MM: now I am not talking to Cooper so get to the story.

Disclaimer: I do not own D. Gray Man, or innocent monster that story belongs to Will of the abyss- AllanxRoad.

Chapter 10

Earlier, from Allen's POV

Allen smiled softly as he watch Road pick candy at random from the shelves.

"Oh, Allen!" Allen froze and the smile fell off his face. A familiar voice had called his name. Then, before he could turn around, another voice called out.

"Oy, Moyashi!" Allen flinched and slowly turned around. He saw Lavi first, drawn by the bright red hair. Lavi started forward with a wide grin on his face. Allen unconsciously took a step back. Road looked up at Allen's face when she realized he wasn't watching her anymore. She stood up strait and followed Allen's eyes.

"Road and Cooper." The Chinese exorcist said.

"Allen?" Road asked. She was worried Allen was about to leave. She slipped her hand in Allen's and was surprised to feel the boy squeeze her hand in reply. She watched as the two exorcists began inching their direction. Road glanced back at Allen's face.

He could tell Road was watching him, but he could stop shaking. He felt some sort of anger wash over him and he was beginning to feel sick after seeing Lenalee and Lavi's faces.

"Allen! Get away from her!" Lenalee yelled out to Allen. Allen could feel himself shake his head. He wanted to leave right then, but his legs seemed to have betrayed him. He was stuck where he was. His gaze flickered to Road and she picked up on his thoughts. Still holding Allen's hand, she pulled him to the door, maneuvering between the squirming crowd. She spotted Tyki, who was leaning on the wall beside the door with Cooper following them out.

"Road," he murmured, "There are exorcists here."

"Wait!" Tyki looked up and saw Lenalee following Allen and Road.

"I guess you knew that already. Lets hurry home." Tyki left the store, and Road trailed behind, still pulling Allen along who was staring determinately ahead. They made it out on the street, but Tyki had gotten lost in the mass of people.

"Allen, we're leaving, we'll come back for Tyki and Cooper, okay?"

"Road-sama! I got lost, lero! Why did you leave me behind, lero?!"

"Not the time, Lero. We're going home." But before Lero could respond, the female exorcist dropped from the sky, landing right in front of Allen. Lavi had landed on the ground and was pushing himself up, slightly shaken.

"Allen, you're okay!" Lenalee bounded forward and embraced Allen. Allen stiffened and narrowed his eyes. A headache started coming on. Lenalee felt his discomfort, and backed off. Allen relaxed slightly and took a miniscule step closer to Road, who was glaring at Lenalee.

"Allen?" Lenalee asked.

"Allen's fine as he is. We doesn't need your exorcists. Back away from Allen." Road growled. She tugged on Allen's hand slightly, and he walked off, the opposite direction of the confused exorcists. Road smiled.

"Allen, wait! What's wrong? What did we do?" Allen felt something snap and angry emotions boiled out of him. He didn't think he had a rational reason to be angry at the girl, but he suspected the Neah was goading him on. Allen closed his eyes to try and control his emotions. Plus the sunlight was making his head hurt more.

"Now they did it." Allen heard Cooper say and herd him put his sword away that Allen had not seen him drawl saying something to Lenalee.

"You did nothing, Lenalee," he sneered, "But that's kind of the point, isn't it?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean you didn't care. Probably still don't either. You too, Lavi. You knew exactly what was going on. You didn't do anything though. You were just waiting to see what sort of monster I'd become. Just waiting for me to become the order's little test subject. Am I wrong?" Allen just blurted out words that popped up in his head.

They were lying to you. They don't want you. Don't worry, I'm here for you. I'll always be here.'We both will be here for you.'Allen winced at the echos in his skull, but pushed the pain down.

"Allen, you were going to be fine! The order needs you! Don't listen to Road, she isn't right!" Yelled Lavi. Allen opened his eyes in surprise. What did Road have to do anything?

"Whatever. I'm just a monster to you."

"No, Allen, you're wrong! We all miss you. We love you Allen! Please, the order's your home!" Allen could hear the pain in her voice, but he chose to ignore it. Suddenly, pain flashed through his head, and Allen felt dizzy. There was a shadow that began clouding his vision. He could feel himself getting weaker and start to loose consciousness.

"Not anymore." Allen smiled and collapsed. He surrendered himself to Neah.

Ready Allen? This is the final stage. It will hurt. I'm sorry. Allen just nodded and felt himself get sucked into the last memory.

Allen looked around. He was back in Neah's room. The boy was lying in the bed, sleeping. On a chair at the foot of the bed was his mother and Mana, who was sleeping on her lap. She just watched the moon through the window, occasionally stroking Mana's black hair.

The quiet room caused Allen to yawn, and he sat on the floor. A few minutes passed with nothing happening. Allen was about to ask Neah what was supposed to be happening when the young Neah bolted up. His eyes were wide open and he was panting as if he had run a mile.

Allen watched him. Even though it was dark, and there were no candles lit, Allen could see Neah's skin fade to a charcoal color and he watched the boy's eyes become over taken with gold.

"Neah?" Neah didn't react to his mother but looked strait ahead at the bare wall on the other side of the room. Then, he slowly shoved the covers off of himself.

"Where... Am I?" Neah looked around and rubbed his head. His golden eyes landed on his mother.

"You must be Neah's mother. Pleasure to meet you. I'm afraid Neah will be leaving for a while."

