Warnings: Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Barebacking

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Chapter 10

He didn't know what he thought this would do. Maybe it was the mead he had snuck from Asgard or the thousand and one thoughts that he had which circled around the hunter since he left, but eventually, Gabriel ended up where he was. Straddling the man who had been consuming his mind. This was not what he thought he was going to be doing by the end of the day, still now that he made the move he couldn't take it back. Sam was looking up at him with widened eyes, which had shown defiance and fear before he realized who exactly was on top of him.

"Gabriel? What the hell?"

Leaning down, the archangel pressed his hands to the hunter's shoulders and held him in place even if his conjured binds were already doing so with the brunet's wrists and ankles. Leaning in so that their faces were barely separated, Gabriel could hear how the human's heartbeat was picking up. "I tried Sam, I spent weeks locking myself up in Heaven trying to get the thought of you out of my head only to think about you more and more. Dad knows I tried, but you won't get out of my head!"

There was a tentative hope to the man now, his shoulders relaxing under the archangel's hold. This wasn't the reaction he wanted, snarling, Gabriel pressed down harder. "I can't do it again Sam, I can't open myself to someone and watch them die again. And you will die, eventually, even if I can keep your ass out of the fire you seem to embrace you'll grow old and leave."

The thought nearly knocked him on his ass when he originally realized he would have to watch another lover die and leave him alone once again. It didn't matter if Sam gave up hunting, it didn't matter if Gabriel put the man in a damn bubble, eventually the human would succumb to time. "I can't do it again, so I won't. I can't give you what you want Sam and don't give me that look!" cutting off whatever the hunter had been about to say, Gabriel could guess it was some kind of platitude. Shaking his head, the archangel let go a bit on his punishing grip of the man's shoulders.

"You're a romantic Sam Winchester. It's all or nothing with you, and I can't give you my all." Sam was looking at him with a stubborn look, and though he knew where the night was about to go and that he should leave, Gabriel found himself unable to move.

"Let me out of the ropes Gabe." There was a demand in Sam's voice, one the archangel had heard before, and while he didn't want to; he found himself snapping the ropes away. The second he was no longer bound, Sam flipped them so Gabriel was the one on his back. The blond could have fought against him, it would have taken nothing for Gabriel to overpower the human, but he needed to know how far Sam was willing to take this. He hadn't lied, after weeks of thinking that was the only thing he was certain of, he needed to be honest with the hunter.

Now with his arms held down by the massive man, a reflection of the position they had been in only moments ago, Gabriel wondered what the human would do. "Okay so you can't get attached again, I wasn't expecting you to Gabe. But don't tell me what I want."

Not one to shut up, Gabriel locked gazes with Sam then while he spoke. "Then what do you want?"

"You." Sam didn't hesitate to answer, his hands which had been gripping Gabriel's hands tangling their fingers together. "I've always wanted you since you were that damn janitor. You have no idea how much you've pissed me off over the years with the shit you pulled, and I've had more than one fantasy of fucking that damn smirk off your face… but what I want is you, in any way I can have you."

"Sam…" Gabriel trailed off as a pair of lips were pressed against his own. It only took a second for the archangel to relax into the kiss, this was what he needed. The feel of Sam against him, of the taste of his lips was overwhelming, how the hell did he think he could push this away?

"Now, are you going to vanish our clothes or what?" asked the hunter who was still pinning him down, holding his arms above his head while trailing kisses along Gabriel's jaw.

With their hands together, the archangel couldn't use his signature snap although that didn't seem to matter as their clothes vanished. The touch of Sam's hot skin against his own made Gabriel moan, his eyes closed while the hunter sucked a dark bruise high on his neck. "Lube now." At the command, Sam let go of one of his hands, and a bottle of lubricant appeared on his palm. "Keep your hands there or I stop." Nodding, Gabriel looked up at the near feral hunter who was eying him like prey.

Instead of moving off Gabriel, or at least adjusting so he could wrap the archangel's legs around his waist, Sam snapped open the cap of the lubricant slicking his fingers before reaching behind himself. From his angle, Gabriel couldn't see what Sam was doing but the soft gasps from the man above him and the way he was slowly rocking back onto his hand let Gabriel know what the hunter was up to. Near whimpering with the need to reach out and touch the brunet, Gabriel's hands were made into tight fists while he watched Sam above him. For his part, the hunter placed the hand not stretching his tight hole on the archangel's chest to steady himself.

