E- pov

Not this morning Bella please I thought in my head. She was moving extra slow just to postpone a hospital visit that was going to happen whether she liked it or not. I could understand that she didn't like them but this hospital visit could change the rest of our lives. I could possibly be the father of two children at nineteen years old. The seriousness of this situation was getting to me and she was playing with my emotions right now.

"Baby can we please speed it up just a little bit?" I asked trying to keep the impatience out of my voice.

"I'll just be one more minute Edward." She sounded irritated.

"Okay." I sighed and went to sit in the living room and watch the remainder of the news. She came out five minutes later purse and cell phone in hand.

"Ready?" I asked

"As ready as I'm going to be." she mumbled

"Bella I'll be right there the entire time." I comforted her. "There's nothing to be afraid of."

"I'm not scared of the needles anymore Edward…" she said walking down the stairs. She paused at the passenger side door and waited until I hit the locks. She climbed in and buckled her seatbelt before finishing her statement. "I'm scared that I might actually be pregnant and then what happens? Our whole lives could change in the matter of nine months. It really scares me to know that I could possibly be someone's mother."

"Bella don't worry you'll be a great mother I mean just look at how well you do with Karen and she's not even yours."

"But will you still stay with me if I am because if this unborn baby is going to end our relationship then I don't want it."

"Of course I'll still be here. How many times must I tell you that you are my life now until you believe it? I would never leave you. I'm here until you force me away."

"I could never force you away Edward. I'll always want you forever. Got it?"

"Got it." We rode in silence the rest of the way to the hospital both of us thinking about the future and what it might hold. I was scared shitless right now. What if she was pregnant? What would happen then? Would she become another Tanya and leave after she had the baby just so she could get my money? How would this pregnancy affect her attitude? I couldn't deal with any mood swings for that long. Could our love for one another withstand this sudden change? So many questions yet no answers. I needed, wanted answers so bad I stepped down on the gas and sped up flying to the hospital. Bella looked at me out of the corner of her eye like I was crazy. I looked ahead before she misread my fear for not wanting her anymore.

I pulled into the parking spot and we both gave each other wary looks before stepping out of the car. We walked in hand in hand and went to the emergency room. The nurse sat us in a room and gave Bella a yellow cup with an orange top. Bella excused herself and went to the restroom. She gave the cup to the nurse and came back to the room and sat on my lap. She laid her head on my shoulder and I wrapped my arms around her waist and we waited for my father to come in. He came in an hour and a half later.

We looked up and he had his clipboard in his hand.

"Well?" we both asked together with impatience evident in our voices.

"You're pregnant." Carlisle smiled he loved the idea of another grandchild he and Esme- my mother -loved children.

"I am?" Bella asked

"Two weeks."

"Wow." Bella chirped "Edward did you hear him?" she turned to me this was the happiest I'd seen her since I woke her up this morning. But I couldn't say anything. I couldn't get my lips to move. I turned to stone and stared at my dad like he'd grown two heads.

"Edward?" she shook me. I looked at her face but said nothing. She was on the verge of tears. "You don't want it do you?" she looked hurt. But I still couldn't speak it was like someone had super glued my mouth shut.

"When can I have the procedure?" she asked Carlisle. What was she doing? Was she really going to kill our baby before it had a chance to live?

"No." Carlisle and I said it together.

"I won't let you kill my baby." I said fiercely

"But you don't want it and I'm not raising it without you."

"You don't have to I told you I'm here for you."

"I'm with him you can't kill my grandchild, I won't stand for it." Carlisle said roughly like it hurt him to even think about it.

"So you want it then?" Bella asked staring me in the eyes.

"Of course. I want it just as much as I want you. You're a package deal and both of you are my life now."

"Thank you." she smiled kissing me

"So I'm going to prescribe you some prenatal vitamins which you are to take twice a day. And I want you to come see me every month for a checkup. Okay?"

"Twice a day?"

"I'll make sure she takes them." I assured my dad.

"Okay." He scribbled his signature on the prescription and handed it to us. Bella took it from him and then stood up. I stood too and we all walked out the door.

"See you later dad we'll stop by for dinner so if you can try and hide this from everybody else we want to be the one to break the news."

"Sorry but I already told you're mother."

"Well then keep it from Alice and Emmett."

"I can do that." He smiled and gave us both brief hugs before turning to go back to work. Bella and I left and got in the car. It was another quiet ride home. I was thinking about buying a house for us to live in a five bedroom three bath with a basement. Nothing too big though. And I wanted to propose too and we'd get married after the baby was born that way we wouldn't have to rush things so she wouldn't be big in our wedding photos and hate them forever. And I'd have to get Karen too there was no way I was starting a life with another woman without her.

Alice could be our wedding planner she and Esme that is. It'd be her dreams come true she'd always wanted to do it so now I was going to give her, her chance. Bella's phone rang suddenly and she looked at the caller id. She mouthed Rose and I gave her an encouraging smile and she answered it.