As everyone knows, i own none of the character mentioned in this story,they were created by Stephanie Meyers,i am just bringing two halves of one soul that has been separated in misery,to make one in complete bliss.
i am so sorry if this is too short,but it is a part of JPOV still, BPOV coming up next, lets keep spreading the love and respect we have for those two,be proud team jacob,jacob/bella supporters,after all,that's choosing the path of life and excitement,the other way is the path of death and eternal doom.
passion,love laughter,to sleep,to dream with the one you love,a day at the beach,kids laughter and even hardships,tasting the flavors of your favorite foods or trying new ones,even to struggle and face sadness at times,but that's life
living is hard,death is easy.
jacob (the wolves) - protectors-represent life, vampires - predators - represent death
writing bella and jacob in a smutty story is an insult to the love they have for each other, i dont see him as a man who just f**ks the woman he loves,he makes love to her and treasures her,not treat her like a two bit whore,sorry it's how i feel and i wont change my views for anyone,it is much more of a turn on making love than a wam,bam thank you mam...lol
thanks everyone he has stuck by me and my stories,you all mean so much to me, hugzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
JPOV
A howl in the night woke me from a very strange dream,i was dreaming I was in the mountains under some kind of a trance and a disembodied voice was trying to give me some kind of a message that had something to do with that trip Bella had taken to save Edward,I had a sense of Bella being there with me,could it be possible that she was having the same dream, could we be so connected now that our dreams have intertwined,especially with us being true mates?t cant worry about that right now, I have to find out what that howl was all about.
Being careful not to disturb her and making sure the room was secure,because no matter what is out there ,her safety is my first priority,i left my room to go see what was going on ,as I stepped out my front door i saw quill coming towards me,stepping out and closing the door behind me,I went out to meet him half way.
"what's going on quill,what was that howl all about?" I asked him a little worriedly
"that was just a warning to Alice and Rose,we caught them trying to get into Bella's house."
"Rose,which one is that?"though I have met them all,i don't care what their names are,to me their all just bunch of leeches,sucking the life from all living thing,a plague on human kind,let's face it,their not living beings and should have been buried a long time ago.
"she is the one you call barbie vamp," he replied amused ,"anyway, we caught them just as they found a way through one of the windows on the first floor by the den,it was closed,but wasn't locked."
"what the heck,don't they ever give up,didn't they get the message,Bella does not want to see them,if not I know a few permanent ways of getting that message across." those damn vamps wont stop until I am forced to break the treaty,which I will do if they don't stay away from my mate.
"Sam already handled it Jacob, Alice keep saying her and Bella were best friends and she just wanted to see her ,i told her sneaking into Bella's house in the middle of the night is the actions of someone who is up to no good,Sam just sent me to let you know what was going on and for you not to worry,everything was taken care of." he had a look in his eyes as if there was more he was not saying,he was hiding something from me.
"what else happened quill? You might as well tell me I am going to find out anyway once we are phased,so just come out with it."
"ok,just don't overreact, while we were dealing with the two trying to sneak into Bella's house,Paul and Jared caught Edward and the big one,Emmett trying to sneak over the treaty line."
"what,they must be really desperate to pull a stunt like that!" I was really getting angry,don't those vamps understand English or is there a special vamp language I don't know about.
"Sam thinks Alice and rose trying to sneak into Bella's house was just an aversion, thinking we would all rush off to Bella's house,leaving her here thinking she was safe,while the other two try to sneak onto to rez,as long as they stayed down wind we wouldn't smell them,but they did not count on coming face to face with two pissed off werewolves,who are ready to rip them apart,for what they did to one of their brothers mate."
"so what happened when Paul and Jared caught them."
"well,when we got there,Jared and Emmett was trying to peel Paul off of Edward,i guess Jared and Emmett was worried about the treaty,Paul looked as if he could take all those vamps and win,he was pissed." he smiled as though he got enjoyment out of that,i would have loved to have seen that myself.
"what did Sam do about that?"i was really hoping Paul had taken a chunk out Edward before anyone got there.
"well technically they did not break the treaty,when Paul and Jared found them,they had not crossed the treaty line as yet,but they were close,so there was nothing we could really do except to warn them off again,so after ordering Paul off of Edward he did just that."
"obviously warning them don't do any good,they'll just keep trying to get to her."
"Jacob,you know we cant really do anything to them unless they bite a human or worse,"
"yeah I know Quill,but it is just so frustrating."i said with a feeling of hopelessness
"i know how you feel Jacob,we all feel that way,anyway the doc showed up when we caught Edward and Emmett trying to sneak over the treaty line and believes they wont be trying that stunt again,Sam do believe there is something else going on that we don't know about,the doc did ask for a meeting to take place in three days from now,he says it is important."
"i wonder what could it be about,not that I really care!"
"Sam thinks it has something to do with you and Bella,but we wont know until we meet up with them."
"i am guessing they want Bella there too."
