A/N: Good golly. Jessica-muse hasn't been so nice the past few days. I think it's cause of what's went on in this chapter... Reviews!

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Sweetdisposition19: All I can say is I want Asael to bust onto the scene and be all like "I"M THE BAMF ANGEL MOFO! GRAAA!" But that's just how my muses work. :)

Anyhoo. Keep on reading and reviewing. Hope it's not getting confusing with Jessica/Katherine since she's her, but not really. LOLWUT? Yeah... AND watch for my new Supernatural fic. :)


Chapter 10: Gestures

Dean was laughing. Literally laughing at the situation. "Dean! It's not funny."

He calmed a little. "Oh, it is. It's very funny."

I sighed. "So why was I supposed to tell you when I remembered?"

"Because," he said without laughing, "I had my suspicions. First off, I was right. And second, I've been trying to get Cas laid for weeks. This'll speed up the process." The smirk on his face made me want to smack him.

My jaw dropped. "Dean!" I hissed.

"What?"

"I'm not gunna help you get Cas laid."

Dean gave a small pout. "Please?"

I scowled at him. "You're sick."

"He's a friggin' virgin still! Help an angel out." He paused. "You aren't one too, are you?"

Narrowing my eyes at him, I shook my head. "It's not your business…but I'm not."

"Well good. Why don't you show 'im the ropes-"

"Conversation over," I said walking past him and out of the room. Castiel was good looking and all, but that could be the memory of Katherine speaking…


Castiel sat on the couch with his hands folded. He sensed something was troubling Jessica. It may have had something to do with the memories returning. It did seem like a troubling process…

He turned when he heard footsteps. Jessica was hurrying down the steps. She looked very…flustered. Jessica passed through the room to the kitchen, not saying a word to him.

Then Dean walked through. "Cas," he said while stopping in front of him, "I thought you said you never had the opportunity to do some cloud hopping?"

"Excuse me?"

"You and Jessica. Or Katherine or whoever."

Someone cleared their throat. "I can hear you Dean," Jessica said from the archway.

Dean rolled his eyes. "Jess, what's going on?"

"Dean, give us a few minutes," she grumbled. He nodded while making his way out the door to go outside.

Jessica then walked over to the couch, sitting beside Castiel. "I remember a…promise."

"Yes," Castiel began, "a promise that I did not fully uphold." He looked down at his hands in a depressed manner.

"Because of what happened with Asael?"

"Yes."

Jessica turned and hugged Castiel. "It wasn't your fault. You've still kept your promise." She gave a small smile. "Katherine's the one who didn't hold her end up."

After unlacing his hands, Castiel put one hand on her arm awkwardly and the other on her cheek; brushing his fingers against it gently. "Neither you nor Katherine did anything wrong."

I let out a small sigh. I felt completely relieved after he said that. The part of me that was Katherine wanted to thank him, but it didn't feel right. Maybe I'm more humanized than Katherine because I kissed his cheek and felt butterflies swirling in my stomach.

As Castiel pulled back, I dropped my grip and let me arms fall back to their ides. Had I scared him?...

He looked at me slowly, as if assessing or conjuring a plan; before leaning forward and giving me a simple kiss on the lips.

Castiel quickly straightened up, looking flushed. "That was…" He was speechless it seemed. "…was that the wrong gesture?"

"Not exactly," I snickered. Poor Cas was like a little kid learning about life for the first time. "Cas, have you ever done that before?"

"Once," he said in a low tone. "It wasn't my doing though."

I nodded. Probably Dean's fault… "Just remember: only do that when you truly like someone, or love them, and mean it." That should keep him out of trouble. He gave a small nod before giving me another kiss. "Cas!" I hissed when he pulled away with a hint of a smile.

"You and Katherine are one. I like you both very much."

With a blush rising, I smiled. "Thank I guess…" He only likes me because of Katherine. If I were some normal person, Castiel wouldn't even acknowledge me.

"That is not the case."

"Angels have telepathy?" I questioned, blushing more.

"Yes. I'm cut off from the Heavens though like you. You are the only one I can communicate with like this," Castiel explained.

I tapped the side of my head. "I'll mind my thoughts then."


Dean was crouching at the window, peeking at Jessica and Castiel. Spying was the better term, but it made him feel creepy and low.

"Dean?"

He jumped, losing his balance slightly as he looked over his shoulder to see Sam. "Sammy, I'm gunna put a damn bell around your neck I swear…"

"What're you doing?" he sighed. Sam looked through the window. "Are you…spying?"

"No. I'm peeking," Dean responded proudly.

"It's ridiculous."

Dean grinned. "But Cas kissed her."

"Seriously?" Sam crouched down as he pushed his hair back. "He'd never do that. I think you imagined it."

