when she was sad. He was the one that she turned to when she was feeling horney and he was the one that she acted on it with. He was her everything. He knew that. He was the reason her parents didn't come around. He was the reason that she wasn't allowed to touch her trust fund. He drove as fast as he possibly could. He wanted nothing more than to be with his wife. Right now, he couldn't give a shit about the club, he couldn't give a shit about his friends, he wanted to see his wife.

He had to stop for gas. He knew he had to stop for gas. He looked at the sun. It was going to be ready to set soon. He was going to beat the sun set if it killed him. He was going to be there for the sun set with his wife if it killed him going. She took his cell phone out and smiled. He sent her a text message. You better be ready for me baby, here I come.He shut his phone off, let her think about it. He smiled to himself. He started the bike and he drove off. He knew he was close now. It was almost sun set. He was ready to be with his wife. He was ready to take that proverbial leap. He wanted everything, he was going to have everything. He pulled up to the beach. He saw her car parked in a back parking space, he grinned. Better it was away from everything, that way if they needed somewhere to get away, it was better than his bike.

He didn't look like he belonged there. Everyone knew it. You could tell by the looks that people were giving him as they passed. Parents frowned down at him, and their children staired. Girls gave him the come and get me looks and he smirked back at them. He stood out like a sore thumb at this beach. Everyone was dressed in their bathing suits, carrying towels and wearing their flipflops. There he stood over six foot tall. Light denim jeans sitting low on his hips. The top of his black boxers hung out. He was dressed in a tight white beater and his cut hung loosely. Tattoo covered arms, and a smirk of a killer. He looked down at the beach, and he saw her. She wasn't kidding. She was laying on her stomach, her bikini top sitting to her right in the floppy hat. The puppy was curled in a ball sleeping. He wanted nothing more than to take her right there in the sand. It would be the first time that it happened. He smirked, he watched as the puppy woke up yawned and stretched and then flopped back down on the ground to sleep some more. He was going to be with his wife now, and no one was going to stop him. He tossed his leg over her small body and sank down so he was squatting over her body. He set his hands on her shoulders and kissed the center of her back. "I came and got you." He whispered in her ear. He felt the goose bumps as they appeared on her sun kissed skin.

*******How Could I Of Known That I'd Ever Say Good Bye*******

She was thrilled that he came for her. She couldn't believe someone came for her. He was there, that was him, her husband. "Where is the rest of your swim suit?" He questioned as he sank down in the sand on his knees and ran his rough hands over his back. She felt chills on her body. "I didn't think you would come." She said to him. He smiled and kept running his hands back and forth getting lower on her back. He ran them down her sides and rested them on her hips. "You should get dressed." He whimpered. She opened her eyes and looked to her left, and then to her right. The beach seemed to clear out. She could see the pinks and purples of the sun set. She smiled to herself, and rolled over. "Who are you and what did you do with my husband?" She questioned. His eyes instantly landed on her breasts. She reached out and grabbed his cut. She pulled him down towards her body and pressed his lips to her own. He gently pulled up and brought his rough hands to her breast. He massaged them and watched as her chest started to moved up and down as her breathing got faster. "You really want to know where he went?" His voice rough as he spoke. She smiled up at him. She felt the leash she had slid over her foot tug and knew Sparkle was awake. "I need to get dressed." She said and kissed him softly. He pressed her back down on the towel, "Sure that is what you want?" He said and kissed her again. She gasped as she felt him press into her.

He didn't want her to put her top back on, but knew she was getting uncomfortable. He moved his hand and grabbed it for her. "Where have you been staying?" He questioned. "A hotel room." She said and looked at him. "Want to come back there with me?" She asked looked at him her blue eyes searching his own. "You inviting me?" He asked and looked down at her. "Something like that." She said and smiled. She adjusted her top and he helped her stand up. "You going to follow me?" She asked him. He nodded as they walked up towards where they were parked. He walked her over to the car. He watched as she sat down and closed the door. She put the window down and kissed her lips softly. "See you there." She said and kissed him. "Gwen?" He said and watched as she turned and looked at him. "What is that?" She asked and looked at him. "I love you." He said and she smiled. "See you there." He said and looked at him.

