POLLY2010! OMG I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM YOU IN AWHILE! Lol sorry had to get that out of my system.
Okay guys, Since I have this computer until friday ( God bless Madison, She's a saint!) and since I'm so excited about the breaking point of this story, I decided to post chapter 10!
Vballbabe:I agree with you completely! But the stupidity gets worse. DUN DUN DUN!
This part is going to be where all the shit hits the fan so OMG HERE WE GO!
Chapter 10
Jacob
Its been about two weeks since Emily came to drop off the treaty, and I went to visit her once afterwards.
I didn't really come to see her, I wanted to see Sammy.
What can I say? The kid grew on me.
Emily was estatic to see my on her doorstep though, but I let her know I wasn't here for her and I spent a hour with Sammy at the nearby arcade.
Other than that one day, I had been working late at the garage and a part-time job to save up some money for the babies, because I knew they weren't going to be cheap.
Renesmee was put on bed rest because she fainted a couple days back from high blood pressure.
So to be honest, things were a bit hectic right now, but I knew we would work through them.
"Baby, I'm home and you better be in that bed!" I yelled walking in the house, dropping my toolbox by the door.
"I'm in the livingroom Dad!" She yelled back.
I chuckled as I stripped off my greasy overalls before walking in there and dropping a kiss on her lips.
"Not exactly where I want you to be, but atleast your laying down."
She rolled her eyes and pushed herself into a sitting position. "So where were you tonight? You've been coming home awfully late now a days"
"I told you honey, I've been taking on some extra work. I can change my hours back if you want?"
"Did you bring home dinner like I asked?" She asked, completely off subject.
"Shit...No I forgot to stop. I can whip us up something really quick."
"Actually, can we go out to dinner? I've been craving a hamburger like crazy."
"You know Charlisle said no greasy foods and I really don't want to take you out after what happened at the grocery store."
She stood up and put her hands on her hips. "Your just embarrased of me aren't you?"
"What? No! Where'd you get that Idea from? Why would I be?"
"Because I'm fat, my feet are swollen and I'm always sweaty, and I'm just a lazy,moody whale!"
"Honey your being silly. You are not fat for the last time. Your pregnant! And who cares if you have swollen feet or can't see them? You look so cute in your mix-match sandals."
She just huffed and waddled into the kitchen. "Whatever Jacob, why don't you go fuck Emily..."
I gritted my teeth, "Excuse me?"
"Are you deaf? I said go fuck Emily. Quil told me he saw you and Sam Jr out together last week."
"Yeah I was out with SAM not Emily. Now I know your pregnant, and can't control your hormones, but do not start attacking me."
She slammed the fridge door shut, "Please Jacob! I have every right to attack you! Ever since we found out that being intimate might hurt me or the babies you've been coming home late. Don't think I haven't noticed!"
"I've been working my ass off for you!" I yelled finally losing my temper. I've seen Emily ONCE and I didn't say more than ten words to her! After that I've been working late shifts and a extra job, so I can keep a roof over my family's head, food in the fridge, and clothes on our backs! Is that so horrible?"
She scoffed, "Yeah right. Your were working late alright. Busy working Emily. Tell me Jacob, is she better than me? She must be a fucking sex goddess if you would risk me finding out."
I could feel myself slipping. I clenched my jaw and took a couple of deep breaths trying to slow my shaking. Even though I was pissed to high hell at her, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if I phased and hurt her.
"That's what I thought." She said, scoffing again. "You know you don't give a shit about this family Jacob."
"You know what?" I growled "Fuck you. I'll be back when you stop acting so damn immature. I'm done being patient with you tonight."
With that, I slammed the front door, phasing immediatly, ripping through the forest.
'Who the fuck does she think she is? Accusing me of sleeping with another woman! I feel nauseous just thinking about that.'
'So i'm not the only one having relationship problems huh?' I heard Leah think.
'Yeah well your the one who told Embry he was horrible in bed. Way to make him feel like a fucking man.'
'Yeah well atleast i'm not a dumbass who keeps getting sucked back into someone else's arms, then lie about it. No wonder Renesmee thinks your cheating on her'
I growled and pushed my legs faster.
'Look Jake, I didn't come out here to fight with someone else. How about we go get a drink or something? I need something to take my mind off Embry.'
Right now a drink sounded good even though I wasn't a heavy drinker. 'Yeah sure Leah. That sounds good right about now. Lets go to the one in seattle.'
We ran in silence except for our seperate thoughts about our significant other.
Once we got to the bar I realized I ripped my clothes.
Leah laughed, 'Really Jacob? I thought we grew out of the stage?'
'Shut up! I was pissed off and just expected to run around all night.'
'Well since the rule is no shirt, no shoes, no service. How about I go buy us some drinks and we can sit in the forest?'
