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Don't be surprised if there are mistakes in this chap - it's 2:30 am, I'm... ehh... almost awake and about to collapse on the chair. I've hardly eaten anything today and the next meal will be breakfast for me. But sleeping people don't feel hunger, so I'm gonna go to bed. Heheh, clever, ain't it?

-1 MONTH LATER-

Deidara shoved his sketchbook into his schoolbag, on top of all his books, before zipping it closed and slinging it over his shoulder. The clock on the computer screen showed it was 6:55, way too early to go to school, but he couldn't help it. It almost felt like some invisible strings were pulling his out of the house and to the yellow building most teenagers hated and wanted to set on fire. He chuckled and grabbed his jacket. This had got to be magic.

He rushed out of the door, bumping into his brother, who looked like a truck had run over him. The 15-year old boy looked up, glaring at his smiling sibling.

"Oh, sorry, Izuna," Deidara apologized, his voice like a child's, who has figured out a way to make Christmas last forever. "Good morning! Rough night, eh?" He had already reached the stairs, when he finished his sentence.

Izuna looked after him, sleepiness making his brain even slower to catch on what had just happened. Last night memories of the party he'd been at, still haunted him, keeping getting mixed up with the reality. "Who the fuck was that blonde chick?" he muttered, before pushing the thought aside and stumbling towards the bathroom.

Deidara met his mother and sister downstairs in the kitchen, sitting behind the table and drinking coffee. The blond boy almost flew past them to the fridge and fished out a carton of milk and a musli bar. He sat down behind the table and hurriedly gobbled down his breakfast, his hyper-energetic mood not letting him stay still for long.

His mother looked at him in daze, her eyes asking where his real son was. Deidara's sister's expression was quite the opposite – calm and smiling. The first time she'd seen her brother like this had been a month ago and she'd quickly caught on that there'd been a great change in the boy's life. Love, no doubt. Unlike the rest of the family, she was quick to recognize the symptoms and understood what her brother was going through. That was the reason in addition to sleepiness, happiness covered her face, instead of confusion.

"What has gotten into you?" Deidara's mother asked, stunned by the side of her son she didn't know even existed. "Found a magic fish?"

"Mum!" Matsuri, Deidara's older sister, admonished her mother. "Let Dei smile! You don't always have to make some witty remarks."

"What? It could happen!" Mother joked, making her daughter wonder if she really was older than her, or if it was the other way around. "No, I'm just joking, honey," she said to Deidara. "I'm happy to see you smiling."

Deidara, who hadn't paid any attention to the remarks, only nodded and sat up, putting the carton away in the fridge again. He grabbed his bag and planted a kiss on his sister's cheek, after hugging his mother.

"See you! Love you both!"

"Wait!" his mother called after, not making the boy stop though. Deidara went to the corridor, which was right next to the kitchen, and slipped on his shoes. "Did you get a girlfriend?" he heard his mother ask, giving her best to try to guess the reason for the sudden change.

Meanwhile, Deidara was knocking on the servants' dorm door, loudly enough to wake up the dead. "Someone, give me a lift to school!"

In less than a minute, Tobi, the family's butler, stepped out, fully dressed in outerwear. Obviously the new routine of driving the kid to school didn't surprise him anymore, since it'd been going on for a month by then. The blond clapped his hands and motioned for him to go outside already.

"No, mum," Deidara said, showing up in the kitchen doorway again. "I'm gay." He blew them a kiss and dashed out of the door, leaving his dumbfounded mother and chuckling sister sitting there. Of course, his mother had already been aware of that, but the easygoing manner in which it had been said now, had caught her off guard.

The clock on the car's (Deidara had refused to be seen stepping out of a limousine) monitor showed 7:09 am, when the blond teen waved Tobi goodbye and slammed the car door closed. He didn't even pause to watch the black Maybach Guard pull out of the parking lot and drive away. Had he done that, he would've seen the mouths of the still-in-a-sleep-mode high school boys, sauntering towards the school gates, drop open.

