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AN: Anywhere belongs to Amy Lee; I'm just borrowing for the story.
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The moment everyone has been waiting for!
ANYWHERE
BPOV
I woke up the next morning still sluggish; it's like I didn't get any sleep at all. I must be emotionally drained. I've never discussed something so personal with someone. Jacob knew about Edward but I never revealed much to him; not as much as I did with Jasper last night.
As much as I cried and as much as it hurt to get all that out; I feel like a new person. I feel like I've cleansed my soul of the negative. Of course, these experiences will always be with me and I will always love Edward and Jacob, but now, they are my past. I can move on and be with Jasper. I can give him my soul. Edward had everything, but he let it go; I could never fully give myself to Jacob and I always felt he deserved more. Deep down somewhere I'm happy for him and I hope life gives him exactly what he wants.
I focus on the beautiful man in front of me and if I didn't know any better, you'd think he was sleeping. It's very peaceful to watch him. His lips start to twitch at the corners and I can't hold back my curiosity anymore, "Babe, what are you doing?"
"Shhh!" He whispers without opening his eyes. "I'm sleeping." I laugh at his antics and play along with him and whisper sorry.
He is lying on his back with his arm thrown behind his head. Again, he is wearing barely anything; instead of his usual jeans he is wearing flannel pajama pants that are lying low on his hips. I can clearly see the V-cut going into his pants and a little treasure trail. He must feel my lust rising because gradually his member is growing under his pants. He is creating a tent and I can't hold back the giggle. I can see the head of his member peaking behind the folds of the pants.
I crawl between his legs and push the pants down around his member and break him free of the pants. I use my pointer finger to spread his pre-cum around and Jasper sighs. I wrap my hand around his member and start pumping up and down and I am mesmerized by the beauty before me. I can't wait to taste him. I pull down on the waist of his pants and he lifts himself enough for me to remove them. Jasper is completely naked in front of me and I think God should mould every man out of Jasper. My hand is still pumping and I pause and lean down to taste him. I run my tongue from the base to the tip and swirl my tongue around the head. I 'mmm' and say, "You taste so good!" I look up and the intensity in Jaspers eyes makes me wet and again I can see his nose flare. I break my gaze away from him and continue licking him while groping his balls. I move down to his balls next and take one into my mouth and Jasper "ahhs' at the sensation.
I take turns on each ball before licking them a couple more times and moving on. Jasper is still looking down on me and I lock eyes with him as I take him in. I swirl my tongue once before I start bobbing my head. The longer I go; the faster I go, the blacker his eyes get. I grab his balls again and start massaging them while I continue my bobbing. I use my other hand and place it on his thigh to steady myself. I move up a little bit and let him hit the back of my throat, "Fuck Bella!" He is starting to lose control and the moans and growling spur me on. He starts bucking his hips softly and he continues to hit the back of my throat. He threads one hand into my hair and begins massaging my head, but letting me keep the pace. He is close I can tell by his random body freezing. I want to take him over the edge; I continue my quick bobbing and massaging his balls. I move my hand resting on his thigh to his butt and dig my nails in and start moaning around his member. He finally breaks our gaze and throws his head back in ecstasy and squirts into my mouth. I'm surprised that his cum is warm; I expected it to be cold like the rest of him.
I feel a vibration coming from his body and I realize he is purring. Is that not the sexiest thing you have ever heard; I will spend my life trying to hear that sound all the time. I wait for his breathing to even out and I slow my ministrations. I start licking and kissing him everywhere. He comes back to Earth and looks at me and growls, "That was fucking amazing!" He has this animalistic look in his eye and I feel another rush of fluids flowed through me. He leans forward slightly, grabs under my arms and pulls me up his body. He takes my mouth prisoner and has no mercy as he attacks me. I pull away gasping for air, but he doesn't stop, he starts trailing open mouthed kisses down my neck to my ear, back to my collar bone, he thrusts into my stomach and puts his hands under my shirt and starts rubbing my back. "God, you are magnificent!"
He is ruining my plans. I wanted to walk away from him after that and take a shower like he did to me the other day. My God, he feels so good! Everything he is doing, everywhere he is touching is making my body sing. I clear the arousal from my head and push up on his chest. The fire is dancing in his eyes and I can tell he is restraining himself. I smile innocently and ask, "Will you make me breakfast?" I scoot off as quickly as possible and rush into the bathroom. His face was a mixture between lust and disbelief. I lean up against the door and try and collect myself. I can't believe I just walked away from that.