"The hell would I do that for?!" Sam just shrugged as they both watched Jessica get up and make her way upstairs. "Bet you twenty I can get Cas laid."

"That's gross, Dean," Sam told him. "I'm not betting on that." That being said, Sam got up and walked away.

Dean shook his head with a grumble. He looked through the window once more, but saw Castiel giving him something of a glare this time. "Son of a bitch," he mumbled. He stood and turned around, only to face Castiel.

"Dean, were you watching me?"

Patting the side of Castiel's arm, Dean said, "Finally seeing some action, eh Cas?" The smirk on his face was ever-present. Castiel looked confused. "The kiss," Dean sighed, "I saw that."

Castiel had a small blush rise on his face. "I…um…"

"S'okay. You need a little help in the field of chicks." Dean turned, walking towards the black Impala parked in front of Bobby's house. "C'mon."

"Where are we going?"

"Just get in the car…"


"Dean, you disappeared and we have some information you can use. Call me back." Sam hung up his phone with a sigh. "He's not answering still."

Bobby clenched the bridge of his nose. "Where d'ya think he went?"

"Seeing as Cas is gone too, who knows. Maybe they went for something to train Jessica with."

"I doubt that…"


While laying down and watching the bland ceiling, I heard a knock at the door. "Yes?"

Castiel walked in, shutting the door quickly behind him. "Jess," he said.

I looked at him curiously without sitting up. Something seemed off. Maybe that was Katherine and the abilities or whatever kicking in. My stomach flipped and I sat up a little, perched on my elbows. "Something wrong?"

For a moment, I thought I was dreaming. Maybe that Cas was coming to talk to me. But he'd never use a door in my dreams so I tossed that theory away.

Castiel removed his trench coat and tossed it aside before approaching. "Jessica," he began as he sat beside me, "you are the most beautiful woman I've ever met." His hand was lingering on my cheek as he looked at me intently.

"Cas, what the-"

He gave me a soft, yet forceful kiss. His lips parted a little, which was when I pushed him back by the shoulders. "What are you doing?" Castiel questioned.

"Me?" I asked, feeling my face get hotter. "What are you doing is the better question."

"People who are promised show affection this way Dean said."

I scoffed. "Dean?" He was still trying to get Cas laid, the bastard… "How'd he explain this?" I asked as I crossed my arms. The story was going to be worth hearing I bet.

"He took me to a place of iniquity that he called a porn shop," Castiel stated as he sat comfortably at the edge of the bed.

Poor Cas was probably scared out of his mind. I moved over and sat next to him, shooting him a smile. "Some people show their love like that. Others don't."

Castiel looked at me with confusion. "How do you show love?"

"Well for one, I didn't hit you after you kissed me…or the second time," I said without looking at him. There was an obvious blush on my face and his piercing eyes didn't help matters.

"So it is a good thing then," Castiel said aloud. Either he was a vocal thinker or he was trying to directly prove a point. He got up and said, "I'll leave now."

I watched as he went and picked up his coat, quickly putting it back on. "Will you…come back?" I wasn't much of a sleeper and I figured he could keep me company for the night.

As he gave a nod, he said, "I will." Then he was gone. Leaving without warning, just like always.


"Whatta you mean she didn't want to?"

Castiel watched Dean pace the area in front of the coffee table. "She didn't want to," Castiel sighed. He stood up.

Dean stopped, looking at him curiously. "Now where are you off to?"

"Jess requested I return to the room."

At this, Dean smirked. "Really?"

"Yes."


I looked towards the door before it opened. My senses must be improving. Castiel walked into the room, shutting the door behind him. With a smile, I said, "I'm glad you came back." He was something of a comfort to have around.

He walked over and sat down on the end of the bed. "You asked me to."

Pulling my knees to my chest, I smiled. "Thank you." He'd been gone just long enough for me to change into a pair of sweat pants and different shirt I had with me. From my spot on the bed up by the pillow, Castiel looked uncomfortable; awkward almost. "You can come up here Cas. Just uh, take your shoes off." Castiel gave a half nod before leaning down and pulling off his shoes. He began to scoot back to the spot next to me, but I said, "The jacket too."

Wordlessly, he removed his coat and draped it over the end of the bed. "Have you changed your mind?"

"Cas, I don't wanna have sex…" He settled into his new spot comfortably, looking at me with blatant curiosity. "I just wanted you to be comfortable," I smiled. I didn't want to sound demanding.

"Thank you for keeping me in mind," Castiel replied. He leaned over and gave me a small kiss.

I pulled back, turning my head as I yawned. This obviously wasn't his doing. My natural human self was tired for once. "Castiel…Cas?"

"Yes Jess?"

I could feel my eyes drooping shut and I leaned towards him. "Don't leave me, 'kay…" I heard my voice trail off before I slumped over onto Castiel and fell asleep.