"Graham, we need to talk"- Emma told him when she found him in the living room
"Yes, what do you need, Emma"- he said- "we talk all the time"
"Yes, you´ve talked to me over and over this week but I need you to listen to me now"
"Again? I thought we were finish with the matter!"- he said annoyed
"Well, im certainly not!- Please, dont do this"- Emma said softly
"What, Emma? Saving your good name, your family´s, your people´s future?·
"This isnt about anyone but me, dont you understand? I want to be happy, thats all Im asking for"- she told him
"Cant you just be happy with your life and princess´s duties?!"
"No! No for sure. I want so much more than living like this forever. I know you are a good person, I thought you care about me, Graham"
"I do, dont you see it?"- he said
"Then just leave, let me decide what to do with my life"- she tried to hard to not yell
"I cant- Im helping you, you are confussed now but you will come to sense, just give it time"
"No! I love him and he loves me. We can be happy together, we will find a way"- she said, almost tearing
"He is a pirate, remember? He doesnt love you, princess"- Graham was standing close enough and looking at her eyes
"You can believe that he doesnt but I do love him"- Emma responded
"How can you be so sure? Have you loved someone before?"- he asked –" so, why are you certain that you love him?"
"Because ..."- Gods, she was not doing this, well screw it, she was - "I love him and I know it because I love him enough to let him take me"- she finished looking at his eyes
"What!"- he grabbed her arms with his hands- "What did you just say?"
"That, I gave myself to him and he took me, Im his, my body belongs to him now , Graham"
"Are you insane! How could you! How can you be so stupid!"- he yelled
"I did it for love, I dont regret it. It felt amazing, to feel him like that"- she said with little smile
"Stop! I dont need to hear it. You are ruined, you ruined your future! How can I marry you now?"
"You dont have to, just leave and I will face the consequences of my actions"- she said, waiting for his answer but he didnt say anything –" In case you are thinking on forgetting this and marrying me anyway, I will never love you and you can make me give myself to you but whenever you are doing it, you will never be good to me because I will be always thinking about him, about his touch, you will never be enough"
"You ruined yourself with a pirate! Maybe I dont even need to take your body..."- Graham told her
"Well, in that case you shoudlnt worry about a child because he, he spilled his seed inside of me and since I havent had a my monthly, I think I might be carring his child"
"What! You were stupid enough to let him finish in you and make you a bastard!?"- he was really angry and Emma was glad that her parents werent on the castle, so they wouldnt hear the arguing
"Its my life and my body, I love him and I will never regret it and if you take me away from him, I will still have the memories and his baby"
"You are ruined, Emma. I was really trying to help you here but I cant, I cant do it anymore. You are with a pirate´s child and I will not take a bastard, Im sorry , you are on you own"- Graham said with anger and a bit of sadness
"Will you tell my parents then?"- she said softly
"No, you deal with all of this. I will leave but you cant ruin my reputation, do you hear me?"
"What do you want?"- she asked him
"I will leave and I will find someone right away and you will say that I left you and that you were too heartbroken that you gave yourself to someone else, the pirate if you wish, dont care but you were never ruined while you were my betrothed, okay?"
"Yes, its okay. I will keep this a secret as long possible and wont harm you in any way possible, promise"
"Then you are free now, Im done with you"- Graham said and moved away, leaving her alone
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Emma couldnt help but feel relief that her deal with Graham was done, she could see Killian again and start thinking a way to tell her parents. She went to Rosie and sent her to find him and tell him to meet her in their place, she went there and waited for him for show up.
Almost 2 hours later and he didnt come, Emma was starting to think that maybe he left or gave up on them, she couldnt help the hard breathing, the tear threating to come but then she heared a horse coming and she went to the window and he saw him, she breathed again.
"Killian"- she said with a little smile, it felt so amazing to see him again, she saw him the whole week but now it was safe and she could be happy about it
"What... what are you doing here, princess. I thought this wasnt safe"- he said, staying away
"It is now"- she said, getting close slowly
"What do you mean?"- he asked, uncertained
"Its done, he is leaving and this time for real, Killian"- she smiled
"Is he? Why? What happened, Emma?"
"I talked to him for real, this time and he is done with me. We can be together now"- she was really close to him, playing with this vest´s bottons – "God, I miss you!"-and she got closer and pressed her lips to his, sotfly but he didnt respond and she pulled back- "what? You dont miss me, Killian?"
"Nonsense, I was dying to see you but are you sure, love?"- he was still unsure and needed a better explanation
"He gave up because I told him that I love you"- she said softly
"Didnt you say that before, why that made him leave?"- he asked
"Yeah, but maybe he needed more than just those words"- she said, looking his eyes
"Meaning?"- he raised his eyesbrows
"I told him that I love you and he asked me why, how could I be so sure that I do and, and I told him im that im sure because my feelings are strong enough for me to let you take me"- she smiled
"But I havent, Emma. Why did you say that?"- he asked her
"Because its true, I love you and Im yours, so take me Killian. Make yours for real. Pleasee" – she leaned forward and kissed him again and this time he couldnt stop himself and kissed her with so much love
"Oh Emma, I missed you so much"- he kissed her again, harder this time
"Killian, please..."- she looked him at the eyes –" you love me, right?"
