Warning! Very heated! (O/O)
After telling the story, I broke out in sobs, my body trembled, and my eyes were becoming raw already, not yet used to crying. Sideswipe just rubs my back soothing me, allowing me to cry, and let it all out.
"After Corrina's death, I closed off completely. I fo..forgot what happiness was, what friendship was and most of all what love was." I sniffle.
"Since her death, I walked around numbly, I felt no happiness, no love, or any positive emotions, just negative emotions. I began to tire of life, I was tired of the sorrow, and the agony, and once I tried to take my life. I plunged an ice pick into my chest, in hopes of piercing my heart, and just my fucking luck I missed my heart and any other vital organ." I chuckle darkly.
I bring a hand up to my chest, right where my bra was, hiding the faded scar. Before I dropped my hand.
"After that I never tried again, I realized how pathetic it was for me just to give up. So I tried to stay alive, enduring the sadness ,hate and pain, just so I could live. I yearn for so much: For the pain to stop, to find a family that loves me, and most of all to know what REAL love is." I say with down casted eyes.
I feel Sideswipe grip my chin within his forefinger and thumb before making me look up at him. His crimson eyes search my violet ones, before without warning he kisses me. Unlike most of the others he's taken from me, that were rough and filled with lust, this one was soft and delicate. Reminding me of a feather casting over my lips, once again I feel something grow in my heart as well as speed it up.
He lips stay on my own longer than most, and surprisingly to myself and Sideswipe, I respond. Inexperiencedly I kiss back, my kiss filled with hesitance and nervousness, my heart flutters in a way I don't understand, but for some reason it makes me kiss more confidently, yet keeping a slight shy caress. My heart begins to throb as a sea of unknown emotions swirl in my being, making nausea fill me slightly, as the onslaught of emotions twirl and grow.
The longer our lips touch, the more my eyes droop, and after a while my eyes are shut. I feel Sideswipe pull me closer, and he places my right hand on his cheek, his own hand resting on mine. As we kiss the emotions get stronger, and our kiss grows deeper. My breathing begins to grow heavy as my heart beats in my chest like the beating of a humming birds wings.
Then Sideswipe slides his tongue over my lips, in don't respond confused by the action. He then grips my back-end, making me gasp in surprise, allowing him entrance into my mouth. His tongue caresses over my own, and at first I don't respond nervous and shy at the sudden change of pace, but after he caresses my tongue for a few moments I respond. Our breathing becomes heavier and the kiss becomes more heated, I find my hands resting on his shoulders, while I straddle his lap, and my weight on my knees as I sit up slightly to where my head is at a taller angle than Sideswipe's.
Sideswipe hands travel up and down my waist, before resting on my back-end, my head becomes fuzzy, as we get lost in the kiss. Finally we break away from each other, I pant out heavily, my violet eyes a shade lighter giving a slight pink tint to them, while Sideswipe's crimson eyes glow brightly.
My heart is fluttering so much, It feels as if it could leave my chest. I take in a few deep breaths, before I begin to crave his lips back on my own. At the same time we slam our lips together, this time rougher more demanding, I sit down on his lap, no longer able to hold myself up, my chest pressed tightly against his, as we try to get impossible closer. My hands run down his torso, and I feel the ripples of the holoforms abs, my hand reach up into his shirt as my fingers graze along his abdomen. With my move, Sideswipe explores my body as well, he runs his hands from at my back-end and up, before his hands run up my bare sides making me shiver, he pulls me impossibly closer to him, one hand at the back of my neck as he arches over me, he pulls away from my lips, before he trails kisses down my neck and collar-bone, before nipping between where my neck and shoulder meet, getting a gasp from me.
He puts his lips back onto my own, and our tongues battle for dominance. We kiss for minutes before I pull away, trying to catch my breath. As I catch my breath I look at the holoform I'm currently straddling. Sideswipe rakes his eyes over my shirtless body, before they land on my bra, he pauses, before looking into my eyes. Then without a warning he slams his lips harshly against mine, I let out a moan when he deepens the kiss, and grips my back-end tightly.
I pull away and kiss down his jaw, before I pull off his shirt with his help. My fingers run over he scar at his chest, before a kiss over the long jagged scar. He lets out a groan, before he grips my chin and kisses me roughly, before pulling away.
"W…we s..should stop." He pants out his crimson eyes rake over my chest, when he notices my bra becoming looser from a rip on the side.
I give him another kiss, before nodding with labored breaths.
"Alright." I pant out my voice sounding husky.
His eyes dilate and he slams his lips down on my own once more, and we have another heated make out session, before he pulls away again.
"O..okay we really need to stop." He pants out as he kisses down my neck.