She watched as he climbed on the bike and started it she backed out of the parking lot and watched as he followed her. She pulled up to the condo that was along the beach a few miles down. She parked down towards the doors and he pulled in next to her. She watched as he took his helmet off and tossed it in her car. "What room number?" He questioned. "If I tell you, promise not to sneak in, and out of the room?" She questioned. "I have plans of going in and out of something but the front door isn't it." He said and smirked at her. She laughed at him and smiled. They walked hand in hand and headed over to the hotel room. She slid her key card in the door, and opened it. He looked at saw a few bathing suits on the floor, and a few pairs of panties littered the floor. "I don't know what…" She started to say, but was cut off when his lips slammed on her own. "God I love you." He whispered against her lips.

She wrapped her arms around his neck and he pushed her against the wall. He used his foot to kick the door shut and kissed her hard. "I love you too." She said against his lips he took his hands and brought them down to her thighs, and lifted. "You are everything I ever could of asked for." He said and kissed her again. She wrapped herself around his waist and kissed again. "I love you so much." He carried her over to the bed and gently laid her down.

He shrugged off his cut and dropped it on the ground. She took the opportunity to grab the bottom of his white beater and pull it off over his head. She took the opportunity to press her lips to his abs. She kissed a few times over his stomach and ran her tongue over his tattoos. She took her hands and rubbed him though his jeans. He gasped loudly and reached down for her hands. He loved what she was going, but didn't want this to be all about him. He pushed her back on the bed and climbed up her body. "I love you." She said as he kissed her stomach. She felt his hands slid over her hips and he untied her bikini bottoms. She felt them go loose as he set the tie down. He took his lips and kissed from one hip to the other. Her breathing was hard and in gasps. She looked down at him with hooded eyes. She knew that he loved her and he wanted to make her feel good. She felt his kisses getting higher on her body as he undid her bikini top. He wanted to get her naked. He wanted nothing more than to get her totally naked. He slid her top off, and tossed it aside. He moved backwards and looked down at her naked body. "Someone had a bikini wax." He said into her lips.. She laughed. "Don't act like you've never seen it before." She said and kissed him. He smiled and slip his rough hand down her body. "What is that." She said and pulled away from him. His pocket was vibrating like crazy. "You have got to be kidding." He muttered taking the cell phone out of his pocket. "What?" He said flipping the cell phone open. Gwen sat up and unzipped his pants. She slid them down his hips. She reached inside his boxers and grabbed him. Taking her other hand she slid down his boxers and kissed him on the very tip of his length. She opened her mouth and took him the whole way to the back of her throat. "Right NOW?" Happy said his voice raising when he felt her take him in her mouth. "You have got to be kidding me, seriously?" He said into the phone. He took his other hand and placed it on the back of her head. He felt his hips start to move on their own accord. "I understand." He said into the phone. She used her teeth to gently scrap up to the very tip on his length. He pulled back away from her and hung up the phone.

She looked up at him wide eyed. "Your kidding?" She questioned. "There is something I have to handle." He said and looked at her. "Club still comes first." She said and looked down. He frowned. He knew it was true but didn't catch the hidden meaning behind her words. "I am sorry baby." He said. She nodded. "I am going to help you clean this shit up and you are coming back with me." He said and looked at her. She raised her eye brows. "I am?" She questioned. He nodded there is some shit we have to discuss. They started throwing items into her suitcase. He took the dog and grabbed her things and headed to the front desk. They checked out and then they looked at each other. He helped her inside the car and stopped her by grabbing the door as she was about to shut it. "When was the last time you talked to your mother?" He said. She looked at him a little shocked. "Before she left for France, about a week before you brought that woman home to our house." She said and looked at him. "So a few months huh?" He said and looked at her. She nodded. "Why?" She asked. "Just curious." He said and she nodded deciding to not press it further. She followed his as he left on his bike and she followed in the car.