But Deidara didn't have time for that. Before the car had reached the corner, Deidara was already inside the building, leaving his jacket in the school wardrobe and bolting up the stairs. He found Sasori sitting on a bench on the second floor, listening to his IPod. Noticing Deidara, he gave a smile, motioning for the other to come closer. Deidara did and sat down next to him, putting the earphone Sasori gave him, in his ear.

A freak of nature

Stuck in reality

I don't fit the picture

I'm not what you want me to be

Sorry

"For some reason, I love that verse," Sasori said, before clicking the pause button and picking another song. "But listen to this one."

So used to being alone

Forgot how to get along

Made it feel like home

In my own cocoon

I hear an outsider, coming in my way

Lightening my dark cave, like the sun's ray

Introduced me to fire, made me shine like gold

The eyes that could see in dark, had already been sold

"What do you think?" Sasori asked, but was silenced by Deidara's finger on his mouth.

"Shh!" the blond said, closing his eyes and rocking in rhythm.

I can feel my world changing, thanks to you

Loneliness is fading, in the offing there's something new

I feel my world changing, turning upside down

A new feeling inside me

It's something new that I've found

Deidara rested his head on Sasori's shoulder, hearing the boy hum the melody along. The song reminded him of… himself. Like it had been written just for him. It was strange to know that he wasn't the only one, who had gone through a time like that.

Warmed up by your light

Got used to day instead of night

Meltdown inside of me

Ice erased from my memory

After the second verse, the chorus repeated. Deidara could tell by the guitar solo that the song's bridge was coming. The instrumental got louder, toying around with half-tones and bringing out the darker sound of the melody.

The sun started to set, I tried to catch it

But it was too far; going into the sea, sinking

I swallowed the scream, had the feeling of falling

You could put a sword through me and I wouldn't even feel it.

Deidara paled, feeling beads of sweat breaking out on his forehead. The bridge went on, but he didn't want to hear it. It would be a sad ending. He didn't want to know. After drawing parallels between the song and his own life, a sad ending would surely bring back his past plans for his future.

Deidara would've ripped the earphone out, had he not felt completely frozen, none of his limbs moving. He felt like he was forced to watch a horror movie on TV, without the chance to change channels when the scary part came. A shiver ran down his spine, when he heard the last lines.

Collapsed on the ground

A girl never heard

The wind blew away

The ruins of my world

By the time the school let out, Deidara had almost forgotten about the song and was all smiles when he walked out of the building, holding Sasori's hand in his. The sun was shining, lightening the cold autumn day. Judging by the weather, it wouldn't be long until the first snowflakes would fall. Even in the winter jackets it was kind of chilly. Deidara called Tobi to pick them up and even Sasori's mouth fell open, when he saw the car that was supposed to take them to the blond's place. Fortunately, he managed to collect himself quickly enough, so Deidara didn't notice.

At home, Deidara ordered Tobi to make hot chocolate for them, before he and Sasori made their way up to his room. Deidara closed the door and turned his computer on to check his mail box. He sat down behind the desk, Sasori coming up to him and placing his hands on his shoulders, starting to massage them. There was a new letter from Deidara's father, saying he would be back in two weeks.

A knock on the door made them both look up and Sasori went to open the door.

"Your hot chocolate, young sirs," Tobi said, handing Sasori two warm cups, before going back downstairs. The redhead kicked the door closed with his foot and went to sit down on Deidara's bed. The blond joined him, after having closed his computer. He noticed he was shivering, when his cold hands touched the hot cup and he quickly took a sip. Silence fell between them as they both finished their drinks, keeping eye contact like in a staring contest.

Sasori put down his cup and turned back to the blond.

"Dei…" he whispered, a strange glint in his eyes, as he moved closer, putting his hand at the back of the other's head and pulling him into a soft kiss. Deidara automatically closed his eyes and opened his mouth to let Sasori's tongue in. The sensation made him drop his empty cup on the ground, but, if we look at the good side, it also freed his hand and allowed him to wrap it around the redhead.

