Alright here is the next chapter! Hopefully by the next chapter I will bring John's ex into the mix, but right now I just Randy and John happy for a little bit lol….. Keep Voting! PM me if you want to

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Chapter 9

*John POV*

When we arrived in Miami it was night time. The bus pulled up to the hotel that we were supposed to be staying in. I stayed up for the most part of the trip talking to Randy, but we fell asleep. After that, I woke when we were made it to the hotel, but now I really tired. I was glad that we did have to do the show until tomorrow because if we had one tonight, I would not be able to make it.

Everyone was starting to leave off the bus. I thought that Randy was up by now, but he was still sleep. I looked at him and noticed that he looks cute when he was sleeping. I didn't want to bother him, but I know that we had to get off the bus. I gently shook him and called his name. He murmured something and turned towards me. And at that I had to say that he was looking adorable and at peace. I tried to wake up again and this time, I succeeded. He opened his and sat up.

"Where are we," he asked yawning and stretching.

"We are in Miami in front of the hotel," I told him blushing.

He nodded his head and then stood up and opened the compartment above his head to get our bags. We walked off the bus and was heading towards the entrance of the hotel. When we made it to the checkout counter, the woman told us that Vince wanted us to share a room together. Now, If it were someone else rooming with me I would be scared, but since it was Randy, I was good.

We got into the elevator and headed towards our room. We made it to the door and I took out my keycard and swiped the card. We then green button lit up, I opened the door and we went inside. The room was huge! It had 2 single beds, a T.V, kitchen, bathroom, living room, 2 dressers to put our clothes in and a 2 closets on each side of our room.

'Reminds me of my college years'

We both placed our bags on our beds, mine close to the bathroom and his closet. I can tell that he was tired because he could barely keep his eyes opened.

"Do you want to go and get something to eat? He asked me while putting his clothes in the drawers.

"I am hungry, but I don't feel like going anywhere," I told him closing my drawer and going to sit on my bed.

"How bout we get some room service," he asked me. He was now done putting his stuff up so he came and sat next to me on my bed.

"Ok are you going to call or should I," I asked looking at him.

" I'll order, what would you like to eat," he asked me, grabbing the phone and put it in his lap.

" I just want a hamburger and some French fries with a coke," I told him.

He picked up the phone and was ordering our food, I went into the bathroom to take a shower. I closed the bathroom door and began to take of my clothes. I turned on the spray and let it cool off a little bit then I stepped in. As I was under the spray, I begin thinking.

'what would happen if Randy wanted to go further than just kissing? I mean yea I said that I wanted to go slow, but what if he got tired of waiting and wanted to find someone to have sex with?'

Once I was finished with my shower, I opened the door fully-dressed and looked at Randy. He was sitting on his bed probably waiting to use the shower.

'But he wouldn't cheat would he? My ex did that to me, I wanted to not have sex with him and he in turn went to someone else and even spent the night with his mysterious lover to.'

I sat down on my bed and saw Randy get to go to the bathroom and shut the door. When I heard the water running I knew he was in the shower. it would be a while before our food came, so I got out my laptop and was looking at some houses that were for sale. Don't get me wrong, I love my hometown, but there are so many memories. From the time my dad disown me to the time that I met my ex. *sighs* basically, I just wanted to leave there and forget everything that ever happened. The only one that still talks to me is my mom. My brothers and dad don't talk to me anymore because I was gay. I came out to them and my dad went crazy, my brothers were calling me names, and my mom, well she basically was cool with it. She loved my ex and the beginning, but when he started to isolate me from her and my friends, I never heard from her again. The only way that I could talk to her was through e-mails and sneaking phone calls when he wasn't around.

Then when he staring beating me, I tried to tell her about and she the worst thing that a mother could do at a time like that, she believe that I was the reason that he started to hit me and that maybe I should stop trying to make him mad and that since he wasn't giving me any attention I was acting out. I was mad and angry at her that day. I wanted her to tell me that everything was going to be alright that there was some hope, but she didn't. She just told me to do everything that he said and asked of me.

I remember the first time that I tried to leave him.

*FLASHBACK*

I was in my room in the bed pretending to be sleep. I heard him pull up in the driveway and opened the door to our house. He came up the stairs making a lot of noise. I thought that he was going to turn on the light, but all he did was go to the bathroom.

I opened my eyes and looked at the clock it was 3:30 in the morning. While, he was in the bathroom I grabbed my phone and text Shawn asking him if he could meet me outside around the corner. He text back and said ok. I quickly deleted the message because I knew that sometime he would look through my phone. I put the phone back on the table and closed my eyes again.

He came out the bathroom with nothing but some boxers on and slipped into the bed. Soon as he fell asleep, he murmured, "I love you John" and was out like a light. I waited for a couple of minutes to make sure that he was really sleep. Then I got up slowly and started putting on my sweatpants and shirt. I grabbed my phone and was looking for my keys. I couldn't find them! I searched the whole room from top to bottom and then I quietly opened the door, and the door squeaked, I looked back, to see if he was woke up, but he didn't he just turned over.

I went down the stairs to see if they were on the key rack, but they weren't I later found them in the living room on the table. I went to grabbed them, but then I saw a figure sitting on the love seat.