I nodded and laid on my stomach watching as she ran off. After she was out of sight I closed my eye's and started to feel bad about what I said to Renesmee.
She was pregnant and I shouldn't have left her alone. I started to panic alittle, What if something happened? What if she passed out again and I wasn't there to help her? Or if she fell and hurt herself?
Fifty different scenarios of Renesmee hurting herself started running through my head and I whine, ready to get up and race out of there when I felt Leah's hand on my head.
"Easy there big guy, I know what your thinking but your not going anywhere. Phase back so we can get to drinking!"
I looked down and saw that she had five bags in each hand filed with hard liquor. That was good because it took alot of drinking to even get us buzzed.
"Here, I brought you some pants too." She put them up by my mouth and I took them walking away to phase and slip them on.
"So what did you and Embry fight about?" I asked sitting infront of her, grabbing the first bottle I seen and taking a huge gulp, feeling the familiar burn as it ran down my throat.
"We tried to have sex, I said Sam's nae instead of his and he hasn't talked to me since. I feel so bad about it, because he didn't deserve that."
"Your right he didn't. He fucking risked his life for you all those years ago, and your fantasizing about a dead man? What the fuck?"
"You don't think I know it was wrong?" She yelled. "You don't think I know how much I hurt him?"
"But you could have atleast tried with him! You just immediatly started thinking about Sam instead of focusing on Embry."
We were quiet for awhile and we both started working on my second bottle.
"Why are you so pissed? Huh? What'd you and the vamp fight about?"
"She thinks I'm cheating on her with Emily just because I went to go see Sammy once and I've been coming home late."
"Why have you been coming home late?"
"Working late shifts and a part-time job to save up some money. She always jumps to conclusions though. I wish she wasn't the jealous type. Irritates the hell out of me."
Leah smiled and leaned her head against a tree, "That's Embry is with me. Whenever a guy even looks at me, he makes sure to let them know I'm his. And you know your the same way."
"Well yeah, but I'm not the jealous type. I'm just territorial, or possesive if you must. I know she's mine and I trust her not to cheat on me. It's like she has no trust in me."
"Well considering the past she's had, I wouldn't be surprised that she has trust issues, even if you haven't given her no reason to doubt you yet."
I thought about what she said, and I guess she could be right. Rowan did really fuck up her thoughts about relationships.
"Yeah I guess so. But it just gets so damn annoying with her always accusing me of shit I never did."
I was on my fourth bottle now and was starting to feel a buzz.
"I wish I never called Embry, Sam. I love Embry and don't want to see him hurt. I know alot about how that feels, and its not fun at all."
I didn't reply after that. We both sat there basking in our drunken states until we were both just hammered and laughing about every little thing.
"You know," Leah slurred, resting her head on my arm. "Our lives suck."
I laughed and then hiccupped, "Amen to that," I slurred back, "But I got two baby's coming real real soon so that's good."
"Yeah well I gots five, so what!"
We both burst out laughing and Leahs head fell into my lap.
"Hey, whatcha doing down there? Wanna say hi to little Jake?"
She giggled, but didn't move her head away from my crotch. Instead she started rubbing her cheek up against it, making me groan. But alittle voice in the back of my head, the part that was still sober told me this was wrong.
"Psst Leah, I'm married." I whispered. "And this a big no no when your married."
She finally sat up as I took another drink and smiled at me.
"I know right!" She laughed, "But being naughty is fun, don't you think?"
I hiccupped again and shrugged. She gasped and smacked my leg.
"We should totally have sex!" She exclaimed.
I put a hand on her shoulder and shook her. "Leah...Your Drunk. You shouldn't be drunk. And I... Shit what was I talking about?"
We both laughed again and she gripped my face, "You talk sooooo much Jacob Black."
With that she pressed her lips to mine in a drunken kiss. A nasty, sloppy, drunk kiss.
...
When I woke up the next morning, I groaned in pain as the sun shined directly in my eye's.
Gosh... hangovers are a bitch!
I sat up and ran a hand through my hair, looking all around seeing glass bottles all over the place and spotted Leahs naked body, not too far from me.
Wait. Naked?
I looked down at myself and I had no pants on.
My eyes widened. We didn't...
"LEAH!" I screamed, shaking her awake. "LEAH GET YOUR ASS UP!"
She sat up quickly, but groaned and grabbed her head as she did.
"What the fuck? That wasn't cool black, I've got a major headache."
"Leah do you remember anything about last night?"
She thought for a minute, "I remember us getting drunk off out ass, talking about how shitty our marriages were."
"But did we have sex? Oh god we couldn't have..."
Her eyes widened, "We couldn't have Jacob! Its impossible!"
"Well unless you have a explaination for why we're both naked, when I'm pretty sure we had clothes on last night, I'd love to hear it."