"yeah they do Jacob,but don't worry about it,you know we all love Bella and will protect her and you with our lives." I know how they felt,i could feel the emotions they felt towards my mate at the bonfire earlier,without them saying a word."
"i know man,we feel the same towards all of you."
"anyway man,Sam just wanted me to let you know what was going on,i gotta get back,charlie is going to allow us to stay in his house tonight,Sam went and told him what happened tonight,well,not about Edward,but about the other two,he's coming down after work tomorrow."
"ok man,thanks,talk to you later." after a brotherly hug,he took off into the woods,while I went back in to be with my Bella,when I think about her,i feel so blessed,thank god that he has brought my Bella back to me,i cannot begin to describe the emotions I feel having her with me,she is truly the other part of my soul ,now I understand why I have never felt whole,feeling as though I was split in half,never understanding why, when I first saw Bella when she came back,everything seem to click into place right then,little did we know our souls had reunited,but I still was not truly complete,now I know it was because of those vamps,her life had already became intertwined with theirs without her really knowing about it,thank god for her mind shield,if I understood old quill correctly,it is what she used subconsciously to protect herself from their powers truly getting a hold of her and the powers she unknowingly holds,though they were still able to dazzle her,hold her to them in some way,my Bella was strong,she fought against it and found her way back to me,where she belongs.
Stepping into my house,closing the door behind me I turned to the find Bella standing in the den,she looked worried,i walked over to her and took her in my arms,she laid her head on my chest putting her arms around my waist,i softly rubbed circles on her back.
"you ok babe,i did not wake you did I?" I asked her
"no you didn't Jake,it might sound weird,but I could actually feel that weren't there with me,that you had left the house."
"no,it doesn't sound strange,but I did not realize you knew we were back at the house,you were out cold when I brought you here."
"i cant really explain it Jake,i just knew,it's like I was walking with you back here though you were carrying me,i even felt your conflict about whether you should let me sleep with my pants on or not,"she looked up at me and smiled,"the respect you showed me,that means a lot to me,anyway I cant explain how I knew all these things, I just knew."
"there is a lot we still need to learn and understand,but whatever it is,we are in this together," I held her chin in my hands and looked into her eyes,"i love you so much Bells," I said while softly kissing her on the lips.
"i love you too Jake." she kissed me on my chest and held me to her,we stood there just holding each other,i was truly holding my life in my hands and I'll be damned if I allow those vamps to take my life away from me.
She looked up at me,"so what happened out there tonight?" I debated whether I should tell her or not,but I want there to always be honesty between us,i am pretty sure because of how strong our connection is we would always be able to tell when we try and keep anything from each other.
"Alice and rose was caught trying to sneak into your house and while they were doing that,Edward and Emmett was trying to sneak over the treaty line,but don't worry Sam took care of it."
"what,why don't they just leave me alone?"
"let's not worry about it tonight bells,let's just get back to bed,we'll figure it out tomorrow,or should I say later today." I said with a grin,trying to put her at ease,bending down I put one of my arms under her knees and picked her up,carrying her back to bed,i laid down then laid behind her,holding her to me,but she had other ideas,turning to face me and taking hold of my hand,she let them rest under her cheek,i let my eyes roam,taking in every detail of her beloved face ,with my enhanced eye sight,i could see every feature,even in the dark, down to the light sprinkling of freckles across her nose.
"I'm sorry Jake."she said quietly,confused I looked into her eyes,and saw a sadness there.
"sorry for what babe?"while letting my other hand brush against her cheek
"for not seeing what was going on and fighting to get to you sooner,i can now understand just how painful it must have been for you,us been apart,right now been away from you would be worst to me than death."
I smiled into her warm brown eyes ,that was filled with tears of such sadness and regret,it broke my heart
"there is nothing to be sorry about bells, we know now it was not your fault,you didn't know they had you so deep under their spell,you truly thought you were in love with Edward,besides all that matters to me is that were together now,so no regrets."
I placed my hand on her cheek and slowly brought my lips to connect with hers,i pulled her bottom lip into my mouth and gently bit and teased it until she gasped,which I quickly captured in a kiss that almost sent me over the edge,i pulled her to me,her body flush against mine,i proceeded to enjoy the taste,smell ,feel of Bella..my mate.
We went no further than kissing and touching each other,though my mind kept drifting to the mating ritual among other things,I would never rush her into anything she was not ready for,i consider myself very fortunate to even have her here with me,to be able to hold and kiss her like this,after awhile the kissing stopped and we just held each other,when I noticed she had fallen asleep, I looked down in her beautiful,so peaceful in sleep face and felt the need to hold her,not just hold her at my side while she slept,but actually hold her in my arms,i gentle picked her up and placed her on my chest,with her head under my chin,i breathed her in and felt a peace I have not felt in awhile, the scent of her,her heart beating in tune with mine,gives me such a feeling of satisfaction of being satiated that even sex could never provide,yeah,sex is important,well in the case of Bella and I we would be making love,but to have this deep mental and emotional connection with someone can only be described in one word,love .....real love, man that's a powerful thing.