"Of course, I do. I love you, Emma"- he kissed her again
"Then we will find a away because I love you too, so please just take me. I dont wanna wait any longer"- she begged and she kissed him again, breaking apart when they couldnt breath anymore
"Are you,- are you sure, love?"- he asked, caressing her cheek with his hand
"Yes, will you take me, Killian?"- she asked and he kissed her again, soft but it got harder and hungrier and needier. He later started kissing her cheeks and then went to her neck, licking and sucking her skin, making her moan, his hands stroking her arms and then pulling her against him
"This means "- she said, breathless –"this means that you will?"
"No, Emma. Dont think about it, just feel. We will stop when you say so"- he said and smiled at her and she only pulled him back on the kissing again. He took her dress and slowly took it down her body, once it was on the ground he kicked it away, leaving her on the undergown.
He kissed her again and they look at each other´s eyes –"Are you okay?"- he asked her and she just nodded, words couldnt come to her mouth and she kissed him again and as soon as he went to her neck, she took his coat and vest off and started undoing his shirt, not quite touching him. He kissed her again and sensing that she was unsure he took her hands in his and led them to his bare chest, he closed his eyes and she moaned at the feeling of his skin of her hands.
He took off his shirt and sucked her earlobe and she didnt miss the chance to go for his neck, and started sucking and licking him there and he led her gown down her shoulders and started kissing her bare skin, she tried to swallow her moans and he said :
"Dont hold back, love. Let me hear you, Emma. Let me know how it feels my touch on your skin. Tell me, Love. Do you want me to stop?"- kissing her neck
"Dont, please, dont stop"- she begged
After kissing for long time again she said : "can I... can I touch you, killian"- shyly , looking a his hard cock under his pants
"Do it, love. Im yours, do you what feel like doing to me"- she grinned and started undoing his pants and as she was shaking, he took her hand on his to guide under it, holding him in her soft hand. She moaned at the feel of the hot intimate part of his body in her palm, she blushed and then slowly stroked him, making him pulled his head back and moan "God, Emma", she smiled.
"It feels good?"- she asked innocently
"Yes, love, amazing but you better stop that for now"- he said and took her hand out of his pants and slowly took her undergown while kissing her neck and shoulder, until it was landing on her hips. Killian sight at the view of her bare breasts before of his eyes.
" So beautiful"- he said and slowly guided his hands to touch her, she closed her eyes and moaned... "do you like it, love. You like my hands on your breasts?"-
"Oh, god, yes"- she said and he leaned over and took one of them into his wet hot mouth –"Oh killian"- she cried out, she felt like burning, she couldnt help the hard beating between her legs and she felt wetter than ever.
"Does this feel better, my princess?"- he smiled and went for the other breast and sucked it and licked her nipple .
"yes, oh ...feels so. Ahh good"- she managed to say.
When he let go of her breast and he pulled her gown all the way down to the floor, leaving her only in her panties. She looked at him, he was unfairly over dressed and moved her hands to his chest and stomach –"Can I"- she swallowed hard –"Can I see it, Killian?"- she really never saw one before and she tried so hard to be a good princess she didnt even asked much about the matter but even if she didnt know much about sex, she knew and felt what her body was demanding and it definitely included his huge erection.
"Of course, love, its all yours"- he said and she pulled his pants down and he helped her taking his underwear with it too, he took his boots and the whole clothes off and then stood again giving her a complete beautiful sigh of his tonic naked body, his long hard cock standing, she open her mouth and eyes wide.
"Oh god, you are so"- she took a deep breath-" you are so big. How will you fit inside of me. Will it hurt, To much?- she asked him
"Do you want me, Emma"- she nodded "yes"- not taking her eyes on his erection, feeling the shiver all over her body and she never done it before but she felt the need to grab him in her hand again, or suck it in her mouth or just guide him , there, where she never though she would need someone so much.
"How much, darling...are you wet for me?- do you feel the needy ache for my hard cock between your legs, for my erection filling your wetness"- he whispered into her ear
"God, yes... please"- she said, and she felt she couldnt hold back anymore, he was only making her wetter and needier for him
"Then you wont hurt too much, I promise. Sex is addicting, once you try it, you dont want to stop. After tonight, you will want me to take you over and over and over most everyday and there will be not pain but pleasure, love"-
"Killian, please... you are making me hurt with need, please"- she said and she grabbed him on her hand again and felt she was going crazy already
"Good, then you are ready and you wont feel much pain, my princess. I´ll be gentle"- he promised and made her fall in the bed-
"let me check myself how wet you are for me, love"- he said and slowly took her panty down her leg, she looked at him with dark eyes and opened mouth and then she was completely bare infront of him but it felt good, a bit weird but he was totally naked to, and she needed him so bad. Killian opened her legs with his hands "Open up for me, Emma"- and she moaned and opened wider. She thrusted her hips up when she felt his fingers stroking slightly her wet folds. "God woman, so wet...so bloody wet for me"- he said and started circling her clit .
