"You kissed him yet again?"
I felt his eyes stab me many times. "Yes."
"Do you love to torture yourself or something?" He got up and whacked the back of my head.
"It's not my fault Gaara!" I pleaded in defense.
"It is your fault! You made the damn deal!"
"I know but, I didn't this he actually would kiss me."
"Obviously you are dumber then you appear. Did Sai ask you anything at all?"
"He didn't see it. Though I believe he was trying to tell me something on Saturday." I looked down at my hands as he sat back on his bed.
"Exactly what was it he said?"
"He began saying that a person can change the gender they go after if they like them enough. Then he was going to say something else, but Sasuke had cut him off by accident."
I felt his fingers under my chin as he lifted my head up so I was staring into his eyes. "Do you know that you have the ability to have anyone like you?"
"No I don't. people mostly call me annoying."
"That is because they will not face their feelings for you."
I stared at him with realization sinking in. "Sai likes me."
He slid his finger tips away and nodded his head. "It's the only logical explanation to the suddenness of saying that he likes guys."
"What do I do?"
"That is up to you. You're still Hinata's boyfriend at the moment."
My heart sank as he said that and I began to pick at the blanket. "I'm a horrible person. I'm in love with Sasuke and kissed him twice while still being in a relationship with Hinata."
"You can't force your heart to feel a certain way for a certain person. You can only satisfy that desire or tame it."
"Looks like I'm doing both at the same time."
"And that will lead you to insanity."
I looked up into his eyes. "Is this what you felt when you fell for Kiba while still being with me?"
He stared into my eyes then looked away to his door. "Yes, but I was not willing to let you or me suffer, so I chose to be selfish."
"I can never be selfish."
"Because you have a good heart besides the fact of getting violent at times."
"So true." I laughed.
"Don't get down. Just do what you think is right."
"I'll try." I looked down at my watch and sighed. "I better get going. Sasuke is going to start tutoring me now."
"Why?"
"The soccer club wants me to play, so he's helping me with my grades."
"Good luck then."
"Thanks."
I exited his house and hopped onto my bike. I peddled my way home while thinking about what he had said. It is true that all I am doing is torturing myself by being next to Sasuke, but I feel empty without his presence. Then I am hurting Hinata as well without her knowing. What do I do now?
I sighed and looked up at the clouds. "The right thing of course." I peddled faster resolving to continue to be with Hinata and trying to bury my feelings for Sasuke. As for Sai, well I will let that go where it ends up at.
I put the bike up on the wall in the garage and ran up to my room. I changed my clothes as soon as possible, then grabbed the homework from today out. Not long after there was a knock on my window and I slid it open. He climbed onto my bed and sat there with his own work.
"Ok Dobe, lets get started."
"Sure thing."
I sat in front of him and began my homework. I was completely lost on the math homework and just spaced out. No point on doing something I don't understood right? According to Sasuke, wrong. He took my pencil and slowly explained how to do the algebra problem. Surprisingly, I understood what he said and got all the problems on the homework right. I smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. Big mistake.
"I'll be leaving now." He quickly gathered his things.
"Wait though. I need help with English."
He stared at me and seemed to be having an internal fight. "That homework is due on Wednesday. I'll come back tomorrow to help you."
"Well can you hang out for a while then?"
"No thanks. I'm too tired."
"Oh alright then I guess. Goodnight."
"Goodnight." He climbed out of my window and then over to his room.
I sighed closing my window and curtain. "Idiot." I hit my palm against my forehead repeatedly before falling back against my bed. I had just closed my eyes when there was a knock on my window. I jumped up and opened it staring into his eyes. "Yeah?"
He got his footing and I moved out of the way. "I forgot something."
"Oh ok then."
He landed on my bed then pushed me down climbing on top of me. "Sasuke what the-" His lips crashed onto mine shutting me up. His lips moved hastily against mine and I went ahead and kissed him back just the same. He then slid his hands down my sides to my thighs and pulled them up. My arms wrapped around his back as he pushed himself up against me hard. I took in a deep breath feeling how hard he was and slid my hands down his back slowly.
He pushed against me again as I slid my hands onto his butt and groped him. He winced and got still on top of me. I kept kissing him then held onto his butt as I went ahead and grind my hardness against his slowly. He quickly sprung into life then and grabbed my thighs hard moving up and down against me slow.
I slid my tongue along his lips begging him to open his mouth. He complied and allowed my tongue to slip into his warm mouth and slide against his. He pushed harder against me making me let out a moan into his mouth. His hands slid up my thighs and grabbed the waist band of my boxers. He started to slide them off slowly when there was a knock at my door.
"Naruto! Dinner is ready," Iruka called through the door.
He climbed off me slowly. "I'll be there in a bit."
"Alright then."
"I better get going." He began to go out the window when I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him back against my bed.
"I can't let you go."
"And why not?" He rolled up into a sitting position and stared at me.
I closed the window and curtain and reached for his hardness grabbing it hard but gentle. "Because you need to fix this."
He bit his lip then exhaled. "It's called a cold shower."
"Yeah like that will make you feel better."
"And what do you plan to do to fix it then?"
I began sliding his shorts off. "You'll feel it."
I slid my fingers through the hole at the front of his boxers and slid his hardness out. I blew air gently onto the very tip then slid my tongue down slowly all the way then all the way back up. I heard him take a sharp breath as he got harder. I kissed down him then blow air softly against him on the way back up to the tip. He gripped the bed tightly as I closed my mouth around him and slid my head down putting him all the way in my mouth.
He gripped my sheets hard as hell as I began to suck and lick at him slow and easy. His breath got a little heavier as I began to pump my head up and down still sucking on him. He soon slid his fingers into my hair gripping it hard and trying to keep his moans low. I started to pump my head faster up and down him sucking as hard as possible.
"Naruto," He whispered as I tasted his release in my mouth. I sucked on him a little more swallowing then ran my tongue all around him before sitting up.
"Better?"
He slid his fingers through his hair slowly. "Yes. Much better." He slipped himself back into his boxers and fixed them before pulling his shorts up.
"I'm glad."
"I'm sure." He reached his hand out sliding it through the hole in the front of my boxers and cupping me in his hand. "Now let me help you with this."
I closed my eyes for a moment feeling the warmth of his hand on me then opened them slowly. "You don't have to."
He slowly started to rub his hand against me. "It's only fair."
"But Sasuke…"
He slid me out and began licking up and down it slowly. He then licked the very tip making me take a deep sharp breath. His tongue licked at my tip some more then he put me in his warm mouth all the way and sucked hard as hell. I slipped my fingers into his black hair and gripped it hard pulling on it a little bit.
He started to lick and suck harder in response to me pulling his hair. I bit down on my bottom lip as my moans threatened to get louder by the second. He then started to pump his head up and down fast as I got closer to the edge. "Sasuke…" He went even faster and I gripped his hair hard as fuck while releasing myself into his mouth.
He licked all around me then sat up looking at me. "Better?"
"Yes." I slipped myself back into my boxers and fixed them
"Naruto your dinner!" Iruka called up the stairs.
"Going!" I looked at Sasuke and leaned into him kissing his lips. "Thank you."
He kissed me easy. "Thank you. Now go eat." He ruffled my hair then went to the window and climbed out of it.
"See you tomorrow."
"Yup." he climbed into his room and closed the window and curtain.