Ah, yes! Chapter 10 is finally here! I ended up deciding to step up my game and set up a schedule. New stories will be posted every Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday! Can't wait! Enjoy the chapter~

I didn't exactly know how to spend my day since I didn't have Clare around with me, so I went back home. I grimaced when I thought about what Cece and Bullfrog would say. Especially Cece, since she was so heavily invested in my sex life. That seriously creeped me out.

"Ooh, Baby Boy is making his way into the house by a little walk of shame!" Cece exclaimed as I barely made it through the door. I grumbled something that not even I knew what it was.

"Calm yourself. Don't you think that it is a little bit creepy that you are enthusiastic about my…Ahem, sex life? Or lack thereof. I'm doubting as to how normal that actually may be." I mumbled as I stepped into the kitchen and threw the remainder of the coffee into the sink and started for my room, wanting to take a shower.

"Well I'm not a normal mother. So tell me, is she a good lay?" It was like nails on a chalkboard. I stomped up the stairs, droning out Cece's disgusting questions.

"NOPE, SORRY, CAN'T HEAR YOU! SO CRAZY, IT'S LIKE I HEARD YOU A SECOND AGO BUT NOW I CAN'T. WOW, IT'S SO WEIRD!" I shouted at Cece as I stomped loudly up the steps and down the hallway. I finally made it to the bathroom, and I quickly undressed and turned on the shower. "I swear, I love her to death, but my mom is so weird." I muttered to myself as I finally stepped into the shower and tried to wash my problems away. But of course, it was as if it was the unwritten rule to think about every fucking thing in the universe when you shower.

"You used protection, right, Baby Boy? Because you're still a baby yourself!" Cece shouted through the bathroom door as I let out a huge sigh and covered my face. This woman…

"DEAR GOD, YES. NOW LEAVE. I WOULD LIKE SOME PRIVACY, THANK YOU VERY MUCH." I shouted back, trying to get a point across that I would like to be left alone to my thoughts. But it was as if that couldn't be fulfilled for me.

Was it so bad that I was beginning to miss New York? I had privacy there.

A shrill sounding screech interrupted my thoughts. I slowly peaked out of the shower curtain to see what it was. And sure enough, it was my phone. And Lenore was calling.

What does this damn woman want? She was a mistake. I almost lost Clare, the love of my life, because of a stupid mistake. And god damn it, I will let Lenore know that. She needs to leave me the fuck alone.

"This woman will leave me alone" I muttered to myself as I finished up in the shower. After I finally got out, I wrapped my towel around my torso and picked up my phone, angrily dialing the number. There were only two rings before I heard her voice on the other line.

"Eli! I've called you so many times!" I grit my teeth and could feel myself about to explode on her. The call hasn't even been going on for a minute and I was already annoyed and angry.

"I know. I've ignored your calls. Are you unable to take a fucking hint?" I heard her exhale sharply as she started to retort.

"Don't you fucking throw this away, Eli. That kiss was special and long overdue. We could have more. We could be more." I felt myself shake and my face became really hot.

"It was a mistake. You were a mistake. I'm in love with Clare. Clare fucking Edwards. Not Lenore. I messed up big time with Clare, and I finally got her to love me again. Clare is the love of my life. I don't plan on throwing what I have with her away, because I'm…I'm crazy about her. Intoxicated with her. My heart beats for her. She's what keeps me going. I think about her every night and every morning. I'm so in love with her." My heart started beating faster as I thought about her beautiful smile and personality.

"How dare you, Eli! How fucking dare you!" I rolled my eyes and decided to end it now.

"I love her. Not you. Never you. Go to hell, Lenore. Send me a post card or two." I ended the call with a smile on my face, since Clare was on my mind now. That beautiful girl. "I should decide on where to take her for dinner."

I raced up to my bedroom and threw myself onto my bed. My wig fell off and landed right next to me. A quick gasp escaped my lips as I stared at it, and slowly looked up at the mirror, with my empty gaze staring right back at me. My auburn-ish hair was actually a few centimeters away from my eyes. Was my hair really that long? Maybe I could finally stop wearing my wig and surprise Eli tonight.

I could finally take it off. Throw the wigs away and show Eli tonight.

"This would be the perfect surprise!" I was so giddy about the thought of surprising him and seeing that look on his face. I am so doing this. "But first, I want to read that thing at the end of Eli's e-mail book." I mumbled to myself as I reached for the book, which was on my desk. I slowly brought it upon my lap and flipped to the last page.

'Beautiful,

We've been through trials that really took a toll on us. But I've loved you through every single one, no matter what. And I promise you that until the end of time, I will love you. You can hold me to that, and I really want you to. Clarebear, I love you and care about you so very much. I will do anything to make you happy, and I will redeem myself and show you every day for the rest of my life that I belong with you, and maybe you will believe that you belong with me? I hope so. But give me a chance, and I will try to make loving me worthwhile. Please stay with me, Beautiful. I love you more than words can describe. You're my one true love.

Love always, Eli'

I could feel my eyes water and I dried my eyes. That adorable, sweet, loving goof. I love him so much. I'll show him that tonight, because I need to tell him how much I appreciate him. He is honestly that best boyfriend ever.

"I've never loved someone as much as I loved him. God damn it, this boy drives me crazy, but usually in the good way. My heart beats fast when I see him smile and it makes me feel better knowing that amazing smile is just for me. An amazing realization, really…" I mumbled to myself as I closed the book and held it close to my heart and hugged it tight.

Eli Goldsworthy. I love you more than words can describe. More than words will ever be able to describe.

Never have I ever honestly felt so in love. But when it came to Eli, it was like everything was okay again. We've had our moments and break ups. But before I knew it, I was his again. Happily. And sure, Lenore messed us up. But then Eli gave me this, and…The kid made me tear up!

Give him a night to remember, Edwards. He deserves it. He deserves to know that you truly love, adore, and appreciate him.

Okay, so this kinda was a chapter to show how awesome and loving Eli is. Oh, and that letter? About 85% is from an actual love letter that my boyfriend sent to me. Today is also our 11 month anniversary, so I thought I'd put a tribute to him in here. Anyway, I hope you guys loved this chapter! What will happen with Lenore trying to meddle? Hmm..I guess we will find out on Thursday!