I pull away from the door to brush my teeth and a naked Jasper bursts into the room, "I can't believe you did that." He states clearly still in disbelief.
"Whatever do you mean?"
Jasper growls and starts stalking towards me and I feel my lust spike; Jasper grows an evil smirk and crouches even lower while stalking me. With every step he takes towards me I take a step back until I hit the wall. "Aren't you a naughty girl?" He says seductively. He straightens out of his crouch and presses his still naked body into mine and I can't hold on to the moan that escapes. He lifts me up and starts grinding his still hard member in my core.
He brings his face an inch from mine and I can feel his breath washing over me, clouding my judgment. "I didn't realize we were playing a game." He whispers as his lips trace my neck, ear, and face without actually making contact. "You know you can't beat me; I will always win." He emphasizes win with another thrust into my core and it causes my head to fall back into the wall.
I feel his teeth graze my neck again and my lust sky rockets. Fuck it! I can't take it anymore! I start grinding myself into his erection and whisper, "Please." His hands move to my butt and holds me still while he continues his dry humping.
"Please what, darlin'?" She says with a cocky smirk on his face. It seems as though he is causing the animal to come out of me because I growl at him and lift my head up to make eye contact with him. I attack his mouth and push my breasts into his chest.
I can't answer him all coherent thought has left my brain again. Somewhere in my mind I'm questioning how it's possible that he is causing an orgasm simply by rubbing against me, but oh my God, it's coming. I tighten my arms around his neck and I'm having an internal conflict. I want to win, but at the same time I want him to win. So instead of screaming out like he wants me too, I bite on his neck to cover my scream. This is the loudest I've heard his growling and it isn't slowing down. I unlatch from his neck and pull back to look at him. His eyes are still black, but he sets me down and steps back. He leans back into me and puts both hands by my head and leans on the wall, "Touché." He says with a smile; he softly kisses me and walks out of the bathroom closing the door behind him. I slide down the bathroom wall and wait until my sanity comes back.
The rest of the morning was spent in a loving fog. Gentle touches, seductive caresses filled the morning and afternoon. We were in our own world; we lived in this bubble that consisted of Jasper and I.
I received my first check from the books success and I was amazed on how much I made. The publisher said since it's doing so well I should be receiving a few more checks. Jasper of course wanted to go out and celebrate but that would ruin my bubble and I wasn't ready to let go.
Dinner finally rolled around and I decided on making beef and broccoli for myself. I loved Chinese food so much that I had to teach myself to cook it. About 45 minutes later I was eating my favorite dish and Jasper sat down with me.
"Bella, what do you plan on doing now that you're out of school?" He looks a little sheepish, but I brush it off. I really haven't thought about what I'd do after school, you know? I never really thought these days would come. Why do we have to do anything; why can't…oh no! This is Jasper saying he has to move on! He can't stay in this area any longer. "Calm down, gorgeous! I don't know what you are thinking, but stop it!" He says in a demanding voice.
"I haven't really thought about it. When we ran into each other; I hadn't thought that far ahead because it seems it will take forever to get there. Then you came into my life and I have been taking everything one day at a time."
"Okay. Is there anything you want to do, Bella?" He gestures wide with his hands, "Is there anything you want to see? Places you want to visit?" I take into consideration what he's saying. Of course, there is I want to see the world.
"I guess I wouldn't mind seeing the world. You know Europe, America, and Asia; I would start anywhere. With the check I just got, I can go anywhere." I pause to take a sip of my wine, "Is there anywhere you haven't seen? If there is something you haven't seen we can start there." I don't want to bore him, by making him see the same shit over.
"Yeah. I have a place I would like to start." He says with a soft smile.
"Really?" I say a little too enthusiastic. "Where is that?"
"I wanted to go to Texas. I haven't been to my hometown in a long time and I was wondering if you'd want to go with?" My heart bursts with love. He wants to take me to his hometown. "Should I take that as a 'yes'?"
"Of course! Do you know where your house was and all that?" I feel like I'm actually going to meet his parents, but I guess this is the closest thing.
I can tell he likes talking about this; he has had the goofiest smile on his face since we started. "Yeah, I still own the land. I rent it out to people I consider my family and I'd like you to meet them." I freeze. People he considers family; the Cullens are the first thing to pop into my mind, but I know he isn't talking about them. Oh, I remember; what was their name, Peter and…Charlotte, that's right.
