Ch 10

Kerrie stood looking at Castiel and Bobby who were both deciding if going to Lawrence would help anyone.

"Lucifer and Michael are not going to let either of you get involved." Castiel said. "It's suicide. Lucifer and Michael need to fight, it's the apocalypse."

"Dean, it's done. Sam's gone. We didn't have much of a shot anyway." Bobby said looking at the ground.

"Sam is still in there. I need to be there for him." Dean said as Kerrie nodded.

"I can call up their old vessels. They aren't too happy that their bodies were ruined." Castiel shook his head.

"They will sense you a mile away. Both Lucifer and Michael will want you dead. To Lucifer you are a threat because of Sam and to Michael you are an abomination."

"Screw them. I'm done with these assholes messing with people's lives." Dean half smirked.

"She's coming with me."

"Of course I am. I'm pissed off at Lucifer and Michael and of course that asshole Gus who had the gall to try and stop me. Right now I really do feel like a pissed off lesbian who just hate men in general. You and Bobby are excluded." Kerrie said seeing Dean's expression. "We should get going." Kerrie grabbed her bags from her car and pulled out a book. "I can do a bit of research."

"I doubt you'll need that. Just focused your anger and we'll be good." Dean said getting in the car. They arrived in Lawrence to see Sam in the area already.

"I'm getting out here. You distract him and I'll get to work."

Kerrie wandered through some high scrubs and noticed Bobby pulling in on the road. A small smile crossed her lips. She knew Bobby wouldn't give up on Sam that easy but she was surprised to see Castiel with him. Kerrie started a spirit calling spell. She drew in any spirit who had been affected by Michael and Lucifer then she called in all the deceased ancestors of Sam and Dean she could call. Kerrie was already feeling the drain of the huge number of spirits she had called and when she saw what was going on she sent them flying towards the archangels causing a moment of chaos. Castiel then threw fire at Michael who was using Adam's body who then disappeared. Lucifer then caused Castiel to explode and when Bobby shot Sam he twisted Bobby's neck. Dean was already being beaten on by Sam. Kerrie took off in a run the spirits were in a frenzy attacking Sam. Dean saw that Sam's eyes begin to change and motioned for Kerrie who called the spirits off.

"Dean, I'm here. I'm going to do it." Sam said pulling out the rings of the horsemen and throwing them to the ground. He said the incantation as Kerrie quickly sent the spirits back to their resting places and took a few steps forward. "Kerrie, move on. Both of you. I love you."

"Don't do it. This is meant to be." Michael had appeared again. Kerrie's palms began to sweat as she used a spell to send Michael flying a few feet away, it wasn't the usual power that she had. Kerrie fell to her knees as Sam ran to her side pulling her up.

"I'm sorry." He looked one more time at Dean and took a few steps towards the cage as Michael came closer.

"You stupid witch. You will pay for that." Michael went to move against Kerrie but Sam grabbed his arm and both of them fell into the cage as Kerrie let out a yell falling back to her knees as she sobbed. Dean crawled off the car and sat next to Kerrie on the ground. Castiel appeared and healed Dean's face which was all swollen and bloody.

"Your alive-"

"God saw fit to bring me back."

"Your not him then?"

"Not even close." Castiel made his way to Bobby and with a quick touch he was alive. Kerrie stumbled trying to stand and with her hands on the ground she took a few deep breaths to even out her powers and stood.

"That was an impressive showing." Bobby said as Kerrie wiped at her cheeks.

"I should call home and check in." She mumbled walking a little ways back to the road.

"It's going to be hard for both of you. You two should support each other." Bobby said as Dean watched Kerrie make a phone call.

"I can't do that to Sam."

"Dean, I heard him say it. He wanted you to move on. Have a regular life."

"She's not a regular person." Dean said as Bobby nodded.

"Kerrie's not but you know that you still have feelings for her. I saw you watching her with Keeva, she could be that person for you." Deans shrugged.

"She's never thought of me that way."

"I think she might feel something for you. She was frantic when you were in hell, she was the last person to keep working on bringing you back." Castiel stood silent during this time.

"I can't say I approve of her but she is an attractive human." Kerrie came walking over.

"Everything is ok back home." Bobby started to his car as Kerrie looked to Dean and Castiel. "I'll ride with Bobby it looks like you two need to talk." Kerrie got in the car with Bobby and then headed back to his house.

"You did good." Bobby said as Kerrie looked at her hands.

"I just feel like I can't do enough. I-"

"Don't you dare blame yourself. Sam choose this, he wanted it to end."

"I know he choose it but I just feel like I could have done more."

"We all feel that way. Your strong and you'll keep going and this time not just for yourself but for Keeva too." Kerrie nodded.

When they got to Bobby's Kerrie went right into the kitchen and began to cook. Bobby sat back watching her move around the kitchen. Dean arrived a few minutes later and joined Bobby.

"What did he say?"

"Not much, he's going to heaven and try to help sort everything out."

"Are you really going to walk away like Sam asked?"

"I'm thinking about it."