She jumped up and winced alittle, "Oh god I'm sore...Jacob... I think we really did have sex!"
I started to panic and felt a pain in my chest as I thought about Renesmee and how heart broken she would be.
Before I could say anything else to Leah she phased and sprinted off so fast, it took me a minute to process that she was gone.
The only two thoughts running through my mind right now were
'This can't be happening...'
And
'Oh god Renesmee what have I done...'
I quickly found the shorts Leah bought me, tied them to my ankle and phased speeding off towards Forks.
When I got there a hour later, I quickly slid the shorts on and raced in the house.
"Baby?" I called out. When I got no answer I walked upstairs and found her peacefully asleep in bed, and tears filled my eyes. I walked over to the bed and crawled up next to her, placing soft kisses all over her face, tears falling as I did so. "I'm so so sorry..."
"Jake?" She mumbled, her eye's fluttering opened, then they widened when she saw it really was me. "Jacob!" She threw herself into my arms and I held her tightly as she started crying. "I was so worried when you didn't come home last night! I tried calling but you left your phone here, and then no one else knew where you were. I am so sorry about what I said yesterday Jacob."
"Shhh...I don't want you to apologize to me at all right now. I don't deserve it. Renesmee I-"
"No Jacob! I need to stop accusing you of cheating. You'd never cheat on me right?" When I didn't answer she pulled away and cupped my face. "Right?"
"Renesmee-"
"BLACK!" I heard Embry yell downstair and then pounding on the door. "GET YOUR FUCKING ASS DOWN HERE RIGHT FUCKING NOW!"
"Jacob whats going on?" Renesmee asked, frightened.
"Renesmee, please just stay up here and don't come down no matter what. And whatever you hear, just know that I love you. I love you so so so so much. More than anyone in this world and I never meant to hurt you."
I left before she could say anything and went downstairs to open the door immediately getting a punch to the face that knocked me down.
Embry was livid.
Nostrils flaring, fist clenching and unclenching as he huffed like a bull and his figure blurred because he was shaking so bad. He jumped on me and started repeatedly punching me in the face, and I let him.
I deserved it.
"You slept with my fucking wife? What happened to being brothers? I fucking trusted you Jacob, You were the one who told me to work things out and you pull THIS? FIGHT BACK YOU DIRTY SON OF A BITCH!"
I heard Renesmee's horrified scream and that's when I started trying to get Embry off me.
"STOP EMBRY STOP! YOUR HURTING HIM!" She yelled.
"Renesmee baby go upstairs, i'm fine." I grunted, blocking Embry's fist.
"Now your worried about her you cheating son of a bitch? Were you thinking about her when you were FUCKING MY WIFE? HUH?"
Renesmee fell silent and I wanted more than anything to run to her.
I heard tires screech outside and saw Leah running towards us out the corner of my eye.
"Embry stop, come on let him go!" She said, franticily pulling his arm, he whipped around and slapped her clear across the face, making her fall.
( I am not encouraging domestic violence in anyway, it was just a moment of anger and a accident. Please don't hate me for writing it.)
"DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME! YOU DISGUST ME! I trusted you with my life Leah! I loved you with all my heart, and treat me like this? When have I ever done you wrong? I know we had some problems, but you had to sleep with him? When we could've worked out our problems?"
Tears started running down his face as he got off me and leaned over Leah, sliding his wedding ring off his finger.
"Embry..." Leah choked out.
"You broke our vows and this marriage, as of right now, means as much to me as it did to you last night."
"Em-" I started.
"DON'T say a word to me Jacob." He tried to yell but his voice broke. "Your as good to me as dead."
With that he ran into the forest and let out a painful howl as he phased.
I got up and turned to Renesmee, who was staring at me like I was a stranger.
"Renesmee..." I whispered.
"You cheated on me... I-I can't believe it..."
"Baby please... You have to understand..."
I stepped towards her and she backed up, "I don't know who you are anymore...Go Jacob..."
"Renesmee!" I tried one last time, feeling my heart breaking.
"GO Jacob!" She sobbed. "Embry had the right idea. You broke our vows."
My eye's widened as I saw her slide her wedding ring off her finger and place it in my hand.
"I can't keep you from your children, but until we figure something out about that, I want nothing to do with you. Goodbye Jacob Black."
And in that moment, Being Jacob Black was the worst feeling in the world.
Omg I am actually fucking crying right now. I'm was listening to cody simpson- not just you as I wrote this last part and it really hit home.
Please don't hate Jacob forever or my story (Even though I kinda do :((((( ) This was the breaking point and the saddest part of the whole story so far.
So please leave me your thoughts and you may rant if you like, just no bashing please. PS:I bet you didn't expect him to sleep with Leah huh?
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