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Chapter 10
I wont Give Up

"I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up…" -Jason Mraz

As he slowly eased the dress off my body, I heard Edward take a sharp breath. "Beautiful," I heard him murmured as he began to trail kisses along my neck, between my breast, and into my navel. I took a sharp breath feeling Edward's cool breath. I felt his warm tongue dipped into my navel and I let out a gasp and automatically grabbed a first full of his hair.

"Edward…" I moaned as my body began to feel warm and I can feel a bead of sweat forming on my forehead. I suddenly felt Edward's hands on each side of my red lacy underwear as he slowly pulled my underwear down. I panted knowing that I am lying there bare in front of him, thanks to the Brazilian that Angela suggested for us to get the day before we left for the weekend.

I gasped as I felt Edward's index finger slowly rubbing my clit. "Oh Edward…" I moaned.

"Bella, your so wet." He moaned. "I need to taste you."

Before I could confirm nor deny, I felt Edward's warm tongue graced along my slit and I felt gooseflesh quickly emerge on my skin. "Edward…" I moaned.

"Oh Bella, you taste, incredible." He whispered as he licked once, twice, three times and I took a sharp breath when I felt his tongue dipped in my entrance.

"Edward!" I gasped. Edward suddenly exchanged his tongue with his talented index finger and began to slowly push it in and out of me as he continued to lick my throbbing clit. "Edward…" I continued to moan. "That feels so good…" I felt my body began to tremble and suddenly felt his index and middle finger entering me. He then continued his skilled fingers and tongue as I hung on to his hair as I began to feel liquid sipping down my legs.

I felt tired.

Numb.

I can't feel my legs.

Holly crap!

I heard Edward chuckle as he wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. "You liked it?" he asked with a silly goofy grin on his face. I nod my head and hid my face on the pillow. "Don't be embarrass Bella, this is our moment. Just you and me." He said giving me a deep kiss tasting myself from his mouth. I felt Edward began to unbutton his pants and I pulled his hand.

"Let me," I said giving him a shy smile and getting a crooked grin in return. I reached for the button of his black slacks and slowly unbutton it and pulling the zipper down. I was greeted by a dark green boxer shorts and I slowly tugged it. I was shocked of what popped out.

His erection was huge!

How is he going to fit inside of me!

My face probably said it all because I suddenly felt Edward cares my face with his hands. "Don't worry Bella, we'll go slow. I promise I'll make it as comfortable as I can." I slowly nodded my head and pulled Edward into a kiss calming myself.

I heard him shuffle through his nightstand without breaking our kiss and I once again felt the softness of the bed as he slowly laid me back down. A rustling sound of foil echoed the room and I broke the kiss to watch Edward place the condom around his shaft.

I was erotic watching his hand glide down his shaft in a swift motion placing the rubber on. "Ready?" he asked in a whisper with his face inches from mine starring into my eyes.

I nod my head pressing our bodies together spreading my legs open. Edward cares my cheeks once more and placed a chaste kiss on my lips. "I love you Bella," he said in a whisper and I gasped when I felt him slowly entering me. Slowly breaking through my barrier.

The pain was short lived but having Edward whispering beautiful things in my ear helped eased the pain. I felt a prickle of tear roll down my cheeks and I pulled him even closer to me. "Bella are you alright?" he asked after he pushed as deep as he can get.

"Yes, better than alright." I replied with a smile and he pressed his lips on my neck as he slowly slipped in and out of me. After a number of thrusts, I felt my body began to tighten, sweat began to roll down my forehead and I couldn't help but dig my fingers into Edward's back holding for my dear life. A foreign feeling took over my body and I screamed his name as I felt myself tighten squeezing Edward's member.

"Bella," Edward groaned as he pumped once, twice, and three times before I felt his weight on me. He starred at me for a moment and smiled as he captured my lips into another kiss. "Bella that was incredible, you're so beautiful and amazing." He said in a whisper. I kissed his lips and he smiled as he rolled off of me disposing the condom to the trashcan near the bed. He then pulled me under the covers and wrapped his arms around my waste with my back against him.

I sighed and smile, content from his welcomed heat.

An hour had passed and I can hear Edward's steady breathing. After our activity, no words was exchanged, just light cares by Edward on my naked body while my left hand was intertwined with his right.

I was content.

I was in so much joy that I couldn't sleep. I didn't want this event to only turn out to be a dream. I wanted this to last. I turned my body around to face him. Edward's face was pure happiness. His lips were turned into a content smile. I softly reach into his cheeks and enjoyed the feeling of his soft skin.

He is magnificent.

I don't think I ever met anyone as handsome as Edward in my life. Believe me, I have met plenty of celebrities and people in general. Even Channing Tatum has nothing comparison to him. Not even Chase Crawford.

I was surprised how attentive Edward was. He made everything feel so easy like we have done this countless of times together. He made me feel loved.

Love.

Was it just my imagination or did Edward really say that he loved me before he entered me?

If he did I bet it was just a moment thing.

And now, what happens to our friendship?

Oh God I just ruined our friendship. We hooked up. Oh my goodness. I began to panic and turned away from Edward to roll out of bed to make a run for it. Our raging hormones just caused us our friendship.

Damn it Bella!

"Where are you going?" I heard Edward's sleepy voice echoed in the room. I turned around and was met by his piercing green eyes and concerned face. "You're not changing your mind on spending the night are you?" he curiously asked.

"Edward, I uh… I…" I couldn't think of the words to explain this. This is fuck up. We had a great friendship and we go ahead and fuck and then now it's all ruined.

"Bella?" he asked sitting up. "You're not leaving are you?" his brow knitted together, concerned.

"Edward, we can't be doing this. This will further ruin our friendship if we continue whatever this is. Lastnight, we just got caught in the-" I felt Edward's strong hands pulling me back beside him.

"Bella, lastnight was incredible and I would never regret it." He said pulling me against him.

"Edward…" I said lightly pushing him away from me. "We can't ruin what we-"

"We can only try Bella. I like you and you obviously have feelings for me like I do for you. Cant we just see where this goes?" he asked not keeping an eye away from me.

"Edward," Ah shit, those eyes. "How are we going to make this work? We live in the opposite side of the country for crying out loud!"

"We can make this work Bella, I don't want to walk away from this thinking what if. If we don't make it well… at least we tried." He said with a shrug.

"You can't be serious!" I exclaimed.

Edward pulled me into a heated kiss and pressed his forehead against mine after. "I have never been so serious in my life." He said in a whisper and I sighed in defeat. Stupid Cullen family and their pretty eyes. "With our infinite resources I'm sure we can come up with a schedule where one weekend you come to me or I to you." He said wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling us back down on the bed.

"We got one problem with that," He arched an eyebrow and I sighed. "I live in a dorm with a roommate."

He chuckled shaking his head. "Well we will get a hotel room for the weekend." He said rubbing soothing circles on my shoulder. "You're worrying about the little things."

"I'm just being realistic Edward, sure when I go and visit you, you have an apartment and its simple." I replied wrapping my arm around his waist.

"Bella, do you trust me?" he asked starring at me.

"Of course Edward," I replied.

"Well, what are you afraid of?"

"Our friendship."

"Bella," he said in a whisper. "No matter what happens we will always stay friends."

"Promise?" I asked starring into his green orbs.

"I swear."

If only things were that simple.

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