staring into illuminated existance
light head from a rope tonight
the pen in hand and note of death
they could never hear the silent screams
ringing through the night
the others wonder why
they dont know i ache
the things i love are too much
my life shall break
all the tears and the blood
happen after the jokes that they tease
they dont see or hear my tears
i slit my wrist and the pain shall ease
cut me wide open
but you never leave a trace
so the pain i feel behind my facade
you can't see the tears beyond my face
i can feel it now
its minutes away
the room is dead black
never to see another day