A/N Sorry about the wait everyone!!! If I don't update within these two weeks for break again, feel free to pester me into updating. Also thank you to Caroline and Keep Your Sadness Alive for their song suggestions, Caroline I plan to use yours later in the story. Anyone else have any suggestions? They will be rewarded with virtual cookies!

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Song: Perfect World by Simple Plan

Disclaimer: "Hysteria is only possible with an audience." – Chuck Palahniuk

I never could've seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
Seems like my world's falling apart

"Where am I?" Zack asked groggily coughing.

"You're in the hospital." The nurse informed him.

"Where's Cody, where'd my brother?" Zack asked frantically.

"I'm so sorry, he's hanging on but he's in critical condition. They didn't even know if you would make it let alone your brother."

"No, no, no, no, no! Where is he, where's Cody???"

"He's in ICU." If only we had stayed home, if only we hadn't run away, why, why, why?

Why is everything so hard
I don't think I can deal with the things you said
It just won't go away

"Where are my parents?" Zack asked.

"I'm not sure. They were here last night, but they haven't been in yet today." The nurse replied.

"Can you please go away?" Zack asked wanting nothing more then to be left alone.

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

If we had a normal life this never would have happened. If our parents were together we never would have run away that day and none of this would ever have happened. Or maybe if we hadn't run away and just stayed home and dealt with it everything would be fine now it would have been so much easier to pick up the pieces and move on.

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through

I always thought I could deal with anything, I was strong and I didn't care, turns out I was wrong. I care that Cody's borderline dying, Mom and Dad are divorcing, to top that off they aren't even here when their own kids got kidnapped by a serial killer and one is barely hanging on. I thought the worst thing that could happen was that they would stop caring about each other. I was wrong, they've stopped caring about us, and from what I've heard Cody needs all the support he can get, he needs a miracle.

I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Coz I can't let go
I just can't find my way
Yeah
Without you I just can't find my way

I don't know what I'll do if Cody doesn't make it through this okay. For all the mean things I say to him I could never live without him, he's my brother, my twin, my other half, I could never survive without him. I wish like hell I could turn back the clock and save us from this. I wish I could. But I can't.

I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
Still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go

I don't know what to do. I don't know how to help him. I just want him to be okay. I could never be without him, when he went to Math Camp I couldn't stand it. Now, I'm wondering what I'll do if, if, no I won't say it, I won't think it. Cody will be okay! He has to be. I need him.

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