Happy Sunday everyone! First I want to apologize for not commenting on anyone or anything in the last chapter. Wednesday was...whew CRAZY! I work in a law office and every once in a while we have "one of those days"...yeah. That was Wednesday. We had some clients do something to screw up their case, to the point we may withdraw as their counsel, and when my boss found out, his normally calm self started yelling, cussing and throwing stuff in his office. Been there 6 years and have NEVER seen that before. Looking back it was actually quite comical but he kept us all busy all day long and that wasn't funny then LOL
As usual S.M. owns Twilight I just keep myself entertained by playing with her toys. Now let's see what Jasper has been up to...see ya at the bottom.
JPOV
After Mr. Adkins' appointment I am free for the rest of the afternoon. Usually if I don't have any late appointments I just do paperwork until about 6 or 7 before meeting Alice for dinner somewhere, but I just can't focus today and I sure as hell do not want to have anything to do with Alice tonight, especially not with Bella invading my every thought…again.
I have to figure out a way to keep Bella in my life, by any means necessary. However, I do realize what a slap in the face it must be for her to have to work on her ex-lover's prenup agreement. Well I guess we weren't lovers but fuck if I didn't love her. And just going by the rage I felt when I saw Edward and her together, talk about a slap in the face, this must be one hundred times worse for her.
If I am completely honest, I do not even want to marry Alice anymore. I don't think I ever did but it just seemed like the next obvious step in our relationship, we have been together for so long everyone has been pressuring us…me…to get married. Fuck, she started planning our wedding on our second date. She was talking kids by our one month anniversary. I never told Alice about the accident I had in high school and the fact I am unable to have children, but I have never wanted them to begin with. Guess that will come out in the prenup discussions. Now that should be a fun conversation.
Of course I have always worn a condom with her so she would have no reason to think anything. I hate wearing those damn things but the thought of going in bare just seems like too intimate of an act to do with her. Crazy huh? I am marrying her but it's too intimate to fuck her without a condom. However, I always told Bella that I would fuck her without one it didn't matter what she said, and I will. Or would, I don't think I will ever get that chance. Why does that hurt so much?
How do I just walk away from all of that mess though? Would it be easier just to marry Alice and be with Bella on the side? No, she deserves so much better than that…Bella, not Alice. I couldn't do that to her. FUCK, I had gotten over her, somewhat, once I just need to do that again…with having constant personal contact with her. Fuck. My. Life. Hell, I only thought I was attracted to Bella when she was sending me pictures, seeing her in person, damn I hope I hid my hard-on from her and Edward in the office. OK, enough of this shit. I pull up my email and write her an email back and write one to Edward as well.
TO:
FROM: JWhitlockMD
DATE: August 28, 2013
SUBJECT: My case
Isabella,
You want to pull the formal shit with me, then fine. I refuse for my files to be turned over to anyone else. I specifically requested you as my attorney and I will accept nothing else. You want our relationship to professional, then act like a fucking professional and take my case. There is no conflict of interest whatsoever as there will be nothing between us ever again that could possibly constitute a conflict.
I will be calling you tomorrow to start work on my various affairs and I will not be going through Edward to do it. You are who I want. Period. I am sure that it would be bad for your future at the firm if I were to take my business elsewhere because you refused to represent me. I don't mean to be a dick, but I will do everything I can to get what I want and you should know by now…I only want you.
One of the things that I always admired about you was your…willing submission…to anything and everything I requested of you and I can't fucking wait to experience that again. I look forward to speaking to you tomorrow either by phone or, preferably, in person, but there will be no more impersonal emails.
Sincerely,
Dr. Jasper Whitlock, MD, Ph.D.
CLICK. SEND. Take that Bella.
TO:
FROM: JWhitlockMD
DATE: August 28, 2013
SUBJECT: My affairs at your firm
Mr. Masen,
As you know I specifically requested Ms. Swan to handle my affairs for me. She sent me an email declining to work for me, citing a conflict of interest. I have sent her an email letting her know that it was unacceptable and I expect her to be the one handling my file.
I understand she is a third year law student and will need to be under a supervising attorney, you. If this is unacceptable to you I will have no choice but to find legal counsel elsewhere. As a named partner, I know you realize just how devastating losing my business would be to your firm. I will be contacting Isabella tomorrow to start on everything that I need to have done. She has indicated that she wants a strictly professional relationship by her impersonal emails to me and she will get those same impersonal actions from me.
Our 'personal life' stopped three years ago and as I am sure my fiancée will not appreciate if anything started back up now. In fact, I will not be sharing with Mary Alice my past association with Ms. Swan, and I would appreciate it if you and your entire firm would keep that fact to yourselves as well. I will be speaking to you and Ms. Swan tomorrow.
