Written For; Camp Potter; Arts and Crafts; Ink, Higher, Before. Favorite Era Boot Camp; Driven. Character Diversity Boot Camp; Alice Longbottom; Laugh. Pairing Diversity Boot Camp; Alice/Frank; Aimlessly. Poetry Boot Camp; Classroom. Marauders Era Challenge; Pregnancy. Freeverse Prompt Challenge; Broken. Claire's Marauders era Challenge. I know; I write things for a lot of shit.

Agony

You were so happy once you got pregnant

Weren't you?

You never thought it'd end up like this

Lying in a hospital bed

Or sometimes a classroom

Aimlessly taking your pills

And talking to the other folks

Completely broken...

Did you?

You can't even remember your own son

How pathetic is that?

You lay next to your husband

He is just as pathetic as you are

Neither of you talk

Listen

See

You're too ashamed

All you remember about that day

Is screaming

Shouting

Yelling

'Over my dead body'

Ironic

Isn't it?

You're left worse than dead

Death would only be a blessing

So you wouldn't have to remember

The pain

Oh the excruciate pain

Rippling through your whole body

You imagine it

Flowing through your veins

It just plain hurts

But the thing you remember most

was that women

with the bloodcurdling laugh

and hair as dark as ink...

But you can't scream

You can't do anything

Only lay there in your agony

Imagining a day

One like before

Where you sore high

Higher then the clouds

When you're finally better...

But...

There's no way you'll get better

So...

Death would be much better