"Oh Killian"- "dont stop"- she said
"Let me know how it feels, Love"- and he slidded one of his long fingers inside of her and thrusted it in and out, in and out. –"do you like it?"
"Yes, oh, yes"- she said, openning wider for him and thrusting into his hand. Seconds later, he added a second finger and kept moving in and out again and again , she moaned higher
"You are so bloody tight, princess"- he moaned-" does it feel good, does it hurt?"
"A little"- she said and looked at him – "but dont stop". He thrusted faster and harder and circled her clit and it didnt took long for her to feel closer and closer... "God, Killian"- she cried out and he moved out of her, leaving her empty – "what"
"Shhhh, be patient"- he said and he slidded one finger, then another and later a third one
"Ahh, god"- she cried
"You okay, hurts to much?"- he asked, not moving
"A little more than before but I need you"- she answered and he started thrusting inside of her warmth slowly but good enough to make her wetter, he kept working on her a little longer and then pulled away again
"Why you keep doing that?"- she asked annoyed
"Im just making you ready. I want you to come around me, princess. I dont want half of it , I want to make love to you in the proper way. You will have your first orgasm around my hard cock when Im inside of you"- he said and kissed her neck and possitioned between her legs
"Then Im more than ready, what are waiting for?"- she asked
"Mmmm so eager, I like it"- he kissed her, pressing every inch on his body against her naked one, it felt amazing, like the world stopped and the thing they could do was love each other, feel each other, he went down her neck, her breasts sucking them, later her stomach, then he opened her legs and grabbed his hard cock and rubbed it against her center core, melting it with her juices. Both of them moaning hard at the intimate contact – "are you sure, Emma?"- he asked as if there was coming back at the moment
"Yes, completely sure, I love you, Killian Jones"- she said and grabbed his shoulders
"I love you, Emma" –and with that he slidded the head of his cock inside of her and never taking his eyes of hers, she moaned and kept looking, waiting for more. He understood and went further slowly slidding inside of her inch by inch. He moaned and it took all of himself not to fuck her hard and fast.
"Oh, god, Killian"- she said, tears in her eyes
"Are you okay?"-he asked, still not moving
" Oh...It hurts, it hurts"- she said a mix of pain and pleasure filling her body, closing her legs slightly. And he pulled away but even with him out, the burn inside didnt stop, neither the aching need of more, of him.
"better now? Did it hurt to much?"- he asked
"Do it again. Get inside of me"- she demanded
"You sure?"
"It hurts but I need you, please"- she said looking at his eyes
"Okay"- he said and stroked his cock into her wetness again and slowly slidded inside for a second time. She closed her eyes, clearly in pain but didnt stop him –"better?"- he asked her and she nodded, pulling him toward her and kissing him hard.
"It does hurt but it feels so good having you inside of me. There where I need you, where no one else had never been, where no one will ever be but you. Make love to me, Killian, please"- she said and kissing him again and he moaned
"I want nothing more, love. I wanna make love to you, Emma"- and he thrust once and made her moaned –"I love you, my beautiful swan"
"I love you, too pirate"-
He started thrusting again and again and his tumb went to circle her clit and it didnt take long to feel her walls squeezing around him and hear her cry out in pleasure. "Oh, god, oh God, Killian", he kept working on her, making her enjoy the last second of her first proper orgasm, after she was done he stayed still for a second and moved to pull out
"What are you doing? You are still hard, you wont come again?- she asked, holding him inside
"I would love to but its not safe for me to come inside of you, love"
"Please, you said you didnt want half of it, neither do it. I want all of it. I want to feel come, I want your seed inside on me, pleaseee. Just once"- she begged
"It only takes once, Emma"
"Nothing will happen, trust me. Come inside of me, Killian"- and he couldnt deny it, maybe it was stupid, it probably was but it was her first time and he would give her what she wanted . He kept thrusting again and again, holding back and circled her clit harder and she came again for a second time and when she was finished he relaxed and couldnt hold back anymore at the feel of her walls squeezing him tight and he came hard, his warm seed filling her sensitive center –"Oh Emma"
"Killian, ahhh it feels so good"- she said, closing her eyes and enjoying the feeling.
"I love you"- she said and hugged him to hold him place –"I wish we could stay like this forever, I love feeling you inside of me"-
"mmm I wish that was possible, Emma. Being inside of your body feel like heaven"- he answered.
They stayed still for a long moment but after he pulled out and got on his back, taking her against his body. She kissed him softly and rested her head on his chest.
"I love you, Emma, so much"- he held her tigher –"Did you enjoy it, was it good?"
"It was amazing, it was the best first time I could ever imagine. Thank you, Killian. Thank you for making love to me for the first time"
"This was my first too, Love."- he said and she looked at him "I had sex before but you are my first love and this was my first love making too, my princess"- they both smile and kissed each other
"Good, because you are not allow to love or touch anyone but me, pirate!"- she said and smiled
"theres not other I could ever want, you are my one and only".- he said and she smiled and snuggle further into him. They were safe and happy and it did feel like heaven.