As one finger became two soon followed by three, Sam deemed himself ready and once again reached for the tube Gabriel had brought into existence. Slicking his fingers again, the hunter wrapped his hand around the archangel's cock making him cry out and buck his hips though his hands remained in place above his head. Grinning, Sam brought their mouths together while he shifted into position, holding the firm length in his hand while moving it so the head would bump against his hole though never allowing Gabriel to enter. Their mouths seemed to fight frantically, Gabriel trying to earn back what little bit of dominance he could.

"Do you have any idea how often I've thought about this, Gabe? How much I've wanted you? And you were right there beside me the whole time and didn't fucking know."

Not giving the archangel a chance to say anything, Sam lowered himself down, taking Gabriel's hard cock inside him. The burn was a bit harsher than the hunter had been expecting, having only experimented in college years ago, his fingers the only thing he had taken in years. Still, Sam breathed through the burn until the cheeks of his ass were pressed against Gabriel's crotch as he bottomed out. Groaning, the brunet had to close his eyes for a moment while he adjusted to the girth of Gabriel inside him. The sensation of hands rubbing along his thighs caused the hunter to open his eyes and look down.

He should have been disappointed that Gabriel had moved his hands from where he had been instructed to keep them, but the look of concern on the other's expression was enough to make Sam forgive him. "Breathe for me, Baby… do you want to stop?" Gabriel's voice was low and soothing, and exactly what Sam needed to hear. Shaking his head, the hunter placed his hands on the archangel's squeezing them for a minute before splaying his fingers over the blond's chest and bracing himself before slowly raising his hips.

The pressure was more manageable now and as he sunk back down, Sam could feel his own harden again at the sensation. Setting a steady rhythm, his eyes remained locked on Gabriel who was struggling to remain as he was and let Sam lead. Pinching one of the man's nipples, the hunter grinned as Gabriel bucked up causing him to thrust in hard. Moaning, Sam rocked back against him before flicking a nail over the other nipple. Getting the hint, Gabriel moved his hands to grasp onto Sam's hips and spread his legs a bit wider to gain more leverage before he let loose.

Sam could barely breathe, trying to meet Gabriel's thrusts with his own was impossible. Instead, he leaned forward and slotted their mouths together while the archangel took control, their breaths mingling between pants and moans before Gabriel threw his head back and grunted his release into Sam's welcoming body. Grinding down on his lover, the taller man reached down and grasped his cock, pumping furiously while still moving his hips on Gabriel's softening dick. With a punched-out moan, Sam came. His spunk reached up Gabriel's chest in long white streaks, while the archangel continued to rub at Sam's hips, those whiskey-golden eyes watching as Sam came down from his orgasm.

Once their breathing had returned to normal, the sound of a snap rang through the air before Sam felt the sweat on his body disappear. Looking down he noticed how Gabriel's skin was once again cleaned of his release. Laying down beside his new lover, Sam rested on his side, careful to keep a slight distance between them now that the heat of the moment was over. Gabriel didn't seem like he was going to run, but the hunter knew it was only a matter of time.

"How long?"

The question caught Sam off guard, though he noticed an almost vulnerable expression on Gabriel's face that he had only witnessed a few times before. Not wanting to lie to the archangel, Sam tried to commit the look of Gabriel laid out beside him to memory. "I told you, it started when we were hunting you at the damn college. It was always you Gabriel, I've always wanted you." Sam let the silence build between them for a moment, noticing how the archangel once relaxed, was now tensing. It wouldn't be long now before he fled again, but this time Sam had the vague hope that the blond would return.

"I can't…" Gabriel began, but Sam didn't let him finish. "I know, but I'm not asking you too. I want whatever you're willing to give me, Gabe. Just come back when you're ready, yeah?" Though he was expecting the archangel to leave, Sam was pleasantly surprised when Gabriel dragged him into a heated kiss before doing so. Alone in his bed, Sam couldn't help but roll slightly so his face was resting against the pillow his lover had been using only moments before, breathing in deeply the hunter hoped his archangel would be back soon.

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