"That's fine. Oh! We should make it into a road trip or something. I would love to see the land as we go." If possible his smile gets brighter and bigger.
"Darlin' you read my mind." Edward pops into my mind for a split second, but I push him away. I can't wait to start something new and exciting with Jasper. "When do you want to leave?"
"Well, I'm in no rush, but there are some things I'd have to tie up." I say looking around the room I will be leaving.
"Same here, gorgeous. Which brings me to my next question: I have to sell my house and I will be selling all the furniture with it, so…could I move my stuff here and I'd like to stay here until we leave."
My chest tightens again and tears form in my eyes. I get up to sit in his lap and look deep in his eyes, "Nothing would make me happier than to have you in my home."
The following two weeks flew by. I helped Jasper pack up things that held value to him and we moved them into my house. I decided not to sell my house; I mean it was already paid for. So we could always treat it as a getaway place or something. I loved seeing Jasper things in my home; it was just another thing he was able to do that made me feel complete.
The best thing he did for me in this whole process was going at my pace. The packing took a few days and I know at Jaspers speed he could have it done in a matter of hours. But he took the time to let me help and honestly, it was a lot of fun. I personally never liked moving, but everything I do with Jasper is different.
Jasper's home finally sold a week after of being on the market. He was very pleased with how much it sold.
I was making room in my office for his books when he started playing his guitar again. I never hear him play anything different anymore; it's always the same tune that causes tears. He never wants to speak of it though.
JPOV
I was playing my guitar in our bedroom. I loved moving into Bella's home; it was us: simple, not overdone and casual.
I've been playing this song for weeks now. I started playing it one night when Bella was sleeping. I couldn't take my eyes off of her and this tune started creating itself. I went outside on my balcony and started playing it that night. This is the musical version of my feelings for her; I haven't told her that yet. I know that Edward created her lullaby and I honestly didn't want to remind her of that.
I can hear Bella humming along with the guitar and I smile knowing she likes the tune. I can hear her trying to make room for my massive book collection; I can feel her defeat creeping in. She will give up soon; I don't blame her. I have a lot of shit. I start playing the tune softer and I hear Bella start singing to it.
I have dreamt / Of a place for you and I / No one knows / Who we are there / All I want / Is to give my life only to you / I've dreamt so long / I cannot dream anymore / Let's run away / I'll take you there-
That's the most beautiful thing I've ever heard and yet I've heard it before.
I have dreamt
Of a place for you and I
No one knows
Who we are there
All I want
Is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long
I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away
I'll take you there---
I have dreamt
Of a place for you and I
No one knows
Who we are there
All I want
Is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long
I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away
I'll take you there--- That is the dedication in Bella's book. We haven't spoken about that yet. I'm about 99% positive that her dedication is to me, but I don't want to be an ass and just assume it's to me.
Bella has stopped working in the office and I can hear her in the bathroom. She walks into the bedroom and smiles at me as I continue to play. She has her laptop under her arm and sits on her big chair in the corner of the room and starts typing.
I know it's obvious what she's doing but I can't resist the urge to ask, "What are you doing?" She doesn't stutter in her typing or even look up.
She responds quickly, "writing."
Apparently she is in a zone or something so I decide to leave her be until she comes out of it and I still continue to play. Although I debate whether I should stop and let her concentrate; but she came in here for a reason. I don't think my playing is bothering her.
She finally stops typing and seems to be checking her work, making corrections every now and then. I put my guitar down and just watch her. It's amazing how she's oblivious to my staring. She finally looks up from her laptop and blushes when she realizes that I have been staring at her, "How long have you been looking at me?" Her blush becomes a deeper shade of red.
I smile, "A while. I can't help it your beauty is mesmerizing." Her blush has a mind of its own as it starts to travel down her neck to her chest.
"Sorry, I had to write down what was on my mind. I couldn't let it go and it's been nagging at me for a while now."
"Really?" I was excited. I got to see the mastermind at work. "What did you write about?"
She looks down into the fabric of the chair and starts fiddling with the hem of her shirt, "you." She whispers so softly. "I mean I didn't start writing a story. I wanted to try my hand at something else. Before I started writing my novel I was dabbling in poetry and well, I guess I wrote lyrics to go with the song you've been playing."
