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Chp.10: Unchanging

"He's mad at me isn't he?" Kagome asked from the couch.

"Maybe, I mean, I never seen him pout like this. What did you do Meri?"

"I didn't do anything! I swear! It's your fault anyway!" she yelled jabbing said person in the eye.

"Is it my fault you are so open hearted? I think not." She sighed. Damn she hated when people where so accurate about her. "You could be a little more caring BB. I mean, I could have just called the cops."

It's been two weeks since Kagome performed for Sakura TV. In those two weeks, Kagome got both fan and not so fan mail, been on dozens of interviews, been in countless magazines, 40 television appearances and then the fact that her CD which was released just yesterday already went platinum globally.

The world simple craved her. All the people who despised Kira looked to her and all the people that hated her wanted Kira to kill her. But that was later. She has no intentions of telling L her entire plan but he might end up finding out later anyway. Speaking of L. He was busy typing at his computer, ignoring her like a five year old. "L, I still say that his help is much needed. It's like having two you's."

L shut his computer and pinned her down with a glare that made her eep. "He is a killer. Not a kira killer, he's one of those slasher movie ones." "Thank You." BB said from Kagome's lap. He's taken quite shine to her. He couldn't explain it. It was almost like being with Misora again.

Except this one was very violent.

"L, please don't be mad at me. Shouldn't I be the one that's pissed off? I mean, you were DEAD for god sakes. I wasn't even mad at you but you know what here goes. That makes you a jackoff you know that. And then you questioned my faith in you when I wanted to do this in the first place. Why would I go with someone else since I've been mourning you since you died?" she got up, knocking BB from her lap and stormed out of the room with a loud SLAM.

"Look what you did." "Shut up BB."


That insufferable man him! How dare he get mad? He has no right at all to be mad at me. Kagome sighed as she realized she was halfway near the hospital. She went and signed in and walked off to his room to see Sayu laying in the bed with him, laughing at the newest episode of Bleach. "Ichigo is so retarded. You ever wonder why there is never a 100% serious episode of this show." Kagome knocked on the door calling attention to her. "Kagome…" Kagome walked over to his bed and collapsed into tears. "I'm so glad. I knew she would be able to get you out of your coma." Souta smiled and patted her head, causing her to pout. "She told me about how you came to see her at the hospital…and I heard the song you sang. Thank you. I don't deserve to have a sister like you, after what I said." And he started crying too. "I love you so much Souta. You know that right?" he nodded.

The two of them continued to talk and Sayu chipped in every now and again, when Kagome announced that she had to go prepare for her next TV appearance.

Leaving the hospital Kagome whistled to herself as she headed towards the Sakura TV studios. As soon as she arrived however she was immediately attacked by a mob of people. Girls gushed over her outfit and boys drooled.

She was wearing a tight Forrest green corset top with frills on the top over a pair of tight biker pants with various chains on them with ankle boots. She had a fishnet top under her corset and biker gloves on. Her hair was streaked with red highlights and of course her grey eyes shown dully under the nightlights. "Thank you all for coming out to see me tonight. I hope you enjoy the show." And ran inside to get ready.

Once inside, Kagome got strapped to her mic and waited to be called out. "And know we would like to bring out tonight's special guest, Akemi no Uta!" the crowed exploded into cheers as Kagome ran out nodding to the crowed and bowed to the host. "So Akemi, do you prefer being called Akemi or Kagome." "Either is fine with me, but you can call me but call me Kagome." The host nodded and swiveled in his chair.

"So, Kagome what's you status?"

"19 going on 20, Type AB, 157cm, Single by sheer force and 38 kg." She said in a single breath.

"Now when you say by force, you mean…"

"Yes, Kira killed my intended." Gasp filled the room and sympathic clapping was heard.

"Are you…?" "Yes. It is very hard for me to discuss this but we were engaged to be married. He was a good man and didn't deserve to die by some child with no lack of compassion."

"Now, Kagome, another thing we would like to point out is, the fact that you look so healthy for 38 kg. and you are also well endowed." The host said making a gesture at his chest.

"I work out. I used to be a martial artist but I never earned a black belt because I always quit. And my bust size is 19 ½ cm since I have a feeling you are going to ask."

"That's about a D cup isn't it." "Almost a double!" someone yelled from the crowd.

"Are you ready to perform for us today Kagome?" she shrugged and climbed up on the stage.

"This is a song I would like to dedicate to Kira. Because this is what he is doing to out Society. I don't own this song but I am singing a rendition of it. This is Nirvana's Rape me." She began to strum her guitar and started singing:

Rape me
Rape me, my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

i m not the only one ...IIII
i m not the only one... IIII

i m not the only one ...IIII
i m not the only one...IIII

i m not the only one ...IIII
i m not the only one...

Hate me
Do it and do it again
Waste me
Rape me, my friend

i m not the only...IIII
i m not the only one...IIII

i m not the only...IIII
i m not the only one...IIII

i m not the only...IIII
i m not the only one...

My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
I appreciate your concern
You're gonna stink and burn

Rape me
Rape me, my friend
Rape me
Rape me, again

i m not the only one...IIIII

i m not the only one...IIIII

i m not the only one...IIII

i m not the only one...IIIII

i m not the only one...

Rape me! (Rape me!)

Rape me! (Rape me!)

Rape me! (Rape me!)

Rape me! (Rape me!)

Rape me! (Rape me!)

Rape me! (Rape me!)

Rape me! (Rape me!)

Rape me! (Rape me!)

Rape me!!!

The crowd cheered loudly and Kagome strummed her Guitar and began to sing:

kirameite yurameite aoki yume mai hanatsu
hana moe yuku

seijaku ni ochiru sora futahira no yume hanabi
kanata ni tabidatsu anata mo mieta no? onaji hikari

ga
hanarete mo itsu no hi ka deaeru to shinjiteru
mune saku omoi wo anata ni utau wa koe ga kikoeru?

setsuna ni hiraku sore wa HANABI

kirameite yurameite aoki yume mai hanatsu
sakihokore haruka takaku
mamori yuku sono omoi hitasura nari hibike
hateru made semete tsuyoku
kono hana moe yuku

ikutsu mo no koto no ha wo itazura ni chirakashita
tachi yuku mayoi wa shizuka ni kieta no asu ga

mieteru?

setsu na ni hiraku sore wa HANABI

kirameite yurameite tsukami yuku yume no hana
atashi no te wo kobore ochite
negau mama kono omoi anata ni nari watare
hateru nara semete tsuyoku
kono hana moe yuku

setsu na ni hiraku sore wa HANABI

kirameite yurameite aoki yume mai agare
itsu no hi ka meguri aete
tsunagi yuku kono omoi itoshiki kimi watashi
itsu made mo futari tsuyoku

kirameite yurameite aoki yume mai hanatsu
sakihokore haruka takaku
mamori yuku sono omoi hitasura nari hibike
hateru made semete tsuyoku
kono hana moe yuku

(Ikimono Gakari -Hanabi from Bleach)

She bowed and walked off the stage. As long as he didn't have a death note all was good.


Raito was furious. Rape me? Rape me?? She dedicated a song about rape to him.

She had to be stopped.

One way or another.


Soiichiro Yagami was dead.

Kagome sat in between Sayu and Mrs. Yagami, Souta was on the other side of Sayu conforting her.

Kagome was unsure of the event that lead up to the death or Yagami-san but now she had all the more reason to want to bring Raito down.

He used his own father in his ploys to obtain the death note. If anything, what would have happened to Sayu if it was under his care.

She had a feeling she didn't really want to know.

Getting up to leave, Kagome walked around towards Watari, L and her unborn son's grave and sighed. Getting on her knees she cleaned off the graves and lit a few sticks of incense.

"I know it has been a long time since I came to talk to you guys but I have been very busy. You see…" and she died off right there.

She then took a deep breath and began to sing:

Kaze ga yoseta kotoba ni
Oyoida kokoro
Kumo ga hakobu ashita ni
Hazunda koe

Tsuki ga yureru kagami ni
Furueta kokoro
Hoshi ga nagare, koboreta
Yawarakai namida

Suteki da ne
Futari te o tori aruketa nara
Ikitai yo
Kimi no machi, ie, ude no naka

Sono mune
Karada azuke
Yoi ni magire
Yume miru

Kaze wa tomari; kotoba wa
Yasashii maboroshi
Kumo wa yabure; ashita wa
Tooku no koe

Tsuki ga nijimu kagami o
Nagareta kokoro
Hoshi ga yurete, koboreta
Kakusenai namida

(kurikaeshi)

Sono kao
Sotto furete
Asa ni tokeru
Yume miru

(Suteki da ne for the second time)

While she was singing she was also doing her Hanami dance from a couple of years back. Maybe it wasn't meant for her to be truly happy. She grinned as she spotted Raito looking at her. She must look truly depressing right now.

Raito had to walk over to her. While sitting there mourning his father (not) he heard, as did the many other people at the funeral heard singing. Everyone turned to see Kagome dancing and singing to the song she performed to two years back. Mrs. Yagami cried softly because both she and her husband loved that song dearly.

He felt, a almost magnetic pull towards, leaving a glaring and hurt looking Misa behind. He had to be with her. He wanted to be with her. And he will.

When she finished the song Kagome turned towards him and had a look of surprise on her face and she whispered his name. "Raito…"

A burst of wind lifted her hair and made her thin dress ruffle. She looked exotic but her eyes, he missed the warm blue ones from before and wondered…

Why won't they change back.


And heres the update! Akemi no uta mean beautiful sunrise song. I might change my name to that….