I let out soft moans with each kiss, as well as nodding. I look into his eyes, as he looks into my own. We kiss one finally time, this time the kiss is soft, and filled with different unknown emotions. I move my position, and I lay my head against his scarred chest, and close my eyes, as my heart rate slows back to it's normal pace, but the strange burning emotion in my core stays fading only slightly.
"Your mine Karly, you belong to me and no one else, and I'm going to keep you all to myself." He growls huskily in my ear.
I nod, my eyes droop in exhaustion, the day catching up with me. Just when I'm about to drift off into a peaceful sleep I whisper unconsciously.
"Yours." And with that I drop off into sleep.
The next morning, I find myself embraced securely by a figure. Looking around I realize I'm in Sideswipe's alt, the seat adjusted to make a bed of sorts. Feeling a slight draft, I look to my chest only for my eyes to widen, next to me is my ripped bra, leaving my breasts exposed. I quickly cross my arms over my chest, before searching around for something to cover with. My eyes land on Sideswipe's shirt that I had taken from him the night before, quickly I reach over, mindful of the secure embrace on my waist, before I slip from his hold. I sit up, sitting up I look over to the sleeping holoform.
"Hmmm I figured it would've turned off when he sleeps, guess they are meant to be as realistic as possible."
I move my arm away from my breasts, and pull the shirt over my head. Pulling the shirt over my head easily, I look over to the holoform only to see Sideswipe staring heatedly at me. My face burns bright red, and then gets even brighter when I remember last night.
Sideswipe noticing my blush smirks, before sitting up. He crawls over to me with a smirk, only for me to wiggle back, my back soon hits where the back seat is supposed to be. The without warning a seatbelt wraps around me, getting a surprised yelp from me. I narrow my eyes and scowl at Sideswipe, he moves closer to me, and pulls me closer when he removes the seatbelts from me, making sure to go really, really slow near my breasts.
"Oh well what do you know, Sideswipe can be a pervert."
I growl at him with my eyes narrowed, he only smirks, before falling back onto his back and pulling me onto him. I find myself straddling him, and hands gripping my waist, which is VERY close to my ass. I glare down at him, before yelping when he pulls me with a free hand down towards his lips. My lip land upon his own, he runs his tongue over my lips, and I stubbornly refuse, he nips my lip and I allow him excess with a gasp. He wrestles with my tongue for 5 minutes, getting us back to panting, before he pulls away.
"Your mine." He smirks and runs his hand into my…well his shirt.
He sits up to where I straddle his waist, and my leg wrap around him. He hunches over me and runs kisses up my stomach, before stopping just below my breasts. His hands are resting on my thighs, before he grips my butt hard, chuckling when I let out a squeak.
Finally he quits his make-out session with me, leaving me in a flustered state as I glare at him.
"You do you think you are?" I hiss threateningly.
"Sideswipe, and your Karly, MY femme." He says in a 'duh' tone, almost reminding me off his other self, except his voice is deeper than the other Sideswipe's at least judging from the very few series of Transformers that had him, well his voice is similar to the movie Sideswipe, just rougher and more...
Sexy
"Fuck off!"
I growl irritated at the voice, and Sideswipe when he pulls me in for a surprise kiss
"Don't act like you didn't like it." He smirks.
I flush, before looking away from him. He chuckles before scooting back over to me.
"Lift the shirt up." He commands.
I glare at him.
"Just let me see your side, I need to check the stitching. We got pretty wild last-night, well VERY close to it, so I need to make sure you didn't rip a stitch." He says.
I huff, before lifting the shirt showing him the stitches. He nods in satisfaction, before looking over to me when I let out an 'ehem'
"I need to go to a clothing store, my shirt is stained with blood and ripped, and my bra is ripped as well." I say crossing my arms.
He nods, before he fizzles another shirt on, the one I have on staying in it's place.
"Alright but I'm not going to leave you on your own, especially because of what happened last night."
My memory goes back to Sunstreaker.
"I wonder if he'll show up again? I sure as hell hope not!"
Lies
"NO!"
Fine whatever helps you sleep at night.
I let out a huff for both my annoying inner voice and Sideswipe.
"Fine, fine." I say.
"And please for the love of God, keep your hands to yourself." I say to him.
He grins roguishly.
"I won't as long as you don't tempt me." He says.
"Got it, no tempting." I check my fingers.
"Not like I ever did in the first place."
"So we leaving now?" I question
He nods, before the seats shift back into their normal states, getting a yelp from me when I land in the passenger seat upside down. I pull my shirt down from off my stomach before growling at the mech.
"A little warning would have been nice." I snarl.
He casts me a glance from his spot in the passenger seat, before smirking lightly as he sends me wink. I let out an irritated groan:
"This day is going to SUCK!"
Well that was a VERY sexual chapter…..XD WAY different from what I normally do.. ;D
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This chapter was shorter than any of the others I usually do on this story, but I wanted to save the shopping scene for the next chappy. DX So sorry for the shortness.