I was speechless. Did she really like me playing that much? "I really don't know how to describe it. Whenever you play that I become overwhelmed with emotion and my chest tightens and sometimes I cry. It sounds silly, but that's the only thing I can say."
Still speechless; how do I tell her that it was about her and how I feel. Dumbass, she just told you she wrote lyrics about you because you inspired her with your song. "Well, actually Bella, the song was about you. It's a musical translation on how I feel." I can't believe how shy I'm acting. I really wasn't planning on revealing this piece of information to her.
I can feel the love bursting through her and if possible I may pass out from the feeling. "Well, how about we perform with each other. I mean, I'll warn you now I'm not really a singer, but try and ignore that part." I picked up my guitar and she came to the bed and pulled the laptop in front of her on the bed. I began playing and when she opened her mouth I became speechless again…
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Dear my love / haven't you wanted to be with me / and dear my love, / haven't you wanted to be free / I can't keep / pretending that I don't, even know you / and at sweet night / you are my own / take my hand
I keep playing the chorus she created over and over. That was so moving! I can't believe she wrote those words about me. I know I will do anything she wants, we will go anywhere she wants to go; I will give her the world. My life is hers now and there is no question in my mind that she wants to change for me. We haven't discussed it yet, but it will happen when she wants it too.
We're leaving here tonight / There's no need to tell anyone / They'd only hold us down / So by the morning's light / We'll be half way to anywhere / Where love is more than just your name
There is also no doubt in my mind that she doesn't want the Cullens in her life yet. It's like we are in our own world when we are together and she doesn't want to break that magic yet. This means we need to drag out our road trip as long as possible.
I lean the guitar against my nightstand as she puts the laptop on her nightstand. I lean over and grab her hands and drag her next to me. She tucks herself into my body while looking up at me. "I love you Isabella."
"I love you, more than you know Jasper." She cranes her neck up and reaches my lips and places the softest kiss. "I want forever with you." Those words make me feel blissful; she couldn't have said anything better; that was perfect.
I bring one hand to cup her cheek and my thumb glides back and forth over her cheekbone. "You are perfect Isabella Swan. I can't wait to spend forever with you." A single tear falls from the corner of her eye, tears usually concern me but the love shinning through them would make any man stagger.
Our lips touch and it's as if we both know something amazing is about to happen. Our kiss is soft and eager and lips are dancing and our tongues are battling. I can feel the anticipation oozing out of her and I feel the exact same way. I move my hand from her face and brace myself to roll us so that we are facing each other. I press her body into mine and she moans and suddenly breaks our kiss gasping from lack of oxygen.
BPOV
I need to breathe, but my body has lost all control. I want this so bad, but I don't want to rush. I want to take my time and explore every part of his body. Playing that song together created something inside of us that needs to be released. Whether it's our love, lust, or desire; we need to find a new outlet.
His one arm is supporting his body to hover over me and his other hand has been trailing up and down my back and he reaches the curve of my ass and glides over my thigh to my knee where he hikes my leg onto his hips. We make out for a little while touching and caressing each other.
His hand comes back up and he starts fondling my breast outside the shirt, he moves both hands to the buttons and starts to slowly unbutton. I can't take his slow torture, "Rip it off Jasper!" He growls and does just that. It's amazing how strong he is; he didn't just rip the buttons out, no, he ripped the shirt in half and threw the pieces on the floor. I lay on my back and he sits up on his knees in front of me. He keeps his eyes locked with me as he takes off his own. I can never resist touching his body when he takes his shirt off. Faster than I knew I was capable of I was on my knees in front of him kissing his chest, rubbing his stomach, and occasionally biting his ear. Every time I bit him it earned me a growl.
I moved to his jeans and trailed my tongue along the waistband of his pants which earned me a purring noise and I looked up and smiled at him. "I love it when you purr." For a split second a look of disbelief crosses his face.
"I don't purr!" He states in a very manly voice. I just roll my eyes and lick above his waistband and get the same purring. I smile up at him again and he just laughs. I unbutton his jeans and I see he has no underwear on as usual. God, I love this man.
He releases the front clasp of my bra and it falls away from my body and he slides it off my shoulders. He pushes me back and takes off my jeans. He sits back on his heels and admires my body. "You are a goddess."
JPOV
Bella is in front of me wearing only a thong and she is beautiful. There is a faint blush caressing her body and her breathing is erratic which turns me on. I love knowing how I affect her body. I can already smell her and because of her I will never react the same way to jasmine. I slide my hands up her legs and thighs until I reach her panties and start tugging them down.