*******I Don't Wanna Be Lonely No More I Don't Want To Have To Pay For This*******

She followed him the entire three hour trip back to the club house. She still had her bathing shut and floppy hat on. She had on her white cover up dress and smiled as they pulled up. She recognized Kozik standing outside talking quietly with some of the other guys. She noticed the police car and she instantly frowned. She watched as Happy parked his bike and jumped off and walked over to her. He opened her car door before she had a chance to. She looked at him with raised eyebrows. "You tell her?" She heard Kozik asked as he walked over to where Happy and Gwen were standing. "Tell me what?" She asked confused. She felt her heart speed up. "What is going on Hap?" She asked confused. "Nothing love." He said and kissed her head. "Grab the dog and come with me." He said and she grabbed the dog out of the car and felt as Koz threw his arms over her shoulders and walk with her. They were making small talk as they walked past some of the other members who looked at her with pity. She was so confused now. They walked inside and saw Clay talking to the man in the police uniform. They both turned and looked at them.

"Gwen, come inside, Happy, Koz, shut the door." Clay said and they followed them inside. "What is going on?" She asked confused. "Gwen my name Is Chief Hale, about two week ago someone threw something though you kitchen window correct?" He asked and looked at her. "Yes." She said and looked at him. "Why?" "Why didn't you report it?" "I didn't think it was necessary." She said and looked at him. "They threw a skull though your window is that correct?" Hale asked and looked at her. "Yes, why?" She asked confused. She looked over at Happy and he had his best poker face on. She hated that face. "What is going on?" She said and looked at him. "Your father died a few years ago is that correct." He said and looked at her. "Yes, he had cancer." She said and nodded. "Your mother, when did you speak with her last?" Hale asked and looked at her. "I already told Happy, a few months ago, she said she was going to France." She said and looked at him. "Why do you ask?" She said and looked at him. He sighed. This was the worst part of his job. "The skull someone threw thought you window, we ran it though forensic, it belonged to you mother." He said and placed a hand on her. "What are you talking about?" She said and looked at him. "I am so sorry Gwen." He said and placed his hand on her. She looked at Happy, all the color drained from her face. "This is a terrible joke." She said again and looked at him. "Princess, we are going to find who did this to your mom." Kozik said and looked at her. Happy took a few steps toward her. She stood up and flung herself in his arms and cried. They watched as he tried to sooth her. "Don't cry baby." He whispered in her ear. "What did they do to her?" She whispered. "Where is the rest of her?" She said and pulled out of his grasp and looked at him. "Where is the rest of her Happy?" She said and looked at him. "We haven't found the rest of the remains yet." Clay said and looked at her. "I am sorry." He said and turned towards the door. She started crying even harder. "This isn't happening." She said and looked at him. He ran his fingers through her hair. He kept trying to quiet her but she just kept crying. "I know baby." He whispered in her ear. The doors to the church were open. They could hear him talking to her. They could hear her crying. They were shocked. They have never seen this side of him. "Baby, don't cry." He said and pulled her close. "I love you so much." He said and pulled her out of the hug and kissed her softly. "Come on, lets go lay down." He said and kissed her.

Her legs were shaking like jello. She didn't comprehend what was going on. She felt the room spinning. He looked at her in shock. He didn't catch on to what was happening. "Baby?" He questioned and looked at her. "Baby?" He said again. She looked up at him. Tears streaked her face. He watched as her blue eyes rolled into the back of her head and her entire body crumple towards the floor. He acted as fast as he could. He grabbed her before she hit the ground. Chibs who like the rest of them was watching the scene inside. He acted first hurrying in. "Bring her outside." He said and yelled for someone to clear the sofa off. Happy carried her over to the sofa. He felt like his world was crumbling down around him. Someone one killed his mother-in-law. He didn't very much care, she was a bitch, but that wasn't the point. Someone hurt his family. Someone was going to pay. He will make damn sure of that.