"What?" The women put on a concerned look.

"I really must get going now." Neah stood up and wobbled once he stood.

"Who are you? What happened to Neah?"

"Neah's fine. But he won't be if I don't leave soon. You're in a bit of danger as of now." Allen watched as Neah walked out of the room. Allen followed him. For some reason, Neah's mother didn't follow. The boy continued walking out of the house and down the dirt road. Somewhere along the way, Neah split off the road and walked right into the forest beside the road.

For half an hour, they walked through the forest. Allen just walked through the trees in his way and the roots and underbrush never got in his way. He could tell the walk was tiring the young Noah. Finally, Neah leaned against a tree, panting.

'Neah, what's supposed to be happening?'

Wait, it's about to start. Allen went back to watching Neah. Suddenly, the boy cringed and toppled over. When he got up, he was growling and his eyes were constantly moving, looking everywhere. He started moving again, but this time, he was running. Allen chased after him, struggling to keep up. They broke out of the line of trees, and Allen could see a town off in the distance. Neah ran towards it, a black fog leaving a trail behind him.

'Dark matter?' Allen continued chasing after Neah. When they made it to the town, Neah stopped and looked around. It was late at night, but a few people were out on the streets. Suddenly, Neah glared at a person who walked past him. Without warning, he jumped on the man's back and pushed his arm through the exposed neck. The man could barely scream before he dropped to the ground, dead. Allen was horrified. Neah didn't seem like a violent person.

Every Noah goes berserk when they first change. They kill the people around them. That's why I made Neah leave his home.

Allen watched as Neah picked another victim. It was a women who was loaded down with paper bags. Using the same method as before, Neah jumped forward and slashed her neck and chest. His nails seemed like small blades and the cut through the flesh easily. Allen started to feel a little sick, but he forced himself to watch the whole thing. By now, he knew every memory of the past Noah, except for that one. So he watched trying not to think of the people who had been killed.

Soon the number of Neah's victims went from single digits to double. At one point, he went into an inn. About a dozen people sat around, drinking or talking amongst themselves. Allen heard a melody come from Neah and black tendrils sprouted from his hands. Each one stretched out and wrapped itself around a persons head. There was a loud crescendo in the music and the tendrils started squeezing the head's they grasped. The people were panicking and all watching the boy at the door. Suddenly, everything exploded and bodies fell to the floor, headless.

Allen watched the fresh blood pour out of the dead bodies. He felt his stomach shift and came very close to throwing up. Neah just smirked and licked the blood that had splashed on his hand.

For the rest of the night, the same things happened again and again. Dozens were murdered. People had been awoken and they tried to chase Neah away with fire, but everyone who resisted was murdered brutally. Soon, the buildings were on fire and only a few people lived. They were all running away from the murderous boy. Suddenly, Neah collapsed. Allen ran forward, and put his hands on Neah's arm, although he knew the boy couldn't feel him.

After a few moments, Neah opened his eyes again. He sat up, his body going through Allen's, who had been leaning over him. Allen jumped back in shock.

"Jeez, that feels really weird." Allen mumbled.

"Wha-what happened?" Neah looked around, evidently confused. He looked at the flames surrounding him and heard the screams of the people who were trying to escape the burning town.

"I did this?" Allen realized Neah must've been talking to the Noah in his head.

"But I didn't want to!" Neah yelled out to seemingly no one.

"Neah?" Allen turned around to see Mana tumbling towards Neah with his mother following behind.

"What happened here?" Mana asked.

"Leave me alone! Run! Please..." Neah started to cry and his mother came forward, reaching out to hug him.

"No!" Neah scrambled away.

"Neah..." she said. Allen saw the bloodlust return to his eyes. He wanted to warn the women to run, but he knew she wouldn't hear him. Allen could only stare as Neah plunged his entire arm through her chest. Before he pulled his arm out, his mind returned to him. Neah looked up and saw his mother's face. He realized what was happening. He pulled his arm out, and screamed when his mother dropped to the floor.

Neah screamed and sobbed into his bloody hands. Mana stood from afar, too shocked to move or cry.

Suddenly, Allen doubled over in pain. He could feel Neah's sadness and a tear started dripping down his cheek. Then, his forehead split open, and Allen screamed in pain. The memory started to fade and black replaced the light from the burning village. But Allen could still feel the heat from the flames. It was becoming more intense. It soon became unbearable. He felt all of Neah's emotions flooding his mind. Suddenly, his brain felt too small. He could feel another conscious force itself into his mind.

For a moment, Allen opened his eyes and realized he was in the Millennium Earl's arms.

"Earl-sama?" Allen managed to say.

"Allen-chan? You're awake? That seemed a little quick. How are you feeling?"

"I-" Allen couldn't continue. Instead, his eyes widened and he let out a loud scream that echoed throughout the Ark. Then, Allen went limp once again.

"Ah. The he goes. I knew that was too short a time to transform completely. Let's take him to his room, Rodo." Road opened a door and they went strait to Allen's room. He laid the boy down on the bed, but as soon as he let go, Allen reached out and tried to grab something. The Earl chuckled.

"Rodo, do you mind staying with him? I think I'll call everyone in to meet the newest member officially."

"Yes sir, Millenie!" Road grinned and sat down next to Allen. She put her hand on Allen's head and he seemed to relax slightly.

"Ro..Road."