YAY A CHAPTER!

I know you all probably want to strangle me for not updateing, and i dont blame you. I had a little writers block, and my computer hasnt been working and ive been on my brothers, and so i decided to use it to write but he hasnt been letting me... and he kept deleting them. Little brothers are such pain in the $$. Arent they...

but anyways i have written a short chapter, and i apologize that it is short, and probably not the best chapter ive ever done but it is a chapter! /

so please enjoy and review me back on your thoughts, maybe a review about how little brothers are a pain or somethingk, just something that will make me smile cause i really need it.

love you all, and thank you so much for sticking with this story even though it is poorly updated. you are all amazing!

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I am probaly the most stupid and heartless person in the world. When someone tells you to never talk to them ever again, you should probably never talk to them again because they mean it. But when the person who says that is Clary, and you are me, its kind of hard to let it go. So, I did the most idiotic thing a guy could ever do the next day at school...

I pretended like the day before never happend.

I saw her sitting at the table where I first met her. She seemed to be starring out into space and chewed an apple in her hand without glancing away from wherever she was looking at. I took a seat beside her, but she didn't bother looking at me.
"Morning." I said softly, watching as her eyes flickered towards me, and then to the table. She didn't resoond back.

"Looks like its going to be a nice day." I said, mentally begging her to say anything. But all she did was nod her head and stare at the table her apple laid in her hand that rested on the table.

"Why aren't you saying anything?" I asked, nudging her shoulder, but she flinched away before my shoulder could make contact with hers.
"Whats the matter with you?" I asked slightly hurt that she wasn't talking to me.
"Its like we're back at square one when we first met and you hardly saud anything to me on your first day." I said making sure the hurt was heard as I spoke, she just looked at me with expressionless eyes and just shrugged her shoulders before taking a bite of her apple.

"I want to know why you ran out of my house crying yelling at me to never talk to you again." I said straight forward and getting to the point. This time I got a glare. She stood up straight and turn to walk away from me but I grabbed her hand before she could walk. She turned around and ripped her hand from my grasp.

"Why are you being like this Clary!" I yelled at her angrily, catching a few people who were walking by attentions. People were starting to look at us but all I was focused on was the old Clary.

She shrugged her shoulders.

"Are you mad at me or something?" I asked getting up from my spot and walking infront of her. She was looking up at me as I towered over her.

Another shrug.

"Tell me what I did and i'll fix it." I pleaded, I probably sounded like a total whiny bitch, but I wanted to fix this.

Her eyebrows rose and she shrugged her shoulders.

"God, why are you so fucking stubborn! You have no reason to be upset or mad towards me, I did nothing wrong!" Probably shouldn't have said that.

She glared at me and took a step back, "No, because your so perfect. Right Jace?" she said angrily before walking away. I ran and caught her wrist again, then next thing I knew I felt a sting on my left cheek.

"Don't touch me." she said threateningly, and surprising scary.

"Please Clar-" I tried saying, taking steps towards her but she just held her hands up to stop me and spoke harshly back.

"And don't talk to me. Don't touch me, don't talk to me, don't look at him, and don't even think about, because I am done with you Jace."

"I don't even know what I did to make you so mad at me!" I shouted getting frustrated now. Okay, so I knew why she was mad, she had feelings for me, and I had feelings for her. But I fooled around with another girl, which probably wasn't a very good idea.

I lov-.. no, I don't do love. Love was over-rated for me. The word was meaningless, too love is to destroy, love was pointless if all it did was destroy. But with Clary, I felt things that i've never felt before. She made me feel like everything was a dream whenever I was with her. I would do anything for her if she asked me too. But was that love? But she loved me. And I... I loved her too. So yes, I know why she was mad at me. Fuck I would be mad at me too, and probably hit myself a good few times just to get my anger out.

She looked at me with this blank look, and then turned around and walked away. And I let her.

I'm sorry, was what was running through my mind chancing after her as she walked into the school without a second glance.