I tried to update quickly but then my laptop deleted all my work.
Freddie's POV
I feel bad, and I don't think it's the drugs wearing off. I was so horrible to Sam but I just couldn't stop. It's the thought of her with Mark or anyone who isn't me. It sounds like I'm over-reacting but what I feel for her is deeper than any of my other feelings towards anyone. No one told me I wasn't meant to fall in love so young, I always want to be with her. In the morning just as I wake up she is the first thing I think about and the last thing I think about before I go to sleep. I can relate all my songs on my pear pod to her in some way, I even get nervous before I see her and my stomach flips whenever she starts to talk to me. I still can't believe I told that I loved her. All though she thinks I'm over it but I'm not, I never will be. She's probably having a good laugh about it now. I wish she was here but I don't even know why she was here, probably Carly's door was locked, she hates me so i really don't understand why she was here. Well if she didn't hate me before she certainly does now.
Sam's POV
I only made it to the hospital garden before I broke down. The stone is cold against my back and I'm crying my eyes out, Freddie won't listen to me and he thinks I hate him. Even worse he hates me. He loved me! I can't believe he actually loved me and i didn't notice. Now he doesn't want anyting to do with me. I tried so hard to hide my feelings i pushed him too far. What if it's my fault he tried to kill himself, he could have died and it all would have been my fault because I was so wrapped up in my own problems I didn't notice he had a problem. I can't not see him. I love him.
"Sam, Sam are you ok" Oh great it's Mark "I'm fine, really"
"No your not come back to mine I'll make it all go away"
"Mark I'm fine, have you just come from a late party?" hopefully that will get the point across, is he drunk?
"Your coming with me" Just who does he think he is?
"No and what are you doing here anyway?"
"Knew Benson tried to top himself and you would be here. I guess he didn't do it probably, he's such an idiot"
"Don't talk about Freddie like that"
"You know for a girl who hates him you seem to worry and protect him a lot. Anyway we are leaving"
"no WE are not" He's advancing on me but i can't find the energy to fight "Mark i need some time to think"
"you've been playing me haven't you?"
"n no" That is the worst I've ever lied but I'm scared
"Yes you have you filthy b***h. Come here" Ahh he's got me by the hair. God someone help me! I can't scream he has his hand over my mouth. I'm thrashing but I'm getting nowhere. He's gone and out cold on the floor. All i see is Freddie standing there with a crutch.
"You've got a bit of explaining to do Sam" and in spite of everything I'm smiling as .I engulf him in a hug.
Sorry the chapter is so short. Need your help should I end it here or do another chapter to conclude everything. Please give me your thoughts! :)