Chapter 10: Talking With Bella

Nessie's POV

Everyone else seemed to have a good laugh at the way that Jasper and Emmett reacted to my reveal. I had to admit that their extreme reaction was kind of funny, though I don't fully understand why the rest of the family found it so funny. I had a feeling that I really did not want to know.

"So Nessie, or Roxie, whatever you like to be called. You're really an actress? Why did you runaway? Why would you leave that life? I don't understand anything" Bella said to me.

"First of all please call me Nessie or Renesmee. I prefer that name so much more then Roxie. Yes, I really am an actress, though I never wanted to be one. In fact I was sick and tired of that life. All I ever wanted was to be normal. My adoptive parents forced me to start acting when I was five years old. I wanted out so badly, but they wouldn't let me quit. They would not let me have that normal childhood that I so desperately wanted. Besides they didn't love me. They didn't care about me at all. They just neglected me. Seriously I wish they never had adopted me" I told her.

"You should have been adopted by a better family" Bella said. "It infuriates me that people like them adopted you. You deserve so much better then that" she said as she hugged me.

"Yeah, thanks" I said as I hugged her back.

"So they never showed you any kind of love? At all?" she asked.

"Nope, never" I said. "The only time they ever really paid attention to me was to tell me that I needed to lose more weight. As if I wasn't already skinny enough. They didn't want me to get "too fat" for the camera. It was all about being beautiful, perfect, and skinny"

"Nessie" Bella said sternly.

"What?" I questioned.

"The way that they treated you was not right nor healthy at all. They were wrong to parent you the way that they did. You have no idea how much it bothers me that the treated you that way" Bella said in an angry tone of voice.

"It doesn't matter. It's all in the past now" I told her.

"Of course it matters! What do you mean it doesn't matter?! You should have had two loving and caring parents. Not people like that" Bella said.

"Yeah. My parents were the kind of people that believed that money was everything. You know? They thought that with all of the money I had and they had that I should be happy. And I did have it all. I lived in a mansion. My room was about two or three times the size of a regular room. I had all of the latest gadgets and gizmos. Hell I even had a jacuzzi in my room. I had everything but human companionship. I didn't have many friends. And I certainly did not have the love or support of a family. That is what I wanted the most. And it is something that money will never be able to buy. That is why I have been so happy here. I'm finally feeling happy and loved" I told her.

Before I could say anything else she caught me by surprise and hugged me. I loved it. Something about her just made me feel happy and safe.

"So how did they find out about you? I mean, how did they find out where you were?" she asked me.

I then told her about the donation that I had made to the orphanage on the Quileute Reservation.

"You went where?!" she shouted and scared the crap out of me.

"Onto the Quileute reservation-"

"Nessie it is dangerous there. You should not go there!"

"Why not? How is it dangerous?" I asked her.

"It's just, well, nevermind, just trust me on this" she said. Trust her? It's kind of hard to trust her when she is not making sense at all.

She then got up and left.

"Okay" I muttered.

The rest of the evening went by slowly as the rest of the family tried to figure out what they should do with me. Well, figure out how they were going to try to hide me. I listened to them for a while before I started to get really bored.

I somehow managed to sneak out. I didn't plan on going into town where I would most likely get discovered by my parents or Rick. I didn't want to risk that. So I decided to go the reservation again.

As I entered I could not help but wonder why Bella didn't want me to go on it. It was a beautiful place. And danger is the last thing that I would think of when I thought of this place. I walked for sometime when I suddenly heard my name being called.

I looked around and saw Jacob running toward me.

"Nessie, you came back" he said enthusiastically.

"Of course I did Jake. I like it here" I told him, which was true. But I did have an ulterior motive for coming here and that ulterior motive was staring right at me with his beautiful eyes.

"I was hoping to see you again" he said to me.

"So was I" the words had left my mouth before I even realized what I was saying.

"Really?" he said.

"Yeah, well, I had a really nice time with you last time that I saw you and I wanted to repeat that incident. Okay, so I admit it. You have something to do with the reason that I like here" I was nervous now. When I was nervous I rambled...a lot.

"You're really cute when you ramble" he said.

I blushed.

"You're also cute when you blush" he said.

My response? Blush even harder!

"So what happened with Lucy and the orphanage?" I asked him, hoping that he would stop saying things that would make me more nervous.

"She misses you actually. She is hoping that you will go back and visit her" he said.

I smiled at that.

"Then we will just have to go back" I said with a smile. "But why don't you and I go out right now?" I covered my mouth as soon as the words were out of my mouth.

"Nessie I'd love that" he said. "Why don't we just go for a walk? I mean if you want to"

I smiled. "I'd love that Jake"

We started walking toward Forks. We talked and laughed the whole way there. I really was having an amazing time with him.

By the time we had gotten to Forks Jake needed to use the bathroom. I decided to wait for him outside.

"There you are Roxie!" A chilling familiar voice shouted.

I turned and saw Rick staring right at me. "You thought I wouldn't recognize you in that disguise did you?"

"Leave me alone" I said as sternly as I could.

"No" he said. "Your parents and I have been looking all over you. As well as the producers. We need you to come back now. We have already lost a lot of money thanks to your stupid running away act"

"Rick I said leave me alone. I am not going back"

"The hell your not!" he shouted. He then grabbed my arm really hard and started dragging me away.

"Let go you're hurting me!" I shouted. I just knew that I was going to have bruises now.

"Let her go!" I looked back and saw Jacob there. He was shaking badly.

"Stay out of this you little nobody!" Rick shouted at him.

As soon as we turned around we found ourselves face to face with eight angry Cullens. Headed by Carlisle.

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