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Revewplz i kno is nt the best story but plz no flame tho okay
I havent had a chance to send this to my beta yet so excuse grammar for now
Discaimer: I own nothing but the plot
Leah pov
It had been two days the Cullens had left ad we had found Bella on there floor lying there looking . . .dead.
She had gain a really bad fever but was doing better now, she open her eyes staring at the window.
"Bella? hey I'm glad your awake here I brought you some soup" I whisper walking to her bed.
She was a grea girl and didn't deserve what happend to her, for some reason Jake look happy the Cullenhad left. I didn't know why but he did.
And I also notice he worried a little too much about Bella, he also decided to move in with his uncle Billy down La push reservation, which wasn't weird.
But I knew something was up with him, but never ask.
I stare at Bella, shemade no move of standing or sitting up "Bella?" I sigh, she just close her eyes as tears rolled down her eyes.
Days passed by, she wouldn't speak or eat much less stand up andtake a shower, I had practically dragged her with the help of Sue towards the bathroom so she could shower.
But she either chose not to see or speak, she was dead. . .alive but dead. In a comatose state and it really freaked me out.
She was looking paler and skinnier, the lack of food and fevers add on with thenight mares at night were killing her slowly.
I tried to push her so she could eat, but she either refused knocking the plate down or rolling up in a fetus position just crying.
I had given up after a week just leaving the plate of food beside her, and coming back to a cold full plate at night.
Right now everyone was down stairs, Charlie, mom-Sue, Seth, Jacob and Renee who still hadn't left until this saturday.
I sat in the last empty chair "Okay guys Bella. . ." charlie sigh unhappy "she is. . .dead" he finished cringing.
"Charlie she has to start college in a month but in tha state" Renee whisper yell "I know Renee maybe all she needs is time to grasp everything she'll be good as new by next months I am sure of it" Charlie replied.
We nodded, The following week had been worse Bella wouldn't even stand to shower not even with mom's and my help. He eating had grown smaller and smaller she wouldn't even drink water.
She didn't even cry anymore, her face was bony, pale and with dark circles under her eyes. Her body was thin and so fragil looking, her finger seemed they will brake off.
She looked like crap, and made no intentions in getting better.
School was starting today she was suppose to got to her first day of college, walking in to her room she was curled up in the floor.
I gasp "Bella? Bella? omg Bella wake up? wake up? Charliee! Sueee!" I yelled
Bella's body was cold. . .and she wouldn't wake up.
"Yes- oh my" mom said, Charlie rapidly called and ambulance and soon Bella was at the hospital.
Hours later Dr. Gerandy came out.
"She is anemic, she suffer of dehydration and eating disorder she is twenty pounds under her weight. . .and she has pheomonia" he explain
The next week Bella was mantain under surpervision in the hospital. The nurses actually got to feed her a couple of times, it was either eat willingly or be fed by a tube.
It was november now Bella went back to her normal routine only eating more and sittingon the window looking at her scrapbooks of Edward and her crying her self to sleep.
It was killing her slowly. . .
B pov
Two months. . .two painful months with out him, he was gone and they were gone. . .
I was alone, with out him life didn't have a starting point but it did had an ending point.
I knew my family were suffering by my action, but I just couldn't bring my self to care. But I had made decision, if he wasn't here then I couldn't either.
I wrote my sorry letters to my family thankin the over and over for watcing over me but tha this was better, they didn't have to worry anymore.
Grabbing the things I needed and my truck keys, I walked downstairs. I had made my decision.
I headed to the one place I would like to. . .die at. . .with him . . .
E pov
Two months with out my beautiful Bee, I knew that I couldn't see her. And it pain me, but I knew it was for her protection.
I still remember the first time or should I say last time I woke up. ..
*Flashback*
I open my eyes to findthe Cullens? wat where they doinghere?
"Where is Bella?" I found my voice? wat what happend to my voice, it sunded chimey.
I looked up to see the Cullens look at me confused "Edward we have to tell you something" Alice whisper really low.
My troath burn with thirst, but not for water. . .someting else. . .but all I wanted right now was my Bella
"Yes?" I ask warily
"Your a vampire, well we are too" Alice said, I looked at her wide eye
"What" I could hear voices in my head "will you stop talking" I yelled, they all lookd at me like I had lost my mind.
Maybe I did "wasn't I supposed to be dead" i murmured
"what do you mean stop talking?" Rose ask
"I hear voices, well your voices in my head" they all gasp
"Edward you have a gift! look this is crazy but look let us explain.
*end of flash back*
The rest is history they had explain how I had been turn into a vampire, the rules of beng turn and the bad thins about beng turn.
I couldn't tell anyone about this, I culdn't go out in the sun because I shine, I had to feed off animals instead of humans whish was good in my book but worst of all I could never get close to my beautiful bee again.
Not until I control my thirst good, I had discover I had a gift just like Alice and Jasper, she could see the future and he could change the mood and feel it and me, I could read people's minds. . .
This was all so new to me yet, not so hard. . .but then I felt something in my now unbeatting heart.. .a bad feeling really bad feeling like something was going to happen.
A/N: Okay guys this is more of filler next chapter is full of more drama and more connection. . .bella has made her choice, will she accomplish it? kindda scary!
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