Sasori leaned forward, letting Deidara lie down, when he pulled away and went to kiss down the boy's neck. His fingers started to unbutton Deidara's white shirt, caressing the bare skin that was revealed. Once the cloth was out of the way, he continued to go down to the chest, picking one of the nipples to suck. Deidara let out a low moan, digging his fingernails into Sasori's shirt.

"Sasori-!"

Sasori looked up from the chest and smirked, leaning in to kiss Deidara on the lips again.

"What?" he asked in a teasing tone against the other's lips. "Do you want to change your position?"

Deidara nodded, both eagerly and a little shyly, slowly opening his eyes. He sat up, pushing the redhead down onto his back. Dei planted a soft kiss on the redhead's lips, before moving down. He zipped Sasori's jeans open and pulled them down, along with the boxers. Cold air brushing against his member, made Sasori hiss, but he quieted the moment he felt it enter Deidara's warm mouth.

At first, the blond took in a little bit, sucking it like a straw, before letting it enter deeper and deeper. He felt the member get harder as he began humming, making Sasori moan out loud. Deidara pulled away and smiled, crawling up to the redhead and connecting their lips.

"Is it my turn now or are we finished with the foreplay?" Sasori murmured, after he'd pulled away for some oxygen.

"Finished," Deidara said, feeling the redhead's hands slide down his stomach to his pants and undo them. He tried to breathe slowly as he felt his jeans and boxers go down.

"Get on your knees, angel," Sasori whispered to his ear, sitting up from the lying position. That was the time Deidara understood that a nickname could really be worth thousand words. If there was a paradise on Earth, then he was in it at the moment.

Deidara got off the redhead and turned onto his stomach, sticking his ass up in the air. He hid his face in the pillow as Sasori covered his fingers in salvia and slowly slid one finger in. A muffled whimper escaped Deidara's lips, causing Sasori to pause, but he collected himself quickly enough and motioned for the redhead to continue.

Soon, Sasori added another finger, with no complaints coming from the blond. There was silence, until Deidara suddenly moaned out loud, letting Sasori know he'd hit dead centre. He added the third finger, this time consciously thrusting against the prostate.

"Don't hide your face, babe. Let me see it," Sasori purred, taking his fingers out. Deidara obliged, his face tinted red as he looked at the other male. Words wouldn't be enough to describe how much of a turn-on this was to the redhead.

He placed his member at the blond's entrance, his expression enough to make Deidara understand the question. Ready? The blond nodded.

Sasori thrusted in, hitting the prostate on the first try and making Deidara moan so loud people on the first floor ought to have heard it. The redhead pulled mostly out of the blond, his hands gripping on his waist, before slamming back in, and repeating the action, quickly building up a rhythm. Dei's pants came out in rhythm with the bed rocking, Sasori's name getting involved in his moans, when his prostate was hit.

Sasori let his hand wander down from the blond's waist to his shaft, starting to bump it, increasing the pleasure for Deidara. The blond came all over his hand, making him come as well, when the walls around his member tightened. The sticky liquid had filled Deidara's entrance, when Sasori pulled out, collapsing on the bed beside his lover. He pulled him into one last messy kiss, before wrapping his arms around him and pulling him against his chest. Deidara's warm breath brushed against his bare skin as the blond tried to make his breathing go back to normal.

"I love you Deidara, my angel," Sasori said, kissing his forehead and running his hand up and down his spine.

"I love you too, Sasori."

Later that day, when Deidara woke up, he found himself lying alone under a clean cover. His room was already dark, the clock on the wall showing it was 6 pm.

"Sasori?" Deidara called quietly, getting out of the bed to turn the lights on. Sharp pain made him wince, when he stood up, an inevitable consequence after having a rock hard cock slamming into your ass repeatedly.

Limping slightly, he made his way to his desk, finding a small note on it.

Had to go to the car rental.

I'll be there until 7 pm, then come back to pick up my schoolbag.

Love you,

Sasori

Deidara smiled at the note and put it into his drawer. He decided to take a quick shower (well, as quick as it can be with a sore ass), and then go to the car rental as well. Do, did, done. He grabbed his cell and walked down the stairs to the first floor, meeting no one on his way. The house must've been empty.