Jasper Whitlock
CLICK. SEND. Take that motherfucker.
My intercom goes off and Charlotte's voice fills my office.
"Sugar, Evil Pixie Bitch is here to see you."
"WHAT, shit…no, Char!" I don't want to have to deal with her today!
"She is storming into your office right now, and apparently she doesn't like me calling her Evil Pixie Bitch so beware I pissed her off," Charlotte voice gets louder and louder as she cackles into the speaker.
"Bitch."
"Love you too, Sug. Oh and by the way, I'm headed home. You want me to set you a plate at dinner? You have been really off today, you need to vent?"
"No, don't worry about me."
Damn that woman and her intuition!
"Alright, good luck with Evil Pixie Bitch, see you tomorrow."
She hangs up the phone before I can respond back and I can hear her laughing because Evi…Alice walks into my office in time to hear Char call her that name again. FUCK my life!
"Jazzy, I know she is your sister-in-law but I don't understand why you don't fire her ass. She is rude to me like all the time!"
Alice stomps her foot, she actually stomps her little foot like a little kid throwing a tissy fit. Bella would never act that way; she would stand up for herself but continue to be a lady instead of a toddler. Stop thinking of Bella!
"Alice I have told you before, if you don't like Char, stop calling my office and stop coming by. Besides I don't appreciate you just showing up here unannounced."
"But you are my fiancé and I have a right to see you whenever I want to and she has to be nice to me! And if you would have taken my call earlier, this visit would have been announced."
"Why, you have never been nice to her? Besides, her husband, my brother, works here as well so she has more of a right to be here than you. And I can't take your call every time you get a hair in your ass to pick up the phone. I do see patients all day."
"Jazzy that's different and you know it. Now, when are you going to see your attorneys about our prenup, people want a wedding date and I am getting tired of making up excuses?" She folds her hands and puts them under her chin like she is begging me looking at me with those big puppy dog eyes.
She does look kind of cute when she does shit like this. Maybe I could make it work with her.
"I actually went to talk to them today and I will be contacting them again tomorrow," I cringe waiting for her loud response and she doesn't disappoint.
She squeals and jumps up and down clapping her hands, "REALLY?! Oh Jazzy thank you so much! Let's go out and celebrate!"
"No."
"What do you mean no? We have to pick a date!" and the pouting begins.
"I haven't even started the paperwork yet it is still way too early to set a date. I have to make sure everything is in order before we think about setting a date."
Everything in order like the Bella situation…is she a situation? Do I want her to be? Fuck knows I want her, I never stopped but do I want to pursue her now that she is here? Well, shit I am already pursuing her, how far do I want to take this?
"No, your attorney will work around my schedule, not the other way around."
"Well, the attorney I am using is a third year law student so I can't rush her."
"HER? What happened to Tanya's husband, Eddie?" Alice demands.
I watch as the flush on her face begins at her neck and works its way to her forehead in her anger. She isn't so cute now.
"Edward is her supervising attorney. She comes highly recommended and worked for his uncle back in Arizona before moving here."
"Arizona? What is her name?" Her eyebrow shoots up and I know exactly what she is thinking…Bella.
She knows Bella is from Arizona. But I don't think she knows Bella worked at a law office. Thank God for small favors.
"Is…uh Ms. Swan," wow that came out sounding like a question.
"What's her first name?" and there goes the bitch brow.
Bella's bitch brow is so much more elegant. Can a bitch brow be elegant? It can on my Bella. I can't help but smirk remembering her throwing that bitch brow at me this weekend when I seen her and Edward at the store. She really is a feisty little thing, I always wondered if that was a front she was putting on for me or if she was really like that.
"Alice, I really don't remember. I just met her today for the first time. She doesn't even have business cards yet."
"Well, I don't like it and you know I still don't trust you after all that Bella shit a few years ago!"
BINGO! If she only knew that 'Bella shit' never stopped. I may have let her think it was over and our relationship did stop, but I never went a day without thinking about my Beautiful Sunshine.
"That was three years ago! How much longer are you going to be throwing her in my face?" I yell at her, damn it feels good to do that.
"Until I know you are completely over that whore," she yells right back.
I am beyond pissed off now. Why am I marrying this bitch anyway?
"Alice, there wasn't anything to get over, I told you. We were a just barely friends…that was all."
Saying that leaves a bitter taste in my mouth.
"Bullshit! I seen the proof Jasper, you were falling in love with her! You are mine and she was conning you into falling for her. She was probably some old fat disgusting grandma just looking to get her rocks off and con money out of some unsuspecting millionaire."