"What do you think your going," he asked me still sitting there.

" I – I was going to go outside, I got hot," I lied, backing away from him.

"Really then why do you need your car keys for if you are just going to step outside, he stood up and walked slowly towards me, and I kept backing away from him. "Looks like you were about to leave me." he said standing in front of me.

"N-no I was just going to step out honest, and you know how I am very forgetful and I sometimes lock the door." Trying to convince him.

"Are you trying to leave me John?" he asked me with a hand on my shoulder. He had an expression on his face that I couldn't really recognize.

"Are you, he asked again, this time tighten his hand on my shoulder. It was really starting to hurt, but then he grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him.

"N-No I am not, I was going to go outside for some air honest," I told him again.

He was really hurting me, so I did the next thing I can think of I kicked him in the shin and he slumped over and fell to the ground. I was heading towards my keys on the table, I was almost there when he grabbed my foot and made me trip. I hit the ground hard, but I was still going for the keys.

*With Shawn and Hunter, Regular POV*

"What do you think is going on? What's taking him so long?" Shawn asked Hunter.

"I don't know Shawn, I really don't," he said looking at his husband.

They were sitting in the car for a minute, but then the heard some screams and a crash. They both got out the car and ran towards the house and kicked the door. They saw that he had John on the ground and John was trying to get him off, but he was trying to punch his face.

The man took the time to look at them and he smiled.

"So, you guys came here to take him away? Came to save him?" he said laughing. He got up off of John and wiped the blood off his hands on his shirt and then grabbed John by his shirt, making him stand and pulling him towards him. He turned John around and then grabbed his chin roughly.

"So, you want to him huh? Huh! Well come and get him! He is nothing but shit anyway!" he laughed he kissed John on the lips roughly and pushed him towards John and Hunter. Shawn grabbed and was heading towards the door.

"Now, you listen hear you piece of shit, I will find you wherever you go and if I find you then you will be punished severely and those you love will be to." He said glaring at them.

John stood there contemplating on what he wanted to do and he decided that he didn't want his love one to get hurt because of him. They had nothing to do with it. So he backed away for Shawn and went back towards him.

"John, you are not going to stay here are you," Shawn asked him frowning.

John just nodded and told them that they needed to go. They left but Hunter said that if he ever needed them that they will always be there to help and shut the door. The man pulled John into a hug and pulled away from him saying,

"You are never going to leave me again are you," he asked him.

John shook his head no and they headed back upstairs and went back to sleep. He wrapped his arms around John's waist and said, "I love you and I'm sorry don't leave me." and went back to sleep.

*FLASHBACK ENDS*

*Back to John's POV*

After all that he still kept hitting me and beating me. Then when I left him the second time, I felt safe, but then he ended up finding me and cutting me. And for that I still have those scars. I started crying because this man had made me feel weak and useless, he made me feel dirty.

Randy came out the bathroom with just a towel around my waist, he was about to ask me did the food arrive, but then saw me crying. He came over to me and asked what was wrong. I didn't say anything, I just kept on crying. And threw my arms around his neck. He put his arms around my waist and pulled me tighter towards him. He was trying to calm me down and I did.

There was a knock at the door, I wiped my eyes and Randy went to his side and grabbed him some underwear shirt and sweatpants and went back into the bathroom. I went to the door to let the man in that had our food. He pushed the cart in the room and left out. Randy came back in the room fully clothed and pushed the cart toward the kitchen. He then put the food on the table and we sat down and ate. After we were done and full we cleaned up and left the cart there and headed towards the bed.

He went in his bed and I went in mine.

"Do, you want to talk about it, he asked me leaning on his side with his bottom half covered. I shook my head and turned towards the wall. I felt bad for not telling him, but I couldn't tell him yet, but one day I will for sure. He just sighed and said good night and turned off the light. We went to sleep.

I jumped up and was sweating. I looked at the clock and it was 3:20 in the morning. I heard lighting and thundering outside and got scared. I looked to Randy's side and saw that he was still sleep. I heard the thunder again and jumped out my bed.

I ran to his bed, pulled back the covers, and slid in there. I started whimpering, covering my head. He begins stirring and was looking around to see what the noise was and then pulled the cover from off my head.

"John, what's wrong babe," he asked me pulling me towards him. We lay down with my head on his chest and his arm around my waist.

"I had a nightmare and then got scared because of the lightening. I'm that I woke you," I said putting an arm around his waist. And snuggling in to his chest. I loved listening to his heart beat it was calming.

"Do you want to talk about it," he asked kissing me on the head.

I looked up at him and shook my head and kissed him.

"No, not right now, but I would love to stay just like this, please," I said looking him in the eye. He sighed and nodded his head and smiled at me.

"Whenever you feel like talking, I will be here to listen," he said kissing me. We kissed for a little while and then I laid my head back on his chest and tighten my arm around his waist. I fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat.

'Soon Randy, real soon, I will open up to you. I might be falling for you.'

A/n: Thanks for the great reviews on my other stories. I appreciate it! :) also, Vienna09 you don't have to apologize, lol. It's all good :)

A/N 2: I know that I am updating slow, but this internet is acting crazy. And now since it just started to act right, so now it might go better….. I hope

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