He slipped on his jacket, put on his shoes and walked out of the building, the door closing automatically behind him. The evening was chilly and the sky was dark, the contrast with the stars charming. Deidara found himself smiling at the stars as he walked down the street, towards the building he knew Sasori's father worked at. He shoved his hands into the jacket's pockets, for he had forgotten his oh-so-warm-and-soft gloves at home. Fortunately, it wasn't a long way to go.

After 15 minutes, he reached his destination and stepped inside the warm, lightened building. He zipped his jacket open and looked around, smiling and nodding at the familiar faces he saw while walking towards the part of the building he'd seen Sasori work at before. He'd just waved at a woman who'd greeted him sweetly, even though the blond hadn't recognized her, when he turned around the corner and froze on the spot.

Sasori was standing there, a pink-haired girl in his arms. As far as Deidara could tell, even though he couldn't see her face, the girl was pretty. Deidara felt like he was going to puke his guts out any moment, so he took three steps back, around the corner. The ground seemed to be shaking a little, although it was probably only him, and he leaned against the wall, sliding down onto the ground.

Who was that? They weren't kissing, right? Right after he and Sasori had… Who was that girl? And why? Why?

To his surprise, he couldn't feel his eyes tearing up. All he could feel was… numbness, like he was made of stone, not ready to let what he'd just seen sink in. But the numbness was different from what it had been like in the past. Numbness was the wrong word, even. He'd been shocked into calmness. How ironic.

Sasori walked around the corner, alone, his eyes stopping at the blonde figure sitting on the ground.

"Deidara?" he said, squatting to bring his eyes to the same level with his boyfriend. "What are you doing here?" he asked, lifting up the blond bang so he'd be able to see the other's face.

"I came here so that you wouldn't have to walk back to my house alone," Deidara mumbled quietly, stubbornly looking down to not meet the redhead's eyes.

Sasori smiled. "What's wrong, Dei?"

Deidara didn't answer. This time, for once in his life, it wasn't because he didn't know what to say. You were holding a girl in your arms, that's what! Was what he would've said, had he intended to open his mouth. Which he didn't.

Seeing as the blond didn't move, Sasori lifted him off the ground, 'til Deidara was compelled to put his feet down. Still, however, he didn't look up.

"What's wrong?" Sasori purred, kissing him softly on his lips. Automatically, Deidara started moving his lips together with the redhead's, forgetting what he'd been thinking about for a moment. His head, though, cleared once Sasori pulled away. Guess oxygen had made its way to Dei's brain. "What's wrong, Dei?" Sasori repeated, his eyes looking at the other like he could see him right through.

"Who… who was that girl?" Deidara asked, finally deciding to give in.

Confusion flashed across Sasori's face, before a light clicked in his head. "Oh, you mean the pink-haired girl I was just with?"

Deidara nodded with a pouting and offended expression.

Sasori laughed, squeezing the other even more tightly. "That was just Sakura, my cousin." The blond's expression cleared immediately. "She has come to town for a few weeks and is staying at our place. I haven't seen her in ages… and judging by your expression, she was the reason you were down. Did you fear competition?"

Deidara's expression turned once again into a pout as he stayed quiet and glared at the redhead.

"Remember, Deidara, there's no competition. Never was, never will be." The sincerity in both his eyes and voice gave Deidara no choice, but to believe him. Especially, since the statement was backed up by a soft kiss. What a cheater.

"Come on now, I'm finished here. We can go back to your place."

Deidara allowed a smile to appear on his face and he pressed himself closer against Sasori's side as they walked down the hallway towards the exit.

"By the way, Dei," Sasori asked, when they got outside. "How's your ass?"

To be continued...

The first song was Strange by Tokio Hotel (feat. Kerli [who's also from Estonia, like me X3]).

The second was a song I wrote, like, a year ago or sth? And I STILL have no melody for it. That song is cursed, honestly! 4 people, all good at music, have tried creating a suiting melody for it, and failed ! (failed = I didn't like them) Lolz, kind of creepy, but we'll keep trying.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter ^^