Chapter ten: Beautiful
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:::Jasper's POV:::
Sitting back a stared blankly at the clock on the wall of my study. Right as the clock chimes for eight pm I hear the distant rumbling of a car engine. Eva was finally done in La Push. I was beyond excited. This was the first time that she'd be spending the night with me here at the house. Sure I've stayed the night at her home plenty of times but her coming here was a milestone in our relationship. This would also be the night that I finally will tell her about my past and show her my scars. My hope is that she accepts me fully as she did when I told her I was a vampire though I highly doubt that she will run. She's not the type to be easily startled by things like blood and gore unlike Bella who fainted at the sight of blood in biology. I could hear Esme greeting her along side Carlisle.
"Jasper, Eva is here!" Esme called sweetly.
I took in a deep breath mentally preparing myself for the long discussion I was about to have with my mate. I then stared at myself in the mirror when I paused at the door. I was currently in a plain black tee and my jeans. I then looked down at my forearms littered with bites before finally exiting my study. Coming down the stairs I smiled running my hands through my long hair. Eva greeted me by wrapping her delicate arms around my neck and kissing me affectionately. I didn't detect a single disturbance in her emotions when she saw me. Carlisle and the others knew by me showing my scars that I was about to tell her. They all gave me encouraging smiles as I picked up Eva's duffel bag and lead her to my bedroom.
"Jasper are you ok? You seem a little tense." Eva sat down next to me taking my hand.
"I have somethin' I want to talk to you about Eva." I started slowly.
"About what?" Eva tilted her head.
"You know how I told you I originally wasn't with the Cullen's and that I wasn't always a vegetarian vampire?" Eva nodded her head.
"Well I want to tell you my origin story." I looked her directly in the eyes.
"Then I'll listen." Eva smiled at me.
I just shook my head and began my story.
"I was born some time, likely the summer, in 1844 to small plantation owners. I can't remember my parents names but I do know that I had four older brothers and two younger sisters. My mother was extremely upset when I at seventeen joined the confederate army. I was easily able to surpass my peers and became a major at the age of nineteen. My change occurred a warm summer night. I had just rode from port Galveston after we evacuated it. There were these three women. All of them were Mexican. One of them by the name of Maria had asked me for help and I bein' a gentleman obliged not knowing what monsters those women truly were." I paused to see how Eva was taking all of this so far.
Her love and compassion for me was covering me like warm waves of sand. I almost didn't want to continue in fear that I would never feel this from her again.
"Jasper you don't have to continue if you don't want to." Eva spoke softly.
"No. I'm fine really. I'm just a little apprehensive about how you're gonin' to react to this next bit." I sighed.
"Jasper I love you and nothing in this world will ever change that." Eva pressed a kiss against my cheek.
"We'll see... Anyway, Maria changed me. She needed a soldier to train her army of new borns. When I woke up I was confused and extremely angry. I killed about seventeen other new borns before Maria got to me. She convinced me that she loved me and used me for her own selfish gain. What's worse is that I let her. During my time in the southern wars as Maria's second in command, I rapped and killed so many innocent people." My shame washed over me at that moment.
Eva was vibrating in anger. She looked fiercely at me.
"How could someone do that to you? How could a sentient being do that to another sentient being? You'd have to be soulless to subject an empath to such horrible conditions." Eva's voice fell.
"Eva..." I trailed but she cut me off.
"No. Don't you dare say it was your fault. You were ripped out of your life and thrown into the flames of a war fought by people far more demented and sick than any human could ever aspire to be. Don't let your past define you Jasper. You are not that man anymore nor will you ever have to be as long as I am here living and breathing. You may have been born in war and forged by death, but Jasper you were saved by love." Eva affectionately rubbed her nose against mine.
"Eva these scars are a constant reminder of my past." I showed her some of the many I had on my forearms.
Eva just shook her head, her love for me was still strong if not stronger.
"Jasper your scars mean nothing to me. If anything they show me how much of a soldier you really are." Eva kissed one of my scars.
"There's scars to everyone's beautiful, just some are more visible then others." I smiled pulling her into my lap.