Bella watches me the whole time trying to control her breathing, "You smell luscious. I love how you smell, I love knowing you smell this way because of me." She is losing her breathing again and I notice she likes it when I talk to her.
Bella is finally naked and I remove my jeans; I start to crawl over to her and rest my body in a little place I like to call heaven. Her body is so warm; it's almost too hot. I nuzzle my pelvis into hers and she moans very loud. We kiss again and I break away to trail down to her breasts. They are round and plump and her pink nipples are dying to be tasted. I flick my tongue out to wet it and she thrusts her chest into the air. It seems my sweet girl is getting impatient. I swirl my tongue around her nipple while my other hand is pulling at her other nipple. I suck the whole nipple into my mouth and she releases a please into the night. "Please what darlin'?" I say with the thickest accent I can manage and I am pleasantly rewarded with a long and desperate moan. I switch breasts and treat them with equal attention. The little general is at full attention and Bella starts rotating her hips underneath me searching for my manhood. I very carefully bit down on one her nipples while I rub myself into her.
"Oh God Japser, please!" She yells. She lifts her legs and wraps them around me, her hands then grab my shoulders and she starts digging her nails in. Of course it doesn't hurt; the only thing it does is bring out my animalistic side, but I don't want to go there with her tonight. I want tonight to be sweet and sensual.
"You still haven't told me what you want gorgeous." I'm starting to enjoy teases her. She is starting to get this frustrated, but pleased look on her face. "Tell me. Tell me what you want." I whisper into her ear as just my head is starting to thrust into her.
She is gasping for breath and she yells, "Please make love to me. Show me how much you love me. Fill me up, make me yours…" I started growling after 'make love to me' and I kiss her to silence her.
I bring my hand to her core and slide a finger in, "God, Bella, you are so wet." She is ready for me so I push her legs apart farther and position myself at her entrance and I hear a very quite yes as I began enter her. We are staring into each other's eyes as I continue to fill her; I hit her back wall and pause and continue to stare at her. She is so hot; she is warming my body and I can't think straight. I want to take her in every possible way; God do I want to bite her. I have been swallowing the venom in bucket loads since we took off each other's clothes. Being inside her I have the overwhelming urge to bit her; to claim her; to make her mine in every possible way.
She thrusts her body into mine and I remember my beauty is impatient. I slowly start to rock against her; neither one of us can look away.
BPOV
God, he feels so good; the coolness against my heat is a wonderful feeling. This moment is monumental and we get lost in each other's eyes. On its own accord, my body bucks into Jaspers and he starts thrusting himself into me.
Our constant moans are filling the bedroom with noise. Jasper lowers himself closer to my body; with every thrust his chest rubs against my breasts in a teasing manner. "God, Jasper, you feel so good!" With these words he speeds up a bit. I love the closeness of our lovemaking and with that he pushes himself up and throws my legs over his shoulders causing him to slide even deeper and a whole new set of moans start pouring from me. "Ahhhh!"
He is so talented; he brings one hand to my clit and starts rubbing in slow circles. I'm starting to lose myself, "Harder Jasper." He starts slamming into me causing my moans to turn into screams for more. "Oh, I'm so close…so close."
"Ahhh! I love hearing your voice Bella. Cum with me!" He starts rubbing my clit faster and thrusting faster. My hands move to his back trying to anchor myself to him.
I start to explode all over him and he removes his fingers and places his hand beside me to brace himself. "Oh God! Faster…harder…please faster." He starts pounding into me at an alarming rate and I can feel my orgasm reach another high. Suddenly, Jasper starts jerking and twitching above me and I can feel his warm release swim in me. His thrusting has stopped but he stays within me; and starts kissing my neck and chest as I catch my breath.
At the same time we both say, "You're amazing!"
AN: I borrowed Chandler1200's concept of the song between lovers and twisted it to fit my story. The concept belongs to her. I couldn't resist using it. It has been stuck in my head and won't go away. Sorry everyone I wanted everything to be original but I couldn't get this shit out of my head.
There was my first full lemon! What did you guys think? Did I do okay? I may have gotten a little carried away in this chapter! Maybe I was having a fantasy myself. Hope you all enjoyed that; I know I did! Here is a Christmas present for everyone! Enjoy the holiday everyone!