Billionaire…multi-billionaire actually but you won't ever know, I have hidden assets you will never find out about.
"Alice I am tired of you bringing up the past all the time. I still have several more hours of work to do so you need to leave and I will talk to you tomorrow night and we can go over the things that my attorneys will need from you."
"No Jazzy, I made reservations for us and we need to get going or we will be late."
She is such a demanding bitch. Bella always went along with what I said. When I told her I was too busy to talk, she accepted it and didn't bother me. I would get one quick text or email at the end of the day before she went to sleep letting me know she was thinking of me and hoping I wasn't working too hard and telling me to be sure to eat dinner and get plenty of rest. Not harping on not being able to talk to her or continuous messages until I had no choice but to do what she wanted. Just letting me know she cared. Fuck, I chose wrong but I just didn't see at the time that there any other option.
"Fine Alice, a quick dinner then I am going home to bed."
"Mmmm, yeah Jazzy, bed sounds nice."
"Alone, Mary Alice."
"You haven't touched me in months Jasper!" she walks up to me and starts running her hand down the front of my slacks trying to grab and stroke my unresponsive member.
"I'm tired."
"You always have an excuse anymore. Are you talking to Bella again?"
"What?"
Panic, how could she…wait, she is just talking out of her ass.
"Well are you? Because when you were talking to her before you never had time for me. Is it her or some other whore?"
"Fuck you Alice."
"After dinner, Jazzy," she winks and walks to the door shaking her ass and running her hands up and down her body.
Hmmmm, want some more? Jasper will be back on Wednesday and of course where Jasper goes, drama is sure to follow...
I want to thank everyone who followed and/or added DC to their favorites. I absolutely LOVE LOVE LOVE getting those emails telling me someone is following or has reviewed. And I want to apologize again for not responding to your comments that you left me. I have felt so terrible about it all week long!
ellaryne - Ch 8: Thanks! I am loving all your reivews :) Ch. 9: Thank you!
Mickeyluver33 - Ch 8: I love purplepixie too, she is one of my favorite authors! I promise, promise, promise this is not a true Edward Bella story! LOL And I do believe you have been poking around my brain judging by your reviews HAHA!
arowley - Ch 8:Bella & Edward will have their fun until they are both ready to move onto bigger and better things :)
lmb1 - Ch 8: Edward is her 'better match' at the moment. He is just her Mr. Right Now though, Jasper is her Mr. Right...even though no one realizes it yet. Ch 9:Putting the brakes on would have been the smart thing to do, but who can resist a naked horny Edward? Not me! If he is offering, I am accepting HAHA
The-Majors-Keeper - Ch 8:Hi Sam! So glad you liked it-HAHA Yeah, Bella was kind of a train wreck before so she will have to make absolutely sure of Jasper before she jumps all in with him. And thank you, my son is better, just a few headaches occasionally and if he hits his collar bone. Ch 9: Thank you, thank you! Everything is going well. Like I said in the a/n Wednesday was so crazy I only had time to post the chapters and that was it. I felt I was being so rude for not commenting to anyone.
kathymoonstone - Ch 8:Thank you! Publishing lemons make me so nervous, I am not ever sure how they will be received LOL Jasper will not be a happy boy when he finds out...which is on Wednesday :)
inge80 - Ch 8: Yeah, James is psycho and I tried to reach into my obsession of crime shows to come up with his brand of crazy - HAHA. I won't make it too awkward between Bella and Edward, they are best friends after all. Ch 9: Nope, it wasn't the smartest thing to do but damn if it didn't sound good at the time LOL Bella is still in love with Jasper, but is in denial, but he will end up dragging her right out of there :)
-Ch 8: Thank you! I hope it is a little different, gets boring reading the same thing all the time :)
wastedpain -Ch 8: They had sex! Yeah, I think James would be good as some big dude's bitch in prison HAHA! Thanks & I love you too!Ch 9: Poor Edward just wants to feel loved and appreciated and Bella wants to feel safe so they *think* a relationship is the way to go. I promise you can have Edward :) I am glad you still love me even if you are upset, I love you too ;) Jasper will find out in Chapter 11...I hope you like his reaction!
NatlieLynn -Ch 8: Glad you were able (and still interested in) catching up with the story! Bella did go though a lot. And yeah, Jasper has to figure out what he wants and how to get there. He is kind of weighing the pros & cons right now...until his lust kicks in anyway :) Ch 9: You are right! They will try to make it work for a while though...they have too many frustrations to work out LOL Edward has craved the feelings Bella stirs in him for so long he will do anything to feel them. And while they are attracted to each other, he doesn't realize he can still have those feelings in a platonic way...but he was horny too.
Till Wednesday...with more Jasper ;)
~Shasta