"How the hell am I so lucky to have a woman like you as my soul mate?" I asked.
"I don't know. Your answer is about as good as mine at this point." Eva giggled.
"I'm not completely done with my story. Would you like to hear the rest?" I asked her.
"Of course I would! What kind of question is that?" Eva scoffed.
I finished my origin story with how I met Peter and Charolette and how they were important to me. They still are but sadly I haven't seen them in a long time due to their nomadic style. I told her about how I came into contact with the Cullen's too though she already knew most of it. Just not the whole fact that I was depressed at the time. I also removed my shirt to show her all of my scars.
Eva's breath hitched and I was hit with a low amount of arousal which made me internally growl in pleasure knowing my mate found me sexually attractive. Eva crawled over to me shyly and started to kiss every single scar I had that was noticeable to her. Most of these were discipline bites from Maria. With each kiss I felt myself growing increasingly hard. Only Eva could drive me this wild. Eva noticed my hard on.
"Jasper I want to take care of you." She whispered.
"Darlin' you don't have t-" Eva cut me off with a kiss.
"Jasper... it's ok really." She smiled snaking down to my jeans. Her hands carefully made work of my belt.
She then looked up at me biting her lip before undoing my pants. I couldn't help but watch her silently. Her hand reached into my pants and grasped my erected cock. I let out a moan when she had gotten a hold of it.
"Sweet Jesus you're huge." She muttered.
I looked at her with a strained look. God I wanted her so badly. I wanted my cock buried deep within her soft warm walls. The thought of that alone made my dick pulsate in pleasure. Her warm hand began working my shaft. At first it was shy but soon her strokes became long and teasing even. She then looked at me with an impish smile before licking my cock's full length from base to tip. My hands flew to the sheets of my bed as she started to suck me off. Her mouth was so warm and inviting. God I haven't felt this great in decades. Shit... Emmett was fucking right. Sex was amazing with your true mate. I probably ripped the sheets from gripping them so hard. Watching Eva's head bob on me was so much better then I had imagined. Eva suddenly paused.
"Why'd you stop?" I asked concerned but also in need of her contact again so that I could orgasm.
Eva lifted the corners of her shirt and tossed it on my floor. She did the same with her pants and her panties.
"Eva..." I groaned as she crawls towards me with this incredibly sexy look on her face.
"I told you I'd take care of you didn't I?" She grinned rubbing her uncovered pussy against my aching cock.
She smiled at me kissing me before gripping my shoulder for support. Eva then slowly sank down on my penis. She let out loud moan sinking to my hips. I felt like I was in complete euphoria. Am I fucking day dreaming? If so don't want to stop.
"Your cock feels so much more amazing then a dildo." She whispered against my ear.
Eva then began to move. It was mesmerizing watching her bounce on top of me. My hands went to her hips helping to guide her.
I knew I was hitting all of her G-spots due to her mewling into my ear. I started meeting each of her thrusts.
"You know at this point I don't even care if they hear us." Eva moaned speeding up.
"Fuck! Neither do I." I growled into her ear speeding up myself.
Before I could even think I felt myself slip into an orgasmic trace. Eva's core squeezed my dick practically milking it of all my semen. Eva collapsed against me exhausted. I couldn't deny the fact that she smelled absolutely amazing after sex. She stilled has that sweetness but it was also mixed with my scent. I decided that this was my favorite scent. Our scents mixed together. Preferably after sex.
Eva lazily turned facing me.
"You realized that was my first time right?" She smiled against me.
"Really? Does that mean there will be more?" I asked ready for another round.
"You have to do the work. I'm too tired to move." Eva looked at me through thick lashes.
A delicious pink blush dusted her face, neck and shoulders. I kissed her right shoulder kicking off my pants to where I was now naked.
"You ready?" I positioned my already re-erected member at her core.
She laid beneath me spread wide open for me only. My hand trailed her perfectly tanned skin when she nodded ready for me. I grasped her hips and slowly thrusted in.
Oh fucking god it feels even better the second time!
Eva tilted her head back moaning my name in a throaty whisper.