Girl in nightgown sitting

paintings you held so dear

Swirling around you, completing you

In endless shades of black and blue

Shadow and substance

Anxiety and nervous breathing

A slow-motion car crash

You built your kingdom on imagination

Words like escapist, imagination, and lucid

Floating out of your lips like bubbles

J, it is ok to escape to fantasy

When it comes to making fantasy your reality, however...

Words like paranoia, anxiety, disorder

Pin you like a butterfly

Last time I saw you

You were like air

Thin girl

Nightgown

Sitting in the middle of the world you could not save

And with a tear you slipped away


Written after I learned I not only am bipolar (because apparently THAT'S not enough) but I also have anxiety disorder of getting abandoned, abandoning others, ect. Joy. Well enough of my complaining.

REVIEW! pwease? (cutesy neko face)