"Hurry back, okay?"
"I will don't worry about me. Like you said yourself, I'm a big boy." He laughed walking out the door after kissing me goodbye. Sam was going to the grocery store, and I wanted to take a shower so he was going by himself.
Man, I hate to see him go. But love to see him walk away.
During my shower I thought about a lot of things, Sam, the hunt, and other stuff. When I got out and was getting ready to dress I realized I left my clothes out in the room.
Fuck.
The only towel I had barely went to my mid-thighs. I hoped no one was out there or this would be awkward. Well, I guess I wouldn't mind if it was Sammy that walked in.
Opening the door I go out and heard, "Your body look more ravishing in human than in my head." I could almost hear the smirk in Demid's voice.
Of course, just my fucking luck. Demid, of all people.
"What in the hell are you doing in my room?"
"No time for talking hunny."
"What-?" I was cut off when he pulled me into him kissing me with such strength. It wasn't anything like when Sam kissed me the first time. His was passionate yet tender, and didn't make me feel dirty. If it was anyone other than Demid I would have been able to pull away right away. Holding up my towel didn't help, since he was as strong as me I couldn't push away with one arm. My powers weren't working for some reason. He must have found some way to cancel them, I have no idea how but he did.
Right then the door opened "I'm back sooner…" It was Sam. Damn Demid. He just saw the tension and left, knowing something was wrong. I'd never seen Sam like this before. He was frozen, but his expressions showed more than I could ever want. Sam just walked up to me, "What in the name of hell was that?" His voice was quivering, it scared me more than when he was yelling. The quiet anger was more than I needed at the moment. I didn't want to think what would have happened if Sam hadn't came through that door in time.
"Sam, I just came out of the shower to get my clothes. He practically jumped me two seconds before you came in. I swear to god, I couldn't push him away! One arm was holding my towel and the other wasn't enough to push him. My powers wouldn't even work. Please Sammy don't get mad at me." I cried and begged at the same time. I don't know what I'm going to do without Sam here. He was like my drug, I cant stay away from. Almost like heroin, but stronger. Me and him had a certain pull to each other that we felt from the first day we met.
He recoiled from me looking almost disgusted. That hurt me more than I would ever imagine it would. The feeling when he looked at me in that way is indescribable. My heart throbbed painfully, that was the worst wound I could ever have.
"How could you, I trusted you. I even loved you. But I see now, I was never the one you wanted." Dean opened the door right when Sam finished, "Were over Silver."
"Sammy! Please you have to believe me!! It wasn't my fault!!!" I cried falling to the floor holding my hand over my mouth in shock.
Sam. Was the only thing I could think at this point.
Sam looked back at me coldly, "Dean's the only one that gets to call me that." Then he left, just like that.
Crying harder, "Wow, awkward." Dean seemed to know how to say the wrong things at the wrong time. "You were together?"
Looking up I cried and nodded. He sighed looked out the open door, then at me.
DEAN'S POV
Jeez, what a mess. Why is it always me in the awkward situations?
Sammy sammy, why didn't you tell me about this? Going out with a chick like Silver, not even telling me the details. Not like him at all.
When I saw her face it almost made me break down right there. Not like I would I mean, I am Dean. Got to stay tough for everyone. But jeesh when I look at her broken up face she made me melt in pity for her. What could she have done to deserve that? Must have been something horrible, I mean I'm Sam's brother. And I've never ever seen him that torn up about anything.
I sighed again and walked over to her. Grabbing her shoulders I pulled her into a hug then asked, "What did you do?"
Silver whimpered tearing up even more before she replied hiccupping slightly. "Demid forced me to kiss him, and Sam came in. But I couldn't make him get off me, my powers weren't working."
I've never seen Sam worked up this much about a girl since…well, since Jessica. He must feel really deeply about her. Or he wouldn't care this much.
I hugged her tighter. She's like my little sister, and I cant let someone hurt her. What was Demid thinking? How could he do this to Silver when I know he cares about her a lot. Something's off about him. Ah, must be his sister's death. Probably making him think he's more special than he thinks.
I still need to talk to him though. By the time I realized she was barely in a towel she already grabbed her clothes, thanking me before going into the bathroom.
SILVER'S POV
This had to be the worst day of my life. Loosing Sam, and Demid being such an ass. But Dean acting like a mother? Where did that fit in. It seemed as if I was loosing my mind too, seriously, DEAN? Of all people I thought would be able to comfort me, Dean wasn't even the top 2000.
That was probably the first and last time I'd ever see Dean's 'Sam' side. Sometimes I never even thought he had one, with all his harsh acting and stuff. Must be just a front that he puts up to make everyone think he's going to take care of them. I wonder if he's ever had someone take responsibility over him? By his actions I think not. Now that I thought about it the more it made sense. All his actions are always to protect someone, his brother, me, or Demid.
There was never an off button for him.
How am I ever going to make it right with Sam? He the most precious person to me. With my luck I'll do something worse